Threatened by KISS photos

After school at night, Jiang Huan wanted to ask Song Huaizhun for clarification, but he went to the door of his class and looked inside, but he didn't see Song Huaizhun.

He called Liang Zhengyu who was about to go home, "Hey, who is that, where is Song Huaizhun?"

Liang Zhengyu glanced at Jiang Huan, said contemptuously: "Let's go early." After speaking, he walked away.

well?What does that contemptuous look mean?

Not in the mood to pay attention to Liang Zhengyu, Jiang Huan took a taxi back home frustrated.

After returning home, Aunt Fang said that her mother had left again, this time to an island in the south of my country, and she didn't know how many days or months she would stay.

Or, go to the island to swim and sketch, so as not to go home and quarrel.

Jiang Huan put down his schoolbag and lay down on the bed, his mind full of Song Huaizhun.

He picked up the phone several times and put it down again.I want to send a WeChat message or make a phone call with my brother, but I don't know what to say.

Could it be...why are you gnawing on me?

Yes, why did brother gnaw on him?

Brother kissed him three times in total, once to threaten him, once to kiss his forehead, and the last time was to nibble him in the afternoon.

Why?

Men kiss men?If you think about it carefully, even if it is a threat, threatening someone with a kiss photo can be regarded as hurting someone ten thousand and self-defeating ten thousand.

Could it be... Brother is really txl?

It's not right, brother is so manly, he is a man among men, how could he be txl?

He suddenly remembered that real men should fuck men, and real men should fuck Transformers/Ultraman.

Ha, he lay on the bed covering his belly and laughed for a long time.

After laughing, there was a burst of emptiness again.

It's tiring to live with so many things to do.

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regret.Song Huaizhun regretted it very much.

Finally, the relationship with Jiang Huan became better.

It's all impulsive stuff.

Since when did he become so impulsive?

It's all Song Huaijia's fault.

After his parents passed away, Song Huaijia became his everything.But Song Huaijia didn't want to go to college well, so she insisted on dropping out of school and going to work.It’s okay to go out to work, but you must work in a P2P company.He messed around with a bunch of bastards every day in the underworld, and let an older sister who was more than ten years older than him take care of him.Although Song Huaijia claimed that the two were in a serious relationship, who would believe it?

That's probably when he's been cranky.

At that time, he quarreled with Song Huaijia every day, and later Song Huaijia moved out, so he quarreled with Song Huaijia when he came back.

When the quarrel was the worst, he asked Song Huaijia whether to choose him or the brothers outside, and Song Huaijia made the choice with his feet.Then euphemistically said: Everything is for him.

Ha ha.

He also met Jiang Huan at that time. He fell in love with Jiang Huan's appearance at first sight, but at that time he had no intention of getting to know him.Because he knows that in the vast crowd, it is not easy to find someone of the same kind.

But Jiang Huan kept dangling in front of his eyes, staring straight at him.

He didn't dare to hope extravagantly, but at the lowest point of his life, he always hoped that something good would happen.

It was later discovered that it was an oolong, and he calmly accepted the reality, which was impossible in the first place.

But it's different now, he and Jiang Huan became friends, he even kissed him, touched him...

But he was impulsive today, and he has no excuse to explain what happened today.He originally planned to boil the frog in warm water, but today the pot of water was too hot, and the frog was about to jump away...

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For several days in a row, Jiang Huan went to Song Huaizhun's classroom to look for him after school in the afternoon, but Song Huaizhun was gone.

Thinking that Song Huaizhun must be running away in a hurry by stepping on the bell after school, I wanted to laugh a little.

This is to compare speed with him.

The moment the school bell rang, Jiang Huan had already rushed to the door of the classroom.

teacher:"……"

Then he took a few steps to the gate of Song Huaizhun's class.Looking inside, their class teacher hadn't finished the last sentence.

Because a person popped out suddenly, the students couldn't help but look at the door, and the teacher also looked at the door, and then finished the last few words and announced that school was over.

Jiang Huan walked into the classroom, exchanged a glance with Song Huaizhun, picked up the schoolbag that Song Huaizhun had already packed, turned around and left.

The two walked side by side, silently, until they returned to Song Huaizhun's house, closed the door, washed their hands, and finished changing their slippers.

After the two sat on the sofa, Jiang Huan said, "Brother, why are you avoiding me?"

Seeing that Song Huaizun was silent, Jiang Huan continued to ask: "Brother, are we friends?"

Must be friends, right?

