seek fate

Su Yuanheng almost vomited out of strength, lying on the toilet seat, panting.

Siva followed worriedly: "Are you all right? Is it because of a bad stomach?"

Su Yuanheng waved his hands, stood up and faced his face: "Maybe I'm tired from driving all day, just take a nap."

"Can you go to work tomorrow?"

"It's okay." Su Yuanheng looked at his watch: "It's getting late, you go back first. You have to work tomorrow."

"I don't care. Werner's not here, I feel like I'm on vacation."

Siva is a free agent, has a strong backer behind her, and is very successful in the entertainment industry.Beitang Minqian didn't like being restrained. The reason why he signed the contract with Siva at the time was that Siva had discovered him, and secondly, Siva was a person who likes freedom just like him, and he could be given full freedom in this regard.

"Hey, these days I'm going to find a relationship and find out about Werner. Haha, don't let this guy be kidnapped by a fan. Go to work, and I'll let you know if there's any news." Siva patted him on the shoulder.

Su Yuanheng wiped his face and responded.

Siva left.

Su Yuanheng thought that he would not be able to fall asleep lying on the bed, but who knew that as soon as he turned over, he fell asleep until dawn the next day.If it wasn't for the alarm clock to wake him up, he would probably be late for work on the first day after the holiday.

He went back to the hospital on time, the cases piled up like a hill, and before he had time to worry about Beitang Minqian, he was buried by work.

In fact, he also knew in his heart that 90.00% of Beitang Minqian was taken back by Beitang Yazhi. However, with his ability, if he wanted to come back, he would come back without anyone looking for him.

After two weeks in such a hurry, Siva didn't know if he couldn't find anyone, or he forgot about it, and he didn't contact him all the time.Beitang Minqian naturally had no news at all.

Su Yuanheng was so busy in the hospital that he didn't have much time to think about him.Anyway, they often parted like this, and they were used to it.And to be honest, he wasn't too worried about something happening to him.For a person like Beitang Minqian, with such a background, those who want to mess with him can only seek death by themselves.

However, his body has been weird recently, he always feels a little lack of energy, and he has no appetite to eat.Even the dean noticed it, and asked him worriedly: "Why do I feel that you are not as healthy as before after taking a long vacation? Did you take a good rest?"

Su Yuanheng smiled wryly.He doesn't know what's going on, it seems that he really needs to find some time to check it out.

That evening, after an operation, Su Yuanheng didn't drive, and took a taxi home. Somehow, he fell asleep in the car tired, and the driver woke him up when he got home.

When Su Yuanheng got off the car, he saw the community doctor from last time hovering in front of his apartment.

"Oh, Mr. Su, hello, you are finally back!"

"Hello." Su Yuanheng nodded to him, only to remember that he forgot to ask his last name last time.

The doctor waved the document bag in his hand: "I'm here to send you the last inspection report."

Su Yuanheng had already forgotten about this, and couldn't help being slightly taken aback.

The doctor smiled and said, "The contact information I left last time belongs to that friend of yours. I haven't been able to get in touch after searching for a few days. I remember that you seem to live in this building, so I have to wait here."

Su Yuanheng felt a little sorry: "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting. Do you want to go up and have a glass of water?"

"Okay. I've been waiting for you here for a long time, and the guard didn't tell me which floor you live on. My feet are numb from standing."

Su Yuanheng asked him to go upstairs, and poured him a glass of water when he got home.

The doctor finished his drink and said, "My surname is Qiu, and my name is Qiu Zhiyuan. This is your examination report, you can read it first."

"Is there anything unusual?" Su Yuanheng casually opened the envelope.

"This... is abnormal." At this point, Qiu Zhiyuan gave him a strange look and said, "But your test results are indeed different from others. You seem... as if..."

Su Yuanheng had already seen the blue notice in the report, and felt a buzzing sound in his head, and suddenly went numb.

"Are you okay?" Qiu Zhiyuan also knew this kind of thing, and most people probably couldn't accept it. Seeing his face, he felt uneasy.

Su Yuanheng leaned on the sofa and sat down slowly, feeling a huge wave in his heart.

Qiu Zhiyuan looked at him worriedly, waited for a long time, and couldn't help but said: "Maybe there is something wrong with the report. You can go to a big hospital for another detailed examination to see if there is something wrong."

You know, the chance of meeting one Maya in 1 people is very small, and the chance of this Maya being gay is even smaller, and the gay is still...

That's why Qiu Zhiyuan had to hand over the report to him in person.After all, the less people know about this kind of thing, the better.

