Lin Zhuyun still didn't say those two words in the end, it's hard for him to accept now, let alone admitting that he likes him.

Gu Yuqiao watched him run away like this, and he didn't make any further progress. This kind of pressure was enough for him to think about this issue carefully.

In fact, Gu Yuqiao is still not sure what kind of attitude Lin Zhuyun has always had towards him.

At the beginning, I thought the other party was interested in me, but later I pursued it myself. These little plots and tricks did wait for Lin Zhuyun to jump in every time, but so far, I don’t know if this person jumped in willingly. of.

If so, doing so will get a little of what he wants, but if not, it may push people away.

Chen Zhi clicked on a music radio station, which was playing piano music.

Apart from the sound of the piano, the only sound in the car is the whistling wind.

After Lin Zhuyun came out of the hospital, he didn't speak again. He watched the scenery outside whistling past his eyes without any change in expression.

Yes, he ran away, he knew that he was in a mess at that time, it might be the worst time he had grown up.

At that time, Gu Yuqiao's face was only four fingers away from him, and his breath hit his face like this, Lin Zhuyun could already clearly feel his heartbeat beating with Gu Yuqiao's breathing frequency.

It's not like Lin Zhuyun didn't feel the way he looked at himself.

For his questioning, he actually already had the answer in his heart, but...he couldn't say that answer.

At that time, what he thought in his mind was not that this was a man and that he shouldn't fall in love with a man, but...

He didn't expect that he would fall in love with someone.

For more than 20 years, there are many people of all kinds around him, not for fame or for profit, and he also knows how to pretend to be false.

He has never had any real feelings, not because of the people around him, but because he is unwilling to give his heart to others.

His father fell in love with Chen Meiqiao. Even though this woman hated him from the beginning, he still loved him, so he allowed her to hurt herself again and again.

The most unworthy thing about a person's emotion is to give him all to others, to be sad about others' sorrow and happy about others' happiness. This kind of emotion is too humble. In Lin Zhuyun's opinion, it is good to have everything in his own hands.

It's just that now, such a person appeared in front of him, and he tried every means to make himself hand over his heart. He didn't want to admit that he had this heart, and he didn't want to hand it over.

Red light, the car stopped.

Chen Zhi looked at Lin Zhuyun's expressionless expression from the rearview mirror, and knew that this person was deep in thought.

Today is the weekend, there are many couples on the side of the road, they are in close contact, holding each other's hands, the light in their eyes is shining because of each other, they don't care about the eyes of outsiders, and they kiss wantonly, as if there are only two of them in the world.

"Why do you have to fall in love with someone?" Lin Zhuyun said suddenly.

Chen Zhi didn't expect that he would ask himself such a question. To be honest, Chen Zhi is also an elm lump. He had little time for socializing. Don't talk about love.

However, there was no reason not to answer the boss's question. After thinking about it for a while, Chen Zhi said, "Maybe it's because it's too hard to be alone."

"Huh?" She retracted her gaze from the window and looked at Chen Zhi.

Chen Zhi didn't expect that his nonsense answer would make him care, his mind was running fast, and he said: "A person's joy and happiness are flat, and pain and pain are doubled, but with another person you are willing to share , the joy and joy will double, and the pain and pain will become flat.”

is it?

Lin Zhuyun closed his eyes.

What is love like?He knows that he has read too many stories about love, and he also knows that those loves bring happiness and touch, but when it comes to him, those things seem to disappear automatically.

He didn't have the joy of liking someone, only confusion and hesitation.

Do you want to spend your whole life with him if you like him?

This time, Lin Zhuyun did not run away again, but now he needs more time to digest this matter, so he went to Lao Mu's yard.

Dai Benyuan scolded people in the video while processing the documents, but seeing Lin Zhuyun's lack of energy day by day, he didn't scold so harshly.

All these years, Lin Zhuyun has been heartless, but when he meets Chen Meiqiao, his face will change.

Originally, Lu Ke wanted to go over to accompany him, enlighten him, and eat the lotus root fried cake made by Lao Mu, but was "persuaded" by Lin Zhuyun to leave.

If they see his own virtue, he will laugh for a lifetime. He would rather these two never come to comfort him than these two people come to add insult to injury.

Gu Yuqiao didn't come to disturb him, but he often sent messages. This message was more like reminding him of the two of them.

Lin Zhuyun didn't reply.

When he first came here, Lin Zhuyun always ran to the attic to stay, and he stayed there for a whole day, eating very little, and didn't even leave the room.

Lao Mu was anxious to see this child like this. When the master left before, Lin Zhuyun shut himself up for two days and didn't eat much. Later, if the company's affairs were not imminent, he came out to preside over the overall situation.

Now although Lao Mu doesn't know what Lin Zhuyun is because of, but he knows that this child must be very confused.

