imperfect lover

As if deliberately letting himself fall asleep, Wei Shengkai couldn't tell the difference between day and night, and even refused to talk to anyone, imprisoning himself in a closed cocoon, as if he could pretend that he was not in the hospital.

With a "bang", the door was rudely knocked open, and Wei Shengkai, who was lying on his side on the bed, frowned impatiently, and then he heard Sun Shangqing's roar ringing in his ears.

"Get up, don't play dead!"

"Shang Qing..." Yu Jie pulled him back and shouted softly.Brother Kai still looks weak, he is really worried.

"I can't stand it anymore. There should be a limit to capriciousness. How much does he want others to do for him? Don't really think that others owe him. No amount of patience will run out one day."

"But......"

"There's nothing wrong with it. Even if it's not a lover, it's still a friend. He's already treated him with the utmost benevolence, so what is he going to do?"

"Are you finished..." Wei Shengkai's voice came wearily, but he didn't bother to open his eyelids.

"Of course not. If you wake up, don't pretend to be asleep!"

Sun Shangqing is not a person who loses his temper easily. Although talking to Wei Shengkai will always make him angry, but he will never get angry easily. Wei Shengkai also knows that what he said is just to stimulate himself.

"I really want to sleep." If you really want to get angry, no one can hold back Wei Shengkai.

"May I ask how long are you going to sleep?"

"I wake up when I want to."

"Then may I ask how much you want him to do for you before he is willing?"

"I never asked him to do anything for me."

"Yes, so he deserved to fall in love with you because of his own crimes?"

"I didn't say that."

"That's what you mean."

"You do not understand......"

"I don't want to understand, I just believe what I see."

"What do you see?"

"I see you don't care about him at all!"

"If I didn't care, you wouldn't be here to see me now."

"You..." No matter how good-tempered Sun Shangqing is, he would be pissed to death by him. He really can only look at Yan Junxi's tolerance for him with admiration.

"You don't understand..." Wei Shengkai was lying on his side with his back to them, muttering in a low voice, half-opening his heavy eyelids, his whole body was so exhausted that he couldn't lift any strength.He really couldn't sleep anymore, but he didn't want to wake up either. Of course he knew that Yan Junxi was by his side to protect him, so he was still willing to stay here, smelling the suffocating smell of disinfection.

"Brother Kai..." Yu Jie went around to him, sat down gently on the edge of the bed, and said softly, "I asked Shang Qing to go out first."

Wei Shengkai smiled faintly, "You are still the most caring."

"Brother Kai, do you have something to say? I can listen to you, I won't open my mouth, if you don't want me to speak..."

"Oh, no wonder you're so cute."

Wei Shengkai closed his eyes again, and there was silence in the ward.After a while, Wei Shengkai finally opened his eyes again, slowly got up, and Yu Jie quickly helped him up.

"Where's Junxi?"

"Brother Yan seems very tired, Shang Qing asked him to go to the next room to sleep for a while."

Wei Shengkai was silent again, Yu Jie is not a liar, so he can only be silent, but Yan Junxi is not a liar either, but he told himself a ridiculous lie, which made him bitter.

"Do you know what I'm mad about?"

Yu Jie shook his head.

"I'm mad at myself."

Yu Jie frowned, apparently not understanding.

"In anger, I should be more ruthless and more chic, but I can't..." Wei Shengkai took the water glass from him, and said while sipping, as if talking to himself. "Just like before, I was angry with myself and angry with him, but everyone misunderstood me and blamed me."

"If you don't say it, who knows what you're thinking?" Yu Jie couldn't help opening his mouth, Wei Shengkai glanced at him, and he blushed immediately. "sorry......"

"Sorry what?"

"I shouldn't be talking..."

"No, you spoke very well."

"Brother Kai..."

"I've been wondering too, how on earth did you do it?"

"what?"

"Working together, living together, eating, drinking, sleeping together, it's scary."

Yu Jie smiled, and Wei Shengkai glanced at him.

"What are you laughing at?"

"It's not scary, I feel very happy."

"Haven't you thought about what would happen if you quarreled?"

"Then try not to fight."

"It's always noisy."

"I won't fight."

"You...forget it." He simply asked the wrong person.

"Brother Yan won't argue with you either."

Wei Shengkai squinted at him, "It sounds like you know him well."

"I don't know him, but you are the one who knows him best."

Wei Shengkai raised his eyebrows, "I didn't know you were so eloquent."

This is a compliment, but Yu Jie always thought he was making fun of him, so he could only blush. _

"Yes! Now I should talk to the person I know best. If I get charged again, I'm really going to jump off the building." Wei Shengkai lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, Yu Jie immediately supported him nervously.

"Brother Kai."

"I'm not that weak."

"I'll go and call Brother Yan."

"I haven't stepped out of this room for three days. It's not rotten or moldy. Where do you think he is?"

"The vacant room next door..."

***

"Yu Jie is with him, you can continue to rest." Sun Shangqing frowned when he saw him working with his laptop on.

Yan Junxi smiled faintly, "I've had enough rest, don't worry."

"Really? I think you've lost weight."

