Cang Yue Wuxin

When walking on the main street of Pinjia City again, the destruction of Canghan Castle is not new news in the Jianghu. The great achievements of Yin Yuxiao, the lord of the Cuiyue Palace, forced the villainous Prince Tianning into the Minghuang plank road and bombed the entrance. , To eradicate the root of evil for the martial arts, and has since become the legitimate ruler of the southern martial arts.Shen Qianqiu became his right-hand man, sitting in Tingxue Villa to deal with the complicated daily affairs of martial arts.

There are different opinions about the whereabouts of Xiao Heng and Mr. Luo Fan in Tingxue Villa.I heard that Mr. Luoshui didn't come home even after his wife gave birth to a young son. There were rumors that he was seen on the northern border, and there were also rumors that he was seen in the East China Sea. He was carrying a bag and seemed to be looking for something.

As for the ghoul-controlling Zhao Jin, ironically, after being beautified, he was included in the loyalty list of those who sacrificed their lives for the stability of the martial arts.

To Zhao Jin, none of this made any sense.He went back to the hut again, unexpectedly Shen Qianqiu hadn't left yet, sitting at the door in a daze with one of his old clothes in his arms.

Zhao Jin walked in front of him, and Shen Qianqiu suddenly woke up from sleepwalking, shaking violently.Seeing this, Zhao Jin couldn't help laughing at himself. Shen Qianqiu and Cang Wuxin were a little bit like Ye Gonglong towards him, and they obviously missed him, but after prejudice, they were frightened to death.

"Zhao Jin..." Shen Qianqiu got up and wanted to reach out to touch him, but he flinched, with tears in his eyes that Zhao Jin would no longer be moved by: "Zhao Jin, you are still alive..."

Zhao Jin snorted coldly, stretched out his hand and knocked off Shen Qianqiu's hand hanging in the air, to show that he was a person of flesh and blood, then pushed him away and went into the room.He laughed even more when he saw the memorial tablet, he, Zhao Jin, He De, He Neng, was actually offered incense.

At this time, Shen Qianqiu had recovered from the excitement and fright, and pushed the door to follow, hugging Zhao Jin from behind.Tears streaming down his head against his back: "Zhao Jin, Zhao Jin, I'm sorry..."

"Shen Qianqiu, just treat me as dead."

"No, no!" Shen Qianqiu shook his head and cried: "Zhao Jin, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I was driven crazy by hatred, I regret it so much, I was simply possessed, otherwise how could I be so right You? Please, please give me a chance to make amends..."

Looking at Shen Qianqiu who was crying and confessing, Zhao Jin couldn't bear it, but no matter how much he cried, he couldn't get it back.In fact, it was just licking each other's wounds rather than love.All the lingering love had been swept away by Cang Wuxin long ago, and there was really nothing left to share with anyone else.

The deep winter has passed, and the grass is green again in a blink of an eye.During the period, Shen Qianqiu came many times, sending winter clothes and stoves, although Zhao Jin accepted all the orders, but still ignored him, and lived alone.His body was still cold, and he didn't know whether he fell asleep or passed out from the cold all night long. He didn't dare to go near the fire, even if he wanted to keep warm, he couldn't help it.

No more control over the rivers and lakes.Hearing and hearing, others say that Prince Tianning was buried on the Huangming Plank Road, which is obviously not true, but it is all the same theory, gossip is really meaningless.

In early summer, the mountains were covered with wild flowers, and an old man came to the hut.Luo Fan was carrying a burden on his back, and he was much darker than a year ago, as if he had traveled a long distance.

Zhao Jin thought he had nothing to say to him.

Luo Fan asked, "Where is Xiao Heng?"

Zhao Jin's face is full of indifference, you finally remembered that there is another Xiao Heng in this world?Luo Fan grabbed his shoulder with such force that he almost crushed his bones: "No one will tell me where he is, you know, I know you know, you tell me!"

"Master Luo Fan, I heard that your son is already full moon, why don't you celebrate at home, instead you have the time to come to me and ask Xiao Heng?"

Luo Fan ignored Zhao Jin's sarcasm at all, gritted his teeth and said, "I searched all over Huadu for a whole year, but no one said they had seen him. Zhao Jin, where did you hide him?"

