rebirth of love

rebirth of love

Author: Yun Liu

The Tragic Comedy of Rebirth (Catching a Bug)

He thought, he will never forget that severe winter day, the warm smile of that person in the fine snow, and the temperature of that person's hands holding him!

"Come, come home with me!" In the clear snow, the man reached out to him who was huddled in the corner of the street, and his warm and gentle smile instantly gave him the only sunshine and salvation.

Thus, love, born from that ray of tenderness, gradually spread its branches and leaves, tightly entangled his whole body and mind!But--

Only today did he know that the man who picked him up back then was just out of a plan, using his past experience to cultivate him into an excellent tool for nutrition, and it was also a tool that could be replaced at any time.Those tender words of love are nothing but lubricants to make the tools work better!

"How can such a filthy body deserve my love?" In the study, the man said to the loving lover in his arms, his tone as indifferent as if he had abandoned his shoes.

Outside the study, he felt as if struck by lightning, his whole body was icy cold, the thin shell remaining in his heart was instantly shattered, and his heart quickly sank into a dark abyss.I see!So for eight years, did that person never touch himself?Not even kisses, at most just hugs.

He silently raised a wry smile, his heart ached, but he couldn't shed tears.

dirty?That's right, this body has been played and possessed by countless men, and it has left countless scars of shame. Just yesterday, for a big case, he followed the man's request to play with the client until the end of the day. At dawn, many new scars appeared on his body.

Brace yourself and hurry back, just want to see that person's figure, listen to that person's gentle comfort, to get rid of the depression and exhaustion that weighed heavily on your heart, but unexpectedly, what you hear is such a cold evaluation.

However, that is really a very correct conclusion. How can a lowly person like him deserve to have warmth and love?

And all of this can’t be blamed on others, it’s all his own fault, it’s wrong to fall in love with that person, it’s wrong to believe that you can love, it’s wrong to expect to be loved, it’s all because he has been adding to his wishful thinking, so Will there be the present ending?Well, you can get back on track, it's time to end...

hate it?No, just despair.

The ray of sunshine in his heart was finally covered by the haze. He who had lost his sense of survival had just returned to the original point again!Back then, it was the cold winter day when the snow was falling, but now, it was the evening of autumn when the drizzle was falling.

The hunting sea breeze stirred his clothes, and his messy hair danced. The rugged coastal cliffs seemed to welcome him warmly with open arms, and the waves rolled up on the shore seemed to be softly telling: "Hurry up!" Come on, this place is very peaceful, a paradise for sleeping peacefully..."

The sad rain is pattering, is the sky crying?But he had no more tears, only a faint smile on his lips.

Goodbye to all...

In the rain, he was like a feathered butterfly, leaping down lightly without hesitation, but his tender wings were torn apart by the ruthless storm, and the flapping corners of his clothes were like his broken wings, beautiful, but he could no longer fly……

After an unknown amount of time, Liao Yifan opened his eyes in a daze.After a moment of blank vision, it gradually became clear. What I saw was the light green curtain above, the white ceiling and the light brown medicine bag.The faint smell of disinfectant wafted into his nostrils, and there seemed to be an instrument beeping regularly in his ears.

This is... a hospital?He... isn't dead?

Liao Yifan tried hard to turn his head to investigate, only to realize that something was fixed on his neck, and he raised his hand to touch it, but was suddenly frightened by his own raised hand, and hurriedly raised it up to take a closer look!

This is a thin, obviously immature arm, which belongs to an immature teenager, and it is impossible to be the arm of a 24-year-old adult man!

what happened?Liao Yifan felt frightened, so he raised his other hand and repeated the palm a few times. It was still the same small size, with a needle fixed on the back of his slender hand. As the arm was raised, some bright red returned to the liquid tube. of blood.

This, this is not his hand, but it is his hand again!What exactly is going on?

After pulling out the needle, he strenuously propped up his upper body with his elbows, from the head to the soles of the feet, the short distance visually measured made him dizzy.He tore off the snow-white quilt, and as if mocking him, those slender legs of the same young size blatantly came into view. There was even a plaster cast on the right calf, which was placed high on a special bracket .

He must be dreaming, absolutely!

Liao Yifan thought to himself, maybe after waking up, he will find that all this is really just a dream of his!Otherwise, it is absolutely impossible for him to become so much smaller overnight. This body is at most twelve or thirteen years old. He wouldn't go back in time for more than ten years, right?

