phantom hand

The phone call with Li Chuang completely opened Zhao Qingyu's heart knot.He is like that sometimes, he likes to get into the twists and turns like a turnbuckle, and if he can't get out, he will have some unstable emotions or cranky thoughts.Although Li Chuang's optimism seemed a bit blind to him, he always felt envious of that person's vigor and vitality.

If you are traveling, then have fun.Even if they come back one day, those friends who have had a beautiful relationship with each other will always remain in my heart. Maybe we can't meet each other, but we can always miss them.

Isn't that the case many times in life.When running around in a strange city for life and career or even taking root, those old friends can only be stored in the memory box, and then in a certain afternoon when we can finally take a leisurely time, we will turn them out for the sun bask in the sun.

After thinking about it, life seems to be getting more practical.

Zhao Qiulei always calls recently, but it's nothing important, it's nothing more than telling anecdotes about work and life, and caring about her brother's life.Zhao Qingyu thought that perhaps his friendly attitude gave the girl an outlet to vent her suppressed emotions over the years. Zhao Qiulei said that for so many years, she had no chance to say that she really wanted to have a brother, and really wanted to have a good talk with him. .Zhao Qingyu doesn't know the details of Li Chuang's relationship with this younger sister, but he can get a glimpse of it from Li Chuang's attitude every time he mentions his family.

Li Chuang's parents divorced when he was in elementary school, which Zhao Qingyu only found out later.Li Chuang's mother is a strong woman, and Li Chuang's father is also a good-looking man. The two had a quarrel from marriage to divorce. At first Li Chuang lived with his mother, but within two years, Li Chuang's mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer, and the woman passed away. Quite simply, Li Chuang was only in junior high school at that time, and Li Chuang's father had already reorganized a new family, so even though Li Chuang's father and stepmother tried their best to give this child warmth, some harm was still there. It happened to be the period of rebellion again. In short, the barrier between Li Chuang and his new family has never been eliminated. After he went to boarding high school, he basically had no contact with his family. When the school was closed or he had to go home When he was alone, he would either stay in the bedroom alone, or go out to the Internet cafe for a night out.Before, Zhao Qingyu couldn't understand why Li Chuang's irritability came from, as if anything could make him unbearable and even jump his feet, but now he can somewhat understand.

In fact, Zhao Qiulei is a very cute girl. Although her parents are also divorced, this little girl's gentle and good temper has not changed at all. The only thing that surprised Zhao Qingyu is that her surname was changed on her own initiative after her parents divorced.The little girl went to a medical school and studied nursing. After graduating from a technical secondary school, she entered a dental hospital as an angel in white. Then she accidentally leapfrogged to become the proprietress.Zhao Qingyu felt that Li Chuang's brother-in-law was very discerning, and if he wasn't gay, he would also like such a gentle girl.

Thinking about it this way, Zhao Qingyu felt that it was necessary to criticize and educate someone the next time he contacted, and in fact he did so.And then met with intense contempt from someone.

"If you're gay, you won't try to trick my sister!" Li Chuang, like an old hen who has only seen an eagle, fiercely opened his flapping wings.

Zhao Qingyu burst out laughing. Firstly, Li Chuang yelled the words "my sister" really smoothly, and secondly, he was keenly aware of the extended meaning behind "dead homosexuality", so after laughing, he hurriedly addressed Chuang. Brother expressed condolences: "What's wrong?"

"What can it be, isn't it just..." Li Chuang hesitated to speak, ink smeared for a long time, and sighed as if giving up, "Oh, forget it, don't mention it, don't mention it—"

Zhao Qingyu smiled, guessing and asked: "He harassed you again?"

Li Chuang said bitterly and deeply: "Brother is not afraid of harassment, but brother is afraid of sexual harassment."

Zhao Qingyu twitched the corners of his mouth, wanted to laugh, but didn't, he suddenly had a strange feeling, as if what Li Chuang was talking about had nothing to do with him, but the fact was, it was his business at all.But then again, he really seldom thinks about Han Mukun recently. He used to think that he couldn't sleep when he didn't see anyone for more than half a month. The pillow fell asleep.

what does that mean?

"Brother, when will you get rid of your mind-wandering problem when you talk?" Li Chuang didn't hear any movement for a long time, so he knew that classmate Zhao had lost his mind again.

"Thinking makes mankind progress." Zhao Qingyu's explanation is very professional.

"Then humans still laugh when they think about God." Li Chuang's rebuttal was powerful.

Zhao Qingyu was at a loss for words.

I thought Li Chuang would be stunned for a long time, but he didn't want to ask a question that was completely irrelevant to what he said before.

Li Chuang asked: "Do you really like the surname Han?"

Zhao Qingyu was stunned, and really didn't answer for a long time.

Li Chuang seemed to be afraid of inaccurate expressions, paused for a while, and asked a second time with an emphatic tone: "Really, really, do you like it?"

Zhao Qingyu frowned slightly, and suddenly became at a loss.

If Li Chuang just asked him if he liked it, then the answer would be yes.But now the man asked him, really, really, really, like it?He couldn't be sure of the answer, so he panicked.

"Hey, do you want to be so entangled?" Li Chuang smiled angrily, "It's not that you are asked to sign a life-and-death certificate."

Zhao Qingyu exhaled lightly, with a bit of confidence: "Then don't use that extremely cautious tone that is easily misunderstood as signing a life and death certificate!"

"Uh, it's actually quite important..."

Zhao Qingyu wanted to roll his eyes: "What are you trying to say?"

