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Xu He hugged Tang Xiaoli quietly, because Tang Xiaoli fell asleep, so he tried his best to maintain the original movements so as not to wake up the sleeping person in his arms.Xu He just lowered his eyes slightly, a light black shadow was cast on his fair skin. He obviously didn't say anything now, but there was a faint smile on his mouth unconsciously, unlike the teasing jokes in the past. With a smile from the heart.

Seeing that Tang Xiaoli was already sweating, he felt a little relieved, and stretched out his hand to wipe off those beads of sweat lovingly.When I wiped some chapped lips, I couldn't help but touch it a few more times.I didn't think it before, but now I look closer, and I realize that his lips are beautiful.Not very red but slightly white, the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, obviously there is no smile but it looks like a smile, which is very comfortable.

Between the fingers, there is a elastic feeling mixed with a little hot air exhaled, which is itchy.Xu He's eyes were unknowingly attracted, getting closer and closer, unknowingly his lips were already tightly pressed together.

bang...

There is an illusion of rapid heartbeat.

Suddenly, those confused feelings made Xu He a little flustered for a moment, which made him get up and leave those lips suddenly, and even looked at Tang Xiaoli who was still sleeping in his arms in disbelief.

Blinking his eyes, he looked at Tang Xiaoli's face quietly, but the sound of his heartbeat didn't seem to drop sharply at all, instead it was beating suddenly, but his heart seemed to be splitting open... In the quiet room, it seemed that only Xu He's heartbeat became more and more intense.

However, I couldn't hold back...

He closed his eyes, leaned over again, and his lips were still touching Tang Xiaoli's.

It's just that this time it's not as enthusiastic as before, but with a touch of careful care.However, the heartbeat didn't seem to fade away at all, instead it could be heard more and more clearly.The lips parted slightly, and the tip of the tongue slightly licked Tang Xiaoli's upper and lower lips. The chapped lips just now were moistened, and they shone slightly in the sun.

Only then did Xu He get up again, smiling at the luster on Tang Xiaoli's lips but feeling very happy in his heart, as if he was looking at an aesthetic work of art.Looking at it, the eyebrows were slightly frowned, and it seemed a little dissatisfied.He lowered his head again, and sucked Tang Xiaoli's lips bit by bit, getting deeper and deeper, with a taste of biting, until those lips finally turned bright red, very beautiful.

Xu He laughed again.

Holding Tang Xiaoli in his arms, Xu He lowered his head and couldn't help rubbing Tang Xiaoli's neck a few times. Everything seemed quiet and slow, but it was refreshing.Unknowingly, Xu He lowered the corners of his eyes and quietly closed them, and fell asleep as well.However, the posture of holding Tang Xiaoli was still maintained, without any change.

……

In the middle of the night, Tang Xiaoli moved his eyelashes slightly, rolled his eyeballs under his eyelids, and opened his eyes with a little effort.

It was dark in the room, no lights were turned on.

Just when I wanted to get up, I found that my whole body was warm and comfortable, and I couldn't bear to disturb it. Even my heart seemed to be warmed, very much like... an embrace.

Tang Xiaoli didn't move, he blinked quietly in the dark room, he could hear the steady and even breathing in his ears.When his eyes had completely adapted to the darkness in the room, Tang Xiaoli looked at the blurred sleeping face of the man outlined in the moonlight, and remembered the intermittent voices that came into his ears before he fell asleep, the corners of his mouth still held back. Can't help but also smiled.

It turned out that he didn't leave... I thought that it would be the same as before, when I was sick, I had to stand alone... Thinking about it, Tang Xiaoli covered his mouth and smiled, but he didn't dare to make any big moves for fear of disturbing his awakening Xu He, who was sleeping soundly with his arms around him, smiled secretly and pursed his lips, closed his eyes honestly and quietly, found a comfortable position and fell asleep again.

A good night's dream.

When I woke up in the morning, the fever was gone.When he came out of the shower, he realized that Xu He had also woken up, holding on to his sore shoulder, with a displeased expression on his face, and he kept complaining.

The one who scolded Tang Xiaoli from the beginning to the end was not: "It's so good, if it wasn't for some ghost disease for you, I would have a stiff neck." The gnashing of teeth seemed to swallow Tang Xiaoli: "I didn't do it early. Having said that, just don’t pretend to be a mess with your weak little god, you’re great. I’ve seen a lot of people like you. Given a chance, I don’t know who I am. I thought I wasn’t sick a while ago. I have been in good health all my life, just look at your luck!!"

Xu He vented and complained, but Tang Xiaoli just smiled cheerfully, poked his head out from the dressing room, smiled honestly, and said, "I know."

"Cut~" Xu He curled his lips, still holding his somewhat stiff neck.

Tang Xiaoli didn't care, and still smiled: "That... last night, um, thank you."

"..." Xu He obviously paused, turned his face away, and remained silent.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Tang Xiaoli went into the locker room again.It's a pity, I didn't see Xu He's face, it was a little red.

"Cough, do you want to go eat porridge together in the morning?" Xu He rubbed his shoulders and muttered, obviously lacking in confidence, he could see that he was a little nervous: "Anyway, today is Saturday, so there's nothing wrong..."

Tang Xiaoli's actions when he put on his clothes visibly paused.

Porridge? !

When mentioning porridge, I unconsciously thought of the man I met that day... Thinking of the man's friendly smiling face, I couldn't help shivering.