Su Yuanheng finally came to his senses.

No wonder the body is so easily tired, lethargic, and has no appetite recently.It turned out that the last thing he wanted to happen happened.

"I see, thank you, Doctor Qiu." Su Yuanheng's voice was a little weak, but very calm.

Qiu Zhiyuan said: "I know that you are also a doctor yourself, so you must know better than me. Uh... Although I am not an expert in this field, I have done some research. If you have any questions, you can contact me at any time. This is my Business card." Qiu Zhiyuan put the business card on the coffee table, saw that his expression was not good, so he stopped disturbing him, got up and left.

Su Yuanheng sat quietly on the sofa, slowly putting his hands on his stomach.

Finally... Will he also follow his father's path?

The physique of Maya people is different from that of ordinary people, and the contraceptive pills used are also different from ordinary people. They should not exceed [-] hours, otherwise they will fail.

Su Yuanheng remembered the night when Beitang Minqian came back the first day. After they had sex, he secretly gave himself sleeping pills, and he slept until the evening of the next day before waking up.

I'm afraid it was that one time, just that one time, the time expired and the medicine failed.

Su Yuanheng tightly closed his eyes.

Maya was conceived emotionally, with his feelings for Beitang Minqian, one time is enough...

For more than six years, he has been cautious and cautious. It's not that he doesn't want to help Beitang Minqian give birth to a child, but because of Beitang Minqian's identity and personality, will he let himself give birth to him?The illegitimate child of a gay lover?

illegitimate child……

The word tightly gripped Su Yuanheng's heart, making him curl up in pain.

dad……

Su Yuanheng fell on the sofa for a long time, motionless.He thought a lot, and all kinds of thoughts flashed through his mind one by one.

This child... To, or not to?

It's only been over a month now, and there's still... still time.

But... I can't bear it!I can't bear it!

Su Yuanheng thought about it all night.

This child came so unexpectedly that people were caught off guard.But he knew that he would never allow his own child to become an illegitimate child.If he wants to keep this child, he must let him grow up in a normal environment and let him have a healthy family.

Su Yuanheng could no longer wait in silence, so he called Siva early the next morning.

Siva's phone finally got through, and now the person is actually in Switzerland.He yelled over there: "Damn! I'm on a business trip now, and I'm working as a babysitter for a dead child. I've inquired about Werner, why didn't you tell me about his family's background? I checked for a long time , was almost wiped out by the Beitang family!

"I can't go back now. I can't mess with Werner's background. The airport has his exit record. He should be in the United States now, and I can't get in touch. Let's wait. Anyway, he will be fine. I will talk about it when I go back. "After finishing speaking, I hung up in a hurry.

America……

Su Yuanheng rubbed his forehead tiredly.

He can't go abroad like this now.His physique is unusual, he is less than three months old, and flying by plane is very dangerous.But... this matter cannot be delayed.

When Su Yuanheng was on vacation, he picked up Qiu Zhiyuan's business card, hesitated for a long time, and finally made a call.

"Doctor Su, it's you, what's the matter?"

"I... want to do a special inspection, is it convenient for you?"

Qiu Zhiyuan was silent for a moment, and said, "Come to my private clinic. I'm just a substitute for the community hospital. The address of my clinic is on the business card. When will you come?"

"Is now okay?"

"Ok, I will wait for you."

Su Yuanheng came to his private clinic according to the address, it was not very far, and it took [-] minutes to drive there.There were not many people here in Qiu Zhiyuan, which surprised him a little.

"So you are a Chinese medicine doctor?"

"Hehehe, combining Chinese and Western medicine." Qiu Zhiyuan said with a smile, "I originally studied Chinese medicine, but I suddenly became interested in Western medicine a few years ago, so I temporarily changed my career. But I have all the equipment here, and there is no problem for you to check."

Su Yuanheng whispered: "I don't want others to know about this, so I have to come to you..."

"I understand." Qiu Zhiyuan smiled.

Su Yuanheng did a routine checkup and took an ultrasound.Sure enough, it has been a month and a half, and the results showed that there was blood stasis in the uterus in the abdominal cavity, which was similar to a woman's uterus, and there were signs of early miscarriage.

Qiu Zhiyuan looked at the film seriously, and said: "If you want to keep the child, I suggest you take a good rest recently and don't work hard."

Su Yuanheng hesitated for a moment, then asked: "I may go to the United States soon, can I take a plane?"

"You're a doctor yourself, so you should know if it's okay?" Qiu Zhiyuan couldn't help but give him a white look, and said, "Don't make fun of your body. Long-distance travel, do you think you can bear it now?"

