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After the admission procedures were completed, he could finally continue to go to school. Because the school was far away from home, his father asked him to live with a relative who was very good with him. The family was also a teacher, and there was a student who was two years younger than him. The boy was at peace at first, but one day he suddenly discovered that the child was secretly looking for the place where he hid the money. He lost a lot of money, stepped forward to question him, and was scolded by the hostess who drove over. Said: "I can't keep you here anymore, you can live wherever you like."

She called her father and cried out that she had stolen money from his family. When her father arrived, he had no time to explain. He came up and slapped herself. The hostess was stunned, and the children behind her were also frightened. Now, the father comforted her and said, "This kid has bad conduct. I'll take him home and educate him, which will cause trouble for you. How should we get along with each other in the future..."

Wen Yuji covered his face and walked out with his father. On the way home, his father only said one sentence: "Don't read this book, go out to work early."

At that time, his grades were the first in the school.

Wen Yuji was really flustered, he had to go to school, he tried to explain to his father, but his father was expressionless, he didn't even look at him, and said calmly: "There will be nothing wrong with you in the future Future, stop reading?"

This time his father didn't beat him, he just treated him as a transparent person, no matter how much he begged him, he would not speak, this attitude made Wen Yujiu terrified, he knelt down to him, begging him to give him a chance, Let him go to study, knelt down from noon to night, without waiting for a single word from him, the man seemed to calm down suddenly, without violence, but it was even more frightening. At that time, Wen Yuji didn't know that there was still a kind of violence in this world It was called Leng Violence, and he was only ten years old that year.

At night, his father finally said a word to him, because he knelt on the ground and blocked his way, he said: "Get out."

It was winter, and it was snowing outside, and he was still wearing the sweater he wore when he came out of that relative's house. After all, my mother couldn't bear it, and she wanted to give him a dress when she went out, but was scolded by her father, so she had to give up and go back home. house.

Wen Yuji hugged his body, curled up in a corner facing away from the wind, the big dog Dahuang came out of the den, licked his face with his tongue, he bit his clothes and dragged him to his den, Rhubarb's nest is a small warehouse made of bricks, which was used to store coal before. Wen Yujiu got in, and Rhubarb blocked him from the wind and snow without a door.

There were intermittent scolding voices in the room, he couldn't hear them clearly, but occasionally he could distinguish some words, his father said: "How kind to him, white-eyed wolf."

——Liar by nature, why don't you want others to wrong him?If he is fine, can others wrong him?

——Spent so much money to confess a thief.

——I shouldn’t have given birth to him, you expect him to live in old age?

——It's worthless, and it's the material that will go to prison in the future.

He was afraid of what his father would say, he was afraid of him from the bottom of his heart, when a man spoke calmly, most of the time he was angry, he seemed to be cursing something all the time, whispering dirty words, Wen Yuji always felt that He is scolding himself.

The next day, he was dragged out of the kennel, kicked and fell into the snow. He tore a paper shell and wrote extremely eye-catching characters on it with coal: I am a thief.

He found a wire and forced it through the paper shell, and hung it roughly around Wen Yuji's neck.

Wen Yuji stared blankly at those two words, his mind went blank, and then, his face was slapped hard.

With the belt in his hand, his father slapped his face, ears, and the corners of his eyes fiercely. The burning pain occupied all his thoughts, and he thought for a moment that he would be beaten to death.

He was driven by his father to walk on the street, and the passers-by looked at him curiously. Wen Yuji felt as if he had been stripped naked, and the belt behind him hit him on the head. His father felt that he was from For those who are broken in the head, just pick that place to hit.

He said: "I let you steal, and I let you embarrass me again."

On the street in winter, Wen Yuji's whole body was in pain, and he heard a man say: "Scum, social scum."

——I will beat you to death today, lest you go out and lose face.

——Thief, you remember, you are a thief!

——I will let everyone remember you, stay away from you, I will see how you steal.

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The seemingly endless punishment was terminated by the head teacher who rushed over. At that time, there were many people around, watching the excitement and pointing, no one had the intention to stop it. The head teacher immediately wanted to pull him away when he saw this scene. His father slapped him on the face again, and then he poked his head so hard with his terrifyingly strong fingers that he felt that his head might be punctured.

My father always looks decent in front of outsiders, and when he sees cultural people, he wants to say cultural words. When he turned his head to the head teacher, he still smiled and said, "Hello, teacher, thank you for your hard work. The bastard has been bad, rebellious, and dishonest since he was a child, and you will beat him hard if you don't obey him in the future, and I will be punished if you beat him to death."

When he turned his head, he immediately changed his expression of disgust towards Wen Yuji, as if he was eager to get rid of his relationship with him, as if he encountered something dirty when he met Wen Yuji, he used that vulgar and audible When he got sick, he insulted him with swear words about his reproductive organs, and said through gritted teeth: "I don't owe you anything, if you don't study hard this time, if you cause trouble for me again, I will kill you."

As he spoke, his hand wanted to hit him again, but the class teacher stopped him quickly, and was so shocked that he looked at his face, Wen Yuji's vision was already blurred, he looked at the female teacher, and saw several horrified faces behind the female teacher Classmates, watching them talking to each other, the surrounding voices seem to be very loud, so loud that he can hear his name clearly, but also seem to be so small that the tide submerges him in chaos.

From then on, he began to be afraid of other people's eyes. When someone whispered, he would feel that they were talking about him. He became more and more afraid of contacting people, afraid to make friends, and excessively inferior and sensitive.He is terribly averse to violence, violence in any sense.He is afraid of people whose emotions change very quickly, especially those who are fine one second, but suddenly change their face for no reason the next second.

He grew up in a disturbing educational philosophy. In the educational method controlled by his father, violence is the best way to solve everything. He firmly believes that a filial son will be born under a stick.

So all of Wen Yuji's instincts were suppressed by violence. The years he lived with his biological parents was a horrible experience that he could never heal in his life. He would be brought to old age and die. His own child, he was afraid that he would become like his father.

Wen Yuji pulled out his unhealed scar completely, let him see the blood flowing on it, let him see how much he hurt him today, and he told him: "If you don't want to Leave me, don't do this."

Li Song hugged the boy in his arms tightly, he choked up and said, "Yu'er, I was wrong, please forgive me."

His language, his language is so good, why would someone be so cruel, and what did he do...