Su Wei

When Su Wei returned home, he found Da Huang standing by the balcony with a troubled expression on his face.

Hearing the sound of Su Wei walking in, Da Huang glanced hesitantly at Bai Jianyun on the balcony, then turned to meet Su Wei: "Doctor, have you eaten yet?"

Su Wei found that there were a lot of cold and untouched dishes on the table. Obviously, Rhubarb hadn't eaten it himself, and had been waiting for him to come back.

He said softly: "No, let's eat together."

When Rhubarb was heating up the food, Su Wei walked into the kitchen to help, and saw a bunch of bright red roses in the trash can at a glance.He couldn't help being taken aback: "This is..."

Rhubarb froze, and then said dejectedly: "Someone left it at the door, I saw it as soon as I went out, and it was not signed." He paused, and explained: "The doctor also threw it away last time, so I... "

Su Wei patted him on the shoulder: "I see, it's okay. What were you doing on the balcony just now?"

Da Huang said: "I want to know why I hate Bai Jianyun... maybe it can help me think of something."

Rhubarb has a strong self-examination ability, but his psychological resistance is very serious when others treat him.Although Su Wei was worried that he would be under too much pressure and it would backfire, but after thinking about it, this might not be a bad thing.

"What's the result?"

Rhubarb shook his head: "I feel scared and...disgusted. But I don't know what it really means to me."

The microwave made a ding-dong sound, and the two took out the dishes and sat down at the table.

Su Wei comforted: "It doesn't matter, there is no rush. This is also very good, isn't it?"

Rhubarb smiled bitterly: "It's very good, doctor. In fact, I don't want to restore my memory at all. The unknown is scary. Who knows if the other me is dark and evil?"

Su Wei raised his eyebrows in surprise.

Rhubarb poked the rice with his chopsticks annoyedly, and muttered in a moderate voice: "Isn't it just to chase the doctor..."

Su Wei thought to himself, you didn't sneak around either.But he didn't say it, and changed the subject as if he didn't hear it: "What major do you like?"

Rhubarb was taken aback for a while: "Huh?"

Su Wei said: "You have been staying at home and have little contact with people except for treating patients. After school starts, I would like to apply for you to be a temporary student to attend classes at school. Maybe contacting people will help your condition."

Rhubarb said without hesitation: "Psychology!"

Su Wei laughed: "Our school does not offer professional psychology courses." The T University where Su Wei teaches is a science and engineering school.But if he went to other schools, Su Wei might not be able to find a way, and he was not at ease to let Da Huang go alone.

Rhubarb thought about it, and looked at Su Wei anxiously: "Then, I will learn whatever the doctor teaches."

Su Wei was helpless: "I only teach elective courses..."

Da Huang thought for a long time in distress, and said, "Actually, I don't want to go to school..."

Su Wei said, "Then... how about doing volunteer work? Or part-time jobs? Besides psychology, what other things are you interested in?"

Da Huang thought for a while, then nodded: "Then let's work part-time. I want to sell flowers."

Before going to bed at night, Su Wei was sitting on the bed reading a book, and Da Huang came in with a glass of homemade jujube milk.

He put the milk on the bedside, but didn't leave immediately, dragged a chair and sat down beside the bed.

Su Wei only wore a pair of underwear on his lower body, and only covered his lower waist with a quilt.He felt very embarrassed about such a scene, especially when he remembered what happened that night in Hawaii, he took a sip of the milk glass in a disguised way: "Is there something wrong?"

Rhubarb said in a resentful tone: "After returning from the United States, the doctors have become very indifferent to me... I thought I was already a leader in the iceberg like you before, but now I realize how narrow my vision was before."

Su Wei really couldn't face the mistakes he made when he was drunk in the United States, so he turned his eyes away and didn't answer the conversation.

Da Huang squatted down beside the bed and tried to rest his chin on Su Wei's hand. Seeing that Su Wei didn't refuse, he couldn't help but relax.This time, he didn't ask Su Weixi if he liked him, but asked in a roundabout way: "Doctor, do you still like Teacher Lin?"