Su Yuanheng remained silent.

Qiu Zhiyuan looked at his expression, and suddenly asked, "Do you want to keep the child?"

Su Yuanheng didn't answer, picked up his coat, and said politely: "I'm sorry to trouble you today, thank you."

Qiu Zhiyuan followed behind him, and suddenly said: "Think carefully. I know you may not want this child, but many gay families in the world are eager to have their own children. You are lucky. Child ...is also a kind of hope and happiness.”

Su Yuanheng paused without looking back. After a while, he whispered: "Thank you. I will think about it carefully and contact you again if necessary."

Qiu Zhiyuan silently watched him leave, and heaved a long sigh.

Su Yuanheng submitted his resignation to the hospital.The dean was taken aback, almost thinking that he had read it wrong.

"Why did you resign suddenly?"

Su Yuanheng said in a low voice, "I'm not in good health recently, and I want to go back to the United States to recuperate for a while."

"Not feeling well? What's the matter? Are you sick? Have you checked?" Dean Wang asked repeatedly.He is an old friend of Su Yuanheng's adoptive father. When Su Yuanheng returned to China, he was the one who invited him on his own initiative, so he took great care of Su Yuanheng.

"Don't worry, it's just that the condition is not good, and I want to go to the United States for a system inspection."

"Then you don't need to resign. Besides, our hospital's medical equipment is also very advanced, so you don't have to go to the United States." Dean Wang adjusted his glasses, looked at him carefully, and sighed: "I see that your face is so pale recently. Not good. In that case, let’s suspend pay first. You have worked here for several years, and the hospital also values ​​you very much. As long as you want, you can return from leave at any time.”

Su Yuanheng thought for a while, and he was also very reluctant to part with this job, so he nodded: "Thank you, Dean."

"Is the problem serious? How long will it take to rest?"

"About a year."

"So long?" Dean Wang was taken aback.

"I just didn't want to delay working for too long, so I thought of resigning." Su Yuanheng smiled faintly: "I haven't been back for a few years. It's almost the anniversary of my parents' death, and I want to go back to see them."

Dean Wang said seriously: "Yuanheng, what's wrong with you? Don't hide it from me. You are Su Yi's son, just like my own. If you have any questions, you must tell me!"

Su Yuanheng bowed his head and remained silent.

Seeing that he refused to speak, Dean Wang sighed and said, "Okay, if you want to go back, you can go back, the hospital will reserve a position for you. Don't worry, your body is important, let me know in time if you need anything."

Su Yuanheng said sincerely: "Thank you, Dean."

He went home and rested at home according to Qiu Zhiyuan's instructions.It's just that he was used to being busy, and when he was suddenly free, he felt a little idle, so he dug out the materials and prepared to organize some of his experiences and insights in recent years into a paper.

After more than two months in such a hurry, Qiu Zhiyuan seemed very happy to know that he wanted to keep the child, and asked him to go for regular checkups.

Three months later, the child's condition gradually stabilized, but Su Yuanheng's blood pressure was abnormal, and Qiu Zhiyuan still did not recommend him to fly.

During this period, Su Yuanheng also wanted to contact Beitang Minqian through various channels.But the villa was empty, and Beitang Yazhi had already returned to China.Su Yuanheng only knew the approximate address of their old house in the United States, but had never been there, and could not find it.

Siva was working as a manager for a newcomer in Europe, but couldn't come back, and tried to contact Beitang Minqian, but also got nothing.

As time passed, Su Yuanheng's mentality gradually calmed down.

Let everything take its course.

On this day, he turned on the computer as usual, browsed some medical websites, and then looked at the news.Suddenly a piece of news shocked him.

It was a catchy headline: "An ancient family, the heir of the Beitang family is about to be engaged to the daughter of the Lin Group".

Su Yuanheng's fingers trembled slightly, and he slowly opened the link.

A five-inch photo jumped in front of me. On it was a photo of Beitang Minqian and a woman.

The two seemed to have just come out of the hotel, both wearing sunglasses, with their heads slightly lowered.Beitang Minqian walked in front, and the woman took his arm and followed closely behind.Although the photo was snapped hastily, the reporter's professional lens still took a very clear picture of the two.The woman had a slim figure, and she could be seen as a beauty from her pointed chin and beautiful red lips.

The following content is that the reporter asked Beitang Minqian whether he was engaged or not. He didn't answer, but hurriedly escorted his girlfriend into the car, acting like a flower protector.And Beitang's family has already released rumors that a grand engagement ceremony will be prepared for the two of them in the near future.