"I don't need much exercise here, so I eat less."

Sun Shangqing gave him a "come here" expression, knocked on the door, and two nurses pushed the door in, with happy and shy smiles on their faces.

"Lawyer Yan, are you okay?" the nurse asked gently.

"I'm fine." Yan Junxi replied politely.

"This is a tonic that the patient's family wants to give to Dr. Feng, but Dr. Feng said he doesn't need it, so please let us pass it on to you."

"Thank you." Yan Junxi still smiled politely.

"I think the person who needs love most is Lao Feng, right?" Sun Shangqing deliberately smiled, which really made the two nurses blush on the spot. "With you taking care of me so carefully, Lawyer Yan has never been so healthy in his life."

"I've always been healthy." Before Yan Junxi finished speaking, his familiar tone came from the door suddenly.

"Yeah, the nurses in the whole hospital are rushing to take care of you, why do you live up to their kindness?"

"Kai." As soon as Yan Junxi saw him, and he resumed his arrogant and willful tone in the past, he smiled in surprise.

"It's not suitable for children next time, let's go out." Sun Shangqing immediately called the two nurses out of the ward sensibly, and said softly when passing by Wei Shengkai: "Don't do it too violently."

"Go away." Wei Shengkai reprimanded in a low voice, turned around and closed the door, and was taken aback for a moment, Yan Junxi hugged him from behind, and a warm kiss was printed on his ear at the same time.

"Why does it sound like you want me to actually collapse and be taken care of by a nurse?"

"I'm just giving them what they want."

"Are you angry?"

"Can't you see it?"

"I can tell."

Wei Shengkai turned half a circle in his arms and faced him directly, stretched out his hands to wrap around his neck, his slightly sunken eye sockets were shining with sharp and scorching eyes, it seemed that he had really regained his spirit.

"You said, how should you apologize to me?"

"What do you want me to do?" Yan Junxi looked at him dotingly, with an affectionate and gentle smile in his eyes.

"You lied to me!"

"sorry."

"Did you know that all nurses are interested in you?"

"Sorry, I really don't know."

"It's weird!"

"Do you think I can see other people's existence besides you?"

"you!"

"I've been waiting for you to wake up." Yan Junxi lowered his head and pressed his lips to his.

"I'm still angry." But he closed his eyes, and even took the initiative to insert the tip of his tongue into his mouth, kissing him domineeringly as if declaring his sovereignty.

Yan Junxi picked him up, let him lie flat on the clean hospital bed, brushed away his soft hair scattered on his forehead, and looked at him distressedly.

"how do you feel?"

"Are you asking about the feeling of kissing you, or the feeling of lying here?"

Yan Junxi smiled, as if seeing him back in the past, he was suddenly moved and his eyes became hot.

"If you feel better, I'll take you home right away."

Wei Shengkai looked at him without a smile on his face, but there was mist in his eyes.

"I thought I'd see you next to me when I woke up."

Yan Junxi caressed his face, and stared at him with undisguised affection.

"Kay, you can get angry with me as much as you want, and I can assure you that you will see me anytime in the future, and I will not leave even if you want to drive me away. I have asked one of my younger brothers to come over from the United States to take over my affairs For your business, I am willing to give up my job.”

Wei Shengkai frowned and shouted stubbornly: "How much do you want me to owe you?"

Yan Junxi smiled, "I thought you would never think so."

"Hey!"

"Kai, I owe you..." Yan Junxi kissed his soft lips, and said distressedly: "I owe you."

"I don't want you to sacrifice your job."

"I also want to reduce my workload. We all need a healthy body to reserve energy for the rest of our lives."

Hearing what he said, Wei Shengkai blushed unexpectedly.

"Kai, the future is still very long, we can plan slowly, I just want you to promise me, let me take care of you, don't think about living alone alone."

"I'm an old man living alone."

"Me too, so let's be together."

"I can't tell you."

"You never said no to me, only if you are willing."

"You seem to have changed?"

"I'm just thinking about it. What about you? Do you feel like you've changed?"

"Hmph! Can't you see it?"

"You've become braver."

"It's just a few days in the hospital."

"Thank you for being willing to compromise for me." Yan Junxi kissed his forehead.

"Who is for you!" Turning his head awkwardly, Wei Shengkai bit his lips and said, "Don't thank me, do we have to be so unfamiliar?"

Yan Junxi turned his face back and looked at him deeply.

"Kay, I love you."

Before, he never said these three words to him. When Wei Shengkai was unconscious, he repeated it in his ear from time to time.Now that he is awake, Yan Junxi looked into his eyes and confessed to him affectionately in those rippling eyes. It was the simplest yet most difficult relationship between them that has always been deep but dared not promise. Promise of.

"I'm not tired of talking!" Wei Shengkai's eyes were moist in an instant, but he still shouted stubbornly.

Yan Junxi smiled, "Not tired, I decided to take it as a mantra."

"Neuropathy!"

"The crazy loves you so much, are you willing to love the crazy?"

"I'm not crazy."

"Just go crazy with me." Yu Luo covered his lips with a gentle kiss.

