extravagant hug
Chapter 10
Lin Shu watched him approaching her, looked at his deep and calm face, it was like riding a roller coaster in just a few minutes, his palms were full of sweat, and he didn't know whether it was pain or nervousness.
He watched Lu Jinsui standing in front of him, took out the thing he had been clutching in his hand, twitched the corner of his mouth, but smiled ugly.
"Are you giving me a chance to object if you don't give it to me in person? You want to marry her and walk away. I won't blame you. I just want an answer."
Lu Jinsui looked at him, and found that today's Lin Shu seemed to have shed the shell of the past, and he became firm and tenacious, so calm that he panicked.
Lin Shu was not as calm as he appeared on the surface. The falling pain in his stomach became more and more intense. Only by strong willpower could he not let himself fall to the ground and cry out in pain, and the state of tension made a string in his heart tense. .
"Would you like to come home with me?"
Before Lu Jinsui could speak, Lin Shu immediately added: "Listen clearly, if you agree this time, I will haunt you for the rest of your life, if you don't agree, then I will never appear in front of you again. "
For the last time, he was not threatening, but just wanted to spread the facts in front of him and make him think more deeply.
Loved, missed, reformed, and hurt, Lin Shu has been struggling to persevere, but when he saw the agreement hidden in the drawer, he finally understood that he was not the only one who was tempted. His way persisted.
He seemed to see Lu Jinsui smoking a cigarette under the dim light, with cigarette butts under his feet, but in the end he only put the few pieces of paper into the drawer and closed it.
"Lin Shu..."
It's not that Lu Jinsui doesn't know his answer, but there are too many things behind this answer. If he can't give Lin Shu complete happiness, then agreeing to him will only hurt him again.
"I don't want to..."
"Well--"
Unexpectedly, the person in front of him suddenly yelled something in a low voice, and then he fell down. He was startled, and quickly stretched out his hand to stop his fall.
The person in his arms was panting heavily, and it took him a long time to recover, his forehead was already dripping with cold sweat.Wang Zimu saw something was wrong, looked around, and wanted to help Lin Shu to sit on the chair, but Lin Shu just held onto Lu Jinsui's arm tightly and insisted, "Answer me, I just... just want to ask Answer."
Lu Jinsui's heart seemed to be grasped by an invisible hand, and he couldn't breathe. Lin Shu exerted more and more force on his arm, letting him know the pain he was enduring, and it was even more difficult for him to utter words of rejection.
After looking at this face for so long, it has been quietly seared in my heart.
He wrapped his strong arms around Lin Shu's waist, lowered his head and pressed his forehead against his, and ignored the surprised gazes of others, and said in a voice that only Lin Shu could hear, "I'm not sure I'll stop making you sad."
He has always been an extremely rational and self-controlled person. Lin Shu knew his considerations better just because he knew it. However, he had to make up his mind that even if he still wanted to leave, he would listen to his own words.
Lin Shu couldn't bear the different falling pain, and squatted on the ground with his legs crossed, trembling and asking questions.
"Answer, answer. To go, or not to go?"
Lu Jin Sui's heart ached so much, knowing that person's stubbornness, he turned his eyes away.
"Lin Shu, I'm sorry..."
Seeing the relieved smile on the face of that man's disastrous defeat, Lu Jinsui was deeply hurt. He supported Lin Shu with his hand without moving a bit, but Lin Shu began to push his hands away from him, Seeing this, Wang Zimu hurried up to help.
Lu Jinsui let go, and he watched the man barely support himself, step by step and turn back to the original road. With his footsteps, his body seemed to be trampled, his heart was empty, and his eyes were so painful that he could hardly open them. .
He turned around and looked at the boarding gate. Xu Siru was not there, so he probably had already boarded the return plane.
The crowd behind him suddenly became commotion, Lu Jinsui's heart tightened, and he hurried to catch up.Seeing the pale face of the person at the elevator handrail, sweat dripping down his cheeks, he squatted halfway on the ground, pinching his leg with one hand, his lips tightly pressed together, his breathing was already chaotic.
"Zimu, help him up quickly."
Lin Shu only felt an unprecedented burst of pain, and then a stream of fluid gushed out of his lower body like incontinence, and he almost couldn't help but growl.
Lu Jinsui wanted to help him up, but the man pushed him away when the pain eased. Lu Jinsui stretched out his hand in mid-air, but something became clearer.
Lin Shu insisted on walking a few steps, feeling that every step was on the tip of a needle.
"Let's go home!"
Suddenly, the body fell into a thick embrace.Lu Jin followed behind and caught up with Lin Shu. Seeing Lin Shu's wet face, he was startled for a moment, and then hugged Lin Shu horizontally.This time, that person finally stopped resisting, lying in his firm embrace, silently shouldering the excruciating pain.
go home.When the words were spoken, at least they had the courage and confidence to face life together.
Wang Zimu was driving the car, secretly thankful that the driveway was clear. He saw the two people relying on each other from the rearview mirror, and he let go of his heart that had been hanging for a long time, and breathed a sigh of relief for the chase between the two.
Lin Shu leaned in Lu Jinsui's arms, supported the back of the front seat with one hand, and tried to adjust his breathing.The amniotic fluid has broken, and the car is bumping again.Lu Jinsui hugged him tightly, and he leaned back halfway on the back seat, his legs were slightly opened, and he sometimes straightened his back to resist the pain.The black windbreaker has been unbuttoned, and the sides are open, and the pants are glued to the body.
Facing the unknown, he was nervous, but what was more important was the power coming from the hand holding him.
"Well--"
Lin Shu tensed his body to endure the pain, Lu Jinsui hugged him, reached out to wipe the sweat off his face, and let Lin Shu hold one hand, and when the wave of pain passed, Lin Shu finally let out his strength and fell back to Lu Jinsui In his arms, a hand rested on his unstoppable stomach.
"It's okay." He looked up at the man and said reassuringly.
Lu Jinsui leaned down and rubbed his lips distressedly: "Well, it will be there soon."
Because there was no traffic jam, after more than an hour's drive, the car finally arrived at the villa.
After tossing back and forth for several hours, Lin Shu already felt a strong sense of falling in his belly. As soon as his feet landed on the ground, his legs became weak, and they couldn't be brought together when they were spread apart. Lu Jinsui carefully supported him and hugged him horizontally. rise.
Lin Shu looked at the sweat dripping from his forehead, and wiped it off for him. He was still panting, but he still spoke to comfort him.
"Don't be afraid..."
Lu Jinsui looked down at the person in his arms in surprise, his face seemed plump, but at this moment he became extremely pale because of forbearance, his body was still skinny, he felt Lin Shu's hand that came to comfort him in the torment , I said in my heart that I was not moved, it was a lie.
Lin's mother was worried because she couldn't wait for Lin Shu, so she called Lu Jinchu.Lu Jinchu skipped work early, and now he is already waiting in the villa.Seeing that it was getting dark, they finally waited for Lin Shu, followed by Lu Jinsui.
Wang Zimu asked Lin Shu to lie flat on the bed. The mild labor pains probably started in the morning. Lin Shu didn't know it at first, so he endured it and didn't say anything. Later, after going through the torment, the labor process was accelerated, and when he returned to the villa, he felt labor pains. The gap is noticeably shortened.
Lin Shu was lying on the white bed, enduring waves of intense pain. Wang Zimu checked the situation and asked Lu Jinchu to prepare the things to be used. Lin's mother was more experienced, so she just stayed by to encourage her son.
Lin Shu's black windbreaker had already been taken off, and Lu Jinsui helped him change into a loose white hospital gown.Wang Zimu put on his gloves and checked Lin Shu's birth canal with his fingers. He had a good idea, and he told Lu Jinsui to accompany him, and went to prepare the things he needed.
Mother Lin looked at the two people clinging to each other, and sighed. She knew that her son was fine now, but there was still a long time to go. Glancing at the two, she couldn't help but feel bitterness in her heart, and got up to leave. Leave this space to them.