"He doesn't pester you anymore, isn't it just what you want? At the beginning, you said that the whole world hated him the most? Now that he doesn't pester you, you come to him again——Luo Fan, who is that cheap? "

Luo Fan's expression changed a few times and he sneered and said, "He's angry, isn't it, it really is. He avoids me, and you all help him avoid me... Forget it, what can I say, it's my fault... ...is it all my fault?"

Zhao Jin was once again worthless for Xiao Heng.A person like Luo Fan really does not cry when he sees the coffin.Everything that Xiao Heng did for him, in the end, he said "Is it all my fault?"

"Is there anything else you need?" Zhao Jin planned to see off the guests.

"Zhao Jin, at least you let me see him for the last time. After this time, I, Luo Fan, can make a clean break with him."

"Since you're going to make a clean break, what's the point of seeing him?"

"Some things, I want to tell him face to face..." Luo Fan turned his face away and said unwillingly, as if Luo Fan's willingness to talk to Xiao Heng was a great grace.Zhao Jin felt cold again, lowered his eyes and said wearily, "You don't need to say anything, Xiao Heng won't care."

"Since he doesn't care, why can't he come to me and tell me that he doesn't care, and hide secretly like a turtle?"

Zhao Jin desperately suppressed the urge to strangle him to death, and strode towards the house, but within a few steps, Luo Fan grabbed him and said arrogantly, "Zhao Jin, where is he? ?”

"No comment." Zhao Jin pushed him away again and walked back.

Luo Fan lost his patience after being repeatedly teased by him, and shouted angrily: "Okay, you can just let him hide wherever he wants! I don't care whether he lives or dies. Tell him, there is something wrong with you!" Don't let me see him again for the rest of your life, and don't let me know even if he dies!"

Zhao Jin stopped when he heard this, and slowly turned his head to Luo Fan with a cruel smile and said, "I've changed my mind, I'd better take you to see him."

The Shen family is already dilapidated, the courtyard is dilapidated and grassy, ​​and the setting sun that is about to set makes the broken wall even more gloomy.In the bleakness, Luo Fan seemed to have a little ominous feeling, and asked bluntly, "What did you bring me here for?"

"Come and see Xiao Heng." Zhao Jin turned his back to the sunset, Luo Fan couldn't see his expression clearly, and snorted coldly, "Don't play tricks on me."

Zhao Jin walked to Shen Fengmin's room alone, and Luo Fan followed.After triggering the mechanism, a bed slowly rose from the ground, and after a year, Xiao Heng's body appeared in front of them again.It really didn't rot at all, but the whole thing was blue-gray, with eyes closed, cold and stiff.

After a while, Luo Fan suddenly asked, "What is this?"

"What? Can't you see, he's dead."

Luo Fan tilted his head, as if he didn't understand.Zhao Jin had nothing to say, and dragged him to Xiao Heng's side, letting him touch that cold body.Luo Fan immediately withdrew his hand and said blankly, "He's so cold."

Cold, of course it is cold, the blood is drained for you, the enthusiasm is burned for you, is it possible not to be cold?

Zhao Jin remembered Xiao Heng's last words, "Don't let Luo Fan know, let him live in peace for the rest of his life."But he failed to abide by it. In his opinion, there is no reason for Luo Fan to be forgiven for living a simple and happy life in the dark all his life.He wanted him to know that Xiao Heng was dead, and that he had lost that gentle and honest person forever.

Luo Fan just stared blankly like that, wanted to touch Xiao Heng but didn't dare to, suddenly raised his head, but said to Zhao Jin: "Young Master Shen, start a fire."

Hearing this sentence made Zhao Jin shudder, Mr. Shen?Looking at Luo Fan's eyes again, he was looking straight at himself.

"Tell you to light a fire, what are you doing in a daze! Didn't you see that he is very cold, tell them to move all the stoves in the villa, hurry up!"

The scene of Xiao Heng jumping into the well in Luoshui Villa flashed in Zhao Jin's mind.Before he could react, Luo Fan urged again: "Hurry up! Xiao Heng is going to die of cold, Shen Fengpity what are you doing standing there, go!"

