don't try to escape

As soon as the time turned, it was the third year of senior high school. Lin Lin had no requirements for himself, but the classmates around him suddenly changed from slapstick to hard work, and he was also immersed in this atmosphere. He arrived at school at 06:30 every day and returned to school at night. It's already 10:30 at home.

Such days, like compasses, go round and round.

Regarding the lack of a person in life, Lin Lin always seemed to wake up from a dream. He suddenly realized that he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, as if he had lost something, but he felt it should be taken for granted.

His days are back on track, no one cares what time he comes home, who he talked to today, whether he had a good meal, and even when he goes out in the morning, he will not deliberately sit with a straight face. On the sofa, while saying that he moved slowly, while waiting for him to go out together.

This kind of life that Lin Lin has always been looking forward to, when it really comes, feels dull and hopeless, like a gorgeous cake, but it tastes like chewy wax in the mouth, and it is hard to swallow.

"Xiaolin, it's been cold recently, do you want to have breakfast before going out?"

Zhang Ma had stayed at home for a long time, and she knew both of them well. She could tell that Lin Lin was unhappy, but the master and wife had already said, don't mention Xiaomeng in front of him, and said it was Xiaomeng's request.

She sighed in her heart, wondering what the two brothers were up to.

At the beginning, I thought it was just a quarrel, and the two lived apart for a few days, but the time of separation became longer and longer, and it has been almost a year now. Even during the Chinese New Year last year, Xiao Meng insisted not to come back.

She also heard Madam inadvertently mention that Xiaomeng lived in another house under the master's name, and didn't ask anyone to help, and she also made food and clothing by herself. Zhang Ma felt distressed for a long time.

She knows the temper of the two young masters best.

The young master was clingy when he was a child, and he would not let go when he saw the young master, and ran after him one by one. Even she didn't understand how the young master could like the young master so much.

Later, when the young master grew up, he became less clingy, but every time he ate something delicious, he always had to leave a bite for the young master.

Because of this, the young master always dotes on the young master, Zhang Ma often jokes with his wife, saying that they are not like brothers, but father and son, but the young master is only one year older than the young master.

But he will take care of people and do things.

If it was the young master who went out to live by himself, Mama Zhang wasn't worried at all. For a while, she asked for leave and went back to her hometown. Madam originally wanted to find someone to replace her temporarily, but the young master said he would do it.

When she came back, the house was clean everywhere, not only took good care of herself, but also took good care of the young master.

It is said that the youngest one in the family is here to enjoy the blessings, which is not bad for the young master.

He has been doted on by his family since he was a child. Although his wife came into the house later, she is still polite to the young master, giving him whatever he wants, let alone the master. Because of his wife, he didn't say anything to the young master. Say a word.

The young master is a person who has never experienced hardship, so he moved out to live alone in such a sudden, I don't know how many stumbles he would have to suffer.

She secretly told the master about it, but the master was worried and asked her to take time to check it out.

But only once, the young master lost a lot of weight compared to when he was at home, and she was about to cry when she saw it. She wanted to go in and tidy up the house, and cook dinner for the young master, but the young master refused to say anything , And told her not to come next time, if she went again, she would move away so that no one could find him.

That's why I didn't dare to go again, and told the master's wife about the young master's situation, and asked them to help persuade the young master to come back, but both of them said that this matter was decided by Xiaomeng himself, and he was up to it.

The weather has been getting cold recently, and Mama Zhang is worried about the young master's thin body, so he won't catch a cold soon.

"No need for Zhang Ma, I have to go to school very early recently, and the breakfast in school is also quite delicious."

Lin Lin put her schoolbag on the sofa and was about to go upstairs to rest.

In the past, Zhang's mother didn't live at home, but because he had to study at school before going home after his third year of high school, so Zhang's mother always prepared a midnight snack for him, and left after he finished eating.

He felt sorry for Zhang Ma returning home so late, and had to come back again in the morning, so he told his mother to let Zhang Ma live at home.

It just so happens that the family can also be a little popular.

Seeing Mama Zhang standing there hesitating to speak, Lin Lin stopped in her tracks, "What's wrong?"

"Xiaolin, go and see Xiaomeng."

Mama Zhang knew that although she stayed at home for a long time, she was a hired servant after all, so she shouldn't care so much.

But in her opinion, the two young masters were brought up by her alone, and the palms and backs of their hands were full of flesh. She really felt sorry for them.

And how can brothers be so angry, can't the anger go away after such a long time?

Since both of them were unwilling to bow their heads first, it was she, the old lady, who spoke first.

Lin Lin hadn't heard Lin Xiao's nickname for a long time. He always didn't like to be called Lin Xiao by his nickname. He always felt that it was the same as everyone else. Called "Lin Xiao".