Lin Shu leaned against Lu Jinsui's arms, and endured the torture silently with his eyes closed. He felt that his waist was about to break, and his legs were numb. When he thought of his cramp in the middle of the night, he couldn't help feeling sore again.
Lu Jinsui held Lin Shu's sweaty hand, felt his strength tense and loosen, and his heart went up and down. Unexpectedly...he really couldn't let him go.
"Uh-uh--"
The sun slowly set on the hillside, and the light in the room was bright but not glaring. In this narrow and monotonous room, the two who had been tormenting each other quietly cuddled together, narrowing the distance between each other in pain .
During this period, Mother Lin came in with a bowl of ginseng porridge, and Lu Jinsui fed Lin Shu and drank most of the bowl.Mother Lin watched her son suffering in dire straits, and when she thought that this body was given to him by herself, she had the urge to cry. They owed him too much, but the child never took the initiative to say anything about his grievances.
Near the end of the night, Lin Shu lay in Lu Jinsui's arms drenched, with his legs propped up high apart. The labor process had reached a critical stage, and Lin Shu's meager strength was almost exhausted.
His face was already pale from the pain, seeing Wang Zimu frowning in thought, he gasped for breath and asked, "What, what's the matter... isn't it good?"
Wang Zimu shook his head noncommittally: "Take a rest first, and try harder when you are in labor next time."
Lu Jinsui also had a heavy expression on his face, he finally realized how hasty his agreement with Zimu was.Anything as long as a child is fine!He decided Lin Shu's life and death easily at the beginning, even after Wang Zimu said that keeping the child would be very risky, he still kept the child, but now thinking about it, he can't help being afraid.
At that time, he had no concept of this word, and he didn't even think about it. Now he looked at Lin Shu who was patiently closing his eyes on the bed, and felt a twinge of pain in his heart.Lu Jinsui took a towel to help him wipe off his sweat. Lin Shu opened his eyes and looked at him quietly, with moisture in his eyes.
"Are you uncomfortable? Do you want to change clothes?"
Lu Jinsui looked at him distressedly, letting him hold one hand.
Lin Shu shook his head, frowning: "Hold me up, my heart is a little blocked."
Lu Jin picked him up as he said, and stroked his chest to comfort him.When the pain comes, let him wear an oxygen mask to exert force.
At this time, Mother Lin had already entered, while Lu Jinchu was arranged outside by everyone.
"Ah! Uh uh—"
Lin Shu gasped for breath and exerted all his strength, his lower abdomen bulged out hard, Wang Zimu's face gradually showed joy, and then he condensed again.
Lin Shu was in so much pain that his will was about to collapse. He had used all his energy to feel his lower abdomen bulging and his hips aching. The pain in his body was beyond his imagination, but what was even more unbearable was that he could never see the end. the end.
Lu Jinsui couldn't help being startled when he saw the appearance of a person who is usually good at forbearance, with mixed feelings in his heart, if...
Thinking of what Wang Zimu said at the time, and looking at Lin Shu who was pushing hard on the bed under Wang Zimu's urging, he felt a kind of fear in his heart.
Lin Shu straightened his body, Lin's mother pushed down on his abdomen vigorously, and Wang Zimu was beside him to guide and observe the progress of the delivery from time to time.
"Ha! Hmm—"
Lin Shu felt that his strength was almost exhausted, but the fetus still hadn't moved down significantly, his lower body was already wet, the amniotic fluid mixed with blood stained the white sheet, and his eyes could no longer focus. He could only whisper in his mouth blankly: "Jin Sui... Jin Sui..."
Lu Jinsui tried his best to keep calm, wiped his sweat, held his hand to encourage him, and even squeezed Lin Shu's hand secretly when Lin Shu was struggling.
Finally another wave of labor pain subsided, Lin Shu took advantage of this gap to gasp for breath, but then he became limp. The powerful uterine contraction almost exhausted his little energy, and the coldness gradually eroded his body. Heart.
His forehead was covered with sweat, he turned his head to look at Lu Jinsui, and suddenly burst into a weak but beautiful smile.
"Heh, Jin Sui, actually, uh--after so--so much, it's--it's impossible for us to be together again. Ah--"
Lu Jinsui was startled when he heard his words, and frowned.
"You concentrate on giving birth to me."
"No, you, you get out! I, I figured it out. The child is what I want! Hah—it's none of your business..."
His whole body was shaking like a sieve, and he said decisive words, but his eyes did not fall on Lu Jin's body.
let's go!Leave like you thought.
Lin Shu's tears rolled down his cheeks. He closed his eyes, and when he heard the silence around him, he suddenly felt panicked and lost. He gritted his teeth and endured desperately to control himself.
"Fool, how can I let go..."
Lin Shu looked up at him in surprise in pain, only to find that the eyes of the person in front of him were shining brightly, and the ice and snow on his face and his heart seemed to start to melt together, as if the unbearable pain had also become nothingness.
Even if it was a dream, even such a painful dream, he would not let go of it.
"Uh-uh-uh-"
A violent fetal movement interrupted Lin Shu's daydream, he frowned and gritted his teeth to cover his stomach.
It hurts!My stomach looks like it's going to burst!
"What's the matter? Lin Shu?" Lu Jin Suixin was also tightened, watching Lin Shu toss and turn but helpless.
"Jin Sui, we can't procrastinate any longer..." Wang Zimu looked at the hanging clock on the wall, and it would not be good for Lin Shu and the child if he continued to toss, "His physical strength is almost exhausted, but the fetus has not yet come down. Going down and running out of amniotic fluid will be dangerous!"
Mother Lin also stood aside, helpless.When she helped Lin Shu push his abdomen, she also felt that his productivity was insufficient.
"Help him up."
After a while, Lu Jin said something, and then half picked up his limp body, his composure gave Lin Shu confidence.Wang Zimu understood at once, and helped him lift Lin Shu up.
At this time, the atmosphere in the delivery room was anxious.
Lin Shu's head was resting weakly on Lu Jinsui's shoulder, and he groaned a few times from time to time. He opened his legs and knelt on the bed, and liquid dripped from the delivery hole onto the bed sheet.
Wang Zimu gave Lin Shu a shot of medicine, and Lin Shu's complexion gradually recovered.
"Jin Sui, I'll watch here, you help him press his stomach. Remember, don't be sad, the child must come out quickly."
Lu Jin nodded as he helped Lin Shu lean on him, put his hands on Lin Shu's swollen and restless abdomen, and felt his body tense again.
Then clasp your hands when you feel your belly harden again.
Lin Shu, hold on to me.
Lin Shu felt the sudden sharp pain, his half-closed eyes suddenly opened wide, and he didn't move for a while, opened his mouth but there were only a few broken guttural sounds, and tears were already streaming down uncontrollably.It is not only himself who supports him now.
Several times in a row, Lu Jinsui followed Lin Shu's labor pains, and even though he was inhaling oxygen, Lin Shu's face was still purple because of the exertion.
"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
Wang Zimu saw more and more red coming out of Lin Shu's lower body with the light yellow liquid, and knew that the fetus had already entered the birth canal.
He shouted behind Lin Shu: "Lin Shu, come on, the baby is coming out soon!"
Lu Jinchu waited outside helplessly and anxiously. Hearing the movement in this room, he was burning with anxiety, but he couldn't help but look forward to it.
Unknowingly, mother Lin's face had become worried and urgent. She moderately relieved the pressure on her son's back with her hands, hoping to have some effect.
Lin Shu's buttocks were tensed and turned outwards. He grabbed Lu Jinsui's shoulders with both hands and exerted all his strength. He was forced by the severe labor pains so that he could only utter indistinct syllables through the oxygen mask.
After several pushes and pushes, finally, Lin Shu heard the voice of hope.
"I see! I see the child's head!"
After a night of sleepless nights, the spirit is inevitably a little weak, but this progress is like the dawn of the soul, which makes the somewhat gloomy mood draw strength again, and the discouraged will is full of strength and ready to go like a wound arrow again.
