Balance beam

Suo Yasong was very angry, and there was a dark feeling in the anger, and some long-lost unwillingness. In short, he should be angry, so he acted angry.

Back in his small apartment, he kicked off his shoes and walked into the house angrily.

Su Ti just woke up, and when he heard the sound, he rubbed his eyelids to greet him, and saw the convenient lunch box he brought back, with a smile on his face, "I bought it for me specially? You are so kind." Regardless of the two pairs of moon stones Eyeballs, he vacated the dishes and put them in the microwave.

Suo Yasong sniffed the air sensitively, feeling an ominous premonition, pulled Su Tai's arm, and sniffed him, "Who are you messing with here again?"

Su Tai dodged his probing, and pointed to the bridge of his nose with chopsticks, "You are just caring."

Suo Yasong leaned over and hugged Su Tai's neck, and kissed him from behind. Su Tai returned to the bedroom with the bowl in his pocket like a human figure, stared at the TV, and put food into his mouth, "Don't make trouble, no! It's possible, I slept all day today."

Su Tai dispelled Suo Yasong's worries, "Nothing happened." Looking back at him seriously, "Shall we have a fight?"

Suo Yasong lacked interest, "Forget it, I'm also a little tired and want to sleep." He especially wants to be alone now.

Su Tai smiled indifferently, put his hand under his armpit, "Really don't want it?"

Su Tai looked at him teasingly, and it really could seduce people's hearts. After measuring his physical strength, Suo Yasong still gave up, feeling extremely tired today.

Suo Yasong nestled under the quilt, feeling that the smell was really wrong.But forget it, be with whoever you love, he wants to be with Zhou Gong very much now.

Su Tai's meticulousness in everything is due to his professional characteristics, while Suo Yasong has a pair of dog noses but his talent. It is really not easy for Su Tai to face such a guy with detective potential.

It was true that someone had been here before, and it was true that nothing happened, but it took a lot of time to mention it, so I didn't talk about it at all.

No wonder Suo Yasong is sensitive. He once met a boy who liked perfume. The boy was clean and beautiful, but he especially liked perfume.But Suo Yasong is allergic to that, and the taste of that brand is essential for boys. Every time I finish it, I have red bumps all over my body. I have to take medicine and injections. So Yasong can't afford it and has to give up. that person.

The boy couldn't stop, came to the door crying, and bumped into his predecessor. The two big boys squeezed at the door and talked about their hearts.Su Tai was also there, watching the two crying about how much they fell in love with each other, and then looking down on each other, it was completely hilarious.

It wasn't until the two sides disagreed that they started fighting, and Su Ti went to fight. The two big boys tried their best to beat each other to pieces.

Su Tai taught them a lesson, and after some suppression, the farce was over.

The four of them refused to take the first step, and they were all very tired, so they sat around and ate a pot of noodles.

In the end, when Su Yasong let his ex into the room to negotiate, Su Tai and the perfume boy looked at each other in blank dismay at the closed door, and they were both a little embarrassed.They are all like-minded people, of course they understand what the noise in the room is doing.

The perfume boy came over and leaned towards Su Tai and winked, "Brother, you are so good." The boy was attracted by Su Tai and had to have a good time. He made a condition, "Since it's done with me, you can't do it with Suo Yasong in the future." So the chaotic relationship between these four people is considered to be over.

When Suo Yasong came out with his trouser belt up and said that everything was settled, Su Tai was also smoking a cigarette in the aftertaste.No matter how noisy the house was, it was the two of them who were left.In Suo Yasong's opinion, this matter is not a problem, but Su Tai is different from others after all, so he will always mind it.

Chen Xi would say to Suo Yasong, "Your relationship is too messy and needs to be sorted out." Suo Yasong didn't think so, and Chen Xi was no better than him. "I think it's fine. It's not messy at all. I know what's going on."

Where did those two people go afterwards, I really can't remember, but Su Ti seems to have a connection with the perfume man, Suo Yasong suspects that Su Tai stole food, Su Ti said no, then pretend it is not!It wasn't a romantic relationship in the first place, so I didn't bother to pursue it after a long time.