Seeing Song Huaizhun nodding, Jiang Huan breathed a sigh of relief, "Shouldn't friends be honest and not hide anything?"

Seeing that Song Huaizun did not deny it, Jiang Huan continued: "Brother, are you txl?"

Jiang Huan changed from his usual laughing and joking, and now looked at Song Huaizhun very seriously.

Song Huaizhun's heart tugged.

If he said yes, what would Jiang Huan do, turn around and leave?Dislike him?Never talk to him again?

Or more intensely... Scolding him?Spread the word everywhere?

"Didn't you already know?" Song Huaizhun said.

"What did you know earlier?" Jiang Huan asked.

"On the roof of the auditorium, there are people calling me a gay, don't you know?" Song Huaizhun said.

At that time, Jiang Huan was only dubious. Sun Zheng told him that Song Huaizhun was txl and had a boyfriend. He just thought he had found a position to bully Song Huaizhun, but he didn't really believe it.

"Since you already knew, you still want to be my friend, do you want to humiliate me?" Song Huaizhun asked.

"No..." Jiang Huan neither knew nor wanted to humiliate...

"Or..." Song Huaizhun's voice was full of sinisterness, "You want to seduce me?"

Where did this come from?Jiang Huan gradually began to run out of brainpower, and his brain protested that it could not process so much information.

"Okay, now that I've made it clear, you can go." Song Huaizhun said.

What do you mean, I don't understand at all?Even if it is clear, why should I leave?

Song Huaizhun stood up, looked at Jiang Huan with gloomy eyes, "Let's go!"

Jiang Huan also stood up and grabbed Song Huaizhun, "Brother, I don't understand!"

Song Huaizhun's Adam's apple moved a few times, he didn't look at Jiang Huan, but looked at the door, and said slowly: "If you don't understand, then you don't understand, you can go."

"Brother, brother! You can't bully me for being mentally retarded. If you have anything to say, tell me clearly. I really don't understand your roundabout way of speaking." Jiang Huan said.

Song Huaizhun slowly turned his eyes to Jiang Huan, and what he saw was his drooping eyebrows and a face like a crying dog.Song Huaizhun almost touched it with his hands.

"Brother, let me change the question, you..." Jiang Huan said, "Do you like me?"

Then the room fell into a long silence.

Until Jiang Huan thought that Song Huai would never answer him.

"That's right." Song Huaizhun said suddenly, "I'm txl, and I like you. Do you insist that I make it so clear? If you are satisfied, I'll tell you everything. So what if I tell you everything? You , Yes, yes, let's go."

The room fell into silence again.

Jiang Huan's mood is very complicated, brother is really txl, brother really likes him.

There is no disgust, but a little joy.

But also very scared, this kind of emotion is too foreign to him.

"Brother, I really like you too..." Jiang Huan said.

Song Huaizhun snorted coldly, "Don't hang me with such words, my liking is different from your liking."

Song Huaizhun pointed at the door and said coldly, "Let's go."

Jiang Huan bit her lip and stared at the floor, "Brother, if I go out of this door now, it will be difficult for us to even talk in the future."

It's all said and done, and it can only end like this.

"Brother, I don't agree with this." Jiang Huan said.

What if you disagree?

"Actually... Actually, I don't hate txl or anything..." Jiang Huan said.

The distance between not hating and accepting is very far.

"Can you give me some time?" Jiang Huan said.

Song Huaizun looked at Jiang Huan with surprise in his eyes. For a moment, it seemed that a ball of fire was ignited, emitting a strange light, but only for a moment, it slowly dimmed.

He snorted and asked Jiang Huan, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Jiang Huan really didn't know what he was talking about, his brain had already left home, he just said what he wanted.

"You want to be my friend, but I don't." Song Huaizhun said.

"Then what do you want?" Jiang Huan asked.

Song Huaizhun lowered his head, and after a long time, he let out a few deep but gentle laughter, "I want to kiss you, I want to hug you, I think you can see me in your eyes," Song Huaizhun raised his head, his voice became cold again, "Can you do it?"

"I……"

"I want to do what you did after drinking that day, can you do it?" Song Huaizhun asked.

"What...what's the matter?" Jiang Huan asked.

"Think about it, you're not that drunk." Song Huaizhun said.

Jiang Huan actually had some vague impressions, but he didn't know which ones were real and which ones were fake. He always thought he was dreaming.

Seeing Jiang Huan's wavy eyebrows, Song Huaizhun suddenly couldn't bear it.

