Rival roommate wants to be my boyfriend

"Cheng Yue, are you finished washing?" Yang Kaimiao shouted outside the bathroom door.

Just after taking a shower, he clicked on the post again and continued to read the ecstasy, Cheng Yue suddenly returned to his senses.

"After washing, come out immediately!"

He packed his things and climbed onto the bed with his mobile phone in his hand, retracted into the quilt and continued to read.

Landlord: I really fell in love with him at the first sight. He was bullied by his colleagues, and I helped him find a better job.

Landlord: His mother is sick and short of money, so I will help him with it.

Landlord: We live together, commute together, and study together.

Cheng Yue: ...

How does this experience seem familiar.

Landlord: He promised to try to consider accepting me.

This sentence seems to be what he said to An Mingyu.

Landlord: I was so happy and crazy, I thought love was coming.As a result, after a few months, he said to me, "Sorry, I still can't accept men."

Seeing this, Cheng Yue was stunned for a moment.

He popped his head out of the quilt and stared blankly at the white wall of the dormitory for a while.

A few seconds later, he got back into the quilt again.

Landlord: Now he has found a girlfriend, and it is said that he has been engaged not long ago.

Landlord: I'm going crazy, I think I'm dead.

Landlord: How could this be?When I confessed, he was obviously blushing and shy, and he didn't resist when I kissed him. He said that being with me was very exciting.

Landlord: Is this a straight man? I got it.

The post ends here, there is no follow-up, no turning point, this is the ending of the host.

Cheng Yue paused for a moment, canceled the post and read the comments of other netizens.

Most people in the post are comforting the landlord.

But there is a reply on the top with a number of likes as high as 1.3w——

[The landlord is an idiot, you dare to touch a straight man, so hurry up and find someone to abuse you. 】

Cheng Yue: ...

Zhao Xuyang didn't lie to him.

The owner's story is very similar to his.

Cheng Yue thoroughly doubted himself.

He exited that post and re-searched【How to tell if you are straight】

There are quite a few people on the forum who have asked this question.

The most talked about is that seeing the same sex will be the same as seeing the opposite sex, you will be attracted, feel shy, or be moved or liked.

Has he ever?

Maybe not.

His shyness and heartbeat only appeared when facing An Mingyu alone, and he never had these emotions for other boys.

Cheng Yue continued to search [What should I do if I was confessed to by gay? 】

It even has this.

[Most popular comment: 27L, refuse directly, let him die, treat you and him well, 870 likes]

[Ah Jie: Sisters are right, cherish life and stay away from straight men. 】

Cheng Yue opened his eyes wide, looked at the word "sister" repeatedly for a long time, and clicked in to confirm that the netizen named Ah Jie was a man.

He scratched his head.

directly refuse...

How did he answer when An Mingyu confessed to him.

He said "I promise to think about you".

Cheng Yue closed his eyes.

Has he made a big mistake already?

Cheng Yue took a deep breath, and typed [What should I do if I was confessed by a gay but I'm not sure if I'm gay? 】

This time there are no posts in the forum.

He thought for a moment, and then sent a message himself.

There may not be many people browsing the forum in the middle of the night.

After waiting for a long time, Cheng Yue waited for a reply.

[Your online neighbors come quickly: Don't think about it, you are definitely not, sexual orientation is almost innate, if you are, you will know it yourself.Don't catch him, it's easy to stop early. 】

Cheng Yue's hand holding the phone was cold all the way to his arm.

He stared at this reply silently for a long time, finally turned off his phone, and stuck his head out of the quilt.

The lights in the dormitory have been turned off, and even Yang Kaimiao, who always snores, is very quiet tonight.

Cheng Yue raised his head cautiously and glanced at An Mingyu.

In the darkness, he caught a glimpse of the other party lying on his side. From this angle, he could only see the high bridge of the nose and eyebrows, and perhaps a little bit of eyelashes.

He smelled the fragrance of shampoo from An Mingyu's hair.

Cheng Yue stared at it for a few seconds, then turned away sullenly.

