I don't want to have children

Li Jia'er is the first child in the family, and she is also a delicate elder brother. Naturally, the whole family hurts to the bone. "Parents are here, do not separate families." At that time, Li Jiaer's father lived with his uncle. Li Jiaer's uncle, Li Laoer, also liked drinking at that time, but he hadn't become an alcoholic before Li Jiaer was born. Before Li Jiaer was born, he had Married, in fact, Li Jiaer's father doesn't like that new one, he is a bit stingy and likes to complain, but Li's second one likes it, the youngest who has half of his body in the loess thinks that he should be a little bit stingy My brother will be a good master in the future.

When Li Jiaer was two and a half years old, his grandma left, and in less than half a year, Grandpa, who had worked hard all her life, also followed her wife.Within a month of the funeral, the aunt who knew how to run the house made a fuss about breaking up the family.Li Jiaer's father refused to agree on the grounds that at least one year of filial piety should be done to father and mother.He originally wanted to help that lazy brother for a few more years while he was young, but obviously someone didn't think so.

Auntie makes a fuss about a trivial matter every few days. The second brother Li persuaded him a few times, but he couldn't help crying, and suggested to his elder brother, let's split up. After being separated, I still keep my filial piety for Dad and Ah Mo.Mrs. Li was also a little exhausted by his sister-in-law, and agreed to make a new set of farm tools and ask the old people in the village to preside over the division of the family.

Making farm tools is not an easy task, the most difficult thing is to find the right wood.As soon as Mr. Li was free, he took Mr. Li to the mountains and forests to find suitable wood.After more than half a month, I found a lot. Boss Li thought that he would make more farm tools this time, so that it would be easier to separate the family in the future, so he continued to run up the mountain.

That day, Li Lao Er was carried back from the mountain by Li Lao Er, covered in blood, Li Jiaer never forgot that scene in his life.Boss Li fell down from the mountain in order to save Lao Er Li.

Ask the doctor in the town to see him, cut out doses of medicines one after another, and spend money like running water. Boss Li is still approaching death day by day, so auntie makes a big fuss again, saying that while the family has not been ruined , Divided out to live their own lives.The second brother Li just kept silent when he heard this, and then his aunt yelled at Boss Li who was lying on the bed, why don't he die, forget about it, die early and be reborn early...

Li Lao Er jumped up, slapped Aunt Momo severely, and drove him out. Aunt Momo immediately packed up her things and went back to her mother's house crying.Li Laoer comforted Li Lao Er clumsily, and ran out of the house as if fleeing.Boss Li was fascinated by looking out of the window at a half-collapsed thatched hut. There was an old buffalo tied there, but it was taken away a few days ago.

That night, Boss Li passed away. Before he died, he asked Second Li to pick up his aunt and help his sister-in-law in the future.In a year or so, this family that was not well-to-do held three funerals, and no one in the chaotic family noticed that the elder brother who gave birth to Li Jia had a hemorrhage and his body became fragile. Burn the paper until it stops.

On the second day after Boss Li died, Auntie came back by herself. The funeral for Boss Li and his brother was extremely simple, and even put Li Jiaer's auntie's body into Boss Li's thin coffin.Li's second child was so drunk that he didn't know what happened to his brother and sister-in-law's funeral.

Since then, Li's second son has become more and more fond of drinking, because there is no one to discipline him, he has become more and more serious, and gradually became a few catties of rice wine every day, regardless of everything, and the fertile land at home has been turned into wasteland and sold at a low price. Lost, large farm tools are mortgaged...

Aunt, of course, will not treat the children left behind by Boss Li kindly. Li Jiaer has become what he calls a bastard, a prodigal, and a bastard. The three-year-old Li Jiaer does not understand those vicious words. He only knows that he has not had enough to eat anymore. After being dressed warmly, there is endless work and beatings waiting for him every day.If it wasn't for Li's second child who was sober occasionally, Li Jia'er really doubted that she would be beaten to death or frozen to death.

On this day, Li Laoer came back drunk again, and his aunt locked the door to prevent him from entering.This is not the first time this kind of thing has happened. Li Er Er usually finds some rotten straw mats on the ground and spends the night.

Li Jiaer, who is already six years old, has tried every means to treat herself well since Li Lao Er was sober, although in the end, except for the food that he ate at that time, everything else would be snatched by his aunt, plus a beating, and the occasional nonsense with Li Lao Er when he was drunk In the process, he understood Li's second son's guilt towards his father.The thin Li Jia'er squatted beside Li's second son who was not so conscious, and whispered the part about her father in the aunt's scolding.

The second brother Li, who was in a semi-fuzzy state, remembered the day when his respected elder brother died and his aunt made trouble. Immediately, his eyes became red, he kicked open the locked door, and grabbed his aunt's hair, He was dragged up from the bed, kicked and kicked in front of Boss Li's memorial tablet, cursing indistinctly: Back then, if it weren't for you bitch to break up the family, elder brother wouldn't go up the mountain, how could he come out? That kind of thing, tell you to talk nonsense in front of your elder brother, tell you to talk nonsense...