The other end of the phone was silent for a long time, so long that Zhao Qingyu thought that the other party had forgotten that he was still waiting, and finally heard Li Chuang's voice. Unfortunately, it was not an answer, but another question: "If you and Han Mukun become ordinary friends, would you What will happen?"

This time Zhao Qingyu didn't need to be so entangled in thinking, the answer was obvious.So he told Li Chuang frankly: "Nothing will happen... If you really want to share, then share."

Li Chuang thinks that Zhao Qingyu is like a bosom brother.

"Actually, it's not necessarily divided...cough, I'm just afraid that one day I'll suddenly get sick and cause some irreparable losses. You know, I've always been unreliable, so..." Li Chuang muttered to the end, no Sorry.

Zhao Qingyu didn't speak, but put his hands on his chest.

He fantasized about the scene where he and Han Mukun broke up, and then seriously felt the beating there.

One click, one click, sonorous and powerful.

Slightly bitter, no pain.

"Li Chuang." Zhao Qingyu suddenly called softly.

"Huh?" Li Chuang's voice was slightly nervous.

Zhao Qingyu slightly raised the corner of his mouth: "About your question just now, I have the answer..."

That night, Li Chuang had no dreams and slept soundly until dawn, while Zhao Qingyu dreamed that 716 won the championship of the school's five-star dormitory under his wise leadership.

Zhao Qingyu has been waiting for the snow since the weather got cold, but unfortunately the weather didn't come true, this winter has been extremely dry, the sky has been bright and clear for a long time, and there is no sign of snow in the slightest.

Zhao Qingyu thought about it in his heart, and unconsciously muttered about it when he always thought about it.When I was eating in the cafeteria, I suddenly remembered that he would complain to Ai Gang about why it didn’t snow here; when I was in self-study, I remembered that he would use his eyes to attract Ai Gang’s attention, and then look outside sadly. The expression is like a child who has been waiting for a toy for a long time; when he is about to fall asleep at night, he thinks that he will send a text message to Ai Gang to complain: Is it still snowing here?Finally, add a good night.

Zhao Qingyu didn't wait for the snow to come, and Ai Gang almost made someone go crazy.

"I said, if you know it, you are waiting for the snow to fall, but if you don't know it, you think you are waiting for the gold bars! As for it." When he said this, Ai Gang was holding the radiator that had just warmed up in his dormitory. Like a hibernating bear.

Zhao Qingyu leaned on the radiator, looking at Xiong Gang across the table. Ten minutes ago, the two of them got some supper from the Muslim restaurant downstairs, and now the whole room smells like kebabs.

"Do you think gold bars look good? The world is full of gold?"

"Hey, the point is not whether it looks good or not..."

The faint heat of the heating is transmitted to the skin through the clothes, and then enters the blood from the skin, and finally flows to the fingertips with the blood.The winter in the north is indeed very cold, but from another perspective, it is very warm.

"Last year, my aunt's cousin got married. We traveled all the way in the float, and scattered fifty cents coins all the way. They were all brand new. When the sun shone, it was like golden rain." Zhao Qingyu paused here, waiting for Ai Gang's eyes. They all turned into ￥￥, and then added a sentence lightly, "But I met a funeral procession on the road, so let it go. Afterwards, I couldn't tell who belonged to which."

Ai Gang 囧: "This is too ridiculous, then your cousin must never forget it."

Zhao Qingyu was reminded of the commotion at last year's wedding, and unconsciously curled the corners of his mouth.

Ai Gang looked at it, and stretched out his finger to poke that cheek in a strange way.

Zhao Qingyu froze on the spot.

Ai Gang is still expressing his slightly disappointed after-action: "It's not soft..."

Zhao Qingyu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, Li Chuang should have been exercising all year round. Due to his constant sweating, there was no excess flesh on his face, and his outline was clear. Taking advantage of his three-dimensional facial features, he was very handsome, but if you want to pinch it like a steamed stuffed bun, you definitely won't have that kind of hand feeling: " I will convey your opinion to Brother Chuang."

"Don't mind," Ai Gang grinned when he heard Li Chuang's name, "I won't talk to him, we are at odds."

Zhao Qing Yule: "No, I see that we get along very well."

Ai Gang pouted: "You are you, he is him, can you two be the same?"

"I'm him too, and he's me too." The table was very smooth, Zhao Qingyu lowered his head, and saw his unclear shadow against the light, "Maybe at some point, we'll switch back in a flash."

Although the facts are in front of us, to be honest, Ai Gang still has no sense of reality for this so-called soul travel: "Why do I always feel that this thing is science fiction..."

Zhao Qingyu left the radiator, propped his chin on his arms, and sighed: "Actually, I really want to switch back, but I also really want to see snow, heh, I have never seen snow in my life."

"That's not easy," Ai Gang raised his eyebrows, "I'll switch back after you finish snowing."

Zhao Qingyu patted him on the shoulder: "Well, I think so too, why don't you discuss it with God?"

Ai Gang angrily pulled off the handcuffs on his shoulders: "If I can really see the old man, I'll pay a few hundred dollars to buy it so that it won't snow for two years."

"..."

"..."

"Wouldn't a few hundred yuan be a little cheaper?"

"Why don't you lend me another five hundred to make up one thousand?"

"Do you think 1000 yuan is enough?"

"Uh, it's almost done. He is a dignified God and must leave some way for the people to survive."

"Ha ha."

I don't know which dormitory is playing heavy metal rock, the subwoofer makes the air fluctuate, like Zhao Qingyu's chaotic heartbeat.