"Luofan...?" Zhao Jin asked tentatively, but seeing that he still didn't respond, Luo Fan didn't count on him anymore, but took off his coat and wrapped it around Xiao Heng, then hugged him whole in his arms He breathed lightly on his hand, as if doing so would make him no longer cold and stiff and come back to life.

Zhao Jin took two steps forward, and called him again hesitantly.Luo Fan raised his head, with infinite joy in his eyes: "Are you a healer? Please help him quickly, he is so cold..."

"Luofan, don't pretend to be crazy in front of me."

"His body is so cold, did he catch the wind and chill?" Luo Fan completely ignored Zhao Jin and said to himself.Zhao Jin called him again, but this time Luo Fan made a silent movement, hugged Xiao Heng and patted him, and hummed a song leisurely as if trying to lull him to sleep.

Zhao Jin couldn't stand it any longer, he pulled Luo Fan up and threw him hard against the wall behind him, Luo Fan didn't resist at all, stood up after being dazed for a while, and walked towards the direction where Xiao Heng was lying.Zhao Jin pressed back against the wall and gritted his teeth, saying, "Luofan, don't try to pretend to be crazy to escape, you don't deserve it!"

Luo Fan opened his eyes wide and looked at Zhao Jin, as innocent as a child, Zhao Jin grabbed his neck with one hand.Luo Fan twitched because he couldn't breathe, but he didn't know how to struggle.Zhao Jin was not fooled at all, leaned into his ear and said word by word: "Luo Fan, no matter how you escape, you will never see him again, in the next life, in the next life, forever."

Luo Fan suddenly stopped all his movements, as if he understood but also didn't understand.

"Luofan! Did you hear that! Why do you pretend to be innocent? How can you be so cunning that you don't even want to hurt him once?"

Luo Fan was still ignorant, looked at Zhao Jin's distorted expression due to anger, and then looked at Xiao Heng lying in the distance.Zhao Jin was desperate, and realized that Xiao Heng's bitter life was nothing more than such a result in the end, he let go of his hands and whispered, "Forget it, forget it, anyway, Xiao Heng has already recognized it, you go, go back and talk to me. Let your wife and children live happily ever after..."

Luo Fan turned his head to look at Xiao Heng, then walked straight towards the cold body.

"It's useless for you to go in the past now. I will never see you again and again in the future. This is Xiao Heng's last words."

Hearing this, Luo Fan finally fell to his knees suddenly, and stretched out his hand to Xiao Heng, but before he touched it, he spurted out a big mouthful of blood.He coughed a few times, but his eyes were still dazed and not sober, and there was no pain or bitterness in his eyes.

"Luo Fan! Are you crazy or not?!" Luo Fan still didn't respond, and finally reached Xiao Heng's side after taking a few steps on his knees, and suddenly kissed his lips and hair frantically. Normal Lovan.But as the light kiss eased, he fell into a state of absence again.

"What are you pretending to do!" Zhao Jin snatched Xiao Heng's body from his arms, Luo Fan raised his head, stretched out his hand helplessly and looked at Zhao Jin pitifully, Zhao Jin was so angry that he almost collapsed: "You can't even shed a tear for him, you don't have the right to hug him!"

Luo Fan was stunned again, touched his cheek, and really didn't cry.He stood up shaking, rushed forward to snatch it, Zhao Jin hugged Xiao Heng and took a step back, and pushed Luo Fan to the ground hard.Luo Fan hugged Zhao Jin's leg from the ground, scratched and bit him indiscriminately.

Suddenly something fell to the ground, and there was a ding.

Zhao Jin looked at the red jade that fell from Xiao Heng's hand.The afterglow of the setting sun hit it, making the redness gradually spread scarlet like blood and tears melting on the ground.

Xiao Heng's hand was hanging down quietly, and something like sand fell from his fingertips, and then his body turned into ashes in an instant, and slipped from Zhao Jin's arms like quicksand. Scattered bones and clothing remained.

Zhao Jin's legs were weak, and he knelt down on the ground, crying like rain.

Luo Fan rushed forward to grab the sand and dust desperately, but they slipped from his fingertips.The man he had held on to had finally learned to run away.No matter how hard he tried to hold it tightly, it slipped through his fingers again and again.

