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"I don't know the reason? How dare you tell me the reason? He was sick two days ago, and he just recovered after a while. Today, when we were driving to the beach to play, he just got close to the beach, and he suddenly had cramps..."

"Mr. Lawrence, you have to be reasonable! After a tomography scan and other precise examinations, Mr. Ji Xiaoxue's body is in his middle age, and there is no reason for the disease. Even his blood pressure and cholesterol are higher than those of the same age. He is healthier, so he must be paying attention to his health.” The doctor obviously had a headache when he questioned him.

"Snow's self-control has always been impeccable."

The doctor opened his lips, seemed to think for a moment before saying: "I suggest you, why not send him to a psychiatrist for a look, it may be a childhood trauma, or something similar to a mental injury, that made him suddenly and frequently suffer from illness at this moment Come on, there may be some trigger point that caused this. Otherwise, in terms of medicine, not only is Mr. Ji not sick, but his body is more healthy than the average person. There will be such a sudden illness, which cannot be explained except for mental factors. .”

After the doctor finished speaking, he left, Bourne sat beside the hospital bed angrily, not long after, Ji Xiaoxue woke up in the hospital bed.

The smell of disinfectant in the hospital was a bit pungent, and there was a tense feeling in the air, as if too many people were dying here, just like he was rescued in the sea water, and the smell was exactly the same as that of the hospital at that time. The smell was so bad that it gave him a severe headache, and he just wanted to leave this place immediately.

"Xue, how do you feel? Are you still feeling sick?"

As soon as he found that he was awake, Bourne immediately stepped forward to care, his electric eyes showed full of worry, Ji Xiaoxue rolled his eyes left and right, only to realize that he was really in the hospital.

Memories from the past came back more and more frequently and made him lose control more and more. The man's words were buzzing in his ears, but he couldn't understand the meaning of his words at all. He only remembered his mother's howling face hole.

"You suddenly had cramps and then passed out, and I'm about to ask the doctor for a full set of tests."

"No need, I'm fine!"

He sat up halfway, Bourne patted his shoulder with his palm, not letting him force himself. "Lie down again, Xue, if you do this a few more times, my heart will definitely be so frightened that I can't stand it. You have a sudden seizure and then faint again. You need a more precise examination."

The heat in the palm was like volcanic lava, with a heat of more than a thousand degrees. It would not only burn a scar on his shoulder, but also melt his muscles and bones, pushing him into a burning hell that would never be restored.

All the resentment and resentment suddenly erupted from the bottom of his heart like a spring spurting wildly. It was because of Bourne's repeated pestering that he signed that messy sex contract without noticing it.

Also because Bourne tried every means to seduce and seduce him, just to make him feel for him, his usual peaceful life was smashed to pieces by this willful and boring man.

The man who had everything in the world just wanted to play with him, toss him aside when he was torn to pieces—just like the man his mother had met.

On the first night, he used aphrodisiacs to make him obey. Afterwards, he always caressed his body to the extreme and controlled him with sexual moves. None of the sweet words he said was true. He had been in countless relationships. If the men and women in the world believe his sweet words, it just means that they are the biggest idiots in history.

This man wantonly broke his self-control, trying to make him go crazy in pain, and the past scenes attacked his mind. It was all the fault of this low-level and nasty man. He thought of his mother's lover's grief, and his own indelible pain.

It's all this man's fault!

It's all him, it's all him!Allowing himself to rediscover the past pain that he had thrown away, uneasiness, pain, frenzy, sadness, despair, any feelings he wanted to forget and never want to experience again, all because of this man disrupting a pool of spring water.

The resentment made him slap Bourne's hand off vigorously, his screams contained more and more frenzy that could not be hidden, as well as the grief and despair that he never wanted to be known by others.

He would rather be alone to the point of going crazy alone than experience the pain and despair of falling in love with someone who shouldn't be loved.

Being rejected, abandoned, and hurt by others, he will never experience such sadness again!

"Don't touch me!" he screamed as if trying to shatter his faltering self-control.

