back to college

He was so confused that even Tang Xiaoli himself didn't know how he got to the police station.

Before entering the door, he saw himself reflected in the glass window, he was in an indescribable embarrassment, his lips were red and swollen, and he vaguely remembered some fragments of last night, which made Tang Xiaoli feel ashamed and angry. Watery pink.

He lowered his head and pursed his lips sullenly, his eye circles were slightly red like a big rabbit, he stood there for a long time before wiping his sleeves, and then he got into the trap without saying a word, almost as if he was running away. After getting to his own position, he hung his head desperately all morning, for fear that others would see something strange.

However, sometimes the more you don't want to do something, the more God will do something against you, but it's not torturing you, but it just makes you scratch your ears and feel uncomfortable.

Suddenly, the mobile phone rang, making Tang Xiaoli almost tremble like a frightened rabbit.After being stunned for a few seconds, he finally recovered from his stupor. The phone rang a lot before he found the phone that was still ringing in his coat pocket.

However, when he saw the caller ID clearly, the movement he had just tried to recover became hopelessly slow again.At that moment, it was as if all the movements had stopped in a very natural way, as he stared blankly at the three flashing words of Gu Muyuan written on the phone, his heart felt like a needle prick in an instant, twitching in pain.

All of a sudden, he didn't know how to face it, how to face Gu Muyuan as a friend, and himself who is so bad now... It seemed that all the problems were crowded in the present moment, and he couldn't breathe because of the crowding.

Until... the phone hangs up.

……

Tang Xiaoli heaved a long sigh of relief seeing that the phone was no longer clamoring and vibrating.

Immediately, I felt that my tense body just now relaxed a lot.He didn't know why Gu Muyuan would call at this time, but after years of getting along with Tang Xiaoli, Tang Xiaoli knew very well that Gu Muyuan would not call a second time in terms of his spoiled young master's temper.Thinking of this, a slight sense of loss and a little tiredness flashed through my inexplicable heart.

Gu Muyuan stood in the room, looking at the food that was still on the table, impatiently threw the phone aside, and uncomfortably plucked some stiff hair.

How dare he not answer the phone...

This fact made Gu Muyuan a little unspeakably irritated, because in the many years he has known Tang Xiaoli, he has never gone against his own will, and even as long as it is something he said, he will not even say half a word. To put it bluntly, it even made me feel a little bored. To put it bluntly, I even felt that Tang Xiaoli doted on him more thoughtfully than his mother.

Man is such a creature that is easy to be cheap, but the easier it is to get something, the less he will notice it, and the less he will feel the value of cherishing it.Naturally, he would not escape from such a vicious circle. He didn't like Tang Xiaoli, who was so worthless. Every time he saw that he liked someone so much that he groveled, he felt extremely uncomfortable and dazzling. disdain.However, if one day, all these things disappear, what will happen to him, even he doesn't know.However, there is one thing Gu Muyuan knows very well, at least he will not get used to it.

Somewhat annoyed, he tore off his tie, loosened his neckline a little, and then felt that he could take a breath, and stared fiercely at the photos hanging on the wall.

I saw the two smiling teenagers in the photo, with green smiles on their faces.

He was wearing a jersey with one arm around the trophy and the other naturally on Tang Xiaoli's shoulders. This was the only group photo of the two of them together after they had known each other for so many years.Tang Xiaoli at that time was as stupid as he is now, especially when he laughed, those two little canine teeth and thick spectacle lenses made it difficult for him to remember for many years how long the little tail following him could grow to the end What it looked like... But that's it, that tail became the only person he felt would never leave him.

Gu Muyuan took out a cigarette and lit it, took a deep breath, squinted his eyes half-closed in the smoke and looked at Tang Xiaoli who was laughing helplessly in the photo, an inexplicable anger rushed straight to the top of his head, and said viciously to the photo : "Succeed, I have been waiting for you all night, and now I have learned not to answer the phone... I don't even remember who I am..." After finishing speaking, he ruthlessly stubbed out the half of the cigarette and pulled up his coat. : "I want to see how long you can last!"

"boom--"

In the slightly small room, there was only a heavy slamming door.

Gu Muyuan didn't know why he was so angry, and he didn't want to know exactly.Anyway, there is one thing he knows very well, that is how many catties Tang Xiaoli weighs.

For so many years, whether he is shameless or an asshole, he knows that he has been playing with him like a toy in his hands, and he can't escape or get in, so he can't drive him away even if he hangs him like this.However, I couldn't express the comfort in my heart.He doesn't like Tang Xiaoli, the most beautiful in his heart, the best will always be the girl named Qi Ya, in his memory, the person who smiles very cleanly and brightly.He just found a partner at the wrong time by mistake. Now that Qi Ya is back, his world is starting to work again, but he doesn't want to let Tang Xiaoli go so easily, and wants to hang him like this , teasing him... He eats him to death, he can only like one person in his life, and that must be Gu Muhara!

He took out his mobile phone and pressed the switch off button, as if he could predict the embarrassment of that person when he called the mobile phone repeatedly but couldn't get through, Furugihara in the car raised a faint smug smile inexplicably.This is considered driving away, as if Tang Xiaoli could see himself nervous and downcast as long as he moved his mind a little.

The wicked smile deepened a lot.

It's a pity that Tang Xiaoli, who was several miles away, didn't know it, and lay down on the table like a soulless child, looking at the phone eagerly.Sure enough, it never rang again, and he took the mobile phone again in a useless manner, opened and closed it, but saw that it was still not moving at all.

Downcast eyes, with a trace of fatigue.

If it was him in the past, he would have hit him for nothing.

But now...he has no confidence, and the aura of thick-skinned and insisting on him not to leave before has been wiped out by a series of events that happened suddenly in the past few days.