When the interest comes up, Suo Yasong will check up and down.But every time I didn't really check it to the end, and sometimes it's meaningless to care about it too much.

Su Ti once told about his old lover, and Suo Yasong felt that the story was very far away from him at the moment when he was so sad.Some people's lives are things that others can never get in.

They are all in the past, everyone seems to have another person in their hearts, Jiang Jiang has Dabao Suti and Wen Huahua, and his Suo Yasong's past has nothing but shadows drifting by.The few people who can barely be regarded as childhood sweethearts can't spark. The person Chen Xi, a good friend, just met recently, and they seem to get along well. Suo Yasong is very strange, why doesn't he have such good luck?

They are like chess pieces moving towards the established goal, unable to retreat or change. They have the urge to go off the rails, but they dare not try it because they are too rational. How sad.It will never be possible to act rashly like Li Yuejiang. That person can calmly help others look at the car, can teach others a lesson in a suit and leather jacket, and can also knock on the side of the pot with a large spoon and shout "Put it~".

When you are lonely in the middle of the night, no matter whether you are hugging someone or being hugged by others, you can't get warmth. There is no way to resolve loneliness.Su Tai said to him, "Your loneliness is the height of loneliness and seeking defeat. Everything comes and goes when you ask it, so you don't know how to cherish it."

Su Tai was hurting him, he knew it, but it seemed that he had heard Li Yuejiang say something similar many years ago, and that person was much more bitter. Few people can offend others and at the same time make people unable to refute. It's one of his skills, right?

Thinking of Li Yuejiang, Suo Yasong smiled helplessly and from the bottom of his heart.

"Let's fall in love, let's talk about a real love." Suo Yasong had been brewing the words in his heart for a long time, but before he could tell him, Su Ti encountered the past.

So when Suo Yasong complained about the strange thing of fate with Chen Xi, he thought of his past, "Li Yuejiang is also quite amazing."

After listening to his description, Chen Xi laughed, "Brother, then you have to catch up. What makes the most money now? The catering industry, it is almost becoming a chain store. It is the king of food. If you don't hurry up, you may be killed." Others are one step ahead."

"Fart restaurant king, I don't care, I want to chase after you."

"I really want to chase after him, but the gap is too great. I can't accept the excitement of turning into a chef and a teacher at the same time."

Suo Yasong's eyes widened, "What did you say? What teacher? You said you were not interested in him, how did you know? Which school is it?" Suo Yasong would laugh every time he thought of Li Yuejiang, and his heart felt very empty after laughing. I endured it for a while and still wanted to know about that person. I often went to my grandparents' place recently and found that Li Yuejiang only came at noon, not at night.If it wasn't for Chen Xi's slip of the tongue, he really didn't know what Li Yuejiang was busy with.

Chen Xi, a potential enemy, could not help but draw his attention.Seeing Suo Yasong's hair bristling like a dog guarding food, Chen Xi had no choice but to tell the truth. He happened to see him teaching English to adults in a cram school.

Suo Yasong's expression was distorted in disbelief, how could it be possible?That guy who didn't study well is actually going to mislead his disciples now.I heard from my father that he didn't even graduate from middle school, and later he managed to get a diploma through the help of a familiar principal.

The study class is exactly the same as the brochure, and the class is small, with one teacher facing twenty or so students.Li Yuejiang sat on a high chair, sometimes wrote words on the whiteboard with his backhand, and sometimes joked humorously, "Is loseface a common phrase?"

The students below shook their heads ambiguously, and some whispered "Chinese English." When Suo Yasong found Li Yuejiang smiling, he was quite likable.

"I said yes, why? A long time ago, in the United States, when the railway was being repaired, two brothers in mandarin jackets and braided hair met face to face, and they clasped their fists together, longtimenosee."

There was a roar of laughter below.