The feeling of being rejected is hard to accept, but Bourne tried to put on a relaxed smile. He didn't want to aggravate Ji Xiaoxue's condition. He loved him and hoped that he could rest well.

It's just that from before to now, he has been rejected by Ji Xiaoxue countless times, but he has never been so excited like this, as if Ji Xiaoxue hated him deeply, and even felt that his touching was extremely disgusting and extremely dirty.

"Xue, lie down obediently, this is the 'order' from the president."

This witty remark used to make Ji Xiaoxue reply with wonderful words, but now Ji Xiaoxue looked at him with wide bloodshot eyes, and the unbearable, surging disgust began to surge up, and he was so excited that he could no longer control it.

No, he no longer wants to control!

He has no feelings for this man, and it is impossible for him to have feelings, but this man always does everything possible to test him, trying to break his strong defense.

His pursuit reminds him of the dark past. Sleeping in his arms will make him feel at ease inexplicably. When kissing him, the blood will speed up. When making love with him, he will feel dizzy. Even the dirty jokes he said , will make your legs tremble.

All the things that shouldn't have happened to him happened, and all the emotions he didn't want to experience gradually grew. Bourne mercilessly penetrated into his blood and brain, changed his consistent thinking, and destroyed his strong Will, strike at his perfect self-control, destroy his ego personality.

He felt that his limbs were being torn apart, and the usually calm self was getting farther and farther away, leaving only the increasingly dilapidated past lingering behind him.

Whose fault is this?

It's all Bourne's fault!

"Orders? Of course, who would dare to disobey the orders of the Duke of Berne, because if anyone disobeys, you can easily destroy his reputation and make him regret offending you a million times."

"Xue, you are too excited, lie down and rest obediently."

His current state of mind is very strange, Bourne said softly, and did not confront him head-on, Ji Xiaoxue waved his hand away again, feeling disgusted, why just putting this man's hand on his arm can cause Such high heat?Had he really developed foolish feelings for this man?

No, it's impossible, it's impossible for him to have any love and affection for this arrogant and self-righteous man!

Even if there is, he will uproot it!Let yourself return to the unmoved self again.

"Don't touch me with your dirty hands!"

Bourne paused for a moment, Ji Xiaoxue's voice became more and more high-pitched, her tone became more and more excited, and her words became more and more unpleasant.

"All you want is the pleasure of conquering me. You have touched so many women with your dirty hands. If you didn't wear a condom on that dirty part, I would never allow you to touch me!"

"Snow, you are so excited!"

The pressure on his shoulders became stronger, and he waved again, this time pushing Bourne away by the hospital bed.

"I've said it before, don't touch me with your dirty hands, it will make me want to throw up! I don't understand why I'm crazy, even if I want to make money again, I shouldn't fulfill the contract with you, Because I just can't stand you touching me!"

Bourne took a deep breath, but his face had slowly sunk. "Xue, I don't understand why you said that, I thought our relationship was getting warmer..."

"There is no relationship between us at all!" He yelled to indicate this, "I was designed by you to sign a contract, every time you touch me, I suppress the disgusting feeling, you think you are clever flirting, but the words you said are disgusting and obscene, and the animal-like behavior is simply unbearable for me."

Bourne's face turned black, "I thought you liked the sex between us."

"How dare you say the word sex, so many women you have sex with them, please forgive me, I forgot to say, even many men, you have sex with them, you think you are having sex , but those people are all forced to have a sexual relationship with you for money, how can it be sex, there is no love between you.”

Bourne moved his lips, but he has a lot of love history in the past, he can never destroy his past deeds, but his sincerity.Can't Ji Xiaoxue feel it?

"You and I are by no means comparable to the relationship between them. Can't you feel how much I cherish and love you?"

"If you call bestial copulation, sex for money, love, then there's something wrong with your head, I don't feel anything for you, your touch makes me sick to the core, what you say The sweet talk makes me want to vomit even more!"