Lin Shu was in a daze when he heard that, Lu Jinsui was stunned for a moment and then felt a wave of ecstasy, and the corners of Lin Mu's eyes were also wet.
Lu Jinsui stretched out his hand to touch that spot agitatedly. The birth hole was bulging, and the hard touch was so obvious. He knew that it was their child. His eyes felt hot, and he gently rubbed his head against Lin Shu's. cheek.
"Did you hear that? Our baby is coming out soon, let's work harder."
The past, the past, flashed quickly in my mind.Looking at this man who has been standing by his side all this time, silently accompanying him through the lonely years, Lu Jinsui felt an unspeakable bitterness in his heart, and felt a strong sense of suffocation, but he couldn't hold it back after all, there were tears in the corners of his eyes, and he couldn't take it anymore Roll down.
Feeling the wetness of his face, Lin Shu raised his eyes to look at Lu Jinsui with great effort, only to find that the hand on his stomach was trembling at some point, and the tears dripping from the corners of his eyes were obviously tears for him!
"do not Cry."
Lin Shu couldn't help trembling, he moved his lips but didn't make a sound, but Lu Jinsui understood.
This fool who thinks of himself all the time!
It turned out that love is really selfish, just like him now, he never wants to let him go.
Suddenly, I felt another wave of severe pain in my abdomen, my pelvis seemed to be about to burst, and the pain was abnormal.
Lu Jinsui also felt it in his palm!
That is the throbbing of a new life that is about to come!
Fold your hands together, and push down with the strong production force, and your round belly bulges out with the external force.
When Lin Shu felt Yu Lingchi's pain, a gentle but firm whisper sounded in his ear:
"Lin Shu, I love you."
His eyes were slightly opened, his hips and waist exerted strength together, even though the pain was so severe that he was about to faint, but he heard it, he felt it, and he couldn't give up!This is the happiness I have been looking for and pursuing for a long time!
With the extreme expansion of the birth hole and the tearing of the edge, the head of the once unexpected little life was exposed, the hair was wet and sticky to the tender skin, the eyes were closed, and the skin was red and wrinkled Wrinkled.
After cleaning up the dirt from the child's mouth and nose, Wang Zimu turned this precious and vulnerable little body with extra care.
Lin Shu was a little excited the moment he felt the child's head had come out, but immediately aroused a burst of protest from his body. His body was almost at its limit, but he knew that he was just a little bit close, and he could catch it just a little bit. live happily ever after.
Pushing with the remaining strength, the pain has gradually become less important in the numbness, Wang Zimu supported the child's body, found an appropriate position and slowly pulled him out.
After finally feeling that the weight under him was detached from him, Lin Shu's stopped tears welled up again, his heart trembled with joy, his legs were still weak, and his body was tightly embraced by the equally excited Lu Jinsui inside.
Never have to part again?
"He's a handsome boy!"
The little guy who couldn't wait to cry loudly before opening his eyes finally arrived in the anticipation of the fathers.
"Let, let me see."
With his last breath, Lin Shu tried his best to open his eyelids, wanting to see the appearance of that energetic little guy.
When he saw the thin but healthy child, his black and white eyes finally showed relief and joy, and the corner of his mouth curled into a smile.
But what followed was an exclamation.
"Xiao Shu!"
Mother Lin was the first to wake up from the joy of the child's death, and the red color spreading under Lin Shu's body was shocking!
Lu Jinsui also seemed to feel it, his heart was tightly grasped by a hand, and finally he could only hug Lin Shu tightly and let out a heart-wrenching roar: "Don't go, Lin Shu! Hold on!"
In an instant, the joy was swept away, leaving only a mess in the room.
Elegant and soothing music was flowing quietly, Lu Jinsui glanced at the man opposite, and casually asked, "Are you sure you want to go?"
Yang Zihua nodded with a wry smile: "This afternoon's flight. Hehe, I still can't let go."
"Siru is a good girl. Thinking about it, I still feel sorry for her."
The adoptive father's departure dealt a heavy blow to Xu Siru. She probably had slowly given up on her original plan at that time. It was just a temptation to ask Lu Jin to marry her in China.
She hid herself too well, Lu Jinsui still remembered what she said to him at the airport, "I just want to see what love is like", so she must have called Lin Shu later.
She knew that Lu Jinsui had always been calm and prudent, but sometimes he would worry too much and miss good opportunities. Since the two of them had already broken through the fog barrier and couldn't let go of each other, why didn't she mind her own business before leaving?
In fact, Lu Jinsui was just seeing her off at that time, but in the end... Lu Jinsui had a smile in his eyes, it was a false alarm.
"You don't have to mind too much. Siru told me about your cooperation plan yesterday. I heard that you are going to set up a charity fund?"
Lu Jinsui rubbed the rim of the coffee cup intentionally or unintentionally with his fingers.
"Hehe, sometimes I really think you two are quite alike. She is very decisive in her actions, and she is easy to compete with each other." After Yang Zihua finished speaking, he picked up his coffee cup and looked at the bitterness in the cup. Can't help but laugh a little helplessly and sentimentally.
He thought he was rational and stable, but he was still persistent once.In the afternoon, he will fly to her country, no matter what the result is, he has to give it a try, right?
After parting with Yang Zihua, Lu Jin drove to his home.
Lu Jinchu's work is in full swing. This kid has been so busy that he has disappeared recently, and Lin Shu's mother has gone back half a month ago because of family affairs. He brought his younger siblings to visit Lin Shu, and then reluctantly left.
The climate in the mountains is not hot in summer, and there are green shades to block the scorching sun thoughtfully.
After years of baptism in that light blue villa, some things are dim, and some things are beautiful.
The master bedroom, which was originally only in black and white tones, has been replaced with warm light yellow. The floor-to-ceiling curtains are light blue like the warm and clear sky. There is an exquisite and unique crib next to the big bed in the bedroom.In short, the brilliance of a room can be described as warm and sweet.
Lu Jinsui walked into the bedroom lightly and took off his coat.
When the eyes turned to the father and son, they became very gentle and tender.
Lin Shu half-lyed on the spacious and soft bed, with his eyes closed as if he had fallen asleep.He has been recuperating for nearly two months, and his health has improved a lot.
Lu Jin still feels scared when he thinks about the situation that day. Fortunately, he is now safely by his side. The three days when he was forced to lie down because of the blood transfusion were worth it.
Lu Jinsui knew that he had the habit of taking a nap, so he first took a look at his son who was born less than two months ago, his small fists were clenched, his face had grown open, his skin was delicate, and his features were delicate.Walking to the side of the bed, he bent down and looked at the sleeping person carefully.
His face was rosy, his eyelashes were long and curled, his nose flapped, and he could feel the warm breath when he got close.Satisfied in his heart, Lu Jinsui kissed his forehead pitifully in his sleep, helped him fix the quilt, and was about to leave when someone grabbed him by the corner of his clothes.
"When did you wake up?" Lu Jinsui sat back, Lin Shu propped up his body, and he took him into his arms.
"I woke up when you came in. Are we done talking?" Lin Shu leaned in the man's arms, feeling at ease, with his eyes downcast, letting the man lightly play with his fingers.
"Well, there is nothing to talk about. Since Hua's flight this afternoon, I think he has found the person he is looking for."
"Is she okay? It was thanks to her..."
Lu Jinsui turned Lin Shu's head to look at him. Lin Shu was so stared at him that he had nowhere to hide, so he could only slowly raise his eyes to respond to his fiery gaze.
"Speaking of which, I won't allow you to be so impulsive again. I didn't intend to leave at the time, but..."
He couldn't say anything after that.
That's right, he didn't intend to leave that day, but he would still leave after arranging some things.
At that time, all he wanted was to get away from the past and return Lin Shu to a peaceful life. If Lin Shu hadn't chased after him, maybe they would really have missed it.
Thinking of this, there is a subtle pain in my heart.Lu Jin kissed the tip of Lin Shu's nose, and was about to speak when an eager cry sounded from beside him.
The man's brows were frowned helplessly, and Lu Jin was really amused and distressed.He covered Lin Shu with the thin quilt, said "wait a minute", then glanced at the source of the crying, then got up and walked towards the lovely crib.