***

Yan Junxi turned his head from the counter and saw Wei Shengkai sitting on the waiting chair, with a dignified expression and a trance, staring blankly at the gate.

After thanking the nurse at the counter, Yan Junxi walked towards him, squatted down in front of him, and held his slightly cold hand.

"What's the matter?" Wei Shengkai slowly met his out-of-focus pupils with his gentle eyes, and Yan Junxi smiled softly: "You can go home, you should be very happy."

"I found that I really couldn't get rid of the entanglement of the hospital."

Yan Junxi looked at him, maintaining a gentle smile.

"I was born here, I was abandoned here, I had my first love here, and I lost my love here."

"Xu Qing is not your love."

"But everyone thinks I'm an executioner."

"It wasn't you who killed him." Yan Junxi looked into his eyes seriously, "He killed himself."

Misty water gathered in Wei Shengkai's eyes, he bit his lips lightly, and whispered: "If you leave me too, I will kill myself."

Yan Junxi smiled, "This punishment is severe enough."

"Do you know why I passed out here that day?"

"You've been refusing to tell."

"Because as soon as I ran in, I heard all the nurses over there talking about you, and everyone wished they could marry you." The moisture in Wei Shengkai's eyes instantly blinked into a razor-like ray of light, shooting straight into the unaware pair of eyes Yan Junxi was slightly taken aback by his deep pupils that were discharging.

"I was so mad, I knew at that time that you lied to me, and I was so angry that I fainted."

Yan Junxi didn't know what to do to make a good expression, so he could only look at him with a wry smile.

"I really hope I never step into this ghostly place again." Wei Shengkai stood up, Yan Junxi also stood up, Wei Shengkai immediately put his shoulders on his flat shoulders, swept his bright eyes aside, and continued: "But if I If you don't stare at you, you won't know when you will be swallowed."

Yan Junxi smiled and wrapped his arms around his thin waist.

"I will accompany you every time you come back for consultation."

Wei Shengkai glared at him as if he was talking nonsense.

"I hate this place even more." Turning around and walking out of the hall, Wei Shengkai stopped at the door, turned his head to look at Yan Junxi, raised his beautiful eyebrows, full of evil and bewitching charm. "I always feel that I should give them a thank you."

Yan Junxi suddenly had a bad premonition, and sure enough, under the watchful eyes of everyone, especially all the admiring and reluctant gazes that watched them go, Wei Shengkai hooked Yan Junxi's neck and sent a sensual and hot enough The passionate kiss that made everyone dumbfounded and blush was just a matter of hooking their feet around his waist.

Wei Shengkai's sudden action not only frightened everyone in the hospital, even Yan Junxi was taken aback.

Looking at him with eyes full of temptation, Wei Shengkai's beautiful lips evoked a smile at this moment like a proud and naughty bad boy, that has always been his deadliest charm, and Yan Junxi couldn't resist his wild teasing at all.

"Why are you so stupid?" Wei Shengkai laughed, pulling him and running outside. "I'm starving and need a big meal."

"You can only eat bland food now."

Wei Shengkai stopped suddenly in front of his car, covered his stomach with one hand and almost bent down.

"Kai!" Yan Junxi immediately supported his shoulder nervously, but he stared when he raised his head.

"You've ruined your appetite."

"Kay..."

"Hmph! I bet you I can eat steak next month!"

Only then did Yan Junxi smile. "If you take your medicine obediently, and do as Lao Feng told you, let alone steak, I'll let you drink all the wine."

"I can only drink concentration five or less, right? Why don't you just let me drink Coke."

"Coke hurts your stomach."

Wei Shengkai gave him a blank stare, and got into the car.Yan Junxi got into the car with a slight smile, saw that he was arranging his hair in the rear-view mirror, Yan Junxi smiled softly, pulled his sharp chin towards her, and kissed him distressedly.

"Take you to get your hair cut?"

"I want to go home first."

"Which house do you want to go to?"

Wei Shengkai glanced at him, "What do you mean?"

"Return the rent there."

"How? Have you decided to raise me?"

"I've always wanted to raise you, but you didn't let me."

"It's embarrassing to rely on you to support me."

"I thought it wouldn't embarrass you to take me out?"

Wei Shengkai narrowed his eyes and moved closer to his face. "Lawyer Yan, I told you a long time ago not to get too close to that guy Sun Shangqing, or he will become glib and annoying."

Yan Junxi smiled and said, "What I have learned the most from you is casual madness, which is a trait I have always lacked."

"Why force yourself to change yourself." Wei Shengkai wanted to back the chair, but Yan Junxi held his face. "I never force myself, what I do is willing."

"So I'm under a lot of pressure." Wei Shengkai smiled and put his arms around his neck. "Aren't you satisfied? You have to be 100% perfect before you give up. In this way, people will say that I don't know the blessing when I am in the blessing."

"Kay, it's because I'm not perfect that I have to do more."

"Remember what you told me?"

"Um?"

"I just love you who are not perfect..." After the words fell, Wei Shengkai kissed him proactively.Just like Yan Junxi's confession to him, he recognized this embrace, and he will no longer be homeless from now on.