He couldn't hold him anymore.

He raised his head, his eyes were dry, and he didn't understand why he still didn't cry until now.He looked up and hoped that Zhao Jin could scold him and beat him, but Zhao Jin didn't even look at him except for crying silently.He finally didn't even have the meaning to be accused.

Luo Fan smiled miserably, and drew the saber from his waist across his neck.His hand was caught, Zhao Jin said: "You are not qualified to die, I want you to live, remember Xiao Heng, I want you to be tortured by conscience and regret every day, and you will not die well."

Luo Fan smiled contemptuously, and Zhao Jin said coldly: "Luo Fan, you know. Even if you die, you will never see Xiao Heng again in every lifetime.

Luo Fan's hands were hanging in the air, his eyes gradually became tinged with despair.

"Go back and live. After a hundred years of your life, I may show kindness and bury the two of you together, so that you may have a chance to see him in your next life. If you die now, I will throw your body in the Donghai, you will not be able to find him even if you reincarnate for a thousand years."

Luo Fan said, "Try it."

Zhao Jin smiled wryly, he couldn't imagine that a person could really hold on and refuse to bow his head at such a time.Guo Luo Fan is Luo Fan, cold-hearted and cold-blooded.No matter whether he is really crazy or fake, in the future he will definitely chop up his body and feed it to the dogs, so that he will not be able to make Xiao Heng feel sad again in his next life.

Luo Fan, who was sitting on the side, raised his hand and began to count the bones scattered around, with crazy joy flashing in his eyes.He grabbed one of Xiao Heng's hand bones and stabbed at his chest. When Zhao Jin found out, it was too late to stop, and the blood hole went straight through the heart.Luo Fan laughed happily, staggered and fell into the scattered sand and dust, crushed the bone into powder with internal force and buried it deep in his heart.

Broken bones and flesh and blood were mixed together and melted into the blood. The corner of Luo Fan's bloody mouth curled up triumphantly. He opened his eyes and said hoarsely: "...Look, how can we separate..." He slowly I closed my eyes, and the blood from my heart continued to flow all over the ground, merging with the scattered bones and dust, there was me in you, and you in me, entangled and inseparable.

Until the end, the end, this Luo Fan still didn't bow his head, still didn't say a word of apology, he was still so decisive.Leaving Gao Tang's wife behind, he still smiled when passing through his heart.

Did he ever love Xiao Heng?Why are you so decisive towards him if you love him, why are you so decisive towards yourself if you don't love him?Zhao Jin shook his head, he didn't understand.

Thousands of mortals, all kinds of turmoil, finally the two of them can rest in peace.

If the injury is still so deep, it is better not to see him in the next life; but if we meet again, in the next life, Luo Fan, you have to learn to cherish him...

Zhao Jin bent down to pick up the blood jade from the ground, and locked the room forever.The sky was gray and hazy, and it began to drizzle. I wondered if someone was crying.On the muddy road, Zhao Jin walked slowly in a daze. The road in front of him seemed to be very long. He couldn't see or see clearly. He just wanted to walk forever in this drizzle, neither sunny nor tomorrow.

It was cold when the rain hit his body, and he couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on his face. I really hope that there is a shoulder for him to lean on at this time, so that he doesn't have to think about anything when he is addicted.But now the only thing that can be relied on is the ruined walls beside the path, which are as cold as the rain.

He misses him very much, and misses Cang Wuxin very much.The longing that had been suppressed was swelled by the rain, and it swelled uncomfortably in my heart.In this cold and lonely time, Cang Wuxin lingers in his mind like a poisonous poppy.Miss, miss heartbreakingly.

Zhao Jin sat slumped in the rain, indulging himself in recalling the tenderness and happiness of the past.If he could die in the past, he would rather not now, not to watch friends and relatives leave one by one, not to live such a long and painful life, and not to be left alone in the end looking lonely.

Zhao Jin fell ill again and almost died. Fortunately, Shen Qianqiu came to see him and found that he had a severe fever, so he was taken to Tingxue Villa for a month of recuperation before he finally stabilized.

