I came to the main world after being dressed as ifton

Today's weather was just right, Nakajima Atsushi knocked on Dazai Osamu's door with an incubator in hand.

"Here we come, we come, we come~" A floating voice came from inside the room, with a slightly heavy panting.

Osamu Dazai pushed open the door, opened his arms to Atsushi Nakajima outside and gave a warm hug, "Atsushi-kun, good morning~"

Then he sideways out of the way and directly pushed Atsushi Nakajima into the room.

Today's Osamu Dazai looks a bit different from usual, he is not wearing the sand-colored windbreaker, just a simple white shirt.

Outside the shirt was a black apron, which was tied around the waist to set off the other party's slender waistline.

"Mr. Dazai..."

Atsushi Nakajima looked at Osamu Dazai's attire, and asked hesitantly, "Are you going to try to cook by yourself today?"

If that's the case, wouldn't it be inappropriate for me to bring breakfast here...

But Mr. Dazai's cooking...

Atsushi Nakajima thought of his tooth that was knocked off by tofu, and he could still feel the bloody smell surging in his mouth in a trance.

If Mr. Dazai cooks, the food he brought would still be useful, right?

"What are you thinking? Don-kun~"

Osamu Dazai stared at Atsushi Nakajima with the eyes of "you are thinking of peaches!", "How can I cook by myself...?" He first brushed his hair, and then touched himself narcissistically cheek, and then said lazily with a drawn out tone: "The smell of oily smoke in the kitchen will damage my skin and cause a significant decline in my appearance!"

How can a fair-skinned and beautiful little fairy like me do such a thing that damages his appearance?

What should I do if there is no beauty willing to accompany me to die in love? !

Hearing Osamu Dazai's heartbeat, which he didn't know was true or false, Atsushi Nakajima felt speechless for the other party for the first time.

I didn't expect you to be such a killer!

Maybe it was because his self-esteem as a brainless fan did not allow him to admit that he was a fan of something, Atsushi Nakajima silently swallowed his complaints again.

"Then what are you going to do dressed like this?" Atsushi Nakajima changed the subject naturally.

But maybe because he was not very satisfied with the attitude shown by Atsushi Nakajima, Osamu Dazai rushed over, pinched the white-haired boy's shoulders with both hands, and happily posted with him: "Am I not good-looking, not good-looking?" Can it satisfy you?!"

Come and see me!In front of a weak, helpless and beautiful...beauty like me, don't you feel tempted?

Having said that, Osamu Dazai blinked playfully, revealing his usually restrained charm.

Damn, it's so shiny...

Atsushi Nakajima, who was caught by the flash, looked away silently, thinking with flushed cheeks—Mr. Dazai is indeed very good-looking, but if he admits it like that, he always feels like he has lost somewhere...

Not to mention delivering breakfast to beauties every day, doesn't that make me look like an idiot?

So it is impossible to admit it!I can only live by pretending to be stupid! !

Atsushi Nakajima who thought this way cheered silently in his heart, and after making mental preparations, he turned to look at Osamu Dazai.

A true warrior, who dares to face dripping blood, dares to face a bleak life... But it's from Mr. Dazai's beauty crit, can I still...

Eh... it seems that I really can't hold it...? !

what to do?what to do!what to do……

Sorry, I shouldn't have overestimated my...

Atsushi Nakajima only felt that half of the flour and half of the water were filled in his head, but now, Mr. Dazai took a stirring stick and stirred it continuously... Then it became a pot of freshly baked paste!

Shaking your head slightly, you can still hear the rippling sound that is thicker than clear water and half a beat slower!

The so-called breaking the defense is such an instant thing, and the enemy's special attack on the Dazai, no matter how much preparation it is, it will be useless.

Atsushi Nakajima also failed to survive a round, and successfully achieved the achievement of kneeling at the beginning.

"No...no...no...no...!"

Atsushi Nakajima stammered, his face flushed: "Mr. Dazai looks very good-looking, I can get that, so there is no such thing as I am not satisfied with Mr. Dazai's appearance!"

Dissatisfied with Mr. Dazai?Impossible, it will never be possible... because Mr. Dazai is perfect!I can't pick out any problems from the whole body! !

Even if there is something bad about him, such as fishing for laziness and the like, it is to make those possible enemies relax, so he calmly plans and calculates in his heart, so Mr. Dazai is awesome! ! !

Atsushi Nakajima has very fanatical fans who consciously justified in their hearts, and thickened their own filter for Osamu Dazai layer by layer until he was completely deified.

Perhaps because he was very interested in the current development, Osamu Dazai deliberately lifted the end of Atsushi Nakajima's hair, twisted it and rubbed the white-haired boy's lips vaguely with his fingers.

