Maybe in the dark

The shop was air-conditioned and it was cold, which was not a good feeling while waiting for lunch.Lin Qiao tried his best to fantasize and pretend that he was in the wind and snow, wrapped in a black coat and a long scarf, walking in the deserted streets in the middle of the night, there were piles of sycamore leaves on the side of the road, which were even more smudged by the yellow of the street lamps. obsolete.He closed his eyes slightly and immersed himself in this imaginary world, playing the role of the lonely walker with his will.

In fact, the food here is very good. Some of the delicacies removed from the dining table have not been touched by chopsticks. These dishes are usually processed by Lin Qiao and the guys, and then poured into the pig food bucket and sent to the pig farm.Ever since a physical exam and physical examination, Lin Qiao didn’t dare to eat those greasy and delicious food anymore. He couldn’t stand the surprised sounds of his classmates looking at the scale, and he couldn’t reduce the screen even if he stood on tiptoe. Numbers in dark green.Of course, losing weight is always easier without parental supervision.

During lunch, Lin Qiao said that he was going to watch Ye Zhou dance, but his cousin immediately yelled that he must go. "Boys! Boys dancing!" She still had such a shrill voice, with an inexplicable smile, that smile was like a thorn, small but really uncomfortable.

"He went to play with his friends, where are you going?" My aunt always had an elegant posture when eating outside. Lan Huafinger scooped up the soup with a stainless steel spoon and brought it to her mouth steadily. Then put the whole spoon in your mouth.

"I'm going! Are you kidding me? Why can't I go?" The cousin knocked on the bowl with her chopsticks to express her anger, and then smiled with her chopsticks in her mouth, joking and expecting, "Have you seen boys dance, Mom?" ? Do they dance like girls? Shaking their heads, akimbo, and ass? Wow, it feels so sissy!"

He squeezed the chopsticks tightly with his fingers until he felt pain. Lin Qiao felt that Ye Zhou would cry if he heard it. In fact, he wanted to cry. Lin Jing was one of the girls he hated the most.I once heard people say that younger sisters with older sisters are crazy, but why Lin Jing doesn't have an older sister is not much different from crazy.

"Hehe, who knows, ask your brother."

"Brother, isn't it, isn't it?"

The guest has already left, so the air conditioner is not turned on. The hot air exhaled from the mouth will turn into a strange and distorted white mist in this late autumn. After all, the fingers are weakly released, and the lips that open and close come out with a barely audible "no". .

Lin Qiao still went to the dance practice room alone. Of course, his cousin would not really follow. Computers and games are more attractive. She might just want to ridicule him.

With high walls, only the window on the upper left can penetrate the skylight, and the mirrors on all sides can refract everything layer by layer, which is like the famous Droste effect.Although it didn't feel dark, but the hazy feeling of depression was mixed with the deep and thick accompaniment music, stuffed into the throat like a sticky thing, and I couldn't breathe.

In name, Lin Qiao came to "come to see Ye Zhou dance" but actually came to take lessons.The teachers here are very good, and they are basically the same kind of people.Once when get out of class was over, Lin Qiao saw the teacher's boyfriend coming to pick him up, and Ye Zhou whispered beside him, "Did you see that, it is said that they will hold a wedding abroad soon." At the end, he added :"I really envy."

That was the first time Lin Qiao saw a real gay in reality.

"Are you?" Ye Zhou asked him this question, but Lin Qiao himself didn't know.Maybe he doesn't like boys, or maybe he doesn't hate girls that much, he just hasn't met the right person. "Anyway, I am." Ye Zhou said.cheap.

The long-lost sunlight fell to the ground through the high windows, and the two boys stood in a small pool of debris, sweat wet their bangs into tiny clusters, which swayed with the movement, piercing their eyes , very itchy.

"Do you want to go out to play this weekend?" Ye Zhou asked, "Today is your birthday."

"Where are you going?" Lin Qiao was a little absent-minded. He was sitting on the horizontal bar, with his calves dangling innocently. He suddenly remembered that the summer vacation was coming to an end, and Jiang He was coming back: "Let's go out and play together when Jiang He comes." Right? The three of us." He turned his face to look at Ye Zhou: "Let's go together."

Sure enough, Ye Zhou clicked his tongue, raised his head and took a sip of water. The cold water washed all the way down, and after being obstructed by countless bumps, a small wisp was left, like ink stains slowly fading into the bright red blood. Ye Zhou again After taking a few sips, he felt more comfortable. He sat next to Lin Qiao, opened his mouth and sighed: "Forget it, I must be the one for the three of us to go out and place orders. Your love is stronger than gold."

Lin Qiao smiled: "It's not that exaggerated." He didn't deny it, it was more like showing off.

