The reborn dad is hard to be

Waiting for a person who can only love but not stay together requires courage, because such love is great, selfless and even more sacred; waiting for a person who can only love but not stay together requires a sincere heart With a tolerant heart, hide all grievances and scars, and while loving each other, you must consider the responsibility of love. ——Qi Minghao Li Zifei has always been a clean and tidy person, coupled with years of business instinct, he will not be procrastinating in his bones.

In his previous life, he found out that he was infertile, so he directly destroyed the test sheet, and his children didn't know the truth until his death.In this life, Tong Ben's family made things difficult at the beginning, and he never hesitated, directly throwing out an olive branch to turn the enemy into a friend.Now Li Zifei knows about Qi Minghao's affairs even more. He can't just go on like this. It's okay if he doesn't know, but after all, he knows now. Now that he knows, then he can't treat this kind of feeling as I didn't realize that that would be irresponsible to me, and I would be sorry for Qi Minghao's feelings for so many years.

So when Li Zifei opened the door, he decided that it's better to explain the matter openly.

Looking at Qi Minghao, Li Zifei sat down.

Qi Minghao wondered that Li Zifei seemed a little serious today, so he didn't think much about it. It might be because of illness, so he put the food from the cafeteria directly in front of Li Zifei, and smiled softly, "The cafeteria is today. But I specially made it light for you, lest you lose your appetite."

Li Zifei nodded, picked up his chopsticks and suddenly asked, "Old Qi, do you like me?"

bang!Qi Minghao slumped down on the chair, looking at Li Zifei in horror.

Yes, watch in horror.He never thought that this sentence would come out of Li Zifei's mouth.

Li Zifei pretended not to notice, and started to eat directly.

Qi Minghao looked at Li Zifei in bewilderment, how could this person still eat?What did he mean by that sentence?When did he know?What would he think? ... In short, one question after another appeared in Qi Minghao's mind. He was at a loss, but he didn't know how to answer it.

This kind of silence lasted until Li Zifei finished eating. After wiping his mouth, Li Zifei looked at Qi Minghao with some amusement. He should be the one who was surprised, but Qi Minghao looked like the end of the world.

"Zifei...you..." Qi Minghao's voice trembled a little.

"I listened to it twice because I was sick twice." Li Zifei explained directly.

Qi Minghao was paralyzed, he never thought that such a consequence would be caused by his involuntary emotion.With his left hand on the table, Qi Minghao lowered his head and leaned on his arm for a moment, not knowing what to say.admit?Then get rejected!Or deny it, and then wonder if there is no such opportunity yet?He really doesn't know.

Looking at the shrinking Qi Minghao, Li Zifei actually felt pitiful. A seven-foot man was so scared, and a criminal policeman who was fearless was so cowardly in front of him. He had some doubts whether the showdown was right or wrong. .

"Zifei..." Qi Minghao's soft moan made Li Zifei a little strange, because he could hear the fragility and fear inside, "I thought you would never know it in your life!" Qi Minghao smiled wryly, his eyes widening. With red silk, she looked at Li Zifei sadly.

Li Zifei also wanted to smile wryly, if he hadn't heard it by accident, he might never have heard it for the rest of his life.

"I love you, I have always loved you, I am physically and mentally exhausted from loving you, and I am torn to pieces." Qi Minghao fought it out, maybe there will be no second chance in this life, even if Li Zifei refuses, he will not give up, As long as he can help him, support him, and love him by his side, Qi Minghao's life will be worth it!

Surprised by the despair in Qi Minghao's words, Li Zifei was a little annoyed, because he just loved him, and why is it so miserable!

"Qi Minghao, you know I'm not gay." Li Zifei said seriously, because he felt that such things should be taken seriously.

Qi Minghao's heart skipped a beat. Li Zifei had never called his name so harshly before, and nodded bitterly, "I know." He really wanted to say that he wasn't gay, but just fell in love with him.

"Although I don't have much interest in women, I never thought of living with a man." Li Zifei stated again.

Qi Minghao felt even more uncomfortable, closed his eyes, and nodded slowly.