"Then why don't you look at me..."

Osamu Dazai smiled slyly as if he had caught Atsushi Nakajima, like a young man full of vigor, but with the ease of an adult, "Don't you always look at something you like? I can't see any clues at all..." His tone paused, and those who approached him almost kissed him directly, "Dun Jun, are you really fascinated by me?"

The tone was obviously not very strong, but it carried the sense of oppression and dominance unique to the superior, and the surging hormones made people feel a little weak in the legs.

I... I... I... I...

Meow... Meow... Meow... Meow...

Atsushi Nakajima was almost defeated, and the beautiful woman who was obsessed with her thoughts and obsessions stood in front of her exuding charm, only a fool can be calm!

"I, I am naturally fascinated by Mr. Dazai..."

He stumbled and said, maybe he was not afraid of continuing to be ashamed because he was already ashamed. Atsushi Nakajima closed his eyes with flushed cheeks, and shouted loudly, "It's just because Mr. Dazai, you are so handsome! It's so heart-warming." To the point of causing people to commit crimes... If I look directly at it, I can't hold it at all!! Let alone have a good conversation..."

What a nuisance, Mr. Dazai, you are too foul...

Don't mention, if you don't listen to the last complaint, you can speak with a bit of momentum.

Perhaps because he didn't expect Atsushi Nakajima to hit such a straight ball directly, Osamu Dazai, who was so funny and happy, his pupils trembled, and subconsciously shrank aside with his hands covering his face.

Atsushi Nakajima's eyes were tightly closed, and he stood there with a dead heart, waiting for the coming of the next storm.But he waited here for a long time, and many reactions such as ridicule or amusing that he imagined did not happen.

What's going on here……?

He opened his eyes suspiciously, and then saw Osamu Dazai who was shutting himself in the corner.

"Mr. Dazai, what's wrong with you?" Atsushi Nakajima stepped forward suspiciously, and lightly poked Osamu Dazai's shoulder with his finger.

Osamu Dazai slapped Atsushi Nakajima's fingers away with a wave of his right hand, whimpering like a dying beast, "Stay away from me! Atsushi-kun, you are so bad... I don't want talk to you~"

Um!Um?Um……

Why?So what exactly happened? !

Atsushi Nakajima, who was inexplicably called, was full of doubts.

……

After finally coaxing the awkward Osamu Dazai over, Atsushi Nakajima asked again persistently: "Mr. Dazai, what are you going to do dressed like this?"

Osamu Dazai snorted softly, took off the dusty apron, and threw it on a shelf beside him.

"Didn't you notice? I'm cleaning up the room!" Osamu Dazai, who was walking in front, turned his head and glanced at Atsushi Nakajima who hadn't reacted yet from the corner of his eyes.

Have you never heard of apron play?

□□ Isn’t play delicious? !

As a result, I haven't responded yet...

Dunjun...

snort!I hate you for being a fool~

After hearing Osamu Dazai's words, Atsushi Nakajima blurted out in disbelief: "Mr. Dazai, you actually clean up the room by yourself?!"

"What do you mean by that? Are you saying I'm a lazy bastard!" Osamu Dazai puffed up his cheeks angrily, complaining aggrieved and dissatisfied.

Atsushi Nakajima shook his head again and again, and he didn't dare to address him quickly, but he remembered his experience of cleaning Mr. Dazai's room some time ago in his mind.

Osamu Dazai seemed to know what Atsushi Nakajima was thinking, pinched both sides of the opponent's cheeks with his thumb and index finger while opening his right palm, and said in a threatening tone: "Don't dare? That means you think it but dare not admit it! "

No no no, no!No! !

Atsushi Nakajima denied it in a hurry because of the pain from being pinched on both sides of his cheeks.

"I forgive you too..."

Osamu Dazai said this, and then let go of his hand, "If I really don't know how to clean the room, what should I do when you were not around?"

You must know that I don't have the habit of letting strangers invade my private domain. If it weren't for Dunjun, you look like you will die of shame if you can't help me, I wouldn't be bothered to see you running into my room every day.

That's right...

Atsushi Nakajima remembered the chaotic and orderly look he saw when he helped clean up the room for the first time, and nodded thoughtfully.

So it is also specially arranged, familiar people can find what they need at once, but strangers who break in will be confused, and finally they can't find the target they sneaked into.

After confirming that Atsushi Nakajima really understood what he said, Osamu Dazai took the incubator from the other party's hand, and walked towards the restaurant in a hurry.

"After all, I'm not someone who doesn't work well..."

