Mr. Rong's Lovelorn Diary

He has been suppressed for too long.

The feeling for Chen Keyao has long been separated from the category of heartbeat without knowing it, even if it is deliberately ignored, it cannot survive and die on its own.That kind of emotion gradually swelled and thrived in his chest, and when he had to face it, it had already occupied all his thoughts.

Rong Yi couldn't control it anymore.It can only be controlled by it.

But impulsiveness is a bad habit after all.

Chen Keyao's lips were as soft as in memory.But unlike before, his whole body was stiff.

The pleasure of an unrequited kiss is fleeting.

Rong Yi quickly retreated.

He thought in a panic, it would not be surprising if Chen Keyao was scared by himself, because he was scared by himself.

But when he saw Chen Keyao's expression at the moment, this psychological construction still had no effect.

Chen Keyao's face was pale.During the few seconds when the two stood there staring at each other, he seemed to be trying to endure something, but soon, he lowered his head unnaturally and covered his mouth with his hands.

Under Rong Yi's helpless gaze, he seemed to want to say something, but he couldn't speak in the end, he just waved his hand, and walked quickly to the trash can beside the road.

While he was squatting on the ground retching uncontrollably, Rong Yi stood on the spot and looked at him quietly.

He felt his palms go cold.

Chen Keyao was still the same as the previous few times, unable to vomit anything, tried to endure but couldn't control the physical nausea, soon his eye sockets became red, and the corners of his eyes were full of tears due to discomfort.

It looks pathetic.

Rong Yi thought, this seems to be my fault.

So he looked around, found a convenience store, went in and bought a bottle of water.When he came out of the convenience store, Chen Keyao had already stood up, looking a little at a loss, as if he was looking for him.

When Rong Yi walked up to him and handed him the water, Chen Keyao was obviously taken aback.

When he took the water, the two said at the same time: "I'm sorry."

Rong Yi hesitated for a moment, then smiled at Chen Keyao: "I molested you, why are you apologizing to me. It's not the first time you've vomited on me."

Chen Keyao obviously didn't expect him to react like this at all, and asked cautiously while holding the water bottle: "...are you angry?"

"No." Rong Yi shrugged, "You can't control this kind of thing."

"For the time being," Chen Keyao looked at him, "but if you don't mind, I've actually..."

"You've learned your lesson already." Rong Yi said.

Chen Keyao was taken aback for a moment.

Rong Yi turned his head and stopped looking at him: "I think you are annoying, so I deliberately scare you."

After he finished speaking, he waited for quite a while, but Chen Keyao remained silent.So he frowned and continued: "After you know, don't provoke me again."

Chen Keyao took a step in his direction: "Rong Yi, I..."

"I suddenly remembered something else," Rong Yi interrupted him, "Let's go first."

Rong Yi felt that if he stayed for one more second, he would be ruined.

He was planted a second time in the same pit.The first time it was a fall, what about now?

During these days, he circled around this pit, looked in carefully, and lied to himself that he was not attracted, and then went in again without paying attention.

He jumped into it on purpose.But it is also possible that from the very beginning, he never really climbed out.

Rong Yi realized it later, and realized that he might have been aware of it subconsciously all along, but he just didn't want to admit it.After all, if it were another object, why would he bother not to over-interpret the other's behavior?

He hypothetically dated many people.Fantasy itself is a very happy thing.He can imagining how any person who looks pleasing to the eye will spend his life with him, and then sigh at most when facing the reality, without taking it too seriously.

Just think about it, no loss, no harm to anyone, just enjoy yourself, what's wrong with it.

But he couldn't do it to Chen Keyao, he didn't dare.He was afraid that once those sweet delusions were punctured, he would really be sad.

It seems that it is impossible to say what is good, but he is that different person.

Rong Yi arrived home very late.

He was very cautious when he entered the door, for fear of making a sound, he didn't even turn on the lights in the corridor.When he finally tiptoed into the room and closed the door, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Chen Keyao didn't notice him.But it is also possible that they discovered it, but felt that there was no need to say hello, so they ignored it.

No matter what it is, just don't let him face to face with this person for the time being.

After wandering aimlessly outside for a few hours, after washing and lying down under the covers, he realized that his legs were sore.He was obviously tired, but he couldn't fall asleep when he closed his eyes.

What happened in the past two days floated before his eyes one by one.

Chen Keyao said he thought he would look good in a white suit, and also said that he wanted to eat the pickled radish he made.He smiled at him and held his hand.

He is really shameless.

Also really cute.

Rong Yi buried his head in the quilt, feeling his ears buzzing.He suddenly felt a little regretful.Why do you have to be so impulsive, continue to get along like this, isn't it good?He can still cook for him every day, listen to his compliments, talk to him often, make noises occasionally, get angry at him but reconcile quickly.Chen Keyao was also willing to tell him those sad childhood experiences without reservation.That should be a proof of intimacy.