This is the news in a mainstream newspaper in the United States, which belongs to the upper class gossip file.Su Yuanheng's face was pale, and he glanced at the date, it was yesterday.

He sat on the chair blankly, staring at the photo like that, and he didn't know how long it had been.When he regained consciousness, he found himself on the phone, booking a flight to New York.

I'm going!I'm going!I'm going……

Su Yuanheng only had this thought in his mind.No matter what, he and Beitang Minqian have been together for six full years, even if they break up, there must be an explanation.

He's not a stalker.From the first day they were together, he was ready to break up.Even a few months ago, he offered to break up.

But thinking about it is one thing, and actually facing this moment is another.

He didn't want to be separated inexplicably like this.Anyway, he wants to meet him.At least... at least... about the child, you should let him know...

Su Yuanheng's mind was in confusion.He doesn't even remember how he packed his things and got on the plane.He only remembers a young couple walking in front of him when he boarded the plane.

The husband holds their baby, a sweet, smiling boy.The boy held up the teddy bear in his hand and smiled at Su Yuanheng.When the mother found out, she also turned around and smiled at Su Yuanheng.

The ten-hour flight made Su Yuanheng almost drown in restless dizziness and discomfort.The stewardess came over several times to ask him if he was okay and if he was not feeling well. Su Yuanheng said, "It's just a little airsick, it's okay."

He didn't know how he made it to his destination. When he got off the plane, he was so weak that he didn't have any strength.

He fell asleep in the hotel all day.Fortunately, he is a doctor himself, and after taking medicine, he finally regained some energy.The next day, according to the address in memory, I found the Beitang family's mansion in the rich area of ​​Long Island.

This was the first time that Su Yuanheng came to Beitang Minqian, and it was only when he stood in front of the door that he realized how reckless his behavior was.

He stood silently outside the gate for half an hour, finally made up his mind, and was about to ring the doorbell, when he heard bursts of laughter from the other side of the tree-lined path.

Su Yuanheng was slightly startled, subconsciously turned sideways and hid behind a big tree.Looking over, it was Beitang Minqian and a woman coming from the corner in front.

The woman was wearing sunglasses, and Su Yuanheng immediately recognized that she was the daughter of the Lin family in the report.Beitang Minqian and she were wearing couple outfits, both black T-shirts and dark blue jeans, and they even wore identical peaked caps.

Beitang Minqian didn't wear sunglasses, and the brim of his hat was pulled down very low, but Su Yuanheng could clearly see the smile on the corners of his mouth and eyes.

The two dressed like this looked very young, like two college students.They walked slowly down the avenue hand in hand, talking and laughing.Beitang Minqian didn't know what to say in a low voice, the girl couldn't stop laughing, she suddenly threw her hands, ran to Beitang Minqian's back, patted his shoulder and shouted loudly: "Carry me! Carry me!"

She unceremoniously jumped on Beitang Minqian's back, but Beitang Minqian actually bent down, carried her on his back, and turned around a few times on the spot.

The girl's happy laughter clearly reached Su Yuanheng's ears.He just felt cold all over, and stared blankly at the scene in front of him.

The girl suddenly lay on Beitang Minqian, and said something in his ear, Beitang Minqian also burst out laughing.Su Yuanheng faintly heard him say: "...whatever you are afraid of, anyway, I will support you for the rest of your life..."

Su Yuanheng only heard these few words in a hurry, and saw Beitang Minqian suddenly rushed towards the gate with the girl on his back.The happy laughter of the two intertwined together, against the background of the most beautiful autumn in New York, it is really an independent scenery.

Su Yuanheng slowly shrank behind the big tree, leaning against the trunk tightly, almost unable to think.He heard the two men enter the house.Turning to the other side of the big tree, I saw Beitang Minqian had put her down, took her hand, stepped on the lawn of the garden, and walked towards the main house talking and laughing.

Su Yuanheng had never seen this side of Beitang Minqian before, it felt so distant and strange.

Heartache accompanied by abdominal pain made Su Yuanheng slowly sit down along the tree trunk.

He pressed his abdomen tightly with one hand, and dug into the tree trunk with the other without knowing it.Cold sweat broke out from the corner of his forehead, making his pale cheeks look even more helpless.

Minqian...Minqian...it turns out that you have a new love so soon.

Why should I come to New York?I should stay at home, in the place that only belongs to us, and I can't see your current lover and your current happiness, so that I can live.

Su Yuanheng felt that it was extremely difficult to breathe. He sat under the tree for a long time, curled up into a ball, and hugged his stomach tightly with his hands.