Living in Tingxue Mountain Villa, I can occasionally have some hallucinations, as if time really went back to the time when he was by Xiao Heng's side.At that time, Cang Wuxin hadn't expressed love to him yet, Shen Qianqiu was still his good friend, Yu Chenying was still a figure in the legend, Mr. Shen didn't know each other yet, Xiao Heng and Luo Fan were still fine.

The people who are now listening to Xueshanzhuang are Yin Yuxiao, Mo Shisan, and many faces he has never seen and does not want to see. It is really different.

Zhao Jin no longer wears that half of the mask, and no longer deliberately puts his hair down to cover it, he really doesn't care anymore, he doesn't have to hide his flaws anymore and doesn't need to be afraid of scaring others.When he went out like this for the first time, Shen Qianqiu's eyes were red and tears were streaming down his face. Only then did Zhao Jin realize that he had never removed his mask in front of this person.

Only Xiao Heng didn't care about that terrifying appearance, only Wuxin once kissed him tenderly regardless of the terrifying scars.

Every time he thinks about this, Zhao Jin feels that it is right for Cang Wuxin to be obsessed with it.One day he did the math, it's been four years, he's been haunting Cang Wuxin for four years.After counting the time the two spent together, it turned out to be less than 20 days.In less than 20 days, but he loved so deeply and hurt so deeply, Cang Wuxin cast a curse of peerless sorrow on him with peerless tenderness, leaving him nowhere to escape.

After Zhao Jin recovered from his illness, he returned to his hut.At the end of summer and early autumn, one day when I had nothing to do, I was on the hillside looking at the sky with weeds in my mouth, my thoughts were floating freely, but suddenly there was a man named Mo Shisan next to Yin Yuxiao who was using a sleeve axe. Can't remember where I saw it.

The sudden fragments of memories are connected.The wound on Shen Fengmin's body was the mark of an axe. Mo Shisan's hoarse voice reminded him of the evil voice he heard in the crowd when he was on the cliff——

Zhao Jin sat up in a jerk, his face pale.Could it be the truth, or is it that I was suspicious and just pieced together some corners and corners?

Cang Wuxin told him and Luo Fan to beware of Yin Yuxiao; his sentence "Aren't you even willing to listen to my explanation" on the Huangming plank road, now that I think about it, it seems that I really have something to say.

He should have listened to that explanation anyway!If it is said that Shen Fengmin died under Mo Shisan's axe, then everyone has fallen into Yin Yuxiao's plot.If Xiao Heng's death and the Shen family's death were all calculated by Yin Yuxiao, then he would not have to hate Cang Wuxin.As for disfiguring him, Zhao Jin didn't care at all.

But... my heart suddenly became cold again.No, even without these...he still killed Situ Xuerong, and it was already Chuxia that General Zhenyuan was executed for treason.In the end, someone was still standing among them, and it was still irreparable.

Zhao Jin lowered his head and smiled wryly. He had really changed a lot. His enthusiasm for dragging a group of corpses to Murong Feng to settle accounts had cooled down. Now, he didn't even have the heart to go to Tingxue Villa to question Yin Yuxiao's truth.Because everything was meaningless, even if it was Yin Yuxiao's conspiracy, the fragile bond between him and Cang Wuxin was finally broken under these layers of conspiracy.

The first strong wind in early autumn blew off many green leaves. When Zhao Jin went out, he was stunned for a long time when he saw the person coming.

Yu Chenying was still dressed in Tsing Yi, exactly the same as when Zhao Jin first met him.He was still carrying the unintentional pigeon, when Xiao Hui saw Zhao Jin, he threw himself on his shoulder, stopped on it and rubbed Zhao Jin's cheek.

It can be seen that the rumors are not true, didn't they say that Yu Chenying was seriously injured?But she was gentle and elegant as usual, without any trace of having experienced a catastrophe.

"Zhao Jin, I came here specially to find you."

"Is there a problem?"

"Unintentionally, he is dying."

What?Zhao Jinru was struck by lightning, unable to move, breathe or think.

about to die……?What is dying, why dying.

Zhao Jin staggered, and Yu Chenying stretched out his hand to support him: "Zhao Jin, calm down."

How to calm down, suddenly told him that Cang Wuxin was about to die, how could he calm down.