Li Yuejiang waited for the laughter to fade away and said, "Now it is also included in the entry, American English. Why, because more people speak it, how many Chinese are there? If more English is spoken, how about it? That is popularization English, someone said laughsixyoulaugh to me a few days ago, you should laugh six times.”

There was laughter again, and the time was quite long.

It was just a small episode, and Li Yuejiang, who was as sharp as Li Yuejiang, would also exude his own affinity. Suo Yasong felt incredible, and there was a flat mouth that was wronged by a villain painted with oil stains in his heart, "He knows how to bully me."

Suo Yasong was both aggrieved and angry, and snorted, Americans don't recognize it, okay?Holding the profile in hand, I went to the principal, "I think you are suspected of false hype. I know this person, who has no degree of returnee at all, but it says studying in Canada for nine years. Why is that?"

Li Yuejiang didn't see Suo Yasong again until he got off work. Before he left, the principal left him alone. This was his middle school classmate, the guy who was called by the monitor behind his ass, and now he actually resisted the banner of the education industry.Rubbing his hands back and forth, he smiled awkwardly, "Why don't you go to the kindergarten and help?"

"What? Suo Yasong is bothering you?"

The principal winked, "You know him? He came to apply for IELTS, saying that your educational background does not match." He didn't dare to tell Li Yuejiang, Suo Yasong also said, "I don't feel safe when you use such a teacher. That person is in my company. When I went to work, I used a fake diploma."

Li Yuejiang smiled, "Okay, I'll go, really, I told you not to write like that, but I didn't listen."

The principal smiled apologetically, showing a canine tooth, "You won't be angry, will you?"

"No, how is it possible?"

The principal patted his chest and promised, "It's okay. I'll call you back after he graduates."

Li Yuejiang quietly rolled his eyes, that man is studying well, he can speak at least three languages, and he will come here to take classes?

Li Yuejiang rarely thought of the past, when he said something exciting after drinking, and when he woke up Da Bao pretended not to know anything, so he also pretended he hadn't said anything.

Because Qian Peilin drove him out, and Li Jia refused to go home with him, Jiang Jiang ran to Chang Xia angrily, "Dad, if there is him, there is no me, and if there is me, there is no him." Li Jia called his son over and over again, no matter what. No matter how provocative Li Yuejiang was, he never mentioned leaving.As for Chang Xia, when he arrived, Dabao was no longer there.

Staggered cities and staggered lives, after a few years, if you look at the original events from another perspective, you will have different feelings.Including the attitude towards Champelin, including Suo Yasong.

Li Yuejiang felt that he had inherited his father's genes in some aspects of his dullness, and after many years, he would always think of that boy, Suo Yasong, who walked through the forest of steles and wore a white shirt when he came out of the cemetery, the sad moment made him feel extremely warm .

Li Yuejiang lives upstairs in the hotel, and the night market is below.Sitting cross-legged on the bed, he was in a daze with concentration. In fact, he didn't have much time to think about the past, and he thought more about the future.You must rely on your own strength to grow up quickly in order to save your father and make your mother's life better.

With too many things pressing on his chest, Suo Yasong became a small piece, and he had to wait for his spare time to open it, take a look at it lightly, and then slowly seal it.Although I miss it, although I no longer repel it, I can only open my arms when I wait for that person to approach me actively.

The child, who was like a small animal, couldn't help but want to bully him. He suppressed the irritability in his heart, lit a cigarette that was full of flavor as always, took two puffs, and placed it across his chest.

No need to turn on the lights, the neon red light outside the window can illuminate the room, and the floor changes from red to green as the lights change.Deep in thought, summing up the harvest of this day, the noisy nightlife is still lively despite the coolness of autumn, and everyone's life continues as usual.

Suo Yasong hadn't seen Li Yuejiang for a long time, so he naturally regretted it, so what if he was quick-tongued for a while?To get to the bottom of it, coming over as soon as you hear the news is impulsive in itself.It's easy to find someone, call Chen Xi, or ask Su Tai for help, but Suo Yasong doesn't want to, the injury he has suffered is too deep, he is also afraid of Li Yuejiang turning into a well rope.Human beings always have a sense of crisis to protect things that they cannot control. No matter how curious they are, they don't want to take the initiative to try.