When I got closer, I found that the child was waving his two fleshy little arms, but his eyes were not opened, and his mouth was grinning and howling.
I couldn't help but sigh under my heart, it was extremely soft.Carefully picking up his crying son, Lu Jinsui was still a little nervous, he carried the child to Lin Shu's arms.
After feeling the familiar breath, the child finally stopped crying amidst Lin Shu's soft whisper. His eyes were wide open at this moment, and the pupils were full of curiosity and naughtiness. Lin Shu deftly let him go. to the big bed.
"You see, children are partial, and they just like your hug." Lu Jinsui said in a jealous tone.
Lin Shu smiled warmly, ignoring his approaching face.
Playing with the child who became very active after waking up, Lin Shu felt infinitely happy. God not only gave him that belated love, but also gave him a complete family.
Happiness needs to be waited and fought for. Those dedication and hard work, perseverance and waiting without giving up, finally let the two of them watch the clouds and see the moon.
"Lin Shu... there's something I haven't told you all this time."
Lin Shu looked at the child's innocent and delicate face, and was happy in his heart. Hearing Lu Jinsui's words, he couldn't help but look up at him.
"What's up?"
Lu Jinsui approached Lin Shu, grabbed his lover's shoulder to stop him from retreating, and whispered in his ear:
"I'm yours, don't leave me behind."
Lin Shu was shocked, and wanted to see his expression at the moment, but his body was restrained by him, and the normally mature man asked childishly unwillingly.
"Promise?"
Lin Shu didn't respond for a long time, seeing that Lu Jinsui seemed a little panicked, he finally said: "Look at your performance!"
see your performance?
Lin Shu backed away with a smirk, and the man stretched out his long arms and locked him tightly in his arms again.
"What performance do you want? I'll beat your back when you're tired, make your bed if you're sleepy, cook for you when you're hungry, and serve you when you want... okay?"
As he spoke, he stretched out a hand to caress Lin Shu's waist, and Lin Shu leaned limply into his arms.
"Well, not a penny less. Don't play dumb anymore..."
The child who didn't understand the world opened his eyes wide, looking at the two fathers, and his little hands were still tightly grasping the corner of Lin Shu's clothes.
Looking at the chattering lover in his arms, Lu Jinsui seemed to feel an unprecedented fragrance. The faint fragrance came through the tip of his nose. He reached out to touch the corner of his clothes, but met a soft little hand, and Lu Jinsui smiled.
This summer afternoon, people can't help but relax and relax!
And that complicated dream has already experienced many baptisms, and has a beautiful and warm home...
- full text
extra gift
Lu Jinsui sat behind the large desk, flipping through the documents with a serious expression, but felt a little restless.
Lin Shu has been on a business trip for a week, and the day before yesterday he was told on the phone that he will be back by plane this afternoon.The foreign trade company Lin Shu is currently working for is medium-sized and the income is only average. When he first mentioned the job, Lu Jinsui didn't say much about it. Instead, Lin Shu gradually got used to it and kept working.
This job is usually not too busy, and Lin Shu, who can push on business trips, also pushes it as much as possible. After all, there are two children to take care of at home. As time goes by, the boss does not often send Lin Shu on business trips. It's been seven days.
Lu Jinsui suppressed his inner emotions, signed and closed the document, stood in front of the window for a while, and then went to open the door to let his secretary, Xiao Chen, come in.
At this time, Xiao Chen was secretly texting his boyfriend with his mobile phone, and was caught off guard by his boss. He was embarrassed on his face, and regretted it in his heart.Lu Jinsui didn't care, he glanced around, there were a few more bouquets of flowers in the office today, his expression remained unchanged, after calling Xiao Chen in to briefly explain some things, a smile appeared on his face.
"The afternoon meeting has been postponed to nine o'clock tomorrow morning. You can arrange it."
Xiao Chen breathed a sigh of relief, because the company's strict system does not allow employees to fiddle with these during working hours.It seems that the boss is in a good mood today, so she quickly agreed.
"Is today a holiday?"
Unexpectedly, Lu Jinsui suddenly asked this question again, and Xiao Chen was not sure whether the boss's words had any deep meaning for a moment.
Lu Jinsui didn't wait for her answer, but just waved his hand and said, "Go out, finish work early and leave work early", Xiao Chen responded, and suddenly realized that the boss meant that he could leave work early today? !She saw Lu Jin take the suit jacket from the hanger and put it on, then walked straight out of the office.
She suddenly understood, yes, the boss also celebrates Valentine's Day!
It was only two o'clock in the afternoon, and because of Valentine's Day, the shopping mall was filled with a strong festive atmosphere.Lu Jin turned around, looking at the dazzling array of products, suddenly felt at a loss as to where to start.
It's not his style to act blindly without a clear goal, Lu Jinsui sighed inwardly, remembering what Lu Jinchu said to him yesterday.
"Brother, tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and brother Lin Shu is also coming back, so you should take advantage of this opportunity!"
At that time, he didn't pay much attention to it. After all, the two of them had been together for several years, and they didn't deliberately go to these festivals, nor did they have this habit, but last night after coaxing the two boys to sleep, they lay on the bed alone. At that time, another layer of thoughts in my heart became stronger and stronger.Yes, he wanted to surprise him.
Now standing alone in the shopping mall and looking around blankly, Lu Jinsui really realized the difficulty of realizing this "surprise".
When it was time to pick up the two children from the kindergarten, Lu Jinsui joined the ranks of parents picking up their children at the gate of the kindergarten on time.When the time came, the teacher led a group of children out.
Lu Jinsui took a look into the group of people and saw his two children at a glance. He couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth into a beautiful arc.Lu Qi was walking out holding his younger brother Lin Yuan's little hand, muttering something softly at the same time, completely showing that the two brothers love each other.
When he was almost at the door, seeing Lu Jinsui standing there as usual, Lin Yuan showed a sweet smile on his face, and ran towards him, but he still didn't forget to hold his brother's hand with his little hand.
"dad!"
As soon as Lu Jinsui bent down, he pulled his youngest son into his arms.
"dad."
Lu Qi let go of his younger brother's hand, and called out, but his expression was very calm. Lin Yuan twisted his little butt restlessly in Lu Jinsui's arms, and kept talking, "Dad, why didn't Daddy come?"
"Daddy won't be here until night, you idiot!" Lu Qi, who was standing aside, explained disdainfully, his little cheeks were bulging, making people want to pinch them.
Lin Yuan was foolishly happy, not angry at all, he tugged at Lu Jinsui's clothes, and urged: "Father, let's go back quickly, go back quickly!"
Looking at the two sons, Lu Jinsui felt warm and happy.
Taking them into the car, the two children immediately noticed the beautiful bouquet of roses on the back seat of the car.
"Wow! Dad, our teacher Zhang also has a bouquet of flowers like this today. I asked her where she picked them and she blushed!"
Lin Yuan was only four years old, with a small body and a pair of eyes that were very clear. At this time, he saw such a big bouquet of flowers, his heart was already moved, and he couldn't help but want to lean over there.
"Be careful!"
Lu Qi behind him pulled him hard and pulled him back. Lin Yuan stared at him aggrievedly, a little unwilling and pitiful: "Brother..."
Lu Qi didn't let go of him, and explained: "There are thorns on it."
Seeing that his younger brother still tilted his head and seemed unwilling to compromise, before Lu Qi could open his mouth to coax him, Lu Jinsui had already handed over a box of beautifully packaged chocolates from the front in time.
Lin Yuan's attention was successfully diverted, he held the box to his chest, the poor face just now had been put away, Lu Qi took the box from him
He watched Lu Jinsui standing in front of him, took out the thing he had been clutching in his hand, twitched the corner of his mouth, but smiled ugly.
"Are you giving me a chance to object if you don't give it to me in person? You want to marry her and walk away. I won't blame you. I just want an answer."