After almost a sleepless night, Cheng Yue got up early the next day alone.

He didn't wake up anyone, he went to the library alone, and even found a small corner on the top floor to make sure that An Mingyu wouldn't find out where he was.

Cheng Yue took a few books he was reading recently, spread them out on the table, and forced himself to immerse himself in the books.

At noon, he was too lazy to go to the cafeteria, so he bought a pack of biscuits from the vending machine to deal with it.

In the afternoon, two girls came across the desk.

The short-haired girl lowered her head and discussed with her friend in a low voice: "I've hid here, and I don't believe he can find me."

Cheng Yue: "..." Why are so many people running to hide today?

"I don't think there's anything wrong with him."

"How do you speak for him..."

"No, I'm definitely going to you. I'm afraid that if you neglect him like this, you will regret it when he really ignores you."

"I can't possibly regret it."

"Didn't you say you liked him before?"

"That's because he's always clinging to me, teasing me in my ear every day like him, even if he's a fool, he'll blush."

"That too."

"Right? So I think I should keep a distance from him, and both parties should be calm and calm, so that I can figure out whether I like him or not. What if I agree to him impulsively, and later find out that I don't like it, wouldn't it be hurting him?"

"It makes sense. But what if he is sad because you neglected him when you think about it clearly?"

"He gave up in just a few days, so his love for me is too cheap!"

"That's right."

Cheng Yue glanced at them.

The two girls noticed his gaze, smiled apologetically, and stopped talking.

He unscrewed the mineral water and drank it in small sips, his eyelashes drooping, thoughtful.

Cheng Yue turned his mobile phone to silent mode, and he tried his best not to read the message from An Mingyu all day.

The library closes at ten o'clock, and at nine o'clock in the evening, Cheng Yue is going back to his dormitory.

He walked to the elevator room, and suddenly found that it was raining outside, and it was still raining heavily, and the temperature had cooled down.

He only wore a short sleeve, standing in the library stairway was blown by the cold wind, shivering all over.

Going down to the first floor, Cheng Yue went to the cafe in the library to borrow free umbrellas, but the umbrella shelves were empty and all of them had been borrowed.

There are many students who are trapped in the library waiting for someone to pick them up at the door, and some people are picked up by friends with umbrellas.

Cheng Yue touched the phone in his pocket.

No.

Since he decided to calm down, he couldn't go back on his word because of such a trivial matter.

Walking to the door and feeling the icy night wind, Cheng Yue could only put his backpack on his head and prepare to drench it back.

He was about to rush into the rain when he went out, when his arm was suddenly grabbed by someone.

Cheng Yue turned around.

In fact, he can know who it is without looking back. He is so familiar with the small callus on the other side's palm.

An Mingyu came over and put a windbreaker over his shoulders.

The coat seemed to be brought over by him in his arms, it was still hot, the cold wind was immediately blocked, and he could even smell An Mingyu's scent when he put it on.

Cheng Yue looked up at him blankly.

An Mingyu straightened his body, fastened the buttons and belt for him, and raised her eyebrows: "What? After studying for a day, are you stupid?"

After he finished speaking, he opened the big umbrella and put his arms around Cheng Yue's waist: "Let's go back to the dormitory."

Cheng Yue didn't move.

An Mingyu exerted a little strength on her hand: "Let's go."

Only then did Cheng Yue come back to his senses, and followed him with his head buried.

There was a lot of water on the ground, and Cheng Yue followed An Mingyu, basically stepping on relatively clean stone roads.

Encountering a big puddle, An Mingyu didn't even ask any questions, just raised his arms, hooped him up, walked through the puddle and let him stand back on the ground.

Cheng Yue even had the illusion that if he hadn't asked for a little more personal space, the other party would simply hug him back all the way.

The umbrella is big, but the wind is also strong, and the raindrops are blown wildly, but An Mingyu's hand holding the umbrella is surprisingly stable.

Cheng Yue was held tightly by his side, as if he was afraid that he would be caught in the rain.

On the road, the only sound could be the rushing rain, maybe his own heartbeat, or the breathing of the two of them.