Moreover, what is important is that this is obviously not his body. There are many embarrassing scars on his body that cannot be seen by others, and they have been superimposed since he was ten years old. It's like freshly made tofu, and it seems that water can come out when you pinch it.

What happened to him?Liao Yifan's thoughts were in chaos, but the pain from his neck and legs reminded him that he was awake, but...

He still remembers that he jumped off the cliff, and the severe pain of his body hitting the sharp rock of the cliff is still clearly traceable. The darkness is no longer remembered, but it is impossible for such a mysterious thing to happen, right?

Did he come back from the dead?Moreover, he was reborn in the body of an immature boy!

"Clang!" The sound of the vase falling to the ground startled Liao Yifan who was in deep thought. He turned his head and saw a gray-haired old woman standing at the door, looking at him with trembling lips, her eyes flushed with excitement. .

"Doctor, doctor! Doctor! Xiaoyi is awake, doctor, Xiaoyi is awake—" The woman even forgot that there was a pager above the hospital bed, but turned around and ran out of the ward, shouting into the corridor, With crying sound!

A burst of chaotic footsteps came quickly, and a few seconds later, several doctors in white coats rushed into the ward, surrounded Liao Yifan who was still standing there.

"Xiao Lianyi, you're awake, how do you feel?" An optician asked with a smile, and forced Liao Yifan down gently.Poor Liao Yifan is alone and weak at the moment, unable to resist at all, he can only lie down obediently again, and then stare blankly at the doctors beside the bed.

Just now, the glasses doctor called him "Xiao Lianyi", right?So, is it really not yourself?

"Ah, by the way, Xiao Lianyi can't speak yet, because she got some injuries here!" The glasses doctor caressed Liao Yifan's neck, "But it doesn't matter, it will recover in a few days, don't worry about talking !"

"Come on, Xiao Lianyi, let's do a simple examination!" Another doctor took out a follower and a small flashlight, and performed a series of simple nerve reflex examinations on Liao Yifan. The tossing foot injury hurts even more!However, he has already gotten used to enduring this little pain!

"OK, very good!" The glasses doctor smiled, patted Liao Yifan's head, and then said to the woman at the end of the bed: "Grandma Lin, Xiao Lianyi is fine, as long as you cultivate carefully, you will recover in a few days!"

"Thank you, thank you!" Tears of joy finally slipped from the eyes of the woman, and she didn't bother to wipe them off. She walked to the bedside, raised her trembling hand, and gently stroked her face as if she was stroking a precious baby. touched Liao Yifan's cheek.

Liao Yifan reflexively wanted to hide, but he took a slow step, and the next moment, when he felt the slightly dry but strangely warm touch, he was slightly stunned. This feeling was like what he felt that winter Warmth!

"Thank goodness, Xiaoyi, you finally woke up!" The woman wiped her tears with the back of her hand indiscriminately, almost unable to stand up with excitement, "Xiaoyi has been asleep for a long time, school is starting now Already!" Holding Liao Yifan's hand, he babbled about trivial matters.

Liao Yifan couldn't speak, so he could only listen quietly.Does the current situation mean that he can live again?He is no longer that filthy Liao Yifan, he no longer needs to endure humiliation by serving others, and he no longer needs to be desperate for love?This new life... Could it be his extravagant wish?

The old woman was still chattering, but he didn't pay attention to it at all. Amidst the warmth from his hand, Liao Yifan felt drowsiness welling up again, and then fell asleep at some point!

He didn't know that he fell asleep again, and even scared the old woman and the doctors half to death. After the examination found that he was really just asleep, he was relieved.

However, God seems to like a joke.

What Liao Yifan never expected was that when he opened his eyes again, what he saw was neither the old woman before nor the doctor or nurse, but a very familiar picture that had already been carved into the bone marrow. faces.

The man he loved deeply for more than nine years, the man who rescued him in the winter many years ago, but pushed him into the abyss of despair a few years later, Shao Muyun, was sitting beside the hospital bed.

"Lianyi, are you awake?" Shao Muyun said softly, looking up from the newspaper, the expression on his face was as gentle as water, which Liao Yifan found very strange and harsh.

