Heartburn

After returning from Fu Nan'an, Chi Zhao went to Zhizhi's ward again, and then returned to the dormitory happily.

There was a smile on his face along the way, Professor Fu was so gentle, lying on the bed after washing at night, but somehow began to feel something was wrong.

It's not that there's something wrong with Fu Nan'an, but that there's something wrong with Zhizhi.

Zhizhi used to be very clingy, once Chi Zhao entered the ward, he wouldn't let him go, and he played games with him and told him stories, so he had to wait until Chi Zhao's dormitory was about to be locked. let him go.But today's Zhizhi was so obedient, when Chi Zhao entered the door, he sat on the bed with his arms around his legs, and just after Chi Zhao chatted with him, he was about to urge Chi Zhao to leave.

"Why are you so silent today?" Chi Zhao asked him with a smile, "I know who bullied us, come and tell brother."

"No." Zhizhi blinked her eyes, pursed her lips and smiled, "I'm just a little sleepy, brother Chi Zhao, go back and rest early."

At that time, Chi Zhao only thought why the child was so quiet, but only now did he realize that something was wrong, knowing that his eyes were red at that time, as if he had just cried.

No.

Chi Zhao sat up abruptly.

"What are you doing, Chi Zhao?" Several roommates were lying down just now, and Zhong Yangqiu was still sitting on the bottom playing with his mobile phone. Seeing Chi Zhao sitting up suddenly, he asked him strangely, "Why did you get up suddenly again?"

Chi Zhao described Zhizhi's state tonight to him, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong: "No, I have to go and see him."

"What time is it? The dormitory has already been locked." Zhong Yangqiu looked at the time on the phone and persuaded, "It doesn't matter for one night, you just need to get up early tomorrow morning to coax him."

"Yeah, yeah," another roommate answered, "A kid's mood changes so quickly, if you go over now, maybe he's already gone to sleep, it's so troublesome to go back and forth."

"If you go out now, you will definitely be scolded by the dorm manager. It's not like you don't know how fierce that auntie is, and she will scold you by the ear when you come back a minute late."

Roommates, you persuaded me one by one, but Chi Zhao still felt uncomfortable in his heart. After Fu Nan'an mentioned Zhizhi's mental state to him, he has been tense all the time. He really likes this Little friend, I don't want him to be hurt again.

"Forget it, just scold me," Chi Zhao finally sighed, took off his clothes, and put them on again, "I'd better go and have a look, otherwise I'm really worried."

The roommates couldn't persuade him, but it was not so easy for the sleeping aunt to pass.The aunt just fell asleep, and when she was called up, she said angrily, "No, the school has regulations that interns are not allowed to go out at night."

Chi Zhao talked to her in a good voice: "The main reason is that there is a small patient in the ward. I don't feel relieved and want to take a look. I promise to come back soon."

"I don't know how to find a reliable reason." The aunt didn't believe his words at all. "There are people on duty in the ward every day. Why are you an intern who knows nothing to join in the fun? Even if it really happened What's the matter, there are so many doctors and nurses on top, and you will add to the chaos there."

That's what he said, but Chi Zhao just couldn't rest assured, his right eyelid twitched very fast, he always had some ominous premonition in his heart, Zhizhi's thin figure seemed to be imprinted in his mind, why? Are lingering.

"Auntie," he begged, "just let me go out this time. If you are worried, I can leave my student card here. I will bear the punishment when I come back to school."

"No."

"Please, just this once, really."

After going back and forth like this for several rounds, the auntie was finally entangled by him: "Forget it, it's the first time I've seen such a stubborn student like you. I really lost to you."

"Thank you, Auntie!" Chi Zhao quickly laughed and said, "Thank you."

"Just take a look and come back quickly, don't say I let you out," the aunt opened the door for him, and told him cautiously, "The school stipulates that you are not allowed to go out. If something happens, it is our responsibility."

Chi Zhao nodded quickly: "Auntie, don't worry, I will be back soon."

After grinding in front of his aunt for half an hour, Chi Zhao finally walked out of the dormitory gate. It was already very late, and there were obviously fewer pedestrians on the road than during the day, and the surrounding small shops closed in twos and threes. Stores that are open.

The bright street lights shine on the asphalt road, cars speeding past from time to time, the cold wind of late autumn pours into the clothes and whizzes, Chi Zhao thinks that he looks cool when he is walking against the wind, so he clicks on the net X cloud to plug in Put on your headphones.

You know, brother really loves you.

Chi Zhao smiled to himself, and tightened the zipper of his coat.

Most of the worries were just false alarms in the end. Chi Zhao was more concerned with reassurance, not thinking about what would really happen. How big a wave a half-grown child can cause, Chi Zhao himself thought so .He stepped into the gate of the hospital, went upstairs to the ward area, still thinking about whether he would wake up Zhizhi for a while, and whether Zhizhi would be startled when he saw himself, when he saw the closed door of the ward , but the right eyelid jumped twice for no reason.

In order to prevent patients from accidents, the hospital is not allowed to turn off the lights at night. The lights in the corridors must be kept on, and the lights in the wards are also required to be kept.Ophthalmology patients have poor eyesight, so the lights are generally brighter than those in other departments, but Zhizhi's ward is completely dark.