In the evening, Lao Mu knocked on the door and went in with the lotus root he had just fried.

Lin Zhuyun sat on the ground in a daze, looking at the dead tree outside the window.

Lao Mu put the fried cake on the table and walked over, "Master, what's wrong with you?"

"It's cold on the ground, you can sit on the sofa, be careful of catching a cold." Lao Mu took a blanket and draped it over Lin Zhuyun's body.

Lin Zhuyun gathered the blanket and said, "Uncle Mu, I fell in love with someone."

"Really, that's great." Lao Mu said with a smile, "You have someone by your side to accompany you, master and the others can rest assured."

Lin Zhuyun raised his head and looked at Lao Mu, "But the other party is a man, is this okay?"

Lao Mu pursed his lips, then moved a stool from the side and sat down.

"I have a friend. We had a good relationship at that time. He was willing to share everything with me, including his liking for men."

Lin Zhuyun listened carefully to what this old Mu had to say.

Lao Mu's eyes were looking out of the window, as if he was seriously recalling the past.

"I went to many places with the master at that time, so my mind was already very open. I was just shocked when he told me about it, and I quickly accepted it. Of course, the main reason is the person he likes. It's not me." He patted Lin Zhuyun's shoulder with a smile. "At that time, their relationship was not as well-recognized as it is now. It was difficult to find someone like me, let alone like each other. So from the first date of two people, he fell into it. After two years of cohabitation, it was probably their happiest time."

"We separated later?"

"It was his parents who were discovered first. You also know what the result would be if this kind of thing was discovered at that time. He was beaten, locked up, and even sent to the hospital. All relations with the outside world The contact information has been cut off, that is not the most painful thing for him, at least the two of them are in love, but he never thought that his parents would tell each other's family in order to cut off the relationship between the two of them, what will happen? You should I can guess."

Lao Mu sighed, "At that time, they had no way to contact each other, so he asked me to help to see each other's situation. Of course, my friend's entrustment can't be let down, but I got the news that the other party is going to get married , with a girl of the same family, I know what kind of harm it will be to him, but I still told him, after all, this is his own business."

Lin Zhuyun was already sitting facing Lao Mu, "He must be very angry, right? If it were me, I would definitely not let him go."

"Yeah, he's very angry, all this is different from what he thought, everything they described together has disappeared, he is like a kite with a broken string, whirling in the air, and can't find a place to return .So he was sick, his body was sick, and his heart was also sick. His parents finally realized the seriousness of this matter, let him go free, and let him find a place to fall again, but he was floating and couldn’t fall.”

It's rare to see Lao Mu sad, with deep regret in his eyes, "I've been with him for a while, and even that he came back to persuade him, but it didn't help, love is love, even if there is no result, he will go all out , so it can’t be taken back.”

"and after?"

"Later, he came back, but it was only two years later, they had experienced too much, but luckily they were still together in the end."

"Isn't he going to marry a woman? Why—"

Lao Mu shook his head with a smile, "I know what kind of person I am, so how can I harm other girls, that is, the parents think that they can correct it, so they just made up their minds, and he is not a person without ideas. Although it took two years of confrontation, we finally got a good result."

Withdrawing his gaze, he looked at Lin Zhuyun, "Xiaoyun, you have grown up after the master left, and you are the one who decides everything. Thousands of people in Linyuan depend on you for their lives. You are very responsible, but No matter how strong a person is, he should have someone he can rely on, no matter who that person is, whether it is a man or a woman, as long as you like it, if you are willing, that person is worth it, why bother to think about other things, life is always Gambling, you have to place a bet to know whether you are winning or losing."

Lin Zhuyun lowered his head, looking at the pattern on the carpet.

"Uncle Mu, let me think about it myself." Lin Zhuyun said.

Lao Mu touched the back of his head and said nothing.

The wooden door opened and closed again.

He lay down and looked up at the beams of the roof, his mind was filled with the image of Gu Yuqiao. From the first meeting, he was cold and aloof, then he was gentle and patient, and then he became domineering and persistent. It is because of myself, and only to myself.

Lin Zhuyun found the phone, and looked at Gu Yuqiao's moderate greetings and concern in the past few days. Such a proud person was rejected so many times by him, but he was still full of enthusiasm.What's more, he is Gu Yuqiao, the kind of person I have always wanted to be.

If Gu Yuqiao treats others like this...

Lin Zhuyun shook his head, he knew that this could not be done.

It turned out that from the bottom of my heart, I already regarded him as my own.

The corners of her lips curled up, "If that's the case, let's take a gamble."

The author has something to say: Mr. Gu is quite cute. He is calm and aloof because of his birth, and he is serious because of his position. In fact, our Gu is always a sullen person.

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