"Be strong, I didn't come to see you for the last time," Yu Chenying pulled Zhao Jin up forcefully: "Didn't you save Luo Fan before, you should have a way, come with me to Hua It might even be too late!"

There is still hope?Zhao Jin was dripping with cold sweat, and without hesitation, he followed Yu Shen on his horse and went straight to the capital.The distance between the capital city and Pinjia is more than double the distance between Pinjia and Linjiang City, Zhao Jin didn't dare to close his eyes, and rushed desperately day and night.Yu Chenying rationally told him not to do this, saying that if you fell down, who would save Wuxin?

Later, I thought of a way, the two of them took turns to rest on the same horse, so that although they were exhausted, they would not be exhausted.Finally, when I was almost completely overdrawn, I rushed to the capital.

It turned out that Yu Chenying had a hut in Yanshan Mountain on the outskirts of Beijing, and the layout was very similar to the Xinghua hut in the alleys of the city.Fallen leaves in early autumn covered the entire courtyard, Zhao Jin followed Yu Chenying impatiently into the fence and courtyard wall, only to find that there was no one there after opening the door.Zhao Jin was burning with anxiety, but Yu Chenying shook his head helplessly and said, "Really, I must have gone to the back mountain to play again, these two people..."

After speaking, he led Zhao Jin along a small path, Zhao Jin was startled by Kong for a while, and was a little confused at this moment.Didn't Yu Chenying say that Cang Wuxin was dying, so how could he still go out to play?

The path leads to the valley, and there is a gazebo at a high place. Zhao Jin saw a silver-haired man playing chess with a handsome young man from a distance, and Cang Wuxin also saw him when he walked closer. He was stunned for a moment and then laughed: " Forbidden."

The person next to him playing chess seems to be the Mr. Yinyan who once wore the butterfly jade.Zhao Jin felt that it was unreasonable to make trouble, and Cang Wuxin was not sick or disaster, so he couldn't help but feel annoyed that he was cheated again.Unexpectedly, Yu Chenying, who is as mellow as Yu, would join hands with Cang Wuxin to play him as a fool.

Cang Wuxin glanced at Yu Chenying, then walked down and grabbed Zhao Jin to look up, down, left, and right, and said with some nostalgia: "Long time no see, Xiao Jin hasn't changed."

All of a sudden, Zhao Jin's anger disappeared, and the feelings in his heart were complicated and difficult to discern.Haven't you changed yourself?But Wuxin changed a little, becoming very thin, with white hair like snow.Not only has Wuxin changed, but many things have changed. Even if the smile is still the same as before, the tenderness is still lingering, but time will never come back.

It's really rare to see you again.I thought that once I left the Huangming Plank Road, I would never be destined again in this life.Hearing that he was going to die before, it still hurt terribly, but now he was finally relieved, and even more relieved to find it again.

From the corner of the eye, I saw Yin Yan standing up, but she was not walking towards Cang Wuxin but Yu Chenying.Zhao Jin suddenly remembered that he had heard people in Jianghu say that the lover of Guardian Right was lame, he was relieved all of a sudden, and he turned his head and gave Cang Wuxin a look.That person is obviously Yu Chenying, but he deliberately misunderstood him before.

It seems that the dark clouds have finally cleared, and the dark flowers are clear. From the beginning to the end, it was just a misunderstanding, and no one is sorry for anyone.There is nothing wrong with trust not being strong enough and feelings not being strong enough.Although it has been separated by irreparable gaps and ravines, it is also relieved to finally know that in fact, I used to really love each other.

"Xiao Jin, you came just in time, accompany me to the back mountain, okay? Just this time, please..."

Zhao Jin was flattered at first, but when he heard "the last time", he felt that there was no hope, so he could only smile lightly and said sadly.Cang Wuxin seemed to be overjoyed, and dragged him to the back hill.

The winding mountain road is full of light purple flowers swaying in the wind, and the tall trees stand sparsely, with rustling branches and leaves. Zhao Jin didn’t know that there is such a beautiful place in the north, with green grass and streams beside the road gurgling.A warm pulse came from the hand held by Cang Wuxin, and Zhao Jin recalled the dream he had a long time ago.

