Heartburn

Don't look at Chi Zhao's calm appearance and let Fu Nan'an chase him for more than half a month. In fact, he was more anxious than anyone else. Wearing earphones in front of the sofa to deal with work, Chi Zhao has been fiddling with the bouquet of flowers that Fu Nan'an gave him for a long time, and finally secretly posted a circle of friends.

[@池照: [Share picture] It is complete. 】

What Fu Nan'an sent was not roses, but a handful of red gypsophila stars. The bouquets of small flowers adorned on the branches were like sparks in the night, which would burn a hole in the black night sky. Fu Nan'an said, It feels like Chizhao.

Chi Zhao thought about how to take pictures for a long time, and finally chose the simplest one - a large bunch of baby's breath taking up three-quarters of the space in the photo, and a pair of overlapping hands on the blooming flowers.

The content of Chi Zhao's circle of friends is also very simple. He didn't say clearly that he was in love or who he was with. The simple word "consummation" was frank and concealed.

After all, the two are of the same sex, and Fu Nan'an's identity is there. Chi Zhao doesn't have Aite Fu Nan'an, but people who understand it naturally understand, and many people still send blessings.

[@陈开济: Yo Yo Yo, my brother Chi is promising! 】

[@钟阳秋: [推空晶.jpg] The prophet has already predicted everything. 】

[@周瑞瑶 replied @陈开济:?Didn't you say you were asleep? Why are you still playing with your phone? 】

【@周瑞荣: I'm sorry for being crooked, congratulations to Xiaochi~】

The comments are all friends who know the inside story, and some friends who are not familiar with it also gave this article a thumbs up. Some students from college and some brothers and sisters who met during the internship, graduated two months after graduation.When Chi Zhao saw these names again, he felt very kind. He laughed and replied to them one by one, and then saw the message Zou Anhe sent him.

[@贝安和: [smile]]

Seeing this "smile", Chi Zhao's smile froze on his face.

In fact, it is the little yellow face expression that comes with WeChat. The eyes are vertical on the round face, and the arc of the corner of the mouth is very clear. This expression is known as the expression that is most likely to cause misunderstanding between the two generations. The teacher likes to post this, and every time Chi Zhao sees it, his heart skips a beat.

It is said that the internship has been over for a long time, Chi Zhao should not be afraid of Zou Anhe long ago, but because of Fu Nan'an's relationship, Chi Zhao always feels guilty every time he sees Zou Anhe, when he was in the ophthalmology department before Zou Anhe beat Chi Zhao a few times, telling him explicitly and secretly that it's best to keep a little distance from Fu Nan'an.

Chi Zhao knew that Zou Anhe didn't really have any bad intentions, it was just the advice of being a teacher and a friend of Fu Nan'an, now that he was really with Fu Nan'an, and seeing Zou Anhe's smiling expression, he still felt like being caught a feeling of.

[@池光答@刘安和: Thank you Teacher Zou for your blessings, Teacher Zou has worked hard. 】

Chi Zhao managed to make up a reply, and as soon as he sent it, Zou Anhe sent him a private chat directly.

Chi Zhao: "!"

I'm really afraid of what's coming.

But no matter how scared he was, there was nothing he could do. What should come still had to come. Zou Anhe's private chat was very direct, and he asked Chi Zhao: [Are you with Nan'an? ]

Chi Zhao's fingertips paused on the screen, and replied: [Yes. ]

Zou Anhe said: [I have something to say to you, can we talk? ]

Chi Zhao took a deep breath and replied: [OK. ]

Zou An's name changed to "The other party is typing." After a while, he sent a long message: [Actually, it may not be appropriate to say this to you now, but I still have to tell you.Don't blame me for being troublesome. You are still young with me. The span from student to lover is indeed huge. As a friend of Nan'an, I must be cautious. I hope you can understand. ]

There was no plot of beating mandarin ducks. Zou Anhe really disapproved of Chi Zhao and Fu Nan'an being together at the beginning. One was their age, and the other was Fu Nan'an's eyes.

Unlike Jiang Mingyuan, Zou Anhe thought about Fu Nan'an sincerely. Fu Nan'an's eye condition was at stake here. Zou Anhe always hoped that his partner would be more mature and that he could understand and accompany Fu Nan'an.When he first found out that Fu Nan'an liked Chi Zhao, Zou Anhe couldn't believe it at all, but after seeing Fu Nan'an's change, he gradually thought about it.