Liao Yifan's heart trembled, and his pupils shrank involuntarily.

ridiculous farce

Why is Shao Muyun here?

Liao Yifan's mind was in a mess, and an indescribable feeling filled his heart. What made him sad was that he could only close his eyes, not seeing or hearing.

To him, the words that Shao Muyun said in the study seemed to have just rang in his ears, and it still made him feel chills all over his body clearly.After waking up again, he thought he would never see him again in this life, and he could escape all the shackles, but he didn't expect that they would meet again here after just closing and opening his eyes.

"What's the matter, Lian Yi, is there any pain?" Shao Muyun gently caressed Liao Yifan's cheek, and there was always a gentle and shallow smile on his handsome face.

Liao Yifan turned his head instinctively, barely avoiding his touch, and then slightly turned his body, leaving his back to Shao Muyun, trying to calm down the frenzy in his heart in a corner he couldn't see.

Gradually, the mood gradually calmed down, yes, even if they meet at this moment, so what, everything has long been changed, and the old people meet each other but don't know each other!

Shao Muyun smiled lightly, "Lian Yi, you are angry, are you angry that I haven't come to see you for a while?" He reached out and rubbed the back of Liao Yifan's head lightly, "Actually, I come here every day, but Lian Yi has been sleeping. Well, her hair has already It's grown a bit, maybe half a centimeter?" It's short and fluffy, and it feels good to the touch.

Liao Yifan still didn't respond, as if he fell asleep again!

"Hey, Lian Yi, in fact...a lot of things happened during this period of time. Lian Yi is sleeping so I don't know, and Lian Yi is still young, so I don't understand..." Shao Muyun's voice suddenly became a little deeper, and he withdrew it. hand, changed to rubbing the center of his brow, and sighed silently.

Liao Yifan reached for the writing board and pen on the bedside. After a good night's sleep, he felt much better and was no longer so weak. Only his throat and right foot were still throbbing.

The wound on his head after the craniotomy no longer hurts, and he has already noticed that he is almost bald now when the optician touched the top of his head.I don't know how this boy suffered such a serious injury, was it a car accident?

While thinking, Liao Yifan scribbled a few words with his left hand, and then threw it back to the man behind him.

"What did you write? I, no, remember, who are you." Shao Muyun tried his best to identify the crooked words on the writing board, read them intermittently, and then raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Love Yi, you don't remember me?" There was an imperceptible hint of panic in the voice.

Liao Yifan didn't respond, saying that the answer was yes.He really doesn't want to remember everything about the past now, it would be great if he could really forget about it, but he can only bury it deeply in his heart.And he really didn't know anything about the young man whose body he occupied.

He had never heard Shao Muyun mention this young man named Lian Yi. Judging by Shao Muyun's familiarity with and caring for this young man, he was afraid that they were old acquaintances, but he never knew about it, so for the time being, all he could do was to dust off everything and artificially clear his memory. , and then re-archive from now on.

"Love Yi!" Shao Muyun eagerly reached out and turned Liao Yifan over, but he was facing a pair of cold eyes, which were as calm as a mirror, only strangeness was revealed, and what was reflected was his. Panic.He couldn't help but let go, shrank back a bit, and muttered softly, "Love Yi, you really don't remember me?"

Liao Yifan looked at him quietly, not letting himself reveal any emotions, but he was secretly surprised. It turned out that Shao Muyun, who was always confident and suave, would have such a disappointed expression?So does this boy really hold that much weight in his heart?

Feeling a slight pain in his heart, Liao Yifan quickly lowered his eyelashes to cover up the bitterness that accidentally poured out.

Shao Muyun didn't notice Liao Yifan's momentary depression, he was still digesting the shocking news.He never expected that Lian Yi, who he had been taking care of all this time, would no longer remember him after finally waking up from a long sleep!

The Lian Yi who liked to cling to him, the one who always smiled at him innocently, disappeared overnight, and there was only this different Lian Yi who looked at him with strange eyes!

why?Is Lianyi going to leave him too?No, no, he will never let go again!

Shao Muyun's eyes were a little frantic, he suddenly stretched out his hand and strangled Liao Yifan's neck, and was about to exert force downward, but when he touched the cold artificial throat respirator, he stopped.

His gaze slowly moved upwards, starting from the pointed chin, sliding across the delicate little face, and finally met the pair of eyes that were still as calm as water.