Suo Yasong did not predict in advance, so he went to his father.

Palin is comforting Li Jia.

The cause of the incident was very simple. Li Jia ordered a suit, and Palin accompanied him to pick it up.It was a retro-style plaid outfit with a slit at the back. When Li Jia first chose the style, Li Jia was hesitant. It was Palin who persuaded him again and again, saying that this style was also very suitable for him, and he seemed to have a different temperament.

Li Jia put it on when he was trying on clothes in the store when he felt itchy. He entered the store by himself. Palin sat in the car and waited.Seeing Li Jia came back, he immediately put away his things and opened the car door, and put the bag in the back seat for him.

People who wear new clothes will feel better for no reason. Li Jia asked Palin enthusiastically, "Does it look good?" Palin looked around the street to see how to turn around, "Put it in the bag, and I didn't look at it. "

Li Jia obviously went in wearing a gray suit, but when he came out the difference was so obvious that Palin didn't notice it at all, obviously he didn't pay attention to what he was wearing.

"In a bag? I'm wearing it."

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm only looking at the face, not the clothes." Perrin freed up a hand to caress Li Jia's shoulder, as if smoothing the feathers of a bird.

Li Jia couldn't say anything when he was depressed, it was inevitable, he had been together for too long, and he had heard the joke about the pleated pajamas, but he didn't expect it to happen to him, and he felt as sad.It's not that Pei is about to change his mind, but that he's numb.Li Jia believed that if something happened to him, Palin would be the first to rush over.All too aware of how much this person loves him, and all too aware that such bland neglect is inevitable.In fact, I don't notice what Palin is wearing every day, and it's unrealistic for him to care about me in every detail.

It's just not fresh anymore.

Suo Yasong saw the flirtatiousness of the two people's breathless words, and Perin blocked Li Jia by the wall, "Are you angry?" He didn't notice that his son was sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Suo Yasong shrank down, hiding his figure with the cover of the back of the sofa.

Li Jia shook his head, "I'm not angry."

"You still say you're not angry?" Li Jia didn't know what his father had done, so he giggled twice, "Don't make trouble, I'll let them prepare what you want to eat."

There was the sound of the rubbing of the cloth, and Suo Yasong, who hadn't seen anyone, could tell by feeling that they were hugging each other.

"Li Jia, you know how much I love you."

"I know."

"At the beginning you liked women so much, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be going through what you are doing now."

"Palin, listen to me."

Perrin put a finger on his mouth, and his tone was softer and softer, "I was always worried that you would abandon me and leave me."

"How? Impossible, Perrin…"

Palin looked bitterly, "Your son always wants you to leave. Your family still doesn't know about your situation and they said they would introduce you to a girlfriend. I was very sad to hear that your mother asked you to go on a blind date." Li Jia Unexpectedly, Palin would have such thoughts, and quickly comforted, "Palin, don't think too much, she just said it casually, I really don't mean that."

Palin leaned against Li Jia's arms, and Li Jia spoke softly and promised again and again.Suo Yasong knows his father too well, he must not think so.He raised his head and looked back, showing his eyes on the sofa, and sure enough, his father was hugging Li Jia.From an angle that Li Jia couldn't see, the smile lines in the corners of the man's eyes still had a smug expression, he was naughty, like a child, he didn't know such a father and such a Li Jia.

The two went upstairs, but they didn't find such a big living person nestled in the sofa.

Suo Yasong is jealous and helpless, they monopolize each other, and there is no one else in their eyes except that person.Li Yuejiang said back then that he was looking forward to the separation of his father and Li Jia, but Suo Yasong denied it categorically. In fact, he had said to himself thousands of times in his heart, separate quickly, you will not be happy together.

In my impression, Li Jia has always been a bad man, trying to save his own family.No matter how polite Suo Yasong was to Li Jia on the surface, he still believed that he was one of the culprits that contributed to his mother's death.He is not as straightforward as Bai Li, and he cannot be exonerated.