To be friends is actually to want you to be happy. When Zou Anhe persuaded Fu Nanan to find a partner, he hoped that someone would accompany him. Now that Fu Nanan has chosen Chi Zhao, Zou Anhe also hopes that they can go on for a long time and don’t want to be together again. I have regrets.

Zou Anhe talked a lot with Chi Zhao, asked Chi Zhao about his future plans, and told Chi Zhao a lot of suggestions for them as friends, all of which were from the bottom of his heart. Chi Zhao knew Zou Anhe's good intentions Knowing that he really regards Fu Nan'an as a friend, he is also very grateful for his help to Fu Nan'an.

The two of them just came and went and chatted for almost an hour. Chi Zhao finally typed a string of words on the screen: [Mr. Zou, don’t worry, I’m not the kind of half-hearted person. Since I like Professor Fu, I won’t take it easy. Changed, I know the power of language is pale, but time will always prove everything. ]

The power of words is pale, and physical actions are the most powerful. After chatting with Zou Anhe, Chi Zhao directly stretched out his arms and hugged Fu Nan'an's waist. He shouted softly, "Professor..."

"What's wrong?" Fu Nan'an took off his earphones and asked him. "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Chi Zhao buried himself in Fu Nan'an's arms, his voice was still soft, "I just want to call you."

He called: "Professor."

Fu Nan'an replied, "Yes."

Chi Zhao called again: "Professor Fu."

Fu Nan'an bowed his head and kissed his forehead.

In fact, Chi Zhao is rarely so attached to Fu Nan'an in the past.He did take the initiative, but he had always been measured. He would never disturb Fu Nan'an when he was working. It was the first time he acted like a baby like this.

Fu Nan'an was almost too busy with the work in hand, so he simply put the computer aside, and wrapped his arms around him: "What's the matter, did something happen?"

"No, Professor."

Chi Zhao shook his head, just followed his example and kissed him stickyly, he said, "I like you so much."

This is too painful, and the child is also unbearable if he acts like a baby. Chi Zhao doesn't ask if he doesn't talk about Fu Nan'an. He slowly kisses Chi Zhao's cheek and touches his dimple. Fu Nan'an really likes Chi Zhao too much. This little dimple is gone, I have been thinking about it for a long time, and finally I can touch it. The originally comforting kiss changed at some point. The two gasped and kissed from the sofa to the bedroom, stumbled, and then both fell on the bed.

"Professor..." Chi Zhao called out in a soft voice, and he asked Fu Nan'an, "Are you coming?"

Fu Nan'an didn't speak, but just leaned over him.His body was hot, so even the breath in the room became hot.

The things were prepared in advance, and Chi Zhao bought them after the last time, and now it's justified, the two of them have been tossing until the early morning, doing everything a couple should do.

After taking a shower and lying on the bed facing each other, Fu Nan'an wrapped his arms around Chi Zhao's waist: "Do you like this?"

Chi Zhao was so tired that he could barely lift his eyelids, but he still said in a hoarse voice, "I like it."

like.

love it.

It's the first time I'm not used to doing this kind of thing. The two of them struggled for a long time before letting go. Fu Nan'an couldn't see, so Chi Zhao took the initiative in the whole scene. Chi Zhao led Fu Nan'an to touch him. Chi Zhao was so nervous that his heart almost jumped out, but when the real guns were shot, there was only one feeling left in his mind: he liked it.

What is in his body is the person he has liked for too long, loved and missed for too long, and now he finally belongs to him.Chi Zhao's heart and eyes are full of Fu Nan'an alone, and he keeps holding his hand when he sleeps at night, and his heart is also connected when the skin touches, Chi Zhao feels that there is no more complete moment than this.

The time of complete happiness is always short, and the days of nourishing every night did not last long. Half a month passed by, and at the end of July, it was time for Chi Zhao to leave.

It was originally a plan that had been made long ago, but now Chi Zhao is a bit reluctant. Confusion about the future and nostalgia for reality are intertwined. They have only been together for half a month. It is really hard to separate like this Accepted.

Before leaving, Chi Zhao was in a low mood for several days, but in the end Fu Nan'an turned around and persuaded him: "There is nothing unacceptable, and it's not that we won't contact you in the future."