Shao Muyun gritted his teeth secretly, with sweat on his forehead, as if he was engaged in a difficult battle between heaven and man, his breathing gradually became faster and heavier, but the frenzy in his eyes gradually faded away.As soon as he let go, he got up, rushed out of the ward quickly, and slammed the door hard!

Liao Yifan let out a sigh of relief, although no air flow passed through his nose and mouth.For so many years, this was the first time he had seen Shao Muyun who looked frantic just now! "Love Yi" no longer remembers him, is it such a big blow to him?

Hehe, it turns out that the situation is really different, just like gems and bad soil, one should be carefully cherished and cared for, but the other can only be treated as garbage and be trampled underfoot.

Liao Yifan closed his eyes, expressionless, but unconsciously clenched his hands into fists, his nails sunk deep into his flesh, and even ignored the tingling pain from the needle on the back of his hand.

……

The door was opened again, and Liao Yifan opened his eyes slightly to look over. It was the old woman whom he had seen before, Granny Lin, holding a bouquet of orange-red gerbera in her arms and a blue thermos in her right hand.So he frowned lightly and struggled to sit up.

"Ah, Xiao Yi, don't move around, the injury is still not healed!" Granny Lin hurriedly put down the things in her hands, and came over to help Liao Yifan lie down.

Liao Yifan shook his head slightly, took her arm, and let her sit on the chair beside the bed.

To this mother-in-law, he felt guilty, because he was not the Lianyi she had been waiting for to return, but he couldn't tell the truth, so he had to hide it.He took the clipboard and wrote two lines crookedly: I'm sorry, mother-in-law, I don't remember anything!

Granny Lin looked down for a while, her lips moved, but she didn't say anything.

After a while, he raised his head and smiled kindly: "It doesn't matter, Xiao Yi is Xiao Yi, as long as Grandma Lin remembers!"

"I'm sorry," Liao Yifan wrote, really sorry.

"You don't have to worry about Xiao Yi, as long as you are healthy, it's better than anything else." Granny Lin caressed Liao Yifan's cheek, "By the way, the doctor said, Xiao Yi can drink some liquid food, and grandma will make you stewed pork ribs with astragalus and medlar Soup, you need to drink more to get better faster!" Saying that, she got up to pour the soup.

Liao Yifan touched the respirator on his neck and looked at the woman's busy figure, his eyes suddenly became a little wet.

In his previous life, he was an orphan with no blood relatives or friends. Later, his focus only revolved around Shao Muyun, so he never enjoyed the so-called family affection. Feeling moved involuntarily.

"Come on, Xiaoyi, grandma feeds you!" Granny Lin took a bowl, scooped up a spoonful of thick and fragrant tonic soup, and carefully blew it until it was warm enough not to burn her mouth, before bringing it to Liao Yifan's mouth.

Liao Yifan was stunned for a moment before opening his mouth to drink, his cheeks were also stained with a faint blush.It was the first time in this life that he was completely treated like a young child, so he blushed uncontrollably.He reached out to take the bowl and drink it himself, but was blocked.

"No, no, Xiao Yi hasn't recovered yet, come on, put your hands away obediently." Granny Lin carefully moved Liao Yifan's hand that was hanging on the drip aside, and continued to feed him.

Liao Yifan had no choice but to blush slightly and drink in small sips.

Looking at Granny Lin at such a close distance, I suddenly realized that the corners of her eyes and brows were written with unconcealable worry and exhaustion.

She must have not had a good rest for a long time, Liao Yifan thought about it, and raised his hand to stop Granny Lin from scooping up the soup.Grabbed the cardboard, wrote, "Grandma also drinks", and pointed to the soup bowl.

Granny Lin was startled, and then smiled emotionally, "Xiao Yi is good, grandma is fine, no need."

"no".

"Okay, okay, grandma too." With tears in her eyes, Granny Lin took a small sip of the tonic soup, and then continued to feed Liao Yifan.

"Grandma, can you tell me about me?" 』Liao Yifan wanted to know about his current situation.

"What about Xiaoyi?" Granny Lin thought for a while, and she was right, Xiaoyi didn't remember anything, so she should have a brief talk with him, so she stirred the soup and whispered, "Xiaoyi's name is Lianyi, Shao Lianyi, 13 years old this year, should be in the second grade of middle school, and she is also grandma's best-behaved grandson!"