Lu Jinsui looked at him, and found that today's Lin Shu seemed to have shed the shell of the past, and he became firm and tenacious, so calm that he panicked.
Lin Shu was not as calm as he appeared on the surface. The falling pain in his stomach became more and more intense. Only by strong willpower could he not let himself fall to the ground and cry out in pain, and the state of tension made a string in his heart tense. .
"Would you like to come home with me?"
Before Lu Jinsui could speak, Lin Shu immediately added: "Listen clearly, if you agree this time, I will haunt you for the rest of your life, if you don't agree, then I will never appear in front of you again. "
For the last time, he was not threatening, but just wanted to spread the facts in front of him and make him think more deeply.
Loved, missed, reformed, and hurt, Lin Shu has been struggling to persevere, but when he saw the agreement hidden in the drawer, he finally understood that he was not the only one who was tempted. His way persisted.
He seemed to see Lu Jinsui smoking a cigarette under the dim light, with cigarette butts under his feet, but in the end he only put the few pieces of paper into the drawer and closed it.
"Lin Shu..."
It's not that Lu Jinsui doesn't know his answer, but there are too many things behind this answer. If he can't give Lin Shu complete happiness, then agreeing to him will only hurt him again.
"I don't want to..."
"Well--"
Unexpectedly, the person in front of him suddenly yelled something in a low voice, and then he fell down. He was startled, and quickly stretched out his hand to stop his fall.
The person in his arms was panting heavily, and it took him a long time to recover, his forehead was already dripping with cold sweat.Wang Zimu saw something was wrong, looked around, and wanted to help Lin Shu to sit on the chair, but Lin Shu just held onto Lu Jinsui's arm tightly and insisted, "Answer me, I just... just want to ask Answer."
Lu Jinsui's heart seemed to be grasped by an invisible hand, and he couldn't breathe. Lin Shu exerted more and more force on his arm, letting him know the pain he was enduring, and it was even more difficult for him to utter words of rejection.
After looking at this face for so long, it has been quietly seared in my heart.
He wrapped his strong arms around Lin Shu's waist, lowered his head and pressed his forehead against his, and ignored the surprised gazes of others, and said in a voice that only Lin Shu could hear, "I'm not sure I'll stop making you sad."
He has always been an extremely rational and self-controlled person. Lin Shu knew his considerations better just because he knew it. However, he had to make up his mind that even if he still wanted to leave, he would listen to his own words.
Lin Shu couldn't bear the different falling pain, and squatted on the ground with his legs crossed, trembling and asking questions.
"Answer, answer. To go, or not to go?"
Lu Jin Sui's heart ached so much, knowing that person's stubbornness, he turned his eyes away.
"Lin Shu, I'm sorry..."
Seeing the relieved smile on the face of that man's disastrous defeat, Lu Jinsui was deeply hurt. He supported Lin Shu with his hand without moving a bit, but Lin Shu began to push his hands away from him, Seeing this, Wang Zimu hurried up to help.
Lu Jinsui let go, and he watched the man barely support himself, step by step and turn back to the original road. With his footsteps, his body seemed to be trampled, his heart was empty, and his eyes were so painful that he could hardly open them. .
He turned around and looked at the boarding gate. Xu Siru was not there, so he probably had already boarded the return plane.
The crowd behind him suddenly became commotion, Lu Jinsui's heart tightened, and he hurried to catch up.Seeing the pale face of the person at the elevator handrail, sweat dripping down his cheeks, he squatted halfway on the ground, pinching his leg with one hand, his lips tightly pressed together, his breathing was already chaotic.
"Zimu, help him up quickly."
Lin Shu only felt an unprecedented burst of pain, and then a stream of fluid gushed out of his lower body like incontinence, and he almost couldn't help but growl.
Lu Jinsui wanted to help him up, but the man pushed him away when the pain eased. Lu Jinsui stretched out his hand in mid-air, but something became clearer.
Lin Shu insisted on walking a few steps, feeling that every step was on the tip of a needle.
"Let's go home!"
Suddenly, the body fell into a thick embrace.Lu Jin followed behind and caught up with Lin Shu. Seeing Lin Shu's wet face, he was startled for a moment, and then hugged Lin Shu horizontally.This time, that person finally stopped resisting, lying in his firm embrace, silently shouldering the excruciating pain.
go home.When the words were spoken, at least they had the courage and confidence to face life together.
Wang Zimu was driving the car, secretly thankful that the driveway was clear. He saw the two people relying on each other from the rearview mirror, and he let go of his heart that had been hanging for a long time, and breathed a sigh of relief for the chase between the two.
Lin Shu leaned in Lu Jinsui's arms, supported the back of the front seat with one hand, and tried to adjust his breathing.The amniotic fluid has broken, and the car is bumping again.Lu Jinsui hugged him tightly, and he leaned back halfway on the back seat, his legs were slightly opened, and he sometimes straightened his back to resist the pain.The black windbreaker has been unbuttoned, and the sides are open, and the pants are glued to the body.
Facing the unknown, he was nervous, but what was more important was the power coming from the hand holding him.
"Well--"
Lin Shu tensed his body to endure the pain, Lu Jinsui hugged him, reached out to wipe the sweat off his face, and let Lin Shu hold one hand, and when the wave of pain passed, Lin Shu finally let out his strength and fell back to Lu Jinsui In his arms, a hand rested on his unstoppable stomach.
"It's okay." He looked up at the man and said reassuringly.
Lu Jinsui leaned down and rubbed his lips distressedly: "Well, it will be there soon."
Because there was no traffic jam, after more than an hour's drive, the car finally arrived at the villa.
After tossing back and forth for several hours, Lin Shu already felt a strong sense of falling in his belly. As soon as his feet landed on the ground, his legs became weak, and they couldn't be brought together when they were spread apart. Lu Jinsui carefully supported him and hugged him horizontally. rise.
Lin Shu looked at the sweat dripping from his forehead, and wiped it off for him. He was still panting, but he still spoke to comfort him.
"Don't be afraid..."
Lu Jinsui looked down at the person in his arms in surprise, his face seemed plump, but at this moment he became extremely pale because of forbearance, his body was still skinny, he felt Lin Shu's hand that came to comfort him in the torment , I said in my heart that I was not moved, it was a lie.
Lin's mother was worried because she couldn't wait for Lin Shu, so she called Lu Jinchu.Lu Jinchu skipped work early, and now he is already waiting in the villa.Seeing that it was getting dark, they finally waited for Lin Shu, followed by Lu Jinsui.
Wang Zimu asked Lin Shu to lie flat on the bed. The mild labor pains probably started in the morning. Lin Shu didn't know it at first, so he endured it and didn't say anything. Later, after going through the torment, the labor process was accelerated, and when he returned to the villa, he felt labor pains. The gap is noticeably shortened.
Lin Shu was lying on the white bed, enduring waves of intense pain. Wang Zimu checked the situation and asked Lu Jinchu to prepare the things to be used. Lin's mother was more experienced, so she just stayed by to encourage her son.
Lin Shu's black windbreaker had already been taken off, and Lu Jinsui helped him change into a loose white hospital gown.Wang Zimu put on his gloves and checked Lin Shu's birth canal with his fingers. He had a good idea, and he told Lu Jinsui to accompany him, and went to prepare the things he needed.
Mother Lin looked at the two people clinging to each other, and sighed. She knew that her son was fine now, but there was still a long time to go. Glancing at the two, she couldn't help but feel bitterness in her heart, and got up to leave. Leave this space to them.
Lin Shu leaned against Lu Jinsui's arms, and endured the torture silently with his eyes closed. He felt that his waist was about to break, and his legs were numb. When he thought of his cramp in the middle of the night, he couldn't help feeling sore again.
Lu Jinsui held Lin Shu's sweaty hand, felt his strength tense and loosen, and his heart went up and down. Unexpectedly...he really couldn't let him go.
"Uh-uh--"
The sun slowly set on the hillside, and the light in the room was bright but not glaring. In this narrow and monotonous room, the two who had been tormenting each other quietly cuddled together, narrowing the distance between each other in pain .