"arrive."

Entering the lobby of the dormitory building, An Mingyu put away her umbrella and let him go.

There were few people at night, and the two went upstairs from the elevator.

Neither of them spoke.

In the silence, Cheng Yue glimpsed that An Mingyu's other shoulder and arm were almost completely soaked.

He looked down, and the hand that was scratched by Qian Fangkai last time was mostly healed, but the tender pink flesh could still be seen.

Scarred.

Cheng Yue was in a state of confusion.

After taking a hot bath, he lay in bed and meditated.

It would be better for both of them to break it off sooner.

Those words rang in his mind like a reminder.

Cheng Yue's gaze fell on the ceiling vainly, imagining for a moment the appearance of saying a clean break to An Mingyu.

Don't talk about speaking, just imagine An Mingyu's face, facing those light brown eyes, he can't imagine himself saying any words of rejection at all.

In this moment of effort, he was already so uncomfortable that his heart was pulled up.

The scar he saw just now swirled before his eyes again.

But if it drags on, let's talk about it later, will An Mingyu be hurt more deeply like that landlord?

In this month alone, he has already made An Mingyu pay so much.

Money, time, feelings, and even physical damage.

And it's all out of love for him.

There may also be expectations for him to respond to his liking.

Cheng Yue sat up and said, "An Mingyu."

"Huh?" An Mingyu happened to walk up to his bedside.

His lips moved, but before he could say anything, the other party first handed him a cup of hot milk: "Here, drink it before going to bed. I've been exercising a lot recently, so I need to replenish my body."

An Mingyu's slightly sharp eyebrows and eyes were extremely gentle in front of him.

All the rhetoric I had just thought about was gone in a flash.

He took the milk: "Thank you."

The cup was hot, and Cheng Yue's hands trembled a little.

"Hand it up." An Mingyu gave him a hand, "Don't think about it at night, if you have something to sleep on, sit in the sun and think about it tomorrow morning."

Unexpectedly, being told something off his mind, Cheng Yue paused as he drank milk.

He covered his expression with a cup, and gave a low "hmm".

makes sense.

In the middle of the night, with such a heavy rain outside, the weather is gloomy, which really makes people feel bad.

After turning off the lights, Cheng Yue turned down the brightness of the phone screen to the lowest level, hid under the quilt and clicked on QQ, which he hadn't logged in all day.

【Unread message 99+】

Cheng Yue: ...

Fortunately, most of them were news from several QQ groups and greetings from Zhao Xuyang.

He slowed down, and still opened the dialog with An Mingyu.

The other party didn't send many messages, just a dozen.

[9:17 AM]

[An Mingyu: Teacher Cheng ignored me on the first day. 】

[An Mingyu: [picture], I added a transparent cover to the sculpture to protect it. 】

The photo I took was the cake sculpture he gave himself that day.

[11:23 AM]

[An Mingyu: The scrambled eggs with tomatoes at noon seem to taste better than at night. 】

[An Mingyu: [picture], the dormitory downstairs raised a raccoon cat. 】

[An Mingyu: [Picture] [Picture]]

[An Mingyu: Does the squinting look like you? 】

The cat in the picture raised its head enjoying itself, and An Mingyu was scratching its head.

The picture is obviously very warm, why does he feel so uncomfortable watching it?

[3:09 p.m.]

[An Mingyu: It's raining. 】

[An Mingyu: The temperature seems to be cooling down at night. 】

[An Mingyu: Did you bring an umbrella when you went out? 】

【An Mingyu: If you see it, tell me. 】

[6:34 p.m.]

[An Mingyu: It's really cooling down. 】

【An Mingyu: Where did you hide? 】

He sent so many messages, but he didn't read or reply. When An Mingyu came to pick him up just now, he didn't mention a single word.

Cheng Yue's eyes were sour.

He turned off the screen and didn't want to watch it anymore.

The bedroom was very quiet, and the sound of rain outside the window was particularly obvious.

Cheng Yue closed his eyes.

Affected by the bad weather.Definitely is.