...was it all screwed up by myself?

Rong Yi got out of the quilt and stared at the dark room in a daze.

If this goes on, not only can't sleep, but the brain will explode.After turning around a few more times, he simply picked up his phone.

Opened the circle of friends and flipped through it casually, and found that except him, everyone in this world seemed to be immersed in happiness.

Some friends posted photos of their newly renovated houses, some were traveling with their lovers, and some posted weekend dinners with their families.Yu Wenluo, who had just met, posted a photo a few hours ago. On the screen, a little girl about four or five years old was sleeping peacefully in his arms.

He wrote: Thank you for your concern, my little princess is fine.

Chen Keyao gave a thumbs up below.So Rong Yi immediately ordered one, not to be outdone.

Scrolling forward again, I saw that Zhou Li had also sent a circle of friends not long ago to thank her for her concern.But the content is a little scary.

He said that Mimi, who was secretly thrown out by his grandma, was finally found back.

Before lamenting that the snake was really ill-fated, he suddenly made a surprising discovery.Under this circle of friends, a familiar but unexpected person appeared.

Liu Yuan, who should have had no contact with Zhou Li in private and had not exchanged contact information, poked his heart and left a message.

"It's been so hard today, let's rest early."

What's even more frightening is that Zhou Li replied.

"You too."

Rong Yi was even a little dazed for a moment.These two people who he had been secretly expecting to develop had actually quietly made progress where he could not see them.This should have been a joyful thing, but before Rong Yi felt happy, he couldn't help but think of his miserable self.

Zhou Li is also a household with difficulty leaving the regiment, and Zhou Li is completely different from him.

This Omega is beautiful, cute, full of charm, and is enthusiastically pursued by countless Alphas.He can start a romantic relationship anytime he wants.

Rong Yi has always been envious.But at this moment, he felt that he might still be a little jealous.

Fortunately, the self-loathing he felt didn't last long.Because he suddenly realized that he didn't need to be liked by too many people.

He just wants to be liked by one person now.

He wanted to have another relationship with that person, and he could even pretend he was really an Alpha for it.Compared with Zhou Li, he was more jealous of the ex that Chen Keyao said had passed away.

This person is so annoying. I have had such a good lover, but I don't know how to cherish it.

so good.It makes people feel worthless, and feel that everything is good.

No matter how uncomfortable it is, I still have to go to work.

Rong Yi, who didn't have enough sleep, was in a daze all day long, and only when he was getting off work did he start thinking about whether it would be too embarrassing to sit face to face with Chen Keyao at the dining table at night.

The rescue came from a message from Zhou Li.

He looked particularly devastated, sending a series of frantic little soy beans, and then said: "I can't stand it! I'm quitting!"

Rong Yi only hesitated for a second before replying.

"What's the matter? If you are unhappy, do you want to come out and have a meal together?"

Coincidentally, he also wanted to ask how he and Liu Yuan got related.

After confidently ordering a takeaway for Chen Keyao, he and Zhou Li met at a restaurant that was a compromise between the two companies.

As soon as Zhou Li sat down, he complained wildly, and the focus of his complaints turned out to be his boss again.

Rong Yi never expected that Li Xiaoran would still have his heart for Zhou Li after what had happened, Rong Yi was very shocked.But at the same time, he couldn't help but sigh a little.

After this person has experienced the transformation from a male god to a bastard in his mind, now he has become a little pitiful again.

Obviously, she was also a high-spirited flower back then, but she was designed by someone she didn't love at all, and forced to marry her with a son.In such a blow and a long and cage-like marriage, it is not uncommon for a person to have a change of mind.

"This man actually told me that he wants to divorce his other half for me," Zhou Li said with a look of disbelief, "Damn it, he's still married, I don't even know it! It's none of my business if he wants a divorce, Talking like I'm a third party? I obviously saw him run away too late!"

Rong Yi was a little surprised.The separation of these two people may not be a good thing, he just didn't expect that Li Xiaoran seemed to be quite serious about Zhou Li.

"Why don't you help me scold him together!" Zhou Li slapped the table angrily.

Rong Yi didn't know which angle to cut in for a moment.In his mind, Li Xiaoran suffered a lot in an instant.Finally decided to get rid of the mistakes of the past and embrace a new spring in life, but the object avoided him.Judging from this strange way of pursuing, maybe the real love experience in his life is also barren.

People can't help but want to light a candle for this former heartthrob.

"I'll write a resignation report when I get back," Zhou Li said, "Fuck it. I just want to find a chance to travel. Do you have any interesting places? We can go together!"

Hearing this, Rong Yi suddenly remembered something.

Not long ago, he bought a round-trip ticket for his idol's fan meeting, just this weekend.

So many things happened recently that I almost forgot.