During this period, Mother Lin came in with a bowl of ginseng porridge, and Lu Jinsui fed Lin Shu and drank most of the bowl.Mother Lin watched her son suffering in dire straits, and when she thought that this body was given to him by herself, she had the urge to cry. They owed him too much, but the child never took the initiative to say anything about his grievances.
Near the end of the night, Lin Shu lay in Lu Jinsui's arms drenched, with his legs propped up high apart. The labor process had reached a critical stage, and Lin Shu's meager strength was almost exhausted.
His face was already pale from the pain, seeing Wang Zimu frowning in thought, he gasped for breath and asked, "What, what's the matter... isn't it good?"
Wang Zimu shook his head noncommittally: "Take a rest first, and try harder when you are in labor next time."
Lu Jinsui also had a heavy expression on his face, he finally realized how hasty his agreement with Zimu was.Anything as long as a child is fine!He decided Lin Shu's life and death easily at the beginning, even after Wang Zimu said that keeping the child would be very risky, he still kept the child, but now thinking about it, he can't help being afraid.
At that time, he had no concept of this word, and he didn't even think about it. Now he looked at Lin Shu who was patiently closing his eyes on the bed, and felt a twinge of pain in his heart.Lu Jinsui took a towel to help him wipe off his sweat. Lin Shu opened his eyes and looked at him quietly, with moisture in his eyes.
"Are you uncomfortable? Do you want to change clothes?"
Lu Jinsui looked at him distressedly, letting him hold one hand.
Lin Shu shook his head, frowning: "Hold me up, my heart is a little blocked."
Lu Jin picked him up as he said, and stroked his chest to comfort him.When the pain comes, let him wear an oxygen mask to exert force.
At this time, Mother Lin had already entered, while Lu Jinchu was arranged outside by everyone.
"Ah! Uh uh—"
Lin Shu gasped for breath and exerted all his strength, his lower abdomen bulged out hard, Wang Zimu's face gradually showed joy, and then he condensed again.
Lin Shu was in so much pain that his will was about to collapse. He had used all his energy to feel his lower abdomen bulging and his hips aching. The pain in his body was beyond his imagination, but what was even more unbearable was that he could never see the end. the end.
Lu Jinsui couldn't help being startled when he saw the appearance of a person who is usually good at forbearance, with mixed feelings in his heart, if...
Thinking of what Wang Zimu said at the time, and looking at Lin Shu who was pushing hard on the bed under Wang Zimu's urging, he felt a kind of fear in his heart.
Lin Shu straightened his body, Lin's mother pushed down on his abdomen vigorously, and Wang Zimu was beside him to guide and observe the progress of the delivery from time to time.
"Ha! Hmm—"
Lin Shu felt that his strength was almost exhausted, but the fetus still hadn't moved down significantly, his lower body was already wet, the amniotic fluid mixed with blood stained the white sheet, and his eyes could no longer focus. He could only whisper in his mouth blankly: "Jin Sui... Jin Sui..."
Lu Jinsui tried his best to keep calm, wiped his sweat, held his hand to encourage him, and even squeezed Lin Shu's hand secretly when Lin Shu was struggling.
Finally another wave of labor pain subsided, Lin Shu took advantage of this gap to gasp for breath, but then he became limp. The powerful uterine contraction almost exhausted his little energy, and the coldness gradually eroded his body. Heart.
His forehead was covered with sweat, he turned his head to look at Lu Jinsui, and suddenly burst into a weak but beautiful smile.
"Heh, Jin Sui, actually, uh--after so--so much, it's--it's impossible for us to be together again. Ah--"
Lu Jinsui was startled when he heard his words, and frowned.
"You concentrate on giving birth to me."
"No, you, you get out! I, I figured it out. The child is what I want! Hah—it's none of your business..."
His whole body was shaking like a sieve, and he said decisive words, but his eyes did not fall on Lu Jin's body.
let's go!Leave like you thought.
Lin Shu's tears rolled down his cheeks. He closed his eyes, and when he heard the silence around him, he suddenly felt panicked and lost. He gritted his teeth and endured desperately to control himself.
"Fool, how can I let go..."
Lin Shu looked up at him in surprise in pain, only to find that the eyes of the person in front of him were shining brightly, and the ice and snow on his face and his heart seemed to start to melt together, as if the unbearable pain had also become nothingness.
Even if it was a dream, even such a painful dream, he would not let go of it.
"Uh-uh-uh-"
A violent fetal movement interrupted Lin Shu's daydream, he frowned and gritted his teeth to cover his stomach.
It hurts!My stomach looks like it's going to burst!
"What's the matter? Lin Shu?" Lu Jin Suixin was also tightened, watching Lin Shu toss and turn but helpless.
"Jin Sui, we can't procrastinate any longer..." Wang Zimu looked at the hanging clock on the wall, and it would not be good for Lin Shu and the child if he continued to toss, "His physical strength is almost exhausted, but the fetus has not yet come down. Going down and running out of amniotic fluid will be dangerous!"
Mother Lin also stood aside, helpless.When she helped Lin Shu push his abdomen, she also felt that his productivity was insufficient.
"Help him up."
After a while, Lu Jin said something, and then half picked up his limp body, his composure gave Lin Shu confidence.Wang Zimu understood at once, and helped him lift Lin Shu up.
At this time, the atmosphere in the delivery room was anxious.
Lin Shu's head was resting weakly on Lu Jinsui's shoulder, and he groaned a few times from time to time. He opened his legs and knelt on the bed, and liquid dripped from the delivery hole onto the bed sheet.
Wang Zimu gave Lin Shu a shot of medicine, and Lin Shu's complexion gradually recovered.
"Jin Sui, I'll watch here, you help him press his stomach. Remember, don't be sad, the child must come out quickly."
Lu Jin nodded as he helped Lin Shu lean on him, put his hands on Lin Shu's swollen and restless abdomen, and felt his body tense again.
Then clasp your hands when you feel your belly harden again.
Lin Shu, hold on to me.
Lin Shu felt the sudden sharp pain, his half-closed eyes suddenly opened wide, and he didn't move for a while, opened his mouth but there were only a few broken guttural sounds, and tears were already streaming down uncontrollably.It is not only himself who supports him now.
Several times in a row, Lu Jinsui followed Lin Shu's labor pains, and even though he was inhaling oxygen, Lin Shu's face was still purple because of the exertion.
"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
Wang Zimu saw more and more red coming out of Lin Shu's lower body with the light yellow liquid, and knew that the fetus had already entered the birth canal.
He shouted behind Lin Shu: "Lin Shu, come on, the baby is coming out soon!"
Lu Jinchu waited outside helplessly and anxiously. Hearing the movement in this room, he was burning with anxiety, but he couldn't help but look forward to it.
Unknowingly, mother Lin's face had become worried and urgent. She moderately relieved the pressure on her son's back with her hands, hoping to have some effect.
Lin Shu's buttocks were tensed and turned outwards. He grabbed Lu Jinsui's shoulders with both hands and exerted all his strength. He was forced by the severe labor pains so that he could only utter indistinct syllables through the oxygen mask.
After several pushes and pushes, finally, Lin Shu heard the voice of hope.
"I see! I see the child's head!"
After a night of sleepless nights, the spirit is inevitably a little weak, but this progress is like the dawn of the soul, which makes the somewhat gloomy mood draw strength again, and the discouraged will is full of strength and ready to go like a wound arrow again.
Lin Shu was in a daze when he heard that, Lu Jinsui was stunned for a moment and then felt a wave of ecstasy, and the corners of Lin Mu's eyes were also wet.
Lu Jinsui stretched out his hand to touch that spot agitatedly. The birth hole was bulging, and the hard touch was so obvious. He knew that it was their child. His eyes felt hot, and he gently rubbed his head against Lin Shu's. cheek.
"Did you hear that? Our baby is coming out soon, let's work harder."