One of the reasons he likes Jiang Huan is because Jiang Huan is naturally relaxed.

Jiang Huan must have never suffered. He doesn't worry about food and clothing, and doesn't worry about the future. With a strong backing behind him, his life is happy.

This was what Song Huaizhun lacked.Since the death of his parents, he has lived too tensely. The only elder brother did not bring him a sense of security, but made him fearful.

However, Jiang Huan brought him unprecedented relaxation. How long has it been since his brother was worried every day?How long has it been since you insisted on the bowl setting ceremony before meals?

"Brother, actually... I can accept that too." Jiang Huan didn't dare to look at Song Huaizhun, his face was extremely hot at this time, he thought he was the kind of shameless character, but he didn't expect that his face would be burned with such a sentence so.

After a long time without a response, Jiang Huan couldn't help but look up.

He couldn't understand the expression on the face facing him. There were surprises, disbelief, happiness, and worries... He couldn't tell whether it was happiness or pain, and he could only lament that a person's face could show so much at the same time in an instant. Many expressions.

"Jiang Huan, let me ask you again, do you know what I'm talking about?" Song Huaizhun tried hard to suppress his trembling voice.

"I... I don't know." Jiang Huan blurted out.

Song Huaizhun almost stretched out his hand to slap him.

Jiang Huan also felt that Song Huaizhun's fist was hardening, and subconsciously shrank his neck.

"Brother, don't hit me." Jiang Huan said, "I... I said you give me some time, you can't ask for such high standards, and the college entrance examination still gives you three days to answer the paper, you can't let me make it in minutes. Make big decisions that affect your life."

Yes, once Jiang Huan agrees, his whole life will be different, a complete change, not just a simple sexual orientation.He will forever endure the loneliness of being isolated from the mainstream world, can Jiang Huan bear it?

Song Huaizhun's heart softened, he didn't want to force Jiang Huan anymore.Jiang Huan's life should be relaxed and happy, instead of walking alone with the unknown like him.

"Okay, think about it." Song Huaizhun's tone gradually softened, "Even...even if the answer is no, if you want, I can still be ordinary friends with you." Song Huaizhun pursed his lips, smiling softly but lonely smiled.

Jiang Huan looked at Song Huaizhun, unable to say a word for a long time.Song Huaizhun's smile made his heart feel as uncomfortable as if someone stabbed him. He wanted to hug Song Huaizhun, stroking him, kissing his forehead, and gently coaxing him to sleep...

"You go, I want to stay alone." Song Huaizhun said.

"Brother...you..."

"I said, I'll give you time. You can give me the answer whenever you want, or you don't have to. It doesn't matter if you continue to be friends with me, or you don't want to be friends with me. In short... it's fine." Song Huaizhun said.

Seeing Jiang Huan standing there dumbfounded, Song Huaizhun went to take off his shoes from the shoe rack, "Okay, put on your shoes, let's go."

Jiang Huan stood for a while, then walked to the shoe rack and put on the shoes silently.After all the shoelaces were tied, he stood up and said to Song Huaizhun, "Brother, I... I won't think about it for too long, my mind is too messed up today, I..."

Song Huaizhun interrupted him: "Well, I see, let's go back."

Jiang Huan opened the door and looked back at Song Huaizhun for a while.

Song Huaizhun waved his hand, signaling him to leave quickly.

The door closed with a click, and Song Huaizhun stood where he was, unable to move.

He felt that this home had never been so empty, and every corner of the room was filled with dead silence.Father, mother, elder brother, Jiang Huan, they came to this room and left from this room.Those laughter and warmth seemed to be fake, as if they never happened.

He will get used to it, after his mother leaves, after his father leaves, after his brother leaves, after Jiang Huan leaves, everything will eventually return to peace.

Originally, no one would accompany him for the rest of his life, not for his mother, not for his father, not for his brother, not even for Jiang Huan, it should have been like this...

"Dangdang~"

Two gentle knocks on the door brought Song Huaizhun's thoughts back to reality.But he still forgot to ask who it was, whether it was from the police or the courier, or that Song Huaijia didn't bring the key...

He opened the door directly.

What I saw head-on was Jiang Huan.

Song Huaizhun's empty heart was instantly filled.

Even if it's as simple as seeing him.

"Brother, I've made up my mind."

Jiang Huan took a deep breath, then moved forward, closed the door, supported Song Huaizhun's shoulder, and lightly touched his lips.

"That's the answer."

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