Maybe in the dark

Jiang He felt that the balloon in his body had finally burst, and the gas forced into it burst through the small gap in an instant and roared out. He no longer cared how much he had stained the gorgeous and exquisite carpet under his feet, and entered the door He hesitated before stepping on it, but now the faint throbbing pain in his stomach and throat took all his attention, so that when Lin Qiao's voice sounded, he broke out in a cold sweat .

"I told you not to eat so much, are you holding on? Look, you wanted to eat, why did you spit it all out now?" Lin Qiao stood behind him, holding a package of napkins and pumping them one by one. Mechanical and monotonous, like the footsteps of something slowly approaching, he handed Jiang He the white paper towels that he pulled out and clenched into a ball: "Here are ten of them, clean them up." "Must be all of them." Clean it up, carpets are expensive and my parents will be mad when they come back."

"Well, it seems that you guys still like to eat this kind of food." Zhao Qianping glanced at the instant noodles, bent her index finger to her nose, as if she couldn't stand the cheap smell, then put her hands down and smiled generously.

Lin Qiao came back to his senses, he looked at Jiang He with a natural expression, and felt that he didn't seem to recall some unpleasant memories.

"What are you doing? Keep staring at me." Jiang He said.

"Look at your good looks." "Come on, I'm not as good-looking as you. I'm going back." "Are you leaving so soon?" "I still haven't finished my homework."

Jiang He's eyes fell on a certain place behind Lin Qiao, he was stunned for a moment, and soon returned to normal, but Lin Qiao caught the moment of stunned.

"Goodbye!" "Goodbye, see you at school."

Lin Qiao closed the door. He stood where Jiang He was standing just now. Turning his head, he saw the cardboard box on the bedside. The box contained broken snowflakes and the wreckage of presents.He leaned his back against the door, raised his head, took a deep breath, and sat down slowly as if exhausted.

At the beginning, when I first met Jiang He, it was at the activities of the Kindergarten’s Big Class Cultural Palace. The leaders of the education bureau in Hanxiao’s place liked to do this kind of thing the most. They picked out the elites of each school and mixed them together. Come together and watch how a group of children have chemistry.That day, Jiang He was dressed in pink and tender, from the moment he walked onto the stage like a little girl, and from the moment Lin Qiao laughed contemptuously when he first saw him, Lin Qiao was doomed. The fact that Qiao didn't wait to see him.

I hate this kind of pretending and fake kid the most.Lin Qiao said so to his mother.

He has a sweet mouth and knows how to behave. He is very popular in society. You should learn from it.His mother told him so.Lin Qiao's disdain and disgust spread like black mucus from the depths of his heart, wrapping and clenching the bright red organ the size of a fist, making it unable to move voluntarily.

After the event, Jiang He was obviously ordered by his parents to have a friendly exchange with this outstanding rich kid. He followed Lin Qiao wherever he went. The tired child's voice kept chanting: "Brother Lin Qiao, I want to be good friends with you."

Lin Qiao finally stopped in his footsteps, the contrived voice was like a vicious spell to him, yes, Jiang He must be a very bad witch, she ate the flesh of a little boy and put on his skin Masquerading in his guise, he enchants all good people to make them vulgar and unreasonable, otherwise why would adults like his hypocritical accent?Why did the teacher applaud his utterly childishly stupid performance?

He squeezed the plastic inflatable ball in his hand, turned around, and bravely looked directly at this powerful and terrifying witch like a real man. The witch's eyes flashed with the pure eyes of a child, trying to use that Chu Chu's pitiful innocence confuses him, which actually makes Lin Qiao's disgust deepen. He turns away the mineral water at hand and pours it down the top of the wicked woman's head.

Lin Qiao was a little scared in his heart. In the eyes of adults like him, a mature and sensible boy would never do anything out of line, let alone bully children.So he thought of possible outcomes, such as Jiang He crying and complaining to his parents, he didn't know how to deal with this kind of thing.

Unexpectedly, Jiang He didn't cry, or maybe his few silent tears were mixed with the water droplets, Jiang He stood with his head down for a while, Lin Qiao was sure that he was very sad, For a moment he opened his mouth as if to cry, but the little witch quickly ran under the air conditioner, and the wind dried him before the event was over.Jiang He behaved very well in front of adults, or he was born with perfect acting skills. No one knew that he had been drenched in water, and maybe even cried.

