Hollywood Secret Garden

Including, as can be seen, all measurements throughout this book are in imperial units—feet, inches, gallons, pints, acres, and so on.I think my point is unique at the starting point.

Originally, this situation could continue, and even if there were any problems, it could be adjusted slowly. However, a shameless person appeared.I don't want to repeat what happened. My friends who have followed the book from the beginning should more or less know what happened. It is a scar that will never be forgotten in this life, because in a sense, this book means a lot to me. Yu walked on two legs for the first time.

I don’t repeat the pain I felt at that time, and I don’t want to say that AM is my child, because these things don’t mean that you understand them, and you can’t understand them if you don’t feel them deeply. understandable.

To this day, this person is still preaching "I did that because I don't like harem stallions". To be honest, if he dared to say this in front of me, I would definitely bend down and find a brick. Cover your face.From the moment I joined the group, I made it clear that this book is to open a harem, if you don't like it, why do you come in?Sell ​​ass? !

Of course, he is not in front of me, which is why this kind of person can be so selfish and unscrupulous, and can say "seriously, you will lose" without any hesitation!Because in real life, if you dare to be so presumptuous in front of others, you will be beaten to the point where you can’t take care of yourself, but on the Internet, you never have to worry about a hand stretched out on the screen to slap yourself twice!So you don't need to pay attention to other people's feelings, so you are always right and you always have excuses.

I'm a person who easily trusts others, so when this guy said to me "I will modify it to make sure you are satisfied", I believed it again, but the result?it goes without saying.Really, I never thought that a person could be so shameless. I once asked a friend who was with me at the time (I will mention it later), how did he recommend his earliest article when he joined the group? People remember very clearly: if someone in the group goes online, let the other party read what he wrote.

I don't want to comment on this behavior, everyone can understand it for themselves.

I don’t talk much about the pain at that time. I have already said some at the end of the third volume. If I hadn’t taken antidepressants before and knew that this thing is highly dependent, I would have taken it on the day it was prescribed.In fact, for a while, I couldn't help but want to spend money to contact a private detective. I knew his surname was Ren and he lived in Chaoyang District, Beijing. Once there was news, I immediately went to Beijing with a knife.

It has come to this point.

Of course, I have been restraining myself. After all, I am still rational, and my friends in the group also tried their best to enlighten me and comfort me.This is one of the reasons why I hate "Black Swan" very much. As a person living in the shadow of my parents, as a person suffering from perfectionist obsessive-compulsive disorder, when I finally restrained myself, an unknown The so-called director and one of my favorite actresses came and told me: take a knife and stab him and you'll be perfect!

CNM, that's what I wanted to say to those two at the time.

Well, this is getting too far.In short, it was a particularly difficult time, and this kind of mental torment cannot be experienced by those losers or bystanders who stand on the bank of the river and think that they will never fall into the river.In order to keep writing, I had to revise the outline. Yes, the initial outline is different from the outline of the finished book now. As for the difference and why you have to make such revisions, you may wish to think for yourself.

Then, she appeared. She is a person with a wide range of knowledge. She has been with me to comfort me and enlighten me. I talk to her in private chat with her every day. She also tries her best to give me psychological counseling. Her words I always keep it in my heart.I once regarded her as my sister, and people in the group also teased me and said that they regarded her as a spiritual pillar.

However, the problem is that she is not a very good comforter, and I am too injured and a little windy, I must erect the spikes and reject all opinions, so the final break is inevitable.

That was the second time I suffered a serious blow while writing this book. Although it was not as uncomfortable as the first time after reading her comments, it was the first time I had a very strong idea of ​​not wanting to write any more.I always feel that even my sister doesn't recognize it, so what else should I write?Then a sense of betrayal was felt.Of course, I also understand where the problem is, as I wrote in the last letter to her, "No one has the right to ask others to fully tolerate themselves, and no one has the obligation to fully tolerate others." After all, we are only in reality. It's just a familiar stranger who you don't know face to face.

In the end, I survived, because I promised myself and my daughter to finish the book, because there are still so many people supporting me, although according to a senior person, my subscription level is basically close to the street.

Fortunately, the friends in the group are always comforting me and supporting me, and then I met two people who can do psychological counseling, one is the standard lace, whenever I am irritable, she will always send a message immediately "Shunmao" seems to be comforting the furry cat in her family; while the other is a wife, although she always gives people a feeling of arrogance and self-righteousness, she still has her own unique insights on many issues , and always taught me to have the spirit of "I am the best in the world".

However, although I have been very careful, the sensitivity in my heart will not fade as long as this book is still being written. This desire to make the book as perfect as possible has led to several conflicts.

Fortunately, now, this book is finally finished. After more than two years of hard work, it is finally finished. Although the last few chapters confirm the law that the more you want to write well, the less you can write well. Maybe it will be revised or not in the future. Who knows.

In short, my daughter has gone all the way, she has reached consummation and will not be hurt anymore, so I can feel at ease.Thanks again to those friends who accompanied me to the present, whether they accompanied me from the beginning or joined in the middle.

Thanks to that sister, although I didn't contact you again after the breakup, I always remember your words and remember how good you used to be.

Thanks to that lace, who still enlightens me and listens to me from time to time.

Thanks to that wife, although that day was very unpleasant, but I still remember the encouragement you gave me.

Thanks to the people who have been with me in the group, I won’t name them one by one here, so as not to be said to be partial because of forgetting.

Thanks to those readers who have supported me in various ways, without you, I would not have been able to complete this book. It can be said that the last 100 million words are written entirely for your responsibility.

Thanks and bow.

I will not use this author account anymore. I have taken on too much sadness, resentment and various emotions, so let it be silent.

Thanks again.

Finally, there is one more point, maybe someone will say that I am stupid, maybe someone will laugh at me for being meaningless, maybe someone will say that I am a loser, but it doesn't matter, I just want to say: I swear here, in the name of my ancestors, I !Absolutely!Do not!Original!Forgive me!he!no way!Never!

Sincerely three thousand

2011:2, February 16, 16