He muttered to himself looking at the skylight outside the window, his voice was so low that he could hardly hear anything: "And the weather looks pretty good today!"

They came to the restaurant together and opened the incubator.

"This is..." Tofu?

Looking at the transparent soup in the incubator, Osamu Dazai said hesitantly.

Atsushi Nakajima nodded, and explained with a light smile: "Mr. Dazai, you mentioned tofu yesterday. I originally wanted to make seafood tofu stew, but I think the cold seafood is not suitable for eating in the morning, so forget it... "Then he used a large ceramic spoon to spoon the soup into a small bowl, and pushed it in front of Osamu Dazai, "I am wronging you to use some sweet corn tofu soup in the morning, and we will have a seafood feast in the evening!"

Maybe it's because Nakajima Atsushi's slow voice makes people feel sleepy, or maybe it's because the feeling of being taken care of by others is too reassuring. At this moment, Osamu Dazai didn't act like a monster like usual, and didn't say anything Atsushi Nakajima's proposal was accepted.

After eating, they went out together. After walking for about ten minutes, Atsushi Nakajima noticed something was wrong.

This is not their usual journey, not the Armed Detective Agency, not the Back Mountain, not the Tsurumi River, and not even the forest that was their first choice...

"Mr. Dazai, where are we going?" Atsushi Nakajima grabbed Dazai Osamu's cuff and stared into his pupils.

Osamu Dazai stopped in his tracks and looked down at Atsushi Nakajima.

Then he touched the top of Atsushi Nakajima's head, and said in a nonchalant tone: "Today's weather is good, I'm going to meet an old friend, and tell him something by the way."

Dazai Osamu's pupils were deep as he said this, as if he had fallen into some kind of sweet dream.

Mr. Dazai, don't...

Atsushi Nakajima's heart tightened subconsciously, and then he firmly grasped Osamu Dazai's hand, as if the person in front of him would disappear if he let go.

He was very familiar with this expression. The Mr. Dazai he knew back then showed a similar expression to himself and Akutagawa before jumping down from the top of the organization building.

Seeing it again now, Atsushi Nakajima was a little unable to distinguish the difference between dreams and reality at that moment, and only felt a deep feeling of fear welling up in his heart.

So cold...so scary...don't...

He felt that there was darkness in front of his eyes, and there was nothing around him, and he couldn't see or hear anything.This feeling almost drove him crazy, Atsushi Nakajima felt his heart was beating constantly, as fast as if it was going to explode at any moment.

The sudden pulling sensation awakened Osamu Dazai from his thoughts alone, he saw the panicked Atsushi Nakajima, and the cold sweat on the forehead of the white-haired boy.

He winked playfully at Atsushi Nakajima, then comforted the white-haired boy into his arms.

"Be good, be good...don't worry..."

He said in that soft tone of coaxing a child, and at the same time ran his palm along Atsushi Nakajima's back, "I'm well here!"

This voice firmly stabilized Atsushi Nakajima like the last duckweed of a drowning person, making him wrap around Osamu Dazai tightly like longing for a baby in his mother's arms.

At the same time, Atsushi Nakajima rubbed his cheek against the surface of the clothes on Osamu Dazai's chest with attachment, acting like a coquettish and cute big cat who is sneering.

"Okay, I'm still on the street now!" If you want to be coquettish, you have time to go back... Seeing Atsushi Nakajima's actions, Osamu Dazai's tone carried a smile that couldn't be concealed.

Me, what am I doing here? !

Whoa whoa... ah! ! !

After being reminded by Osamu Dazai, Atsushi Nakajima realized what he had done in a trance.

His cheeks were hot red, and then he backed away with his hands folded while screaming like a young girl with yellow flowers who had been molested.

Judging from the appearance of almost jumping three thousand miles, one can see the embarrassment of Atsuna Nakajima who just wants to get into the cracks in the ground.

Osamu Dazai held Atsushi Nakajima's hand with a suppressed smile, and after controlling him, he whispered in the other's ear: "It's still early, so not many people will see it, but if you continue to stay here without moving It’s hard to tell~”

……

It was already 10 minutes after Osamu Dazai brought the awkward Nakajima Atsushi to the destination.

Looking at the rippling sea and the lonely grave under the green trees by the sea.

"Mr. Dazai, are you here to visit the grave?" Atsushi Nakajima asked suddenly.

Osamu Dazai glanced back at Atsushi Nakajima, with the usual half-smile in his tone: "I told you I'm here to see a friend." Then he put the flowers he picked casually on the roadside in front of the grave, and then Added to Atsushi Nakajima: "After all, an old friend of ours will return to Yokohama in the not-too-distant future, and Oda Saku has been unable to let go of that person before..."

