Mr. Rong's Lovelorn Diary

The later development of this story was not much different from Rong Yi's guess.

After all, Rong Yi himself had many similar experiences.As a matter of course, he got very close to some friends who were also Omega, and his heart was full of magnanimity.But it is unavoidable that some people subconsciously regard him as Alpha because of his appearance, so different feelings develop in getting along day and night.

In comparison, Chen Keyao was much more sinful than Rong Yi.After all, he is really an Alpha, and a tall and handsome Alpha at that.Rong Yi put himself into that unlucky junior, and felt that this pitiful looking guy in front of him was simply committing crimes.

Just like what Rong Yi had experienced, that junior confessed his love as a matter of course, but Chen Keyao naturally refused.

After hearing Chen Keyao's reasons, the unwilling student said, "You haven't tried it, how do you know that you really can't be with Omega?"

"So he wanted to prove to me that I don't have feelings for Omega pheromones like I said."

"And he failed?"

"No," Chen Keyao said, "he succeeded."

"..."

"I was really at a loss at the time. I once thought that even if I differentiated into Alpha, I could get rid of this instinct. It turned out to be false. My body will indeed respond to Omega pheromones, even if I I don't have the slightest idea about the owner of the smell. I actually have the urge to have sex with someone I don't love at all, and it feels like my spirit and body are completely torn apart."

"Then you..."

"No," Chen Keyao shook his head, "It was close. I was so desperate at the time, and my mind was full of the words that Ms. Lan said in front of me when I was a child. Her resentment, pain, and her ruined life for so many years must all be destroyed." It reappeared in me. It was obviously the road I had made up my mind to never walk on since I was very young. But it didn’t work, I could hardly control the impulse. I couldn’t accept myself like that, I felt special nausea."

"No." Rong Yi hurriedly leaned forward, stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, and let him rest his forehead on his shoulders, "You said it the wrong way. Because your heart is very clean, so you have Such a strong sense of guilt. And in the end you resisted it, didn't you?"

After he finished speaking, the head resting on his shoulders trembled twice, and he laughed awkwardly.

"I vomited like crazy," Chen Keyao said in a low voice, "It scared him silly."

"Uh……"

"Actually, he was terrified before, because he didn't expect my reaction to be so big." Chen Keyao sighed shallowly, "At that time, everyone was young, so he should regret it soon."

"From now on you will throw up when you smell Omega?"

Chen Keyao raised his head and looked at him cautiously: "That...don't be angry if you tell me."

Rong Yi frowned: "What's wrong?"

"The doctor said, in fact, the stress reaction at that time is not easy to recur after leaving that environment. The reason why I am like this now may be because I have been giving myself psychological hints."

"What do you mean?"

"It's just... this kind of stress reaction makes me feel very safe," Chen Keyao said, "I thought that I would never fall in love with an Omega. So, my subconscious has been repeatedly hinting to myself, so that I can't help myself. There can be a safety valve in case of

"..."

"I never thought that one day this problem would cause me so much trouble." Chen Keyao looked at him, "Rong Yi, you are an accident in my life."

Rong Yi was speechless.

He wanted to kiss him again, but was afraid that he would still feel uncomfortable.

"But it's really much better now," Chen Keyao grabbed his hand, "I used to throw up my stomach just thinking about it. But look, last night I was in your sweet and greasy smell After soaking for so long, I still survived with strength.”

When he mentioned this, a lot of shameful memories quickly revived in Rong Yi's mind.

"You last night...after I fell asleep..." It was too difficult to say, and his voice became hoarse halfway through.

"I didn't come here on purpose," Chen Keyao was also a little embarrassed, "but if I don't deal with it, I will really die."

"..."

"I didn't look around..."

Rong Yi sighed.

"So, is there anything I can do to help you get rid of this psychological suggestion?" he asked.

He didn't have the nerve to say half a sentence.I can't even take a peek, it's too miserable, when will I have a chance to feel the big pectoral muscles with my own hands.

Chen Keyao suddenly laughed after hearing this.

"Actually, my doctor has mentioned before that it would be best if I could bring my partner with me during the consultation."

Rong Yi nodded immediately: "Alright, when is the next time?"

Chen Keyao still smiled, but didn't intend to answer at all, just kept looking at him.

Rong Yi was a little dazed: "What's the matter?"

"My object," Chen Keyao said with a smile, then pointed at Rong Yi, "You."

Rong Yi blushed: "What's the matter, isn't it me? Aren't we now... that or something. Did I get it wrong?"

"No," Chen Keyao reached out and hugged him, "I'm just so happy."

"..."