Su Wei didn't know whether to laugh or cry, neither nodded nor shook his head.

Rhubarb was fed up with his frequent silence, and angrily poked him with his fingers: "We have lived together day and night for more than half a year, and you never let go!"

Su Wei thought to himself, I've obviously let go, at least I insisted on keeping you.However, there were too many rules and regulations that restricted Su Wei to make concessions within a square inch of land.He said indifferently: "Emotions cannot be forced."

Rhubarb gritted his teeth and waved his embroidered fist eagerly, continuing to stalk: "If you don't give me a title, I will fight with you~~"

Su Wei said coldly: "Either you die or you die, you choose."

Rhubarb was discouraged again.

In fact, this was just his daily routine of harassment, and he didn't hope to gain anything immediately, but only wanted to slowly melt the tip of Su Wei's iceberg.

Soon he regained his vitality, and approached with a playful smile: "Doctor, then give me a goodnight kiss."

Just as Su Wei was about to refuse, Rhubarb quickly kissed him on the corner of his lips, and then fled out of the room as if he was afraid that Su Wei would beat him up.

Su Wei was stunned for a while, then touched the corner of his lips with a wry smile.The place where Rhubarb kissed just now gradually heated up.He couldn't help but admit that he really fell in love with this boy, but the relationship is not such an easy thing, there are too many human affairs between them.

That kind of feeling is too unrealistic.

The next day, Su Wei went to a nearby flower shop.Coincidentally, in the flower shop, he met Ren Xiaoqian who was working part-time.

When Su Wei entered, Ren Xiaoqian was texting someone with his mobile phone in his hand, with a faint smile on his lips, which he tried hard to suppress.

Originally, Su Wei was still a little worried. After all, Rhubarb had just grown up, and to Su Wei, he was just a child.With Ren Xiaoqian here, at least he had someone to take care of him, so he negotiated with the owner of the flower shop on the spot, and Rhubarb will start to work in the flower shop from tomorrow.

Su Wei came out of the flower shop, just started the car to leave, but the door of the passenger seat was suddenly pulled, a young man straddled in talking to himself, and kept rubbing his hands to breathe: "Ha, it's so cold outside .”

Su Wei was shocked: "Gao Jin..."

Gao Jin smiled and said, "Let's drive... how about going to the beach? I haven't been there for many years."

Su Wei was silent for a while, and finally drove away.

Gao Jin reached out to turn on the music, but he dialed the music player twice but there was no sound.Su Wei thought that something was wrong with the player, reached out and pressed the play button, Bach's soothing music immediately flowed from the stereo, filling the entire car.During this period, he touched Gao Jin's fingers, which were cool and without any temperature.

Gao Jin let out a long breath: "Do you like to listen to this now? You used to like to listen to death metal."

Su Wei said, "I'm getting older. You used to like to listen to that too."

Gao Jin shrugged: "I still like it now. Crazy, desperate, and ruined."

Su Wei couldn't help but glanced at him again.

After a while, when Su Wei was about to relax completely in the soothing music, Gao Jin spoke again.

"Why did you let him go out to work? Why did you let him meet people?"

Su Wei froze for a moment, and replied unhurriedly: "This may help his condition..."

Gao Jin said coldly: "You want him to get on the right track and become a normal person. Work, socialize with other people, live like a normal person, and then be like a normal person - fall in love?"

Su Wei's fingers holding the steering wheel tightened, and his brows frowned slightly.

Gao Jin sneered: "It is true that a case like his deviant split personality may never return to the first personality in his life. To some extent, he is no different from a normal person now. No wonder you like him .But you know very well that if he really changes back, and the memories are not shared between different personalities, he will forget you."

Su Wei replied calmly: "You said it, he may never recover in his lifetime."

Gao Jin suddenly became irritable and slammed down the car window.He shouted like crazy: "Su Wei! I have been waiting for you for ten years! Are you going to betray me!"