"So if it wasn't for the money, for that contract, it would be absolutely impossible for you to have sex with me?"

Bourne's question was very calm, but it was as cold as ice cubes in a freezer. He uttered a tone and tone that Ji Xiaoxue had never heard before.

Ji Xiaoxue yelled and replied: "Of course not! I can't stand you touching me anymore, every touch of yours gives me goosebumps, and I'm begging you to end it quickly and stop torturing me when I'm in bed." body of……"

He didn't have a chance to finish, because Bourne hit the wall with his fist hard, and the bang sound made a hole in the wall, but Bourne's knuckles were bleeding from it, and his eyes were on his face. The sky is completely scorching hot, but the words that are spoken are as cold as arctic ice.

"You've made it very clear, Ji Xiaoxue. I believe that with your ingenuity, you understand why I dote on you and how special you are to me. As my secretary, you already know that I am in love with you." How long ago I lost contact with those romantic affairs, I love you with all my heart, and dote on you like a demon, but you say such unfeeling words to me today, then I understand your mind very well."

Putting away his fists, Bourne's aristocratic majesty remained unchanged. His back was straight, his tone was dignified, and his voice was even more resounding.

"If you think that we are just a beastly copulation, or even a cheap contract, then from today onwards, I will never touch you again, and you don't have to endure my disgusting touch anymore. I will pay the money, but you don’t need to provide your sexual services, I, Bourne, never make any physical transactions with people who hate me to this extent.”

There was no quarrel at all in this fight, because Bourne's voice was always very calm, but a hole was blasted in the wall. When Bourne walked out of the ward, blood dripped from his knuckles and kept dripping on the floor, but he didn't care. Leaving Ji Xiaoxue without saying a word, only her bloody fist trembled slightly.

Everything was calm again, Ji Xiaoxue never thought it would be so easy to solve, but this is indeed Bourne's personality.

He is smart and wise, humorous and charming, but he also adheres to principles and never forces others, but he never tolerates insults and curses.

Ji Xiaoxue laughed, at first it was just a hehe laugh, and finally she laughed louder and louder, even though she was trembling from laughter and covered her lips with her hands, she still couldn't stop her wild laughter.

The few crackling sounds turned out to be a few tears dripping on the bed quilt, which was quickly absorbed by the quilt. Ji Xiaoxue buried herself in the laughter, ignoring the sourness of the tears, and even more forcefully controlled the tears just now. When Bourne walked out, he felt a deep sense of loss in his heart.

His heart was screaming furiously, urging him to chase him out, don't let himself do the thing he regretted most in his life, but he ignored it completely, he found peace and safety again, let the prince find his princess .

Just let him turn into a weak and inconspicuous bubble in the vast sea of ​​people and disappear in the sea. Without princes and happiness, naturally there will be no extravagance and pain.

That's what he wants, isn't it?

Ji Xiaoxue was discharged from the hospital and returned to the resort on her own. Bourne had already come back first. Elizabeth was sitting next to Bourne in the lounge, and Bourne was listening to the report of the resort manager.

"Because continuous large consumption in a short period of time is too weird, so when he bought the tenth item, we stopped using this card. We couldn't contact you personally, and made such a reckless decision, please forgive."

Elizabeth shifted her gaze to the paper submitted by the manager, which contained the money spent in the past two days when Bourne's VIP card was used as a credit card.

Elizabeth said, "It's too exaggerated! He simply used your card to buy the most expensive and easiest thing to exchange for cash, and he even dared to buy this kind of thing. Bourne, it seems that you have been treated as an offer cash out."

The manager's words were not finished yet, "And he asked the staff to open the room between you and Mr. Ji in the past two days, saying that it was your permission, and he was holding your gold card. The staff did not dare to disobey, so they had to open the room. , but we have sent guards to prevent him from moving your and Mr. Ji’s personal belongings.”

"There's nothing valuable in my room!" Bourne's face didn't change at all even when he heard about it.

"Mr. Lawrence, do you need to call the police? The amount of these card swipes was all due to our ignorance, which caused your loss. If you want to call the police, the police will definitely be able to deal with it soon."