"Life is full of ups and downs," he said. "When I couldn't buy a plane ticket the night before, I was so anxious that I almost pulled out my hair. After a long time, I finally saw someone return a ticket, and the landing time was after the meet and greet. I was in a hurry. When I got off the plane, I found that not only did you not go back to the hotel, but you even turned off your mobile phone. I felt that my life was almost over."

"..."

Without saying a word, Rong Yi stretched out his hands and rumpled the hair on the back of his head silently.

"Why don't you ask me why I have the key card for your room?" Chen Keyao asked suddenly.

"You set the room, it's not easy for you to do it."

"not angry?"

Generally speaking, this kind of behavior does feel a bit dangerous.But Rong Yi only hated this person for being too safe, fearing that if he got naked and got into his bed, nothing wrong with the children would happen.

Chen Keyao, on the other hand, might vomit and be sent to the hospital.

Thinking of this, Rong Yi suddenly asked: "By the way, then you and your junior..."

"I didn't get in touch much after that." Chen Keyao answered quickly.

"Is it because of that incident that the parents of both parties were alarmed, and you collapsed, and the parents of both sides saw each other?"

"..."

"is not it?"

"It's over," Chen Keyao said, "Why did I find such a smart partner, I'm afraid I'll be punished in the future."

The man's mouth suddenly turned sweet, but Rong Yi still caught his intention to change the subject.

"I'm not that stingy," Rong Yi said, "Your cheap brother has found true love and married, it's very good."

"Well," Chen Keyao said, "I think I'm going too."

"..." Rong Yi felt incredible, "How did you become so good at talking?"

"Is there?" Chen Keyao said, "I also find it a bit strange, why your temper has become so good."

As soon as these words came out, there was still that familiar unpleasant breath.While Rong Yi was secretly angry, he couldn't help but want to breathe a sigh of relief.

Immediately afterwards, he suddenly thought of a question that seems very inconceivable now.

"Since you know what kind of person Mo Yufei is, why did you give me the ticket he gave you?"

"...Didn't you overhear it?" Chen Keyao said in a bad tone, "You pick up the trash yourself."

Rong Yi pulled a little distance away from him, and stared at him with frowns.

Chen Keyao silently looked away: "...what else could be the reason, it's because of stupidity."

Rong Yi frowned: "Are you talking about me or yourself?"

Chen Keyao hesitated to speak, with a subtle expression, and after a moment of awkwardness, he muttered in a low voice: "In the end, you're not smart enough to like him."

This bastard, 2 minutes ago was still saying that he "found such a smart partner".

Under Rong Yi's sharp gaze, Chen Keyao's attitude gradually softened, and finally curled his lips and spread his hands: "Talk about myself. Am I not stupid to do such a stupid thing?"

"Is it to compensate me?" Rong Yi asked.

It should be the second day after Rong Yi had a high fever that Chen Keyao put the tickets into the pile.At that time, the reason Rong Yi fell ill was because he was forced to live in his room and was affected by pheromones.

So, this is probably a very awkward way of apologizing.

"It's almost..." Chen Keyao's expression still looks a bit annoyed, "I didn't think much about it at that time. I just thought... this thing might make you happy."

"..."

"In the end, you were happy," Chen Keyao said, "I almost died of anger."

"I'm not very happy either."

Rong Yi said.

After all, it is an artist who has been infatuated for so long, and suddenly collapses, it is inevitable to have complicated emotions.

Idols are amazing beings.When you like him, of course you can imagine all kinds of romantic plots with him.But those cannot be achieved.If the other party really crosses that standard, he will no longer be the most perfect person in your heart.

However, Rong Yi no longer needs a person who brings him fantasy.

Now he has someone beside him who can bring him the truth and the future.

"It's over, no one is happy except that psychopath." Chen Keyao was very depressed, "I can't even describe my brain as being wrong."

Rong Yi couldn't help laughing out loud.

In fact, when he got the ticket, he was really very happy.

But not as much as now.When Chen Keyao just said that he just wanted to make him happy, he really became very, very happy.Happiness is probably a kind of catalyst, which can make the simplest joy and happiness expand infinitely, making people feel ecstatic.

The only fly in the ointment is that at such a moment, she has to forcibly hold back the desire to kiss him.God knows how many times Chen Keyao has vomited since last night, and his body might not be able to bear it if this continues.

When he was worried about Chen Keyao, Chen Keyao was also a little worried about him.

"Aren't you really hungry?" He pointed at the box of snacks on the coffee table, "It's completely cold."

Rong Yi turned his head to take a look, and suddenly a thought popped into his mind.

"Do you want to eat shrimp ravioli?" He grabbed Chen Keyao's hand and shook it vigorously, "I'll take you there now!"