Heartburn

The evening wind blew, and Chi Zhao didn't hear what Fu Nan'an said clearly, but he didn't ask too much, everything that the breeze blew by was open and bright, and some words can be felt even without saying them, Chi I know that Professor Fu's attitude towards him is different. After the project application is submitted, Chi Zhao no longer needs to help Fu Nan'an correct the typo, but Fu Nan'an will still accompany him on the night shift if he has time, not necessarily for how long. But Chi Zhao can feel the taste of it. With Professor Fu by his side, Chi Zhao is happy every day.

Happy time always flies by quickly, two weeks passed in a blink of an eye, spring is very strong, Chi Zhao has transferred to a new department again, new life has new challenges, entering April, Chi Zhao will also start to prepare Apply to school.

This was a decision that Chi Zhao had made since he first entered the school. He wanted to challenge himself and go outside to see different things, but now that he had this relationship with Fu Nan'an, Chi Zhao hesitated again.

When Fu Nan'an rejected him for the first time, he asked him how his school application was going. Chi Zhao didn't know if Fu Nan'an would mind this, and he didn't know what he would do if Fu Nan'an really minded this. It's a difficult decision, but it's not a solution to just procrastinate, you have to face it.

That night Fu Nan'an accompanied Chi Zhao on duty as usual, perhaps because he felt that the time was almost up, he directly asked this question: "How is the preparation for the school application going?"

Hearing these words, Chi Zhao's heart skipped a beat. He didn't know why Fu Nan'an asked this question suddenly, so he could only answer honestly: "I'm almost ready, I'm looking for a teacher to write a recommendation letter."

He hesitated to explain, but felt that there was nothing to explain. The facts were here. Chi Zhao carefully observed Fu Nan'an's reaction, and saw Fu Nan'an smiled lightly: "It's pretty good."

There was no emotion in Fu Nan'an's tone, and Chi Zhao became even more nervous. He was really afraid that Professor Fu would mind this, so he tried his best to explain, "I just want to go out and have a look outside, I don't want to stay abroad ,I--"

"It's okay." Hearing the uneasiness in his tone, Fu Nan'an interrupted him with a smile, "I know."

Fu Nan'an really didn't mind this. It's a good thing for young people to go out and have a look. In this age, the distance is no longer a reason. Even if Fu Nan'an is allowed to live abroad, he is confident that he can live well.

Fu Nan'an said his thoughts to Chi Zhao in a steady voice, and the last trace of uneasiness in Chi Zhao's heart was wiped away. Professor Fu has always been such a gentle person, and he was never willing to make things difficult for Chi Zhao.

"Do you really not mind?" Chi Zhao asked one last time.

"What's there to mind?" Fu Nan'an smiled calmly.

The two chatted a lot along this topic. Chi Zhao told Fu Nan'an his thoughts, and Fu Nan'an also made friends with him. Fu Nan'an asked Chi Zhao what department he planned to choose. Chi Zhao smiled and said: "Ophthalmologist."

Chi Zhao said it very frankly and frankly. Before he met Fu Nan'an, he wanted to choose ophthalmology: "Ophthalmology makes money."

It is impossible to say that a person has no selfishness at all, Chi Zhao is telling the truth.As the saying goes, "Golden oral cavity and silver eye department", the ophthalmology department is recognized as a good department in the hospital. Chi Zhao was poor and afraid when he was a child. At first, he wanted to apply for the ophthalmology department just to make money.

But it's fun to do a job. After getting in touch with him for a long time, Chi Zhao really likes ophthalmology, and he wants to do good to those patients from the bottom of his heart.Eyes are a very important organ. After staying with Fu Nan'an for a long time, Chi Zhao realized how difficult life is for the blind. Even someone as outstanding as Professor Fu would be discriminated against because of his eyes, not to mention other people, medical professionals. The road is long and long, and Chi Zhao is willing to offer his little bit of light.

