time imprint

When I was teaching Yige how to practice swords in the afternoon, brother Marty and the military division came to see me together.

"Why are you here?"

Didn't we just drink together last night?What's the matter?

Let Yige practice by himself, and I hurried up to meet him.

Brother Marty's face is dark. He has always been carefree, just like me, and has never had anything on his mind.What's going on today?

The strategist was still smiling, watching Brother Marty and not opening his mouth.

Brother Marty opened his mouth and closed it again. He frowned and stared at me for a long time but didn't say anything.But it made me anxious, "What happened?"

"It's not you!" He glared at me angrily.

"Me? What's wrong with me?", I said blankly.

"Hmph, you...you", he blushed, "If you're sorry for the leader, I can't spare you", after he finished speaking, he turned around angrily and left.

Head?My face instantly heats up...

He... how did he know?

"Would you like to know how we know?", the military division didn't follow him, but stayed behind, and asked me with a smile.

I nodded honestly.

"Yesterday we were in the left and right rooms of yours. We heard everything. If I hadn't stopped me, Marty thought the head of the group had been attacked, so he rushed in and out in the middle of the night." He was still smiling.

Sound... sound?

I suddenly recalled Alan's voice last night. At first, he moaned like nothing, then moaned without any scruples after getting better, and then his hoarse begging for mercy at the extreme...

I myself wondered if I was really drunk yesterday, why I still remember so clearly when I was drunk.

"Manny?"

I woke up from the memories, my face couldn't help but get hot again, I don't know what to say.

"Have you heard the rumor that the leader likes men?"

I froze for a moment and nodded.

"The rumors are true. The leader likes Daxio."

Daxio, the head of the Warrior Mercenary Group, another Golden Knight.Because he is as young, as brave, and as handsome as the head of the regiment, and together with the head of the regiment, he is called the Lion City Shuangbi.They are the pride of our Lion City.

"They used to be good friends. Then they fell out because of this reason."

Then I don't know.Our mercenary group and the warrior mercenary group have a very good relationship. When encountering large-scale tasks, we often cooperate together.The relationship is also very good in private.He also recognized the character and ability of the members of the opposing mercenary group.

"Of course, although they fell out in private. But it didn't affect the relationship between our mercenary group and the warrior mercenary group."

I nodded.

"However, earlier, when you hadn't joined, there was only one mercenary group, and it was later divided into two. Alan's original personality was very cheerful, he loved to play and laugh, and he didn't like In charge. At that time, the head of the group was Dacio. Later, Alan confessed his love, but was rejected by Dacio. Then Dacio immediately got engaged to his maid Martha. Alan also left at that time and formed another A mercenary group. Some people who had a better relationship with Allen split out and formed the current dragon mercenary group. Because he was in charge of the entire mercenary group, his personality calmed down. But this Over the past few years, we old people from the mercenary regiment felt very distressed when we saw him rarely smile. At that time, he was like a lively and cheerful big child, as if he had grown up overnight."

Cheerful?It's hard for me to imagine this adjective falling on Allen.

"I've also told you the ins and outs, so tell me what's going on with you? Didn't you buy a necklace this time, and plan to pursue a girl and get married?"

"I... I'm drunk...", I lowered my head and said in shame.

"That was your initiative, or the leader?"

"……it's me."

"Alan didn't refuse?" the military division asked in surprise.

I was even more ashamed, "It seemed to be rejected at first... and then..."

"It turned out to be like this. You are so courageous that you dare to fight against a gold fighter." The military division patted me on the shoulder and said in admiration.

I am so ashamed that I wish I could reincarnate again.

"What are you going to do?"

"I do not know."

"What did Alan say?"

"He didn't say anything, just let me go home and have a good rest, and said that I can go to the mercenary group to find him if I need anything."

The military division's eyes lit up, and my heart trembled when I saw it. People who are missed by him usually end up miserable.

"It's like this with the leader, are you still planning to find a girl to marry?"

I shook my head.

"Then pursue Allen."

"Huh?" I suddenly looked up at him.

"What? Don't you dare?"

I am a little afraid.But not quite.My mind is a mess right now.

"You don't marry the girl again, and you're like the leader again. What else do you want if you don't pursue the leader?"

That's what he said.But to pursue a man, this man is still the object of my admiration and admiration, I still seem to be...