The past, the past, flashed quickly in my mind.Looking at this man who has been standing by his side all this time, silently accompanying him through the lonely years, Lu Jinsui felt an unspeakable bitterness in his heart, and felt a strong sense of suffocation, but he couldn't hold it back after all, there were tears in the corners of his eyes, and he couldn't take it anymore Roll down.
Feeling the wetness of his face, Lin Shu raised his eyes to look at Lu Jinsui with great effort, only to find that the hand on his stomach was trembling at some point, and the tears dripping from the corners of his eyes were obviously tears for him!
"do not Cry."
Lin Shu couldn't help trembling, he moved his lips but didn't make a sound, but Lu Jinsui understood.
This fool who thinks of himself all the time!
It turned out that love is really selfish, just like him now, he never wants to let him go.
Suddenly, I felt another wave of severe pain in my abdomen, my pelvis seemed to be about to burst, and the pain was abnormal.
Lu Jinsui also felt it in his palm!
That is the throbbing of a new life that is about to come!
Fold your hands together, and push down with the strong production force, and your round belly bulges out with the external force.
When Lin Shu felt Yu Lingchi's pain, a gentle but firm whisper sounded in his ear:
"Lin Shu, I love you."
His eyes were slightly opened, his hips and waist exerted strength together, even though the pain was so severe that he was about to faint, but he heard it, he felt it, and he couldn't give up!This is the happiness I have been looking for and pursuing for a long time!
With the extreme expansion of the birth hole and the tearing of the edge, the head of the once unexpected little life was exposed, the hair was wet and sticky to the tender skin, the eyes were closed, and the skin was red and wrinkled Wrinkled.
After cleaning up the dirt from the child's mouth and nose, Wang Zimu turned this precious and vulnerable little body with extra care.
Lin Shu was a little excited the moment he felt the child's head had come out, but immediately aroused a burst of protest from his body. His body was almost at its limit, but he knew that he was just a little bit close, and he could catch it just a little bit. live happily ever after.
Pushing with the remaining strength, the pain has gradually become less important in the numbness, Wang Zimu supported the child's body, found an appropriate position and slowly pulled him out.
After finally feeling that the weight under him was detached from him, Lin Shu's stopped tears welled up again, his heart trembled with joy, his legs were still weak, and his body was tightly embraced by the equally excited Lu Jinsui inside.
Never have to part again?
"He's a handsome boy!"
The little guy who couldn't wait to cry loudly before opening his eyes finally arrived in the anticipation of the fathers.
"Let, let me see."
With his last breath, Lin Shu tried his best to open his eyelids, wanting to see the appearance of that energetic little guy.
When he saw the thin but healthy child, his black and white eyes finally showed relief and joy, and the corner of his mouth curled into a smile.
But what followed was an exclamation.
"Xiao Shu!"
Mother Lin was the first to wake up from the joy of the child's death, and the red color spreading under Lin Shu's body was shocking!
Lu Jinsui also seemed to feel it, his heart was tightly grasped by a hand, and finally he could only hug Lin Shu tightly and let out a heart-wrenching roar: "Don't go, Lin Shu! Hold on!"
In an instant, the joy was swept away, leaving only a mess in the room.
Elegant and soothing music was flowing quietly, Lu Jinsui glanced at the man opposite, and casually asked, "Are you sure you want to go?"
Yang Zihua nodded with a wry smile: "This afternoon's flight. Hehe, I still can't let go."
"Siru is a good girl. Thinking about it, I still feel sorry for her."
The adoptive father's departure dealt a heavy blow to Xu Siru. She probably had slowly given up on her original plan at that time. It was just a temptation to ask Lu Jin to marry her in China.
She hid herself too well, Lu Jinsui still remembered what she said to him at the airport, "I just want to see what love is like", so she must have called Lin Shu later.
She knew that Lu Jinsui had always been calm and prudent, but sometimes he would worry too much and miss good opportunities. Since the two of them had already broken through the fog barrier and couldn't let go of each other, why didn't she mind her own business before leaving?
In fact, Lu Jinsui was just seeing her off at that time, but in the end... Lu Jinsui had a smile in his eyes, it was a false alarm.
"You don't have to mind too much. Siru told me about your cooperation plan yesterday. I heard that you are going to set up a charity fund?"
Lu Jinsui rubbed the rim of the coffee cup intentionally or unintentionally with his fingers.
"Hehe, sometimes I really think you two are quite alike. She is very decisive in her actions, and she is easy to compete with each other." After Yang Zihua finished speaking, he picked up his coffee cup and looked at the bitterness in the cup. Can't help but laugh a little helplessly and sentimentally.
He thought he was rational and stable, but he was still persistent once.In the afternoon, he will fly to her country, no matter what the result is, he has to give it a try, right?
After parting with Yang Zihua, Lu Jin drove to his home.
Lu Jinchu's work is in full swing. This kid has been so busy that he has disappeared recently, and Lin Shu's mother has gone back half a month ago because of family affairs. He brought his younger siblings to visit Lin Shu, and then reluctantly left.
The climate in the mountains is not hot in summer, and there are green shades to block the scorching sun thoughtfully.
After years of baptism in that light blue villa, some things are dim, and some things are beautiful.
The master bedroom, which was originally only in black and white tones, has been replaced with warm light yellow. The floor-to-ceiling curtains are light blue like the warm and clear sky. There is an exquisite and unique crib next to the big bed in the bedroom.In short, the brilliance of a room can be described as warm and sweet.
Lu Jinsui walked into the bedroom lightly and took off his coat.
When the eyes turned to the father and son, they became very gentle and tender.
Lin Shu half-lyed on the spacious and soft bed, with his eyes closed as if he had fallen asleep.He has been recuperating for nearly two months, and his health has improved a lot.
Lu Jin still feels scared when he thinks about the situation that day. Fortunately, he is now safely by his side. The three days when he was forced to lie down because of the blood transfusion were worth it.
Lu Jinsui knew that he had the habit of taking a nap, so he first took a look at his son who was born less than two months ago, his small fists were clenched, his face had grown open, his skin was delicate, and his features were delicate.Walking to the side of the bed, he bent down and looked at the sleeping person carefully.
His face was rosy, his eyelashes were long and curled, his nose flapped, and he could feel the warm breath when he got close.Satisfied in his heart, Lu Jinsui kissed his forehead pitifully in his sleep, helped him fix the quilt, and was about to leave when someone grabbed him by the corner of his clothes.
"When did you wake up?" Lu Jinsui sat back, Lin Shu propped up his body, and he took him into his arms.
"I woke up when you came in. Are we done talking?" Lin Shu leaned in the man's arms, feeling at ease, with his eyes downcast, letting the man lightly play with his fingers.
"Well, there is nothing to talk about. Since Hua's flight this afternoon, I think he has found the person he is looking for."
"Is she okay? It was thanks to her..."
Lu Jinsui turned Lin Shu's head to look at him. Lin Shu was so stared at him that he had nowhere to hide, so he could only slowly raise his eyes to respond to his fiery gaze.
"Speaking of which, I won't allow you to be so impulsive again. I didn't intend to leave at the time, but..."
He couldn't say anything after that.
That's right, he didn't intend to leave that day, but he would still leave after arranging some things.
At that time, all he wanted was to get away from the past and return Lin Shu to a peaceful life. If Lin Shu hadn't chased after him, maybe they would really have missed it.
Thinking of this, there is a subtle pain in my heart.Lu Jin kissed the tip of Lin Shu's nose, and was about to speak when an eager cry sounded from beside him.
The man's brows were frowned helplessly, and Lu Jin was really amused and distressed.He covered Lin Shu with the thin quilt, said "wait a minute", then glanced at the source of the crying, then got up and walked towards the lovely crib.
When I got closer, I found that the child was waving his two fleshy little arms, but his eyes were not opened, and his mouth was grinning and howling.
I couldn't help but sigh under my heart, it was extremely soft.Carefully picking up his crying son, Lu Jinsui was still a little nervous, he carried the child to Lin Shu's arms.
After feeling the familiar breath, the child finally stopped crying amidst Lin Shu's soft whisper. His eyes were wide open at this moment, and the pupils were full of curiosity and naughtiness. Lin Shu deftly let him go. to the big bed.