It wasn't until the evening that there were more and more vehicles passing by the tree-lined road behind the trees that Su Yuanheng slowly came back to his senses.

He looked down at his watch and realized that he had sat here for more than three hours.

He supported the tree trunk and stood up slowly, but he felt a throbbing pain in his lower abdomen.

Knowing that the situation was not good, he couldn't help feeling flustered, reluctantly walked along the avenue for tens of meters, called a taxi, and returned to the hotel.

He dug out the medicine from the suitcase and swallowed it hastily with water. Su Yuanheng lay on the bed and did not dare to move.

He knew that he probably had gas in his womb, but fortunately he brought the medicine with him, and he only hoped that the child would be safe.

There are no familiar friends in the United States. If he is asked to go to the hospital by himself, he will never go.He didn't want to be repeatedly studied as a rare Maya case.

Su Yuanheng lay in the hotel for three whole days. He was in a daze every day, and only made one call to Qiu Zhiyuan to inquire about the child.

Qiu Zhiyuan heard that he was in the United States now, so he was so angry that he jumped there.It's a pity that other people are too far away, and there is no other way, so I had to recommend a few anti-birth and health-care medicines to him.

Su Yuanheng paid the tip, asked the waiter of the hotel to go to the pharmacy to buy medicine, and took it himself according to the doctor's advice, and finally recovered.

He is also a doctor himself, and he knew that with his current physical condition, he would definitely not be able to return to China, unless he was dying.When he was in better spirits, he checked out of the room, bought a ticket to the south, and took his luggage back to the place where he had lived for nine years.

Su Yuanheng has been living here since he was ten years old until he was 19 years old, and then returned to China on the recommendation of his adoptive father Su Yi. He only came back once when Su Yi passed away seven years ago.

At that time, Su Yi said to him: "After I die, you should sell the house. I have nothing with your adoptive mother, only this house, and the money from the sale is my inheritance to you."

Su Yuanheng said: "I won't sell it. Daddy, that is our home, our most precious memories."

Su Yi smiled in relief, then closed his eyes, never opening them again.

There is an oil painting of their family portrait on the fireplace, which was painted by Su Yuanheng's adoptive mother in the last few months before her death.Each stroke is very slow, very careful, full of emotion.

His adoptive mother often said: "It is fate that people meet each other. It is fate that I fell in love with your daddy. It is fate that you came to our house. We cannot force anything, we must cherish everything we have now."

The adoptive mother's hands are very warm, she likes to touch Su Yuanheng's head, and calls him "son".She once had her own son, but unfortunately she didn't see him lose it after he was ten years old.So she is very concerned about Su Yuanheng's growth bit by bit, and is full of love.

The dean's mother and adoptive mother are the closest women Su Yuanheng has ever come into contact with in his life.All his good memories and fantasies about women come from these two great women.

He deeply remembered what his adoptive mother said, fate cannot be found, and people should not have unreasonable thoughts.

It's like his adoptive parents are so loving, but they can't compete with the divine will between heaven and earth.When the thread of life comes to an end, fate also ends.

What is the fate between him and Beitang Minqian?

Maybe, it's only a few short years.Just like his father and the person he loves deeply, there is no relationship.

There were white cloths all over the room, and everything was just as dusty as he had left it.

Su Yuanheng was so exhausted that he really didn't have the energy to clean, so he hurriedly cleaned out the bedroom and fell asleep for a full 24 hours.

When he woke up, the scenery outside the window was exactly the same as before he went to bed. Su Yuanheng looked at his watch and suspected that he had only slept for ten minutes.But he soon realized that it was already the evening of the next day.

Su Yuanheng felt that his body was not as heavy as his own, and he really didn't want to move.But the hunger in his stomach reminded him that he had to eat something anyway.

When he just came back the day before, he called the electric and water company, which had resumed the provision of daily resources, and called a nearby Chinese restaurant to order a take-out dinner.However, when faced with those foods, his appetite suddenly decreased.

After finally eating some, Su Yuanheng started to tidy up the house.

I haven't come back for a long time, and it's deserted like a haunted house.It took him half a month to get everything in order.During this period of time, he didn't think about anything, he just rested his body peacefully, curled up in this familiar and warm place, and felt the life in his belly grow slowly.

It may be because he is 30 years old, and he is a man, and he has been in poor health since he became pregnant.This time he came to the United States rashly, which made him suffer a lot.After seeing Beitang Minqian make a new love, he made up his mind to keep the child.

If it is said that his fate with Beitang Minqian cannot be won, then at least this child will have a long-term fate with him.