Shao... in love with Iraq?Liao Yifan suddenly had a bad premonition, he frowned slightly, and quickly wrote, "My surname is Shao?How do you write the name?" Could it be...

"This..." Granny Lin put down the bowl, took the cardboard, wiped off the line of writing, and then wrote the word "Love Yi", and said at the same time: "Because Xiaoyi is Mr. Shao's adopted child! Xiaoyi doesn't care. Remember, grandma is the dean of Fuxin Welfare Institute. There are many children in the yard. Xiaoyi’s original name is Chuyun, which was written in your swaddling clothes. But three years ago, Mr. Shao adopted Xiaoyi. Empress Yi changed her name!"

"Love Iraq"

Looking at these two beautiful words, Liao Yifan felt mixed feelings. What does this mean?

Just as he was about to ask if "Mr. Shao" was the person he was thinking of, Granny Lin said again: "Didn't Xiao Yi see Mr. Shao just now? When I went back to cook the soup, he was still there, saying yes Waiting for you to wake up. Yesterday he heard that Xiao Yi woke up, and rushed back from Germany immediately!"

Sure enough?Liao Yifan had the urge to raise his head and laugh out loud, what exactly was Shao Muyun thinking?Why did you adopt a child and give it such a name?

However, Liao Yifan twitched his lips mockingly, he had made enough mistakes unconsciously, so he would not expect anything more, no matter what Shao Muyun thought in his heart, it had nothing to do with him.

"I don't remember him anymore," Liao Yifan calmed down and wrote.

"..." Granny Lin paused for a while, and then said softly: "Xiaoyi, no matter what, Mr. Shao is your father and guardian in name!" That man loves Lian Yi so much that he even arranged this special ward.

When Xiao Yi was in a coma, he came to see Lian Yi almost whenever he was free. For a child who was not his own blood, Xiao Yi was happy to care for a child who was not his own blood.

In the past, Xiao Yi often mentioned the man's name, and was very attached to him. Every time he came back from meeting, she could smile for three days.So even if the memory of the past is no longer there, the existing fetters will not be broken so easily.

Father...?Liao Yifan sighed breathlessly. He thought that committing suicide by jumping off a cliff would end everything. Unexpectedly, the King of Hades would not accept him and let him go back to continue his life. He thought that this time he could start a new life from another runway. , he still starts from the origin.

So, why did God let him live again?Just want to laugh at how ridiculously pathetic he is?

Gained and Lost Part [-]

After finishing the soup, Liao Yifan finally persuaded Granny Lin to go home.If she continued to suffer with him, she would also fall down, after all, she was old and not a young man anymore.

Sitting on the head of the bed, Liao Yifan tilted his head and looked out the window. It was almost dusk outside, and the sky was getting darker.

There are a few tall and strong ginkgo trees in the courtyard, all of which are already golden. The beautiful fan-shaped leaves are dancing in the autumn wind. Occasionally, after the rustle, a few of them will fall with the wind and gently brush against the window here.

Liao Yifan stretched out his hand and made a grasping gesture. Of course, through the glass, he could only catch a cloud of empty air.

"Do you want ginkgo leaves?" A female voice rang at the door.

Liao Yifan turned around and saw that it was the nurse who was taking care of him, so he shook his head slightly.He just wanted to try to see if he could catch something. Sure enough, he was just wishful thinking, right?

"Really? Dr. Nie (the glasses doctor) has told you that it's time to remove the catheter for you, otherwise it will easily cause unnecessary infection if it takes too long, so..." The nurse smiled softly, and put on a disposable sterile catheter. He walked over to the bed, lifted the quilt, and started working neatly.

Liao Yifan unconsciously grasped the sheet under him, opened his legs slightly, turned his face away, and let the shy heat continue to rise.

Although in his previous life he often lay naked under many men, and was forced to pose in various shameful and embarrassing poses, and his body was seen from the inside to the outside, but now this kind of man without any desire Hue's normal medical actions, but strange ones made him feel very embarrassed.

"Hey, Xiao Lianyi is shy!" The nurse teased, but she gently pulled out the deeply inserted catheter with her hands, "Little Lianyi, won't it hurt?!"

Liao Yifan couldn't make any response, so he could only freeze his body and wait for the end. Fortunately, he didn't make him wait too long.