"You see, children are partial, and they just like your hug." Lu Jinsui said in a jealous tone.
Lin Shu smiled warmly, ignoring his approaching face.
Playing with the child who became very active after waking up, Lin Shu felt infinitely happy. God not only gave him that belated love, but also gave him a complete family.
Happiness needs to be waited and fought for. Those dedication and hard work, perseverance and waiting without giving up, finally let the two of them watch the clouds and see the moon.
"Lin Shu... there's something I haven't told you all this time."
Lin Shu looked at the child's innocent and delicate face, and was happy in his heart. Hearing Lu Jinsui's words, he couldn't help but look up at him.
"What's up?"
Lu Jinsui approached Lin Shu, grabbed his lover's shoulder to stop him from retreating, and whispered in his ear:
"I'm yours, don't leave me behind."
Lin Shu was shocked, and wanted to see his expression at the moment, but his body was restrained by him, and the normally mature man asked childishly unwillingly.
"Promise?"
Lin Shu didn't respond for a long time, seeing that Lu Jinsui seemed a little panicked, he finally said: "Look at your performance!"
see your performance?
Lin Shu backed away with a smirk, and the man stretched out his long arms and locked him tightly in his arms again.
"What performance do you want? I'll beat your back when you're tired, make your bed if you're sleepy, cook for you when you're hungry, and serve you when you want... okay?"
As he spoke, he stretched out a hand to caress Lin Shu's waist, and Lin Shu leaned limply into his arms.
"Well, not a penny less. Don't play dumb anymore..."
The child who didn't understand the world opened his eyes wide, looking at the two fathers, and his little hands were still tightly grasping the corner of Lin Shu's clothes.
Looking at the chattering lover in his arms, Lu Jinsui seemed to feel an unprecedented fragrance. The faint fragrance came through the tip of his nose. He reached out to touch the corner of his clothes, but met a soft little hand, and Lu Jinsui smiled.
This summer afternoon, people can't help but relax and relax!
And that complicated dream has already experienced many baptisms, and has a beautiful and warm home...
- full text
extra gift
Lu Jinsui sat behind the large desk, flipping through the documents with a serious expression, but felt a little restless.
Lin Shu has been on a business trip for a week, and the day before yesterday he was told on the phone that he will be back by plane this afternoon.The foreign trade company Lin Shu is currently working for is medium-sized and the income is only average. When he first mentioned the job, Lu Jinsui didn't say much about it. Instead, Lin Shu gradually got used to it and kept working.
This job is usually not too busy, and Lin Shu, who can push on business trips, also pushes it as much as possible. After all, there are two children to take care of at home. As time goes by, the boss does not often send Lin Shu on business trips. It's been seven days.
Lu Jinsui suppressed his inner emotions, signed and closed the document, stood in front of the window for a while, and then went to open the door to let his secretary, Xiao Chen, come in.
At this time, Xiao Chen was secretly texting his boyfriend with his mobile phone, and was caught off guard by his boss. He was embarrassed on his face, and regretted it in his heart.Lu Jinsui didn't care, he glanced around, there were a few more bouquets of flowers in the office today, his expression remained unchanged, after calling Xiao Chen in to briefly explain some things, a smile appeared on his face.
"The afternoon meeting has been postponed to nine o'clock tomorrow morning. You can arrange it."
Xiao Chen breathed a sigh of relief, because the company's strict system does not allow employees to fiddle with these during working hours.It seems that the boss is in a good mood today, so she quickly agreed.
"Is today a holiday?"
Unexpectedly, Lu Jinsui suddenly asked this question again, and Xiao Chen was not sure whether the boss's words had any deep meaning for a moment.
Lu Jinsui didn't wait for her answer, but just waved his hand and said, "Go out, finish work early and leave work early", Xiao Chen responded, and suddenly realized that the boss meant that he could leave work early today? !She saw Lu Jin take the suit jacket from the hanger and put it on, then walked straight out of the office.
She suddenly understood, yes, the boss also celebrates Valentine's Day!
It was only two o'clock in the afternoon, and because of Valentine's Day, the shopping mall was filled with a strong festive atmosphere.Lu Jin turned around, looking at the dazzling array of products, suddenly felt at a loss as to where to start.
It's not his style to act blindly without a clear goal, Lu Jinsui sighed inwardly, remembering what Lu Jinchu said to him yesterday.
"Brother, tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and brother Lin Shu is also coming back, so you should take advantage of this opportunity!"
At that time, he didn't pay much attention to it. After all, the two of them had been together for several years, and they didn't deliberately go to these festivals, nor did they have this habit, but last night after coaxing the two boys to sleep, they lay on the bed alone. At that time, another layer of thoughts in my heart became stronger and stronger.Yes, he wanted to surprise him.
Now standing alone in the shopping mall and looking around blankly, Lu Jinsui really realized the difficulty of realizing this "surprise".
When it was time to pick up the two children from the kindergarten, Lu Jinsui joined the ranks of parents picking up their children at the gate of the kindergarten on time.When the time came, the teacher led a group of children out.
Lu Jinsui took a look into the group of people and saw his two children at a glance. He couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth into a beautiful arc.Lu Qi was walking out holding his younger brother Lin Yuan's little hand, muttering something softly at the same time, completely showing that the two brothers love each other.
When he was almost at the door, seeing Lu Jinsui standing there as usual, Lin Yuan showed a sweet smile on his face, and ran towards him, but he still didn't forget to hold his brother's hand with his little hand.
"dad!"
As soon as Lu Jinsui bent down, he pulled his youngest son into his arms.
"dad."
Lu Qi let go of his younger brother's hand, and called out, but his expression was very calm. Lin Yuan twisted his little butt restlessly in Lu Jinsui's arms, and kept talking, "Dad, why didn't Daddy come?"
"Daddy won't be here until night, you idiot!" Lu Qi, who was standing aside, explained disdainfully, his little cheeks were bulging, making people want to pinch them.
Lin Yuan was foolishly happy, not angry at all, he tugged at Lu Jinsui's clothes, and urged: "Father, let's go back quickly, go back quickly!"
Looking at the two sons, Lu Jinsui felt warm and happy.
Taking them into the car, the two children immediately noticed the beautiful bouquet of roses on the back seat of the car.
"Wow! Dad, our teacher Zhang also has a bouquet of flowers like this today. I asked her where she picked them and she blushed!"
Lin Yuan was only four years old, with a small body and a pair of eyes that were very clear. At this time, he saw such a big bouquet of flowers, his heart was already moved, and he couldn't help but want to lean over there.
"Be careful!"
Lu Qi behind him pulled him hard and pulled him back. Lin Yuan stared at him aggrievedly, a little unwilling and pitiful: "Brother..."
Lu Qi didn't let go of him, and explained: "There are thorns on it."
Seeing that his younger brother still tilted his head and seemed unwilling to compromise, before Lu Qi could open his mouth to coax him, Lu Jinsui had already handed over a box of beautifully packaged chocolates from the front in time.
Lin Yuan's attention was successfully diverted, he held the box to his chest, the poor face just now had been put away, Lu Qi took the box from him
You'll Also Like
-
Siheyuan: I am a trader in both worlds!
Chapter 291 10 hours ago -
Naruto: Who made him a ninja?.
Chapter 195 10 hours ago -
A Scientific Urban Detective.
Chapter 721 10 hours ago -
At the same time, but the crazy
Chapter 438 10 hours ago -
Yu-Gi-Oh! Your Friends Are Fighting Out of the Underworld
Chapter 269 10 hours ago -
My cultivation is too warm
Chapter 288 10 hours ago -
Mortals get a golden finger for immortal cultivation every year
Chapter 520 10 hours ago -
Old Gods, Rapid-Fire Guns, and Prohibition
Chapter 199 10 hours ago -
Starting from the root of Konoha, he was the mastermind behind the scenes
Chapter 276 10 hours ago -
Miss Witch, it's time to clean up the entries
Chapter 319 10 hours ago