But he never knew that it was his father's blind pursuit that made his man change the course of his life.I live in this environment, and I have witnessed from a young age how Li Jia fell in love with men, and how did he get together with his father?Suddenly realized that some people can't be separated by saying that they are separated.

When Sawyerson was growing up, it was when Hitchcock's movies were popular, and he wished countless times that he could calmly put the right dose of poison into the drink that the man drank like a little woman.Even though their education and moral codes do not allow them to do it, and even spit something out, they still have the heart but not the guts.But silently cursing in my heart, superficially accepting but rejecting behaviors are all ways of denying the existence of this person.

There's no kid who went through what he did and did better.Suo Yasong is a child after all. The psychological shadow of his youth is that Li Jia destroyed his happy family. This man is like the mistress who is used to vulgar tricks in the [-] o'clock drama, and the young master from a rich family. Exhausted all means and scheming.Sooner or later, one day, let him taste the coldness of the world after his love has turned weak.

But now, it seems that there are two firepowers fighting in my heart, on the one hand he hesitates, on the other hand he persists.His grandfather had Aunt Xue, and his father had Li Jia. These two poisonous snakes existed. Suo Yasong carefully smiled and waited for time to pull out their fangs. What happened today made him even more depressed.

Suo Yasong was annoyed, he had no clue about this kind of thing, and he was unable to sort it out, so the low pressure permeated the surroundings.

When going out for a ride with Su Ti, someone rode a mountain bike and sped past the window. He only glanced at the back of a student with flying hair wearing a mountaineering bag, but Suo Yasong recognized that it was Li Yuejiang.

Be sure to squeeze Su Tai aside and take over the steering wheel.He drank a little wine, so Su Tai naturally wouldn't let him get what he wanted, and Suo Yasong's eyes turned red during the two of them quarreling.He was not stimulated by Li Yuejiang, but in a flash, he saw a little boy sitting on the horizontal bar.

From the time when Su Ti met Suo Yasong, he felt that he was a guy with no limit of patience, very similar to a meek person, but now he seemed to have reached a critical point and exploded, which only made him feel cute.The consequence of pampering Soyason was getting into trouble and crashing into someone else's car.

For Suo Yasong, this is a trivial matter, which can be handed over to Su Tai.He sneaked out of the car, looked around, and found that it was an elementary school.With Fu Ling's heart, he can be sure in an instant that Li Yuejiang is inside.

If it was his son, if he got married in the years he didn't pay attention to, if he didn't like men like his father, if his son was also in primary school... Suo Yasong didn't think how far-fetched the reason was, he just thought His head was about to explode, and within ten minutes, he was going to be tortured insanely.

The author has something to say: a small tidbit:

1.

A certain soy sauce man: I have appeared in your article three times, in three different works. Since I will have a role in the next chapter, can you give me a name?

Mouyang is innocent: You are a supporting role~, in fact, it is already rare to have so many appearances.The name and everything are floating clouds~ Soy sauce man: I don’t want floating clouds, I don’t want supporting roles, I want to be the protagonist~~~ Mouyang: This is a Tanmei novel, are you sure you want to be the protagonist

The soy sauce man suddenly realized: Oh, my God, let's not do it!

The God of Danmei smiled slightly: I really didn't like you.

Everyone is silent~~

2. I believe many people have heard the story of the pleated pajamas, so let me repeat it.

A certain girl hooked up with her husband, and prepared two sets of pajamas, one in tender pink and one in noble purple. After changing for two days, she saw that her husband was not of that nature. There is no shrimp reaction.So a certain woman asked her husband, didn't you see the pajamas I was wearing?Everyone knows the answer, "I saw it, and I think it's very good. I'm so busy, I didn't pay attention. In fact, I have been paying attention to you. The pink you wore on the first day looked pure and lovely (happy~~); the second day I wear purple, which looks noble and generous (satisfied~~~); I think the flesh-colored one on the third day looks the best, but there are too many folds and I have to iron it (silent~~~)