While talking, Osamu Dazai sat down directly against the tombstone, stroking the surface of the tombstone with his fingers nostalgic.

It is very clear which things can be involved, and which things cannot be casually stepped into. Ji Zhongjima Atsushi wisely stopped, and sat down in front of the tombstone silently, while concentrating on Osamu Dazai and glanced at it from the corner of his eye. tombstone.

Oda Sakunosuke...? !

This should have been a habitual glance, but the familiar name made him stop his gaze involuntarily.

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If I remember correctly, this person is the agent of the armed detective agency who brought Akutagawa home and trained him? !

I didn't see him at the Armed Detective Agency before, and I thought it was a difference in the parallel world, which caused this person not to work in the Armed Detective Agency, but it turned out to be a tomb long ago...

Atsushi Nakajima thought incredulously, and then looked at Osamu Dazai hesitantly—he wanted to ask what is the relationship between Mr. Dazai and that Oda?Because Atsushi Nakajima remembered what Mr. Dazai over there said before he fell from the building.

This is the only world where he lives and continues to write novels*

Because he couldn't directly observe the parallel world like Osamu Dazai, Atsushi Nakajima never knew who he was referring to in Mr. Dazai's mouth.

But after seeing this tomb, an inexplicable feeling told Atsushi Nakajima that the name engraved on the tombstone was Mr. Dazai's greatest regret on both sides.

***

"Shinji! Shinji! Why did you call us out all of a sudden?"

"Yes~ yes~ what are you doing so mysteriously!"

"It seems that Shinji Ni has a secret too! Is there any girl you like that you want us to refer to..."

"Wow! Shinji is in love!!"

"I don't! Stop talking nonsense..."

"If it's not because of the troubles of being in love, then why did you call us out?"

"You little fools, don't you know what day it is?"

"What other day can it be?!"

"Idiot, idiot, what a bunch of heartless little idiots!"

"Today is the day when Oda officially received the Newcomer Award! Shouldn't we celebrate it?"

***

Distant memories suddenly came to mind. At that time, Atsushi Nakajima wandered the streets and alleys as if he had lost his soul because of the death of Osamu Dazai. He would remember this incident entirely because the army of children with more than ten people was too large.

Thinking about those days now, it really seems like a lifetime away!

So that Oda is the reason why Mr. Dazai, the leader, made such a choice...

The other party's novel that was not fully finished at the time was the factor that made Mr. Dazai so obsessed with it that he greeted the arrival of death with regret, and the soul could not be freed after death? !

A feeling of pain, like being burned by a raging fire, appeared in Atsushi Nakajima's heart, unwilling...unwilling...really unwilling!

Thinking of this, Atsushi Nakajima felt as if he was soaked in acid water, and his whole body was in pain like being burned by venom.

I want to yell regardless, I want to destroy everything I see in front of me, I want to let that person only have room for me...

If Ryunosuke Akutagawa was here, he would have found the look in Atsushi Nakajima's eyes so familiar, it was the deep jealousy that had been distorted, rotten and deformed by obsession, hanging in his pupils all year round after Mr. Dazai left.

It's just that in the past, Ryunosuke Akutagawa had such feelings for Atsushi Nakajima, but now Feng Shui takes turns, and it's Atsushi Nakajima's turn to personally experience the pain of being tortured by such feelings.

It's a hell that people who haven't experienced it can't know, and can't empathize with it.It is a raging fire that can destroy people's existing rationality, distort their personality, and burn all their efforts.

This is the situation that Atsushi Nakajima is facing now. If no one can pull him back in time, the essence of the white-haired boy may be distorted into some kind of terrifying existence.

……

Just when [Atsushi Nakajima] was about to be swallowed up by his own unwillingness, Dazai Osamu first picked him up from his thoughts about to go berserk, and it was a familiar and brisk boyish voice.

"So you are here! Finally found it..." The white Nakajima Atsushi who stood opposite him hurriedly appeared in front of them, wiping the sweat that was slowly flowing from the edge of his cheeks.

[Atsushi Nakajima] whose thoughts were interrupted turned his head and looked at the past. Although it is much better than before, after all, there are still some sequelae.

Here, what's going on...?

Why do you feel so uneasy all of a sudden? !

After all, to a certain extent they are the same person, [Nakajima Atsushi] saw the other party's hesitation, and quickly suppressed that trace of emotional leakage.

He knew that it would be fine if his level at this point was just to deceive himself in the parallel world, but in front of a top caregiver like Mr. Dazai, he would be completely out of line, and it could even be said that his whole body was full of conspicuous flaws.