There are too many such facts, from childhood to adulthood, until Lin Xiaogong lost his glory and wealth, as many as Lin Qiao, or Shen Tianchang can't remember clearly.

However, at that time, Lin Qiao was slightly relieved seeing Jiang He's smiling face.

In the evening, Ye Zhou called. Speaking of the news that the teacher brought the game in the afternoon, Lin Qiao could feel the excitement coming from the receiver.

"Why didn't the teacher participate? It doesn't feel so formal..."

"Don't you know about him? He doesn't care about this at all. He dances just for fun. The organizer is famous, okay?"

The name that was announced was really loud enough to arouse Lin Qiao's admiration. "Are you going to participate? It's so far away...Hey, let me tell you, if you accidentally win an award and become famous, remember to treat me to something delicious."

"I'll give you hot noodles tomorrow." Ye Zhou's voice suddenly dropped, "But there will be a lot of professional contestants there, I don't even know if I can get into the audition, and the most important thing is that I don't have travel expenses If I ask my dad for money, he will definitely kill me.”

Lin Qiao stood at the window holding his mobile phone, and the pigeons with gray and white wings flew back to their cages on the attic several times. I don't know if things are the same as people.

"Which city is the game going to?" In fact, I already have the answer in my heart.

"Such a big game is always in Han Xiao." Sure enough.

"Ah."

The noise of my sister came from downstairs.

"Speaking of which, you seem to be from Hanxiao. Time flies so fast. It's been more than a year since you moved here." I didn't pay attention to what was said later.Lin Qiao heard his own voice dry, as if it didn't come from his mouth: "I'll cover your travel expenses, dance well." Ye Zhou's grades are far behind Lin Qiao's, if he can find a way out in dancing It's also good that he has the talent.

When he reached the stairs, he could already hear his sister crying. Lin Jing's high-pitched and thin voice performed the characteristics vividly when crying, like fingernails scraping on a blackboard, making the scalp numb and chilling.Lin Qiao tremblingly walked through the smoke-filled hall, and quietly returned to his room and slowly closed the door, shutting out his sister's heartbreaking "I just want to buy it" cry and Zhao Qianping's harsh reprimand.

Whenever Lin Jing loses his temper because he wants to buy luxury goods or when Zhao Qianping loses his temper when the business in the store is not good, Lin Qiao would like to evaporate and disappear. He would complain that his mother went abroad alone and left himself with such difficult relatives.In the past, the reason was that "the group's bankrupt mother and uncle are going to earn money, and they will keep you in the country for fear of your hardship". "It seems too far away.

When the sound of kicking the door sounded, the words "I was still affected by disaster" happily jumped from Lin Qiao's mind. He sat on Simmons and quietly looked directly at the door in front of him. Zhao Qianping said "嗵! Tom! Tom!" The knock on the door was like a sharp ax cutting down the fragile shell of this small world.

"The dead thing's wings are hard, right! I know you're in there, so fuck me, open the door and get out!" "I heard you call! You pay for the travel expenses! Whose travel expenses are you paying for! Don't think I don't know about that What kind of competition is the sissy little bastard participating in! He wants you to get paid for participating, who are you!"

The vicious words were like viscous and turbid pus, emitting a stench along the ear canal and dripping into the heart, corroding the flesh and blood for no reason.Lin Qiao made sure that his voice didn't reveal any negative emotions that sounded or sounded like: "I didn't want to use your money."

"Ha!" Zhao Qianping seemed to have heard the funniest joke in the world. This contemptuous laugh turned her from a cursing shrew into a seductive lady again. "Haha!" She couldn't restrain herself, and laughed again, "You are so funny, my young master Lin."

Lin Qiao closed his eyes, bit his tongue and lay down on Simmons. His fingers automatically groped for the phone as if he had eyes, and subconsciously opened the recording software.

"You figure it out! I own everything I eat, wear, and live in! Do you really think how much living expenses your mother can send you for a loser who can't hold her thighs! It's not enough for us Lin Jing to buy a skirt! Let me tell you, your mother is pregnant with twins again, and life is easy for her! If I hadn’t been kind enough to leave you a bite to eat, you would have gone to the orphanage to enjoy the blessings instead!”

When it was finally quiet outside the door, Lin Qiao's tears had dried up in his eyes.