Of course, Chi Zhao still has a little selfishness, which has something to do with Fu Nan'an: the current medical level has improved rapidly, and Chi Zhao has always hoped that one day Fu Nan'an can see him again.

Those reasons behind are too big, Chi Zhao didn't say it, he only said that he was because of money, but Fu Nan'an actually understood.Chi Zhao is a very pure person, he is very kind and gentle, as can be seen from his desire to help Yuanliang and his attitude towards those patients.Health is a matter of life and life depends on each other. Chi Zhao has a unique sense of mission as a doctor.

Fu Nan'an said with a smile: "Ophthalmology is a very good major, so learn it if you want."

Fu Nan'an supports everything Chi Zhao learns, and he will try his best to help him if he wants it. Foreign schools value recommendation letters, so Fu Nan'an got in touch with a domestic ophthalmologist to write a recommendation letter for Chi Zhao. Showed great sincerity.

The middleman was Fu Nan'an's classmate, and it took a lot of effort. He asked Fu Nan'an, "Who is this kid? Why are you so caring?"

Fu Nan'an smiled, and said half-truthfully, "There is a child at home."

The words are a bit ambiguous, and the relationship between the two is also ambiguous. When Chi Zhao received the recommendation letter, he suspected that he was dreaming. He had heard of the name of the big guy who wrote him the recommendation letter, and he was definitely a top-notch person. .This boss is usually too busy to find anyone, so it is not easy to ask him to write a letter of recommendation. Chi Zhao's eyes were a little wet when he saw it: "You are so kind, you have helped me so much, I can't help you." Don't know what to say."

Fu Nan'an's expression was still indifferent, and he said, "I'm just setting up a thread. You deserve Professor Ren's willingness to write."

The bigger the guy, the more he values ​​the reputation. It doesn’t mean that you can write it for how much money you give. Fu Nan’an communicated with the professor of ophthalmology for a long time. The professor also really thinks that Chi Zhao is good, so he is willing to write a letter and recommend Chi Zhao. To study for further studies, with a view to making contributions to ophthalmology.Fu Nan'an told Chi Zhao how the two communicated, but Chi Zhao still shook his head, knowing that he was in Fu Nan'an's favor. Without Fu Nan'an, he wouldn't even have the chance to show his face in front of that boss: "You So kind to me."

"That's all right?" Fu Nan'an shook his head and smiled, and said casually, "You will know when you get to know more in the future. I'm not as good as you imagined."

It was indeed a casual sentence, but Chi Zhao's heart sank for a moment: "That will not be known until we get along with each other."

Chi Zhao doesn't like to hear such words, as if reminding him that he and Fu Nan'an have no future, the relationship between the two is floating, and he will end his internship in a few months, so what excuses will he have? Come to see Fu Nan'an?Chi Zhao curled his lips, and said a little aggrieved, "I'm almost leaving and you're just saying that."

Chi Zhao really felt aggrieved, and wanted to test Fu Nan'an. He could feel the change in Professor Fu's attitude towards him, so he became a little bolder. In fact, he didn't think about what Fu Nan'an could give him. He didn't think too much about it. Afterwards, now this period of time is enough for him to reminisce.

Unexpectedly, Fu Nan'an suddenly laughed: "Why, you're not going to contact me after you leave?"

Chi Zhao was dumbfounded all of a sudden, and it took him a while to react: "You mean... I can continue to contact you after my internship?"

"What do you think?" Fu Nan'an asked him back, with a smile in his tone, "Do you think we should keep in touch?"

Fu Nan'an didn't say it clearly, but Chi Zhao understood, before Fu Nan'an said they had no future, but this time Fu Nan'an gave him the right to choose, Chi Zhao's mouth suddenly grinned: "I think it should! We should keep in touch!"

It would be too dull to fail to understand the meaning of Fu Nan'an's words. Professor Fu is saying that they can have a future!