"I don't know where he is."

This sentence sounded evasive in Zhang Ma's ears, but Lin Lin was telling the truth. He knew that Lin Xiao had moved out, and he also knew that he didn't live far away.

I didn't even change the school, but it's so strange that in a school, I could meet countless times a day before, but after that, I never met once.

The students in the class would still tease at the beginning, saying why they didn't see Lin Xiao's brother-protecting madman, and whether it was because they had a girlfriend that they couldn't care about his brother anymore.

Later, I gradually forgot that in the past, if there was any trouble in the class, I would be the person standing at the door.

"Mother Zhang knows, that's your own younger brother. After the old lady is gone, it's just you two brothers who help each other. How much enmity can there be between brothers, you are an older brother, let me be a little younger brother."

Zhang Ma put on a posture of an elder preaching, Lin Lin watched and listened, but his thoughts drifted away.

In fact, he didn't blame Lin Xiao in his heart, even on the day when the accident happened, he never blamed Lin Xiao.

He just knew that their entanglement would be fruitless. Lin Xiao always regarded him as an object, something that he would hold in his hand to play with when he was happy, and throw away or step on his feet when he was not happy.

He was just overwhelmed by the endless darkness, so he had that idea.

Thinking about it now, Lin Xiao is only a sixteen or seventeen-year-old child. If he was facing the murderer who killed his mother, he might behave worse than Lin Xiao.

"Okay, I'll go on the weekend."

This sentence became like a curse, lingering in Lin Lin's mind, making him think about it for the next few days, what should the two of them say when they meet?Or should he take something with him?Or, will Lin Xiao meet him?

As the days approached, Lin Lin would wake up in the middle of the night even when sleeping, and began to worry about meeting Lin Xiao tomorrow, imagining the scene of meeting in his mind over and over again.

Finally, anxious and restless, I waited for the dawn. I sat up on the bed more quickly than before in class, packed up quickly, and went out with the snacks prepared by Zhang Mama.

There were not many people on the street, and even a few cars drove by occasionally, so Lin Lin regretted that he went out too early. At this point, Lin Xiao probably hasn't woken up yet.

I found a breakfast shop on the street and sat there dawdling for almost an hour, until the boss kept looking at him, as if wondering why anyone got up so early to spend time at the breakfast shop.

When leaving, he packed some food for Lin Xiao, called a car and went to the community where Lin Xiao lived.

When he got to the gate of the community, Lin Lin didn't dare to enter, he was panicked, he kept breathing, and he looked stiff and uneasy.

The community security naturally noticed Lin Lin's abnormality, "Who are you looking for?"

Now, Lin Lin became even more nervous, afraid that when the community security called, Lin Xiao would just say no.

"I...I'm looking for it,"

"Lin Lin?"

A familiar voice sounded behind him, Lin Lin turned around as if grasping at a straw, and sure enough, he saw a tall, slender man wearing gold-rimmed glasses standing there.

When he saw Lin Lin, he raised his eyebrows happily.

"Why are you here?"

"Doctor Xia, is this your friend?"

"Oh yes, my friend."

Xia Zhe naturally took over the conversation and led Lin Lin inside.

"I haven't said it yet, why are you here?"

"I... I'm coming..."

Xia Zhe laughed out loud, "You're in your third year of high school, you're going to university soon, and you're ashamed as a child at every turn, and everyone will find you to bully you."

After being told this, Lin Lin's face turned red as if it was on fire.

"Where are you going, I will show you the way."

It seems that Xia Zhe has lived here for a long time, even the security guard knows him.

Seeing Lin Lin looking at himself with doubts on his face, he probably wondered why he lived here.

Rarely lowered his head shyly, touched his nose with his fingertips, "My senior brother lives here."

Lin Lin recalled that Xia Zhe's senior brother had visited their home to see Lin Xiao's doctor. At that time, he seemed to have misunderstood the relationship between him and Dr. Xia.

"you?"

Xia Zhe raised an eyebrow and smiled purely, acquiescing to what Lin Lin thought was the relationship.

"Who are you looking for?"

Xia Zhe remained unchanged, after taking off his white coat, he became a carefree and familiar person.

"Find...Lin Xiao."

"Do you two live together?"

"Well, something happened, so he moved out."

"Did the young couple quarrel?"

"What young couple..."

"Just like your brother is protecting you, how can you still quarrel for so long without looking for you? I didn't see the concentration. Which building does he live in? I'll take you there."

"No, I'll go by myself."

"Don't, it happens that senior brother is on duty today, let's go."

Lin Lin had an intuition that Xia Zhe should not be allowed to go there together, otherwise things would become a little complicated, but Xia Zhe didn't realize that his heart of gossip was burning, and he dragged Lin Lin forward.

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