Seeing that Tang Xiaoli didn't intend to answer, Xu He's seldom visible awkwardness just now was wiped away, and he frowned ugly: "Why, the young master has served you all night, and it's not okay to go to drink porridge? Why are you like this, you are ungrateful!" The ruffian anger that had been hidden with great difficulty emerged again, and he yelled towards the locker room with his face on his back.

Tang Xiaoli listened to Xu He's voice getting higher and higher, and he didn't intend to stop. It seemed that if Tang Xiaoli didn't agree, he would become a family with Xu He, a white-eyed wolf. Tang Xiaoli breathed a sigh of relief, quite a bit Resigned to his fate, he replied, "I said again that I didn't go."

Xu He, who was whining and murmuring, stopped abruptly with the sound of his contempt.

Grinning and laughing...

The world is so big, how could it be so easy to meet each other, Tang Xiaoli comforted him repeatedly, he still dawdled with Xu He until almost noon before leaving the door.

When we arrived at the porridge shop, because it wasn't a restaurant and there were no people there, Tang Xiaoli checked carefully to make sure that there was no person with a smile like a spring breeze inside, and then he sat down in the room with confidence.

After the porridge is finished, there is nothing special except the surprised expression of the porridge boss.

Xu He, very satisfied, happy and satisfied.

Along the way, with his left hand in the trouser pocket of his jeans, his right hand was pulling Tang Xiaoli.No matter how Tang Xiaoli withdrew his hand, Xu He would not lose it.At first, Tang Xiaoli was not used to it, the two men walked hand in hand, in broad daylight they were... a bit cautious... Seeing passers-by ABCD's eager eyes made Tang Xiaoli a little overwhelmed.

However, Xu He didn't feel it at all. Instead, he meant that I would be happy to let you see it, and then strode towards the apartment.

Stop at red light, go at green light...

Heo Hyuk is swaggering and loving.

"A Yuan." Qi Ya pushed Gu Muyuan who was dazed aside: "What's the matter, the green light has been given."

Gu Muyuan seemed to have not heard it, and even looked forward in disbelief. His whole body seemed to be frozen for a moment, completely frozen.

Qi Ya couldn't help but look in the direction of Xu He's glaring gaze, but apart from the crowd of people coming and going, there was nothing special, so she didn't look any further.

"A Yuan, what's the matter?" Qi Ya pushed Gu Muyuan again.

"..." Gu Muyuan's face was solemn, but his hands were tightly gripping the steering wheel.

It's him, it must be him.

Although people come and go, they are all human beings, but he can recognize them at a glance!

That person is Tang Xiaoli!

Still with the same messy hair, still wearing the T-shirt with a grimace on it that was given to him a while ago... It's just that there is an extra person beside him.He also recognized that person, it was the bastard who fought with him that day!

However, his hands.

Those hands are being held by others...

He even remembered the first time Tang Xiaoli took his hand, with that cautious look, he even wiped his trousers fiercely for fear of sweat on his hands, before he dared to hold his hand. on their own hands.He also pretended to be smart, which meant that Gu Muyuan didn't see it, but he didn't know that his every move fell into Gu Muyuan's eyes.

But now...

Gu Muyuan was in a hurry, and took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket in a panic, and even found that his hands were trembling slightly.Press it, hit it again, press it, hit it again.

still the same.

Cell phone, no one connected.

Gu Muyuan's face became more and more ugly, and his face was serious.

But, suddenly, that familiar figure suddenly disappeared at the crossroads where people come and go, and he couldn't find it...

Gu Muyuan was frightened immediately, he suddenly thought of a terrible thought, that thought made his heart ache... No, definitely not, how can anyone like him...

Gu Muyuan murmured to himself comfortingly, but his heart was lost.For a moment, it seemed that someone had turned off all the sounds, and his gaze would only desperately search for that person in the crowd. That person was the least likely to leave him half a step away, and he knew he would always be there.

……

The horns of the car behind him were one after another, getting louder and more irritable.

Qi Ya was a little embarrassed, and couldn't help pushing Gu Muyuan, who was in a daze, "A Yuan, the green light is on again..." Halfway through speaking, she suddenly stopped, because Qi Ya suddenly felt that Gu Muyuan looked flustered at this time , His fingers trembled slightly, something frightening happened, and even his eyes were slightly red.

Qi Ya watched quietly from the side, and was surprised to find that Gu Muyuan's face gradually began to show a dazed fragility like a sculpture.She had seen this expression before, a long time ago, when she was about to leave on the plane, Gu Muyuan was like this at that time, obviously there was no sadness or joy, but that expression made people extremely sad and at a loss.She thought she was covering it up very well, but it was always shockingly sour.

Gu Muyuan suddenly unfastened his seat belt, got out of the car, and ran towards the intersection ahead.

Only Qi Ya was left sitting in the car dumbfounded, not knowing what to do.

……

Gu Muyuan still couldn't find Tang Xiaoli in the end. After getting in the car, Qi Ya looked at Gu Muyuan's still cold face, only slightly pale and tired.

"What happened?" Qi Ya asked nervously.

"..."

"A Yuan." Qi Ya could hear a little worried.

After a long time, Gu Muyuan said lightly: "...It's okay, it will be okay." He unconsciously held Qi Ya's hand, as if this was the only way to remind himself that what he should do now and in the future is to treat Qi Ya well. Qi Ya.

That person, leave and leave.

Anyway, it's not that he doesn't need it long ago, doesn't care about it, let alone take it to heart, he just needs to remember that the only person he likes is Qi Ya.This point will not change in the slightest from the past to the future.

but……

Heart, why do you feel empty.

uncomfortable.

exhausted.

miss him.

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