Bourne said softly: "No need, it's my own fault. I gave him the card to check in, but forgot to get it back. Your handling is very good, so that I don't have any more losses. This matter That's all for now."

"When did you become a kind person, Bourne? He swiped almost 500 million."

Facing Elizabeth's joke, Bourne replied with his usual understatement, "When you were my fiancée, you spent more than 500 million casually, and this money is nothing."

Elizabeth wrinkled her nose, "Anyway, it must be because you know that he is Mr. Secretary's younger brother, so you don't want to pursue this matter."

"It was me who was too hasty and careless at the beginning. It has nothing to do with my secretary."

"Secretary? How serious are you speaking? Didn't you talk so much before?" Elizabeth's mocking voice made Bourne silent.

"Elizabeth, I contacted your husband and he said he will be able to pick you up tomorrow."

"No, I don't want to leave. I want to continue to watch your out-of-control jokes, and I also want to see the eyes of Mr. Secretary who are more and more fascinated by you."

Bourne didn't answer, but Elizabeth saw Ji Xiaoxue walk in the door sharply. She waved her hands, "Come here, Mr. Secretary, come quickly, Bourne has done another stupid thing for you, hehehe."

Ji Xiaoxue hesitated before coming over, but when he came over, Bourne had already stood up from his seat.

"Eliza, shut up."

His voice was neither heavy nor soft, and very short, but his eyes were sharp, and Elizabeth was startled. She has been with Bourne for many years, and she understands it very well. If she talks too much about the matter handled by the manager at this moment, Bourne will Very angry, and to make him angry is asking for trouble.

"Miss Elizabeth, what's the matter?"

Elizabeth stood up flirtatiously, and said in a very sensible way: "Nothing, I just want to say good night to you before going to bed. Mr. Secretary, Bourne seems to be in a bad mood today, please, be sure to stay on the bed Give him a good massage."

"If the President needs it."

Bourne rebuffed, "No need, just ask the manager to arrange a massage for me. I'm here to say good night too, Elizabeth, get a good night's sleep, Mr. Ji, and you too."

"Mr. Ji, what about the snow you kept talking about a few days ago? Why did you become so unfamiliar all of a sudden?"

Bourne didn't answer her question, turned around and left. There was already someone waiting for him beside the elevator entrance. Elizabeth looked at this scene in astonishment, then turned to Ji Xiaoxue, and asked puzzledly: "Mr. Wrong? Bourne got on the elevator with another woman?"

"The president's affair is always going on." His voice remained calm, but a cold wind came from his heart.

"Nonsense, of course I know how many Aventures Bourne has had. With his wealth and character, and his sweet mouth that deceives people to death, women want to climb onto his bed like crazy and kick him off. I got one, and there are a hundred more who want to climb up, but what's going on? You and Bourne..."

"The president is just my employer!"

Elizabeth laughed, "Are you arguing, right? Because your eyes reveal a very lonely expression, but Bourne is a considerate lover, and it is impossible for him to do such a rude and disrespectful thing to you. He must just be You should happen to be in the same elevator as that woman."

"I have no right to say anything about the president."

His tone was calm, and Elizabeth suddenly shut up, looked deeply at his expression, and then showed sympathy.

"I won't say any more nonsense, Mr. Secretary, Bourne must be a big bastard to make you show this expression. Go to bed early, I was just talking nonsense, in fact, Bourne must have just happened to be with you That woman is just like an elevator, so it's impossible to have anything to do with her, so don't think about it."

"I'm not thinking about it." He kept distanced himself.

Elizabeth paused for a while, and held his hand, "I'll scold Bourne for you, you can't show this expression again."

He smiled slightly, "Good night, Miss Elizabeth, thank you for your kindness, but I really only have a master-slave relationship with the president."

Elizabeth didn't make any rebuttals, but Xueli's face, smiling in front of her, seemed too broken to bear to see, so Elizabeth remained silent intelligently.