He hated that Qi Ya.

There is no reason, just knowing the simple dislike, the narrow-minded dislike, because he knows very well, who is the one who stands in the heart of him and Qi Ya in Gu Muyuan's little heart, and the worst thing is, who The location has never changed.

In fact, he can still pretend not to know, pretend to be confused. After so many years of friendship, he doesn't believe that Gu Muyuan will just throw him away like this.But, now... Looking at the still red and swollen lips, he really didn't know how to deal with this appearance.

He even said that he was afraid, afraid that if Gu Muyuan saw this appearance, their worlds would never intersect again... And he couldn't muster up the courage to be ashamed anymore.

In the quiet file room, for the first time, Tang Xiaoli could even hear the beating of the hands of the clock hanging on the wall clearly.

"Xiao Tang, Captain Wu is looking for you." Suddenly the door was pushed open, and Xiao Zhang half-hooked his head with the file bag in his hand, and shouted.

"... Oh." Tang Xiaoli hurriedly put away the previous fatigue and Gu Ying's self-injury, hurriedly pulled the crumpled police uniform on his body, and strode towards Wu Dui's office.

Knocking on the door, Dui Wu raised his head from the pile of documents. When he saw the person coming, his face was full of smiles. His plump cheeks almost hid his nose when he smiled. Tang Xiaoli thought it was his head. For a while, I felt that Dui Wu also had such a lively smile, and felt more cautious.

"Little Tang, what are you doing standing in front of the door? Come in, come in."

When Tang Xiaoli heard the sound, he seemed even more confused. Usually, people say that the brighter the smile, the higher the fucking index.Tang Xiaoli used to be naive and didn't believe it, but since he met Gu Muyuan, he almost immediately surrendered to the enemy and became convinced.

Seeing Tang Xiaoli sitting down in an orderly manner, Dui Wu nodded in satisfaction, picked up the water glass at hand, and took a sip: "Xiao Tang, how did you think about what I told you earlier? "

"..." Tang Xiaoli didn't say a word, so many things happened, he was obviously caught off guard, and he didn't have a chance to think clearly.For a moment, I didn't know how to answer.

Team Wu looked Tang Xiaoli's listless expression up and down, obviously quite dissatisfied, but now he was still thinking about assigning tasks, so he smiled again, but coughed intentionally, and moved his position.

With a slightly rough hand, he opened the file bag that had been placed on the side and clicked his tongue: "Little Tang, you should call me Uncle Wu no matter your age. You are also thirty years younger, so you should have a share." Stable income is right, now there is an opportunity to become a formal one, why are you hesitating, whoever is going to get such a good deed doesn’t grin on the waistband of his trousers, why can’t you figure it out, kid?”

Captain Wu used his three-inch golden tongue to observe the words and expressions of the honest and honest Tang Xiaoli, and his expression seemed to have begun to become a bit hesitant. , then it’s time to plan for the future.”

"..." Tang Xiaoli's hand holding the corner of his clothes visibly froze. In the future...

It's not that he hasn't thought about this word, but he has to admit that he has never thought about it carefully.A stable job and a Gumuhara are his future.When his mother was alive, she said a very reasonable but very vulgar sentence, what is grass people, is the weeds on the side of the road that no one cares about, you have to rely on yourself in the wind and rain, but no matter how hard you try, you can't bloom anything bright Therefore, not only must you accept your fate, but you must also accept your fate dutifully, so that at least you can live until it withers and turns yellow.

Therefore, since he was a child, he has never insisted on anything in his future. When he was a child, he knew to listen to his parents, teachers, class monitors, and classmates... When he grows up, he knows that he is worthless and he likes a man. Yes, I have struggled, and I feel uncomfortable that I am a monster pervert, but I still have to continue my life. It was not until the appearance of Gu Muyuan that he felt... Maybe, liking a man... It's not that miserable.

So in his simple and even a little monotonous world, there is an extra future, where he lives dutifully, and likes Furukihara dutifully.

So his future is not without plans, but too simple to be worth planning.

Dui Wu looked at Tang Xiaoli's slightly wrinkled forehead with shrewd eyes, thinking that something was about to start, so he sat back on the leather chair unhurriedly, lit a cigarette and waited quietly for Tang Xiaoli to Xiaoli's answer.

future……

A few days ago, he was still thinking about the only future, Gu Muyuan, but now he still has to go, and in the end there is still nothing left...Looking down at his hand, that particularly messy emotional line, he still said in his heart Can't help feeling uncomfortable.If he lost his job in the end, the cowardly man might lose his chance to be a "withered yellow"...

"How are you thinking?" Wu Dui squinted his eyes and pinched his cigarette butt, and took another sip from his short-term water glass.

"...I, go." After hesitating for a while, Tang Xiaoli nodded solemnly.

Hearing the sound, Dui Wu's face suddenly blossomed, and he patted Tang Xiaoli's shoulder solemnly with appreciation, but he didn't know that his slightly thick bear paw made Tang Xiaoli's small body almost unable to stand upright. secure.

Watching Dui Wu call in someone to call out his file, and with the help of a few policemen who he didn't know, he canceled and revised it bit by bit...and then filled in the backup file again...

... A person, with such a simple change, disappeared.

After a long time, Team Wu noticed Tang Xiaoli who still hadn't left, and smiled and patted Lie Li's shoulder: "I'll give you a day off, go home and have a good rest, come here tomorrow to report, and I'll give you some specifics Speak clearly."

"..."

"By the way, only you, me and the few people present will know about this matter. Even if it's for your own good, you should keep your mouth shut."

Suddenly there was a premonition in my heart, as if everything around me had gradually changed its appearance, identity, and person, and it had nothing to do with me.