"Think about it. Allen is willing to succumb to you, and it's up to you what to do."

"How do you know?", how did he know that the head of the regiment was living under me?Did they not only hear, but see?

He had a half-smile, "We only heard the leader's voice last night. If you were down there, would you be able to keep silent?"

My face was burning again.

"Okay, think about it carefully. When you understand it, go to the head of the group. I'll go back first."

"Oh."

As a result, I lost sleep at night.Insomnia for the first time in two lifetimes.When I close my eyes, I see Alan's face and body in my mind.Strong and solid body, bronze skin, perfect lines.And a body that is weak, soft, and feminine at all.

How could I be in love with a man?How could I do it to a man?

However, thinking of the small curve of his waist and hips, his plump buttocks, and his firm and smooth thighs... his body actually reacted.

I hugged my head and sighed, I am indeed gay.

I tossed and turned all night, thinking about everything, and thinking about nothing.After breakfast in the morning, I went to the mercenary group.

When I arrived at the door of Allen's room, before I knocked on the door, I suddenly became nervous and my heart was beating wildly.

"Come in, the door is unlocked," Allen said peacefully.

I opened the door and walked in. Allen was reading a book on the wicker chair by the window. There was a pot of black tea on the table, as well as his usual snacks.

He turned his head and saw me standing by the door, and was taken aback for a moment, "Come in."

I walked over to him slowly.

"Sit down and pour yourself some tea."

"Oh", I sat down as promised and poured myself a cup of tea.

"What's the matter?" He asked after a moment of silence.

"……No."

"Then, is it for that night?"

I nodded, my face was still uncontrollably hot.

He didn't look at me, took a sip of tea, thought for a while and said, "It was an accident. Just forget it. I remember that you said you wanted to pursue a girl during the last mission, you said you wanted to find a woman Get married and let her help you take care of your younger brother, I remember correctly, right?"

"……Do not."

"why no?"

I made up my mind and said, "I won't pursue girls anymore, and I won't get married anymore."

He looked at me meaningfully, "Then what do you want?"

I lowered my head, "...I don't know."

"Then why did you come to see me?"

"..."

"Go back and think about what you want slowly."

I raised my eyes and saw a look of disappointment in his expression. The anxiety, hesitation, and confusion in my heart seemed to be wiped out suddenly, "I want to guard you."

"what?"

"...", I may not be worthy of guarding him now, and he probably doesn't like me, but I can guard him.Until he accepted me, until I was worthy of him.

do i like himRemember that night, I like it.Every time I think of the details of that night, I blush and my heart shakes.This is not like?

It is indeed too fast.But I adored him, admired him.It's normal to like it.

"You mean, you want to be with me?" he asked me, turning his head.

I nodded, then shook my head again, "I'll watch over you, and when you like me, we'll be together."

He smiled, "What if I didn't like you?"

"Then guard you until you get happiness."

He was silent.

"is it okay?"

"Actually, you don't know me."

How can you not understand, we have known each other for two years.He taught me fighting spirit, taught me fighting experience, he comforted me by my side when I killed someone for the first time, and he saved me when I was in danger.The job of a mercenary is to live and work together all the time while doing tasks.Of course I know him.

Seeing the disapproving look on my face, he smiled, "No, you only know me as the head of the mercenary group, as the elder brother, and as a friend. But as a lover, I'm actually a willful person. Not a good temper."

I understand.I used to respect him, adore him, admire him.But if we are together, it is impossible for me to treat him with this attitude.It should be tolerant, even loving... I scratched my head, it seemed that it was not right to treat my respected leader like that.But it shouldn't be a big deal.

The military division also said that he used to love to play and be troubled, with a lively and cheerful personality.Just letting him lay down those baggage and burdens in front of me.As long as I can let him rely on it.

Can there be such a day?I couldn't help scratching my head again.He is a golden fighter, and I am still far away from him.

But I will try my best.

"I will work hard."

"Why? You like women, right? Why do you insist on guarding me? Just because of what happened that night? I told you, just forget about it."

"I used to like women. Now I... like you", the more I said it, the lower my voice was, not because I was guilty, but because I felt embarrassed.

He laughed, "You really like me?"

"real."

"Okay. I'll see."

There was a burst of joy in my heart, "You agree?", agreed to let me guard you.

"Yeah," he replied softly, with a smile in his eyes.

And I saw him in a daze.