"OK, it's ready!" The nurse cleaned up the sundries, helped Liao Yifan cover up the hem of the hospital gown, and covered her with a quilt.

"Xiao Lianyi, the plaster cast on my right foot can't be removed yet, and I can't get out of bed for the time being, so the problem of going to the bathroom will be up to me during this period of time!" Pointing to the beeper on the bedside, "If you want to, just Ring the bell, got it?"

Liao Yifan was noncommittal and just looked at her quietly.

"Oh, little Lianyi, why not just smile, you are so young, why are you so deep!" The nurse was about to pinch his cheek, but he tilted his head and dodged it.

Young?Liao Yifan smiled wryly to himself, he might have been as old as an old man in his heart, and he hadn't really smiled happily for a long time, the feeling of that kind of laughter was already indifferent!

"Hey, it's really boring. Why don't sisters bring you some comic books tomorrow? The TV shows are boring!" The nurse glanced at the TV next to the wall, and then said, "What style do Xiao Lianyi want to watch? Bloody battle." Yes, funny, or shojo manga?"

What an enthusiastic nurse!

Liao Yifan took the cardboard, "Don't bother."He never read any comics, because he didn't have time, and at the same time, he felt that the storylines in the comics were too idealistic, but the reality was just the opposite, often very cruel.

"Hey??" The nurse sighed straight away, "Then, let's be funny, Xiaolian Yiduo, please smile, don't act like a little old man! Then it's settled, I'll go first, I have something to do Be sure to ring the bell, and I will come to make rounds every hour!" After speaking, he blew a sweet kiss to Liao Yifan, opened the door and left.

Liao Yifan smiled wryly, he was really seen as a child, but this body was indeed still a juvenile, he couldn't refute it.Forget it, let’s settle down when it comes, the first thing is to take good care of your body.

I moved my right foot a little, but it still hurts a little. It seems that I was seriously injured, probably a comminuted fracture. If it was just a simple fracture or fracture, it should be the same as the skull, and it should be healed!

There is also a throat, which is probably not seriously injured, otherwise there is no need to wear an artificial respirator for such a long time.Thinking about it this way, he even began to have some doubts. The previous optician's statement that he would fully recover might just be the doctor's routine words of comfort.

He lowered his head and looked at the pair of thin hands in front of him. Even though he was only 13 years old and hadn't yet reached the puberty stage, his body was too petite, probably far behind the normal standard.

And this feeling of weakness and powerlessness made him anxious. The current him is still unable to be completely independent, and the wings that allow him to fly freely have not yet fully grown.

He breathed a sigh of relief, patted his cheeks, regrouped his mood, and then carefully moved his right foot off the support, and sat on the edge of the bed with one leg tilted.

Probably because he had been lying down for too long, his back felt a little sore. He wanted to move around a bit. It would be better if he could go to the bathroom by himself. Anyway, it was in a corner of the ward.Although he looks like a child on the outside, he is a fully grown man in his heart. As a last resort, he doesn't want to be carried to the bathroom by a little woman.

Holding on to the railing beside the bed, he carefully landed and stood up. He was a little dizzy, and his left leg was weak, and he almost sat on the ground.This feeling is not unfamiliar, it used to be the same feeling every time he woke up the next day after being tossed all night, as long as he stabilized a little, it would be fine, besides, now he is just weak after not eating for a long time.

I tried to move my right foot, but it didn't hurt very much, but I couldn't exert force yet.As for using the left leg on one foot

Jumping, with his current physical strength, he couldn't do it. He had no choice but to stand up for a little exercise, and then climbed onto the bed again.However, after this little exercise, he suddenly thought of a good way to go to the bathroom alone.

So, when the nurse who took care of him was surprised to find out that her little patient hadn't rang the bell for three or four hours since the catheter was pulled out, she shortened the ward round time curiously and suspiciously, and visited Liao Yifan's place frequently. ward.With so many potions injected into his body, it was impossible not to go to the bathroom, so the only answer left was that that brat who didn't like to laugh went by himself!

Therefore, when the nurse pushed open the door of the ward again, Liao Yifan was caught "committing a crime".

I saw him on all fours, crawling crookedly on the ground like a puppy who was just born, and was heading from the bathroom to the bed!