So he didn't turn his head back to look at Osamu Dazai immediately as usual, thinking that this was all he needed to completely hide his thoughts, but he didn't realize that his current behavior itself could be regarded as an omission.

At least Osamu Dazai's iris-colored eyes flashed thoughtfully very quickly.

[Atsushi Nakajima], who was unaware of this, continued to talk to himself in the parallel world: "Atsushi, what's the matter with running over to find me suddenly?"

Eh?Eh!Eh……

Surprised by Atsushi Nakajima's sudden question, he subconsciously stood at attention like a child being called by a teacher.

"No, how did you know that I came to you with something?" He widened his eyes in surprise, and the purple-gold pupils were full of another self.

[Atsushi Nakajima] Tilted his head, and said calmly: "Of course I can see it from your usual habits."

"Is it that obvious?!" The white-haired boy tugged at his overalls, obviously he was the older one, but he seemed to be several years younger by comparison.

After hearing this, the Reaper Lord revealed a smile that was not Hong Kong at all. He walked forward slowly and then pinched the other cheek of himself: "Although I want to say "Is it okay?" "To save my respect, but my conscience does not allow me to deceive myself..."

His tone paused, and he put his arms around his shoulders to make a disgusted expression, "You really can't hide yourself at all! Your body language completely exposed the content of your thinking..." Maybe it was to prove this [Atsushi Nakajima] also vividly made a metaphor for the authenticity of the sentence: "If you want me to say it, only a fool can't see it?!"

Can't hide it at all... Only a fool can't see it...

These adjectives turned into sharp arrows and pierced into Atsushi Nakajima's body.

"Is it really that bad?!" Atsushi Nakajima showed a shocked look, squatted down with a depressed expression, hugged his knees, and hid aside to draw circles.

As a rookie detective, I can't even cover up my basic skills well...

I embarrass the Armed Detective Agency qwq!

Seeing that his disciple was so shocked that he would cry out in the next second, if it was an ordinary master, he might have already started to think of ways to comfort the other party and try to build self-confidence for the disciple.

But who is Osamu Dazai?That can be called a rare dog in a hundred years, a man who is determined to be a "different fireworks".

So he walked to Atsushi Nakajima with a smile on his face, patted him on the shoulder with relief, and said, "It's okay, Atsushi, you have grown a lot!"

"Mr. Dazai..." Atsushi Nakajima replied with tears in his eyes.

But in the next second, what Osamu Dazai said made his smile froze at the corner of his mouth: "And the Armed Detective Agency, after all, from the very beginning, I didn't have any expectations for you armed men, detectives or something. Just leave it to me and Edogawa Ranpo to be in charge."

I didn't have confidence from the beginning...

Just leave it to me and Ranpo...

Atsushi Nakajima, who gave diss continuously, just felt that life was hopeless, if he could, he wanted to cry directly!

Looking at the other one who was greatly shocked, even [Atsushi Nakajima] couldn't stand it anymore.

"Actually, it's okay..." [Nakajima Atsushi] said: "You are just used to focusing on the main body when doing one thing, and others just greet you casually as insignificant incidentals."

This kind of attitude is indeed a little obvious, but as long as you pay attention to it a little, it will not be a big problem to change it in the future.

After expressing his own thoughts, the white god of death found that another part of his attention was obviously diverted.So he made persistent efforts to turn the topic back to the beginning. What was the reason why Atsushi Nakajima came here?

After mentioning the business, the new recruits of the Armed Detective Agency also seemed a little more serious.

He subconsciously stood up straight, and then conveyed the senior's words word by word: "Senior Kunikida said that the mission issued by the military and police, I hope Mr. Dazai can go back to work!" Then Nakajima Atsushi turned his head and looked at his other self , "In addition, Mr. Ranpo also mentioned you, Nakajima-kun, saying that the scope of this incident is relatively large, and it is best to let you come over!" After hearing this, [Nakajima Atsushi] subconsciously looked at Osamu Dazai behind him found that the man rejected Atsushi Nakajima's proposal without even thinking about it.

After learning of Osamu Dazai's choice, the White Grim Reaper subconsciously wanted to express his determination to advance and retreat with Mr. Dazai, but was stopped by Osamu Dazai himself.

"Mr. Dazai, why suddenly..." Is there something inconvenient for me to know?

Osamu Dazai turned his head to look at the two white tigers, half-closed his eyes and put his finger on Atsushi Nakajima's lips at the same time, smiling mysteriously: "The mystery of the unknown makes people look more attractive!"

Then he put his hands in his pockets and walked forward without looking back, leaving only a handsome back.

"And sometimes I also need some independent small space~"

He turned his back to Atsushi Nakajima and waved, and his vague voice came from afar.