If you can forget all the grievances and hatreds, just keep walking hand in hand.Zhao Jin thought about how stupid he was back then, if he could be brave, if he could be more frank, if he could be more selfish, when Cang Wuxin kissed him for the first time, he should have made up his mind to trick this man home and hide him .

I said I hate, I said I don't love, but I have already engraved it in my heart, and I can deceive others but not myself.Even if you are destined not to be together, you will continue to love.The one who got stuck too deep, couldn't come out, and didn't want to come out, was actually me, Zhao Jin said in his heart.

Cang Wuxin pulled him to stand on a high place, stretched out his arms to face the wind, his silver hair was lifted up, the wind blew off the flowers on the remnant branches in early autumn and danced in the air, Cang Wuxin looked back and smiled, he was so handsome.Zhao Jin was suffocated by the strong wind and could not extricate himself from this beautiful sadness.

How much he wanted to reach out and hug him.It's just that although Cang Wuxin is still so gentle, he no longer gives him such a chance.The distance between Shen Fengmin and Xiao Heng's blood faded away, but there was an extra Situ Xuerong who died in vain.

"I know it was Yu Chenying who tricked you here," Cang Wuxin smiled mischievously, but with such a bright expression, he said words that made people secretly sad: "No matter what he says next time, don't be fooled again." You know, we're not supposed to see each other again."

Zhao Jin hummed a little embarrassedly.

"Shen Qianqiu actually likes you very much. You have to try to forgive him. He is someone who can accompany you for the rest of your life. It is impossible for a person to not make mistakes in his life. Xiao Jin, you understand."

Zhao Jin lowered his eyes slightly, Cang Wuxin was too gentle, so gentle that he was too sad, since finally we still have to separate, can you stop caring about me, and don't make me reluctant to leave.

He will never be with Shen Qianqiu in this life, even if he is lonely all his life, he will admit it.Because he loved the person in front of him deeply, and now he loves him as deeply.

"Xiao Jin, goodbye, take care." Cang Wuxin pulled his hand to the heart, closed his eyes, and finally let go after a while.

"goodbye."

I finally woke up from the dream, and finally it was time to really say goodbye with infinite nostalgia.Zhao Jin tried his best to restrain his trembling shoulders, but he didn't raise his hand to wipe his tears. He pretended to be chic and strode away without looking back.

He didn't see Cang Wuxin staring at his back obsessively behind him, repeating the love words he couldn't hear over and over again.

As Zhao Jin was walking, he looked up at the setting sun, which was as red as blood, and the forest was surprisingly quiet.His heart was beating non-stop, and there was always a very bad feeling lingering in his heart.He turned his head, the trees in the mountain were dark in color, flickering and frightening, and Cang Wuxin, who had disappeared behind him, seemed to be swallowed up by these dark things.

No, no, something is wrong.Cang Wuxin's expression was as usual, and everything seemed to be impeccable, but Zhao Jin just felt that something happened, something he didn't know, something that would make him regret, urging him to turn around and urge him to see Cang Wuxin again. glance.

He wanted to find him, to make sure he was okay, to ask him what the unfinished words on Huangming Plank Road were, and to ask him if it was possible for him to forgive him, and if it was possible for them to be together again. Together.

Cang Wuxin was not where they were when they parted, there was a puddle of dark red blood that hadn't dried up on the ground, dripping all the way.Zhao Jin followed the bloodstains through the grass. There was a big rock by the stream. He climbed up the big rock. The scene in front of him made him truly understand why life is better than death.

Residual flowers and fallen leaves drift in the stream, flowing down and being dyed with eye-catching colors.Wuxin fell into the creek, his long silver hair floating with the waves, half of his body was submerged in the water, the black and red spread in the water beside him and slowly faded.

It seemed that the world was twisting and spinning, Zhao Jin staggered and fell into the creek from a rock.There are many hard pebbles in the stream, but Zhao Jin can't feel the pain at all. The hand that was warm before has become stiff and cold now.

Zhao Jin was too familiar with that lifeless coldness, but he didn't want to believe it.Because this person is innocent, blessed with high spirits, the fate of this kind of person should be to be unrestrained and playful until old age, how could he suddenly lie alone in the creek and never open his eyes again.