That's what he said, and Chi Zhao understands the truth, but emotions are not completely controlled by reason. Even after hearing Fu Nan'an's comfort many times, Chi Zhao's heart is still hanging. The night before he left, Chi Zhao Has been a little absent-minded.

The things to be taken away have already been packed, and Chi Zhao opened the suitcase to check again: passport, clothes, charger... When the suitcase was about to be closed, Chi Zhao tripped over the buckle of the suitcase for some reason, and slammed it The box was overturned, and things fell to the ground rustlingly. Fu Nan'an hurriedly searched for the sound and walked to him: "What's wrong? What's the sound?"

"It's okay, I just accidentally kicked the suitcase." Chi Zhao quickly put the things scattered on the ground back into the suitcase, and we will part soon. Chi Zhao didn't want to worry Fu Nan'an, but Fu Nan'an Nan'an still noticed his anomaly.

Fu Nan'an came closer and asked him, "What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

Chi Zhao shook his head and wanted to say no, but Fu Nan'an smiled helplessly, squatted down and embraced Chi Zhao: "Not yet mentally prepared?"

"I'm done..." Chi Zhao buried his head in his neck, and whispered, "I know I'm going to leave, but I'm just a little bit reluctant."

Professor Fu's sense was too keen, and he guessed what Chi Zhao was struggling with right away. He ignored the unclosed suitcase on the ground, rubbed Chi Zhao's neck, and lowered his head to kiss his dimples, "There's nothing to be reluctant about. Now that the network and transportation are developed, even if you want to come back, it will only take a day, so what is there to be afraid of?"

Professor Fu's tone was too gentle, so gentle that Chi Zhao almost shed tears. The more gentle he was, the more worried Chi Zhao felt, because Chi Zhao knew that it was impossible for someone to completely ignore the departure of his lover.

Professor Fu has always been gentle and strong. When he is around, everyone else can feel at ease, like a big tree that can shelter from wind and rain, but is he really not afraid at all?Did he really have no negative emotions when those rains were pouring on him?When chatting that day, Zou Anhe said that Fu Nan'an is a person who can handle everything by himself. Chi Zhao knew and understood that he was afraid that Fu Nan'an was holding back.

"Professor, do you really not mind?" Chi Zhao finally asked, he hugged Fu Nan'an's waist with his backhand, and asked him in a muffled voice, "Do you not mind at all?"

Fu Nan'an smiled and said, "What do you want me to say about this question?"

Fu Nan'an obviously didn't want to talk about this, and smiled to drag the topic elsewhere. Chi Zhao grabbed his clothes and asked him as usual: "Professor, I want to hear you tell the truth."

Chi Zhao has such a character, he persists to the point of being stubborn, and if he wants to know something, he must break the casserole and ask him to the end. Chi Zhao continues to chase after Fu Nan'an to ask questions, as if he will never give up if he doesn't ask. Fu Nan'an has nothing to do with him. , could only shake his head and smile, and finally told the truth: "It's impossible for you to say that you don't care at all. After all, you are going to such a far away place. I can't see you. I have to touch you to feel at ease."

This sentence really touched my heart. Professor Fu can't see it. Professor Fu is used to feeling it with his fingers. Chi Zhao was already mentally prepared. Hearing what he said, his eyes still tingled suddenly. He clearly felt Fu Helpless in Nan'an's tone, he whispered: "I'm sorry, Professor..."

"Don't say sorry." Fu Nan'an interrupted him with a gentle tone.He stroked his fluffy hair with one hand, and patted his back with the other hand, as if coaxing a child, but he said sincerely, "There is nothing to be sorry for, don't be sad, and don't be reluctant, since you have chosen this If there is a road, then you should go down firmly, don't be tripped by me, and I won't trip you either."

So Fu Nan'an didn't want to talk about this with Chi Zhao at first, it's impossible to say that he doesn't mind, that's too fake, who would be willing to separate the sticky couple?What's more, they have only been together for less than a month, and Chi Zhao is going to go to such a far place. The future is too long and there are too many uncertain things, he is really reluctant to let go.

But no matter how reluctant they are, they still have to separate. Fu Nan'an hopes that his Chi Zhao can move forward, and he doesn't want to keep him in circles.

"Go forward boldly," Fu Nan'an said, "Don't be afraid and don't look back, I'm right behind you."