"Betrayal..." Su Wei repeated blankly, and suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his heart.He was so afraid of being accused of "betrayal".

At this time Su Wei's cell phone rang suddenly.He picked it up and looked at it. It was a text message from his elder brother Su Qian asking him to have dinner with him at night.Gao Jin came up to take a look, and immediately changed his face, gritted his teeth and said, "It's your brother."

"If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have had such a hard time in the past ten years! He forced me to drop out after transferring you to another school, and even used his power to force my parents to lose their jobs and force us to leave Shanghai! Awei, you know all this right?"

Su Wei smiled bitterly: "I...I know."

Gao Jin sighed: "Second Young Master Su, who I don't know the sufferings of the world...Leave the past aside, Su Wei, come with me. You promised me ten years before I left."

Su Wei knew very well that his love for Gao Jin was no longer love, only guilt remained.But every time he wanted to say the words of refusal, there was always a pair of invisible hands tightly strangling his throat to prevent him from speaking.

Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Gao Jin suddenly softened up again.He sighed: "As long as you don't fall in love with others, I can still give you time to think about it. I have been waiting for ten years, so there is no rush for this moment."

Su Wei stopped in front of a red light, Gao Jin suddenly opened the door and walked down, then quickly disappeared on the road with endless traffic.

In the evening, Su Wei took Rhubarb to the appointment in Suqian.

When they came to the hotel box, they saw Su Qian sitting alone at the table waiting.The moment the Su family brothers made eye contact, they frowned at the same time. Su Qian preemptively said, "I seem to have only dated you."

Su Wei said coldly, "I thought it was a family dinner."

The two men were on the verge of breaking out, and after a while, Su Qian took a step back: "Sit down first."

Exquisite dishes and red wine were brought to the table. Rhubarb was very curious about these expensive dishes that he had never seen before, holding his chopsticks ready to move, but he didn't dare to be the first to move them.

Su Wei whispered: "You eat first."

Rhubarb seemed to have been pardoned, and immediately began to study the dishes, preparing to add a few more delicacies to his beloved doctor's recipe.

Su Wei didn't move his chopsticks in a hurry, drank his red wine, and said coldly: "Do you have anything to do with me?"

Su Qian said awkwardly, "I'm your brother, can't I have dinner with you?"

Su Wei said unceremoniously: "I have no appetite with you."

Su Qian's complexion turned extremely pale in an instant.Even Rhubarb beside him was too embarrassed to move anymore.He looked at Su Wei and then at Su Qian, and curiously guessed what Su Qian had done to offend Su Wei to make him say such things.

At this moment, Su Qian felt that a river of bitterness was flowing eastward in his heart.He asked himself that he treated his two younger brothers as treasures, especially Su Wei, who dared to say that he loved him the most in this world.Even his wife and son when they were not divorced, he didn't have the kind of love for Su Wei that he loved so much.But one of his two baby brothers quarreled with him because of his boyfriend, and the other could even say such outrageous things to him with a cold face.He roared in his heart: Damn it! ! !Two little white-eyed wolves! ! !What did I do wrong! ! !

However, Su Qian is still elegant on the face, but the smile is a little bitter: "Oh? I have something to say, but is it okay to let him listen?" Su Wei never told Su Qian that rhubarb was his patient, so Su Qian Mistaking him for Su Wei's new lover.

Su Wei gave him a strange look: "What?"

Su Qian said, "Not long ago... I met someone." Then he stopped talking.

Su Wei clenched his fingers and shook his head subconsciously - he didn't want Da Huang to know about his past.

Then the two brothers of the Su family stopped talking.Su Wei drank the red wine without saying a word, while Su Qian shook the wine glass, staring at the liquid surface in a daze.It was embarrassing to eat rhubarb alone, and gradually he didn't dare to move his chopsticks.Su Wei touched his hair: "Eat, go out for a walk after eating - forget it, you go back first."

Rhubarb was naturally curious about "that person" Su Qian mentioned, but he would not go against Su Wei's words and leave after eating half full.