Li Zifei was silent, because he suddenly found that he couldn't say a word that he wanted to refuse.

Seeing Li Zifei's silence, Qi Minghao thought it was Li Zifei's refusal, but it's just not easy to say it in person to increase the distance.

After taking a few deep breaths, Qi Minghao felt a dull pain in his heart, but he still insisted on smiling and said: "It's okay, I know you, although I love you, I never thought of asking you to respond to me. Really, if you didn't choose Ming, I may never say it in my life, maybe in another ten or eight years, I will also find a woman to marry and have a fat boy... You don't have to feel burdened, I love you and we are friends This matter has nothing to do with it. Don't worry, if we leave this door today, we will act as if nothing happened. I am still your good friend, good partner, and you are still the father of the Gu family..." Said finally , Qi Minghao couldn't hold on anymore, he raised his head hastily, he was afraid, he was afraid that if he continued, his tears would fall.

Li Zifei opened his mouth and looked at Qi Minghao in front of him. Every time he said a word, Li Zifei's heart ached. He never knew that loving someone could be so humble.

"Minghao!" Li Zifei interrupted him, he didn't want to listen any more, "I never think that this incident should be treated as if it didn't happen!"

Li Zifei's words made Qi Minghao dumbfounded, what did he mean...

"Minghao, I never felt that your love is shameful. I never thought that continuing to pretend that you don't know is the best answer for you." Taking a deep breath, Li Zifei felt that if he didn't say it in one breath Go on, maybe I will never have the courage to say, "Maybe I will never respond to your expectations in my life, maybe I will never say I love you, maybe I will never put you first, and I may not be able to have a relationship with you." Any physical development, not even being able to disclose our relationship...even then, don't you care?"

Qi Minghao was shocked again, a thunderbolt struck him in a daze, what did Li Zifei mean by saying that?accepted him?

"Zifei...your words will make me think...you accept...me?" Qi Minghao's voice trembled and broke.

Li Zifei nodded, "Even if I do what I said just now, don't you care?"

"I don't care! I don't care at all!" Qi Minghao stood up fiercely, wanting to grab Li Zifei with a look of ecstasy on his face, suddenly remembered what Zifei said just now, and quickly retracted his hand, swallowing his saliva, fiercely I pinched myself and realized that it didn't seem like I was dreaming.

"My God! It's true! It turned out to be true! Zifei didn't reject me!" While talking happily to himself, he turned around on the ground, and then stopped from time to time to take a closer look at Li Zifei, and then smirked , and turn around again.

Seeing Qi Minghao like this, Li Zifei felt distressed and comforted at the same time.

He admits that emotionally, he is a selfish person.When he knew that Qi Minghao had loved him for so many years, he actually felt secretly happy.He is greedy for those days of living with Qi Minghao, and also enjoys the feeling of being alone in love with him wholeheartedly.Li Zifei knew that maybe in this life he would never understand what love is and how to love someone, but he enjoyed the feeling of being loved, so what if the other party was a man, Li Zifei knew that there might not be such a thing in this world. This is the second person who loves him like Qi Minghao, so what's wrong with living with him like this?

Qi Minghao, who calmed down a little bit, stopped in front of Li Zifei, looked at him deeply, his dark eyes were full of happiness.

"Zifei, as long as you let me stay by your side, let alone those conditions, even if you let me never appear in front of you, I will do it too." The person who falls in love first loses. correct.

"Zifei, as long as you are as usual, as long as I know that you understand my feelings, I am willing to be your friend forever."

"Zifei, don't feel that you owe me. Loving you is my business. I feel happy and beautiful in life just because of loving you. So don't deprive me of the right to pursue happiness."

"Zifei, let me say a literary word, if there are 1000 steps between us, you only need to take one step, and I will take the remaining 999 steps in your direction."

"Zifei, can you tell me... I'm not dreaming..."

Qi Minghao's tears finally fell, drop by drop on the floor.

Blinking and blinking, Li Zifei finally couldn't help it anymore, hugged Qi Minghao, and said in a choked voice: "You are really stupid!"