Zhao Jin embraced it tightly and put his head close to his heart. He listened to it for a long time without a beat.He finally nestled in Zhao Jin's arms obediently, and fulfilled his promise not to lie to him again. Only then did Zhao Jin realize that it was a kind of happiness to be deceived by him.

"In the end...it's a step too late." Yu Chenying didn't know when she came up from behind, so she could only stand beside Zhao Jin and said softly, "Young Master Zhao, please mourn..."

"Why?" Zhao Jin raised his head, not understanding. He thought he would be devastated or just go crazy.However, at this moment he was surprisingly sober, clamoring for an answer with clear thinking.

"Why did Wuxin become like this? What happened, why didn't he tell me?"

"You... come down the mountain with us first." Yu Chenying said.

Zhao Jin hugged Cang Wuxin without being dizzy, but the surrounding scenery gave him a strong sense of disobedience, the swaying of flowers, plants and trees was slow and enchanting, everything seemed unreal.

He should have noticed that Cang Wuxin had something to hide from him.His hair became white, his cheeks were pitifully thin, and his body was so light that he was almost weightless.Zhao Jin had carried him on his back before, and he was fine then, his arms and legs were not as thin as they are now.

When he couldn't cry, he finally understood why Luo Fan had no tears at that time.It turned out that the heartache was so extreme that it turned out to be paralyzed.

"Tell me, all the things that I don't know, all the things that Wuxin kept from me and endured alone." Hugging Cang Wuxin into the hut, Zhao Jin rubbed his palm carefully, the coldness of his fingertips went straight to the bottom of his heart.He was deceived many times by Cang Wuxin, but he still couldn't see through the deception until the end.

Finally, when the truth came to light, all doubts in the past were silenced with the passing of Cang Wuxin.He already had a premonition that something that would make him regret to death was about to surface.He was looking forward to it, looking forward to what could punish him severely so that he finally knew how ignorant he was, so that after Wuxin let him go with a smile, he sank alone in the icy stream.

"This is a very long story," Yu Chenying took a breath and said slowly, "I hope you will listen to it slowly."

Zhao Jin nodded.He finally wants to know, everything he should know.

"The year I first met Wuxin, he was still the crown prince, and he was offering sacrifices to heaven in Luojing. I didn't understand anything when I first came out of the rivers and lakes, and I disturbed the royal horses and horses. He came out to rescue me, and we got to know each other that way."

"Every year in the future, he will go back to Luojing to worship the heavens, and take time to have a good time with me and Xiao Heng. Wuxin has always been bright and lively, and I never saw him have any worries, until one time, he came to me out of his mind, He said he accidentally made a huge mistake that could ruin the life of an innocent child."

"Wuxin was only a teenager at the time, and he asked me what to do. I told him that if you sincerely repent, you will be compensated with your lifelong happiness."

"You really shouldn't say that." Zhao Jin shook his head, he never wanted Cang Wuxin's sympathy, not to mention that if he knew it would end like this, he didn't want Cang Wuxin's happiness at all!

"Listen to me," Yu Chenying saw his thoughts: "If Cang Wuxin felt sorry for you, it was just the beginning. Ever since he secretly paid attention to you, I can see how you can be silent by yourself. Life is gradually moved by you. He told me a lot about you, really a lot, he said you look good when you smile, he said you are so strong that it hurts, he couldn’t understand why a person went through so much It’s so rough but still so kind.”

"You will be arrested, kicked out of Murong's house, and tied to Tingxue Mountain Villa. He knew about it early in the morning and has been helping you without a trace. Since then, Cang Wuxin has always thought of you. I often hear him planning He is in charge of your future. He roams around the imperial court, and even associates with evil sects regardless of danger, just to pave the way for his whole body to retreat."

Zhao Jin was stunned, listening to things he had never thought of.It turned out that Cang Wuxin planned his luck starting from helping him untie the rope at the gate of Tingxue Villa.He was taken up for adoption by Xiao Heng, and was rescued in time again and again. He looked at Cang Wuxin's quiet side face under the moonlight, and there was a slight acid in his numb heart, the air was thin, and every breath was difficult.

It turned out that when he thought that no one noticed his pain, loneliness, or tears, that person had already been silently guarding him, planning his happiness step by step.

"Wait for him to do