Su Wei had already drank half a bottle of red wine, and his face was slightly tipsy.Su Qian looked at him and said shyly, "Have you seen him too?"

Su Wei smiled and mocked: "The one you forced to leave?"

Su Qian nodded awkwardly: "You don't drink much, so drink less.

Su Wei said: "How did you meet him?—he came to you?"

Su Qian shook his head: "No, I met by chance. I actually... just want to make sure if you have met before."

Su Wei sneered: "Afraid that we will be reunited?"

Su Qian's face twitched, and he said with a wry smile: "...Actually, I knew you would still go this way, I..." He paused, and then said angrily: "He led you to ruin."

Su Wei said coldly: "It's destined. Don't worry, I've already fallen in love with someone else, and it's impossible with him."

Su Qian frowned, and couldn't help asking: "What does that Da Huang's family do? I think he is still very young, still in school?"

Su Wei said, "He just came of age."

Su Qianru could not help but widen his eyes when he was hit by a blow: "Just an adult?! Awei, you are nine years older than him! Why are you getting more and more outrageous?"

Seeing his angry appearance, Su Wei felt a sense of vengeance in his heart, and then said: "Both his parents died, and his stepmother just passed away a while ago, so he's a suspect—hey, brother, don't worry, he's already washed up. No suspicion." Looking at Su Qian's relieved look just now, Su Wei added maliciously: "I know him because he is my patient—he suffers from schizophrenia."

Su Qian took a deep breath, his face was already colorful, relying on his usual upbringing to keep from attacking: "Is he mentally ill?!"

Su Wei laughed: "Yes."

In Su Qian's concept, a mental patient is almost the same as a lunatic.He said with difficulty: "Are you crazy?"

Su Wei shook the wine glass: "Not yet."

Su Qian suddenly stood up from his seat, walked in front of Su Wei, and squeezed words out between his teeth: "Break up with him. I don't care if you like men, at least find me a normal man!"

Su Wei sneered: "My parents don't care about me, why do you?"

Su Qian said angrily, "Elder brother is like a father!"

Su Wei picked up the wine glass and took a sip unhurriedly: "You are used to being a dictator, right? I am already 27 years old."

Su Qian snatched the wine glass from his hand and threw it on the ground abruptly. The wine splashed all over the two of them, and glass shards splashed everywhere.

Su Wei was slightly taken aback, looked up, and found that Su Qian's anger had reached its peak—from childhood to adulthood, except for Su Qian's slap in the face when he was rescued after he attempted suicide, this was still Su Qian Hands-on with him for the first time.

Not to be outdone, he stood up, picked up his coat and went out.Su Qian pulled him back, pressed him against the wall, and slapped him with his hands: "You are 97 years old and I am your brother! Look, I don't care about you!"

Su Wei was swayed by that slap, and felt that his internal organs were mixed together, and the wine rushed backwards, and he almost vomited out.He said bitterly, "Brother, I hate you!" The tone was the same as the tone he used when he was wronged and acted like a baby to Su Qian more than ten years ago.

Su Qian felt the bridge of his nose sore, and his eye sockets, which had been dry for nearly 30 years, suddenly became wet.He hugged Su Wei, apologized repeatedly, and helped him go out: "You drank too much alcohol and can't drive. I'll take you back."

Su Wei did not refuse.

On the way back, Su Wei vomited in the car.Su Qian didn't dislike the sour smell mixed with alcohol, and took off his soiled clothes without saying a word, and put on his clean clothes for him.

He didn't send Su Wei back to the place where he and Rhubarb lived, but took him back to his villa, and personally bathed and dressed the drunk and unconscious Su Wei, then put him on the bed.

Since Su Wei grew up, the two brothers hadn't been so close for many years. Su Qian got a sore nose a few times while doing this.

In the end, he sat by the bed and looked at Su Wei's peaceful sleeping face, and couldn't help but said shyly, "If I knew you were looking for a mental illness, I might as well let you get along with him..."