"I know, you like Jiang He more than me!" Ye Zhou waved his hand, his back looked abrupt and lonely in the dark corridor, and the slightly peeling walls around him felt hair growing everywhere.Lin Qiao felt a little cruel, his mouth moved faster than his consciousness: "Hey!" There was a loud and short sound in this quiet environment, which was instantly swallowed up by the silence, making him wonder if he had ever made a sound in a trance .

Ye Zhou didn't turn his head, he said as he walked, "What are you doing?"

Lin Qiao breathed a sigh of relief, and shouted out of words: "You look like a horror movie hero!" Ye Zhou's voice came from the stairs: "I'll fuck you..." He just listened to what was said later. I don't know.Lin Qiao laughed loudly, he hoped that Ye Zhou could hear the vivid and bright time that belonged to them.

It was already dark when Lin Qiao returned to the store. He wrapped his clothes tightly and stood at the intersection far away. The store name made of neon tubes on the square signboard flashed in the dust, and the gaudy, vulgar and bright colors were unstable. The ground quickly lights up and then dies quickly, like a pale woman with heavy makeup, and no matter how elegant and classical music is played from the stereo, it looks nondescript.

The door opened, and Zhao Qianping came out with a man. The man gently put his arms around her. She skillfully drew her long hair back and leaned back in a gesture of slight resistance. Her slender body was about to fall from the The extremely soft waist is broken, and men will give this kind of unbearable, soft and boneless woman more love and affection. Their bodies are so close, he raised his legs, and his knees touched her flowery skirt put.

Zhao Qianping withdrew her hand from the back of his neck, and switched the cigarette from her right hand to her left. The lingering smoke and fragrance permeated wantonly, and her expression was like a real lady.She raised her face, put a finger on the man's shoulder and pushed him away.

Lin Qiao walked over after the man left, Zhao Qianping glanced at him and turned to enter the room.

Very good, Lin Qiao thought, very good, he was looking forward to the birthday gift Jiang He sent him, no need to make an agreement, every birthday he would prepare gifts for him, books, watches, ornaments and postcards.

There was an unpacked small carton of parcels piled up next to the door, which looked so abrupt in several blue beer bottle boxes, Lin Qiao knelt down to see, the sender was Jiang He, and the signee was Zhao Qianping.Zhao Qianping is Aunt Lin Qiao's name.

"What's in my package?"

No one cares about him.

He took a deep breath, shouldn't be dancing, he missed the package, didn't even know what was in it.

Lin Qiao ran upstairs and stopped in front of Lin Jing's door. He didn't forget to knock on the door, and then turned the doorknob hard.Lin Jing was sitting on the bed talking on the phone, her feet were raised high on the back of the chair, she was holding the mobile phone in one hand, and casually flipping through the books spread on her stomach with the other. There were two books beside it, They are so glaring when they are mixed in the romantic comics with colorful awl faces printed on the cover that do not conform to the human body structure.

"What the hell, it's a mess... just, I really don't understand why those stupid people like to read such boring books..."

When Lin Qiao noticed the book in her hand, something heavy weighed heavily on her heart. "Give it back to me." Lin Qiao interrupted her.

The girl raised her head impatiently and gave him a white look, signaling to go out quickly and close the door, then lay down on the bed with a book and looked at the phone with great interest: "Of course he doesn't have the money to buy it, do you know what it means to live under the fence? It wasn't sent by his classmate... Tsk, her mother is very close to the big boss, and now she is well-off, unlike some people's mothers, who can lose both money and life by being a junior."

Lin Qiao picked up a stack of dictionaries and threw them on her.

Lin Jing paused and hung up the phone.She stood up slowly, with an angry expression flashing past, and then her mocking and contemptuous eyes fixed on Lin Qiao's eyes, clutching the book, holding it up high, like holding the blood-stained flag of the enemy army, without a trace. Tore it up without hesitation. "What are you!" She said word by word like a real winner, "Get out of my room!" She pushed him away, and closed the door with a "bang" together with the debris.

The broken pieces of paper fluttered around him like dying butterflies and finally fell down. They were really beautiful, snow-white, neatly printed, with a faint fragrance of ink, like clouds that were forced to turn into snowflakes , like a magnified teardrop.

Lin Qiao stood there for a while, mechanically fetched the broom and dustpan, and swept the remains of Jiang He's gift into the trash can.He knew that before long the leftovers would be poured in here, that the disgusting stain of oil would stain them.Lin Qiao suddenly threw away the broom and squatted down, picking up the snowflakes one by one nervously.

It was at this time that Zhao Qianping came down from the stairs, with three steps and three twists and a graceful figure. She was obviously taken aback when she saw Lin Qiao squatting in the corner, and sneered loudly after seeing Lin Qiao's muddy and dull expression.

Lin Qiao didn't know what she was happy about.