Li Laoer slapped Auntie's face repeatedly until he was tired and fell asleep on the ground.Li Jia'er hid under the table, listening to Li's second scolding and auntie's pain, sleeping very soundly...

After Aunt could get out of bed, she took the broom and slapped Li Jia'er facelessly for a while.Li Jiaer didn't dodge, and let the thick and thin branches of the broom fall on her face, leaving horrible bloodstains.In the morning, when Li Laoer went out, he rummaged through the house and left with a dozen eggs. Those eggs obviously couldn't make Li Laoer drunk to death.

When Li's second son came home, Li Jia'er was washing clothes in the yard. She was wearing a shabby little jacket, her lips were shivering from the cold, her eyes were swollen and her eyes could not be opened, and there were streaks of purple marks still oozing out. bloody.Li Laoer's eyes fell on the broom that was still bloody, and he screamed angrily, picked up the broom and rushed into the house, chasing his aunt from the house to the outside, alarming the neighbors, and was stopped, Li Laoer In front of several neighbors who came to persuade him to fight, he pulled Li Jia'er out, pointed at the wound on his face and the obviously much shorter padded jacket on his body, and yelled at him.Since then, my aunt still beat Li Jiaer, but she never dared to use brooms or other things that would leave big scars, which greatly reduced the degree of beatings, and most of the clothes can cover her body.

It wasn't until Li Jia'er was eight years old that Auntie had a body, which made Li's second child a little better. He still had to drink wine, but at least in the days of spring sowing and autumn harvest, he would go to the fields honestly, and rarely Come back drunk.Li Jia'er also spent two relatively comfortable years, at least she was able to eat enough every day, and she didn't get beaten much, at most she was pinched by her aunt a few times.

Auntie gave birth to a grandfather, and when the grandfather was over one year old, he didn't have to be in his arms all day, which meant that Auntie could work again, and Li's second child began to drink heavily every day.

When Li Jiaer was 11 years old, all the things in the house had been emptied. My aunt went to a neighboring village once and came back, and the eyes of Li Jiaer began to look wrong. He was not beating Li Jiaer, and the food given to Li Jiaer every day was enough. , and also changed one of his old clothes for Li Jiaer.All this made Li Jiaer even more uneasy, he didn't believe that Auntie would suddenly get better. , That day, a middle-aged man with a pale face was welcomed into the room by his aunt, and muttered in it for a long time.Li Jiaer hid under the window and eavesdropped worryingly, and saw with her own eyes that her aunt happily pressed her fingerprint on a piece of paper and put away the two coins.

Li Jiaer, who was struggling desperately, was tied up and thrown into a carriage, and then locked in a small room after bumping for a while.Li Jiaer thought desperately, rather than being sold to those dirty places, it would be better to die.

At night, Li Jiaer, who hadn't slept at all, was attracted by a noise, and someone was carefully prying open the door.Li Laoer helped Li Jiaer untie the rope, gave him some money guiltily, and ran away in a panic.Li Jiaer sneered, hid some money close to her body, and ran away in a panic in an unfamiliar environment.

The next day, Li Jiaer, who was exhausted, was blocked by a few hooligans from Ren Yazi, and Li Jiaer jumped into the river without hesitation.

After being rescued, it didn't take long for them to regain consciousness. From the words and deeds of Dazhu's family, it can be easily seen that they are a group of really good people.Li Jiaer knew very well that this was a very good time, so she quickly turned around in her heart a few times, pretending to wake up in a panic, deliberately showing that she was greatly stimulated and threatened with death.Sure enough, they were easily moved. Knowing that they were being blackmailed by others, they still spent money to redeem themselves.

The next few months will be my happiest months. Wang Momo taught me embroidery and told me the things my brother should pay attention to. I eat enough every day, and I still have meat every few days. Keep cursing, you won't be beaten... I soon became greedy for this kind of life, I want to stay, I want to be with them forever!

I carefully tested Wang Dazhu, but he was too shy to know his true attitude.Wu Su'er obviously didn't mean to give me to Wang Dazhu, he was still frequently inquiring about the right age brother, and actively went to see each other...

After harvesting the rice, Wu Suer went to Xianggeer, the village where I lived for more than ten years.That brother likes to care about and complain very much. I can see the shadow of my aunt in him, but Wu Su'er is very satisfied with him.That night, when Wu Su'er suggested that the family have a good meal and bring out the rice wine, a dirty thought popped up in my mind, which I couldn't get rid of like a cancer.

The rice wine is homemade by Brother Mao. It needs to be boiled with water before drinking. No one in this family knows how to drink. I just need to cook the rice wine a little thicker, and they will be dizzy from drinking it so as not to waste it. dizzy.Everything happened exactly as I imagined, but after I helped Dazhu into the room, Dazhu fell headfirst on the bed and fell asleep.I gritted my teeth, helped Dazhu take off her clothes, and imitated the way I saw when I went to Auntie's room to pack clothes several times in the morning, and arranged the room...