Hearing the opening of the door, Liao Yifan's body froze immediately, and he almost fell flat on the ground. Turning his head, he saw the nurse's half-smile, so he twitched the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, frowned, and refused Crawled, hunched over, and sat in place.

"You stinky brat, are you just refusing to ring the bell honestly?" The nurse sighed softly, walked over, picked Liao Yifan up from the ground with all her strength, and put her on the bed.

don't want!Liao Yifan thought in his heart, since he could go, why bother others, let alone a woman younger than him.

The nurse took out two wet tissues from the box beside him and wiped his hands and feet. Liao Yifan hurriedly took them and wiped them himself.

"You..." The nurse sighed, "Sometimes I wonder if you are a brat!"

No!

Liao Yifan was secretly amazed at this woman's sensitivity, but even if he told the truth, no one would believe it, because it was too mysterious, like a fairy tale.

"Okay, wait for me!" The nurse finished and went out.Not long after, I came back again, but a wheelchair was pushed with a pair of small crutches on it.

"Smelly brat, don't crawl on the ground anymore. If you really don't want my help, you can use these. However, it should be done in moderation, and you can't hurt your feet if you overdo it!" The nurse helped him put the wheelchair on the side of the bed, and Set up your crutches.

"Thank you" Liao Yifan really thanked this nurse very much at this moment. She didn't expect that her thoughts were so delicate that she could see his true feelings, so he smiled lightly without even realizing it.

"Wow, I laughed, I laughed!" The nurse yelled, holding her cheeks, and kept admiring, "Beauty's smile is really different, let me just say, little love Yi should smile more!"

Liao Yifan immediately froze his face, and then returned to his expressionless face in an instant. Did he just... laugh?

"Oh, pretending to be deep again!" The nurse complained, and then clapped her hands, "Okay, I won't bother you anymore, go to sleep, it's time for good children to go to bed!"

Liao Yifan had black lines and profuse sweat on the back of his head, watching the noisy nurse finally push the door out, and the room returned to tranquility.Touching the wheelchair beside the bed, Liao Yifan unconsciously smiled.

……

If he was surprised to know that the name of this body was "Shao Lianyi", then when he saw the boy's face in the bathroom mirror, he was stunned in shock!I crawled in a few times before and didn't bother to watch it, but now I regret it!

There is a half-length image in the mirror, and the figure is indeed very petite.

Although he was bald and ugly with a bald head, it still did not affect the delicacy of his small face in the slightest. His eyebrows, eyes, nose, and lips were all beautiful. Although he was young, he was already a rare handsome man.

But, why, why is this face so similar to him and Liao Yifan in the previous life? !

This appearance is like Liao Yifan's when he was a teenager, at least seven or eight points similar, except that there is a mole under the right eye, the face shape is slightly different, and the mouth is also different.However, it is already too similar!

Why?Why did Shao Lianyi look like this?

Liao Yifan returned to the bed, embraced himself, buried his face in the pillow, and his mind was in chaos.

He thought it was a blessing to be reborn, but the successive shocks made him start to wonder, is he going to repeat the same mistakes this time?Or was it all just a very real dream he had?

That night, Liao Yifan had no sleep.

Gained and Lost Part [-]

After a sleepless night, Liao Yifan's already pale face was covered with dark circles, turning him into a little raccoon.

"Wow, little love, what's wrong with you, you, your eyes?"

The nurse who came to give him daily care early in the morning yelled in amazement, and saw that Liao Yifan's eyes were not only bloodshot, but there were also two thick dark bags under his eyes.If it is night now, let him flash a flashlight from his chin up, the eerie grimace will definitely scare people to death.

"Nothing," Liao Yifan replied.

After tossing and turning all night, he only came to one conclusion: since the gods intended for him to live again, then this time he must live completely only for himself, without being contaminated by love.

Besides, he doesn't know the time limit of this rebirth, if it's just a joke made by God, if he will go to hell soon, then he has nothing to miss or complain about, just let nature take its course.

"It's nothing?" The nurse's face was gloomy. Xiao Lianyi's beautiful face was so pleasing to the eye, but now she has turned into a raccoon face, which made her feel distressed.

"Is the wound hurting?" That's why he couldn't sleep. The nurse helped Liao Yifan wipe his face with a warm towel. He took it again and wiped it himself, then shook his head gently.

"If you feel uncomfortable, you should say it in time, don't be careless, you know