"Know?"

Chi Zhao stuffed the earphone cable into his pocket, and tentatively pushed open the door of the ward.

He turned on the light with a "pop", but the scene in front of him made him suddenly exclaim: "Zhizhi——!!!"

Blood, a lot of blood, and what came into view was a patch of red.

The bright red blood wetted a piece of the white quilt, Zhizhi held a knife in his hand, curled up in the deepest part of the hospital bed with a pale face, blood was still dripping from his wrist.

He didn't seem to expect that Chi Zhao would come back, he sat there in a daze and tilted his head to look at Chi Zhao, Chi Zhao rushed forward without saying a word, trying to snatch the knife from his hand.

"What are you doing?!" Chi Zhao growled.

Zhizhi quickly reacted: "Brother Chi Zhao, stay away from me!"

He swung the knife with one hand and slashed at Chi Zhao. Chi Zhao couldn't react in time, and a cut was cut on the back of his hand in an instant.

"I'm sorry Brother Chi Zhao, I'm not, I didn't think about it, I, I... stay away from me!" Seeing the blood on the back of Chi Zhao's hand, Zhizhi was visibly panicked and wanted to hide behind in a panic, Chi Knowing that this was not going to work, Zhizhi stretched out his hand to hold his wrist, Zhizhi struggled again, and threw Chi Zhao's cell phone out along the exposed earphone cable.

With a bang, Zhizhi was stunned for a moment, and during this half a second, Chi Zhao snatched the knife from his hand, and pulled him into his arms again.

"Don't! Don't! Don't touch me!" Zhizhi became emotional instantly, punching and kicking, trying to get out of Chi Zhao's embrace. He was so nervous that all the muscles in his body were trembling. Chi Zhao tried hard to control his limbs, Saying over and over again, "Zhizhi, calm down, Zhizhi!"

But how can Zhizhi listen to the words at this time?To be able to go to the point of committing suicide, his emotions have already reached their peak.

Under the effect of emotions, even the strength was magnified. Zhizhi's thin body seemed to have inexhaustible strength suddenly, and he was no worse than Chi Zhao, an adult. Chi Zhao grabbed his arm and tried hard to Controlled his movements, but Zhizhi was kicking and biting, and Chi Zhao gradually couldn't control it.

The right hand broke free.

Then the right leg.

The hospital bed shook violently under the violent struggle, and seeing that Zhizhi was about to break free from Chi Zhao and jumped out of the bed, the cell phone that was thrown on the ground suddenly rang.

"Know?"

It was Fu Nan'an's voice!

The two wrestling together stopped at the same time.

A gentle voice came from the earpiece, which was not very real. Only then did Chi Zhao realize that the call page was displayed on the phone, and he accidentally pressed it about before being thrown out.

"I know," Fu Nan'an's voice sounded again, saying, "Can you hear me?"

The sound of the earpiece mode is very small, faintly visible, but Fu Nan'an's voice seems to have a kind of magical power, deep and deep, just knocking on the heart.Zhizhi panted heavily, still in a resisting posture, but forgot to struggle for a while.

Taking advantage of this gap, Chi Zhao once again held Zhizhi tightly in his arms, bent down and picked up the phone.

"Professor Fu." Chi Zhao said hello, and the moment he turned on the speakerphone, Fu Nan'an's voice became clear.

"Know," he asked him, "are you listening?"

"Why don't you speak?"

"What, Brother Chi Zhao bullied you? Come and tell Uncle Fu, Uncle will help you avenge you, okay?"

Fu Nan'an's tone became more and more gentle, Zhizhi's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and her body softened in Chi Zhao's arms.

"Uncle Fu, Uncle Fu, woo woo..."

He finally cried out.

Afterwards, things were easy. Fu Nan'an's ability to control his emotions was too strong, and he quickly stabilized Zhizhi's emotions, buying time for the emergency doctor to arrive. Zhizhi was sent to the emergency room for bandaging and physical examination. Teruya finally freed himself from the position of embracing Zhizhi, and was able to sit down on the bench outside the emergency room.

"Tourniquet!"

"bandage!"

"No, notify the blood bank and prepare for blood transfusion!"

There was a lot of noise in the emergency room, Chi Zhao sat outside, his breathing gradually calmed down, and his heart sank,

Why didn't you hurry up?

Why didn't Zhizhi's anomaly be discovered earlier?

Why……

When the situation was urgent, I couldn't think so much, but now in the process of waiting, all the emotions came out in one go.

In fact, Chi Zhao paid enough attention to Zhizhi. Ever since he heard that his mental state was not very good, he would visit him several times a day, communicate with him, play with him, and report any abnormalities to Fu Nan'an in time. He also discovered the suicide first, but after the accident, this kind of self-blame is unavoidable.

If only earlier.

If only a little more serious.

in case……

There are too many things that can be fantasized. What flashed before his eyes were all bright red blood, Zhizhi’s uncontrollable crying, and bizarre fragments. , when the emotions of remorse, anger, and guilt were about to engulf him, a pair of gentle hands rested on his shoulders.

"Chi Zhao?" It was Fu Nan'an's voice, "Why are you here?"