Chi Zhao was originally a proactive character, but after getting Fu Nan'an's response, he became more enthusiastic. He circled around Fu Nan'an like a puppy wagging his tail. Fu Nan'an was usually very busy, but Chi Zhao always appeared in his room at the right time. In front of me, sometimes I come to say to give something, sometimes I say to ask a question, there are all kinds of weird reasons, in fact, it is just an excuse to meet, both of them understand and understand, just through this layer of window paper, they are ambiguous, It seems that it is not so interesting to directly break it, but every day is more close and trustful than before.

Another half month passed, Chi Zhao's email was sent out, the school was settled, and Fu Nan'an's project also made new progress. The project's funding application needed to be defended. Professor Fu's eyes are blind, and an extra person is needed to help put it away. Demonstrate the document, so Chi Zhao went with him, first to put the document, and second to accompany Professor Fu.

After all, eyes can't see. Every time Fu Nan'an went to an unfamiliar place, Chi Zhao was a little worried. When Fu Nan'an went to the countryside before, he got sprained several times, but at that time Professor Fu was indifferent and didn't want others to get close to him, so Chi Zhao Zhao can only worry and worry.

It's different now, every time Chi Zhao walks to him, he will consciously walk to his side, without helping him, but walking side by side can always make people feel at ease.

Fu Nan'an was not walking fast, and there was a "click" and "click" sound when the blind stick hit the ground. There were a lot of people in the waiting room, and many bigwigs in the industry came with their students. , walking slowly with a blind stick, and Fu Nan'an, who was still inseparable from him, naturally became the focus.

"Wow, look at that, that professor seems to be blind, why is he still holding a cane?"

"Really? He can't see? Doesn't it look like it?"

"It seems that I heard that there is a blind professor who came today, but I don't know if it is this."

The whispering voice fell in his ears, and Fu Nan'an was obviously used to it. He naturally asked Chi Zhao to see where they were, and then took a seat according to the number.

Fu Nan'an could get used to Chi Zhao, but he wasn't used to it.A name tag was placed on the table in the waiting room, and Chi Zhao took Fu Nan'an to sit down on the seat. The surrounding voices were still heard, and Chi Zhao felt uncomfortable everywhere.

Everyone knew about Fu Nan'an's situation when they were in the Fifth Academy, and they never talked about it like this. However, there are so many people talking here, it is inevitable that some people will be curious.Several people kept looking towards Fu Nan'an from the moment they entered the door, and even pretended to be inadvertently stretched out their hands in front of Fu Nan'an's eyes, out of curiosity and prying eyes. Chi Zhao knew this kind of gaze very well. When he was in the orphanage That's how people often look at him, they treat him as a different kind.

Those people were discussing and questioning, Chi Zhao pursed his lips and said nothing, but his heart suddenly became nervous.

It is not like Chi Zhao's nervousness when he participated in the competition before. This is an invisible pressure. Because you are disabled, others have a natural view of you.Or discrimination, or self-righteous sympathy, this is an emotion that is hard to avoid. You have to work harder and be better than others, much better, to offset or partially offset this natural sense of superiority from healthy people.

The eyes are also different from other organs. The legs can be fitted with artificial limbs, and the eyes can be invisible even if the eyes are replaced with prosthetic eyes. The eyes are too important, and the process of proving yourself is extremely difficult.

During the waiting time, Chi Zhao couldn't help looking through the prepared materials over and over again, and waited for a while to help Fu Nan'an play the presentation documents.Obviously he had practiced countless times before, but Chi Zhao was still nervous at the moment.

Too nervous, time flies quickly when you are nervous, Fu Nan'an's order of drawing lots is not high, but Chi Zhao still feels that they are here in the blink of an eye.

"Is Professor Fu Nan'an here?"

Soon a staff member came to call Fu Nan'an. Fu Nan'an raised his hand and stood up, and Chi Zhao followed behind him. When passing by other people, Chi Zhao heard the voices of those discussions again, and they finally reached the meeting room.

The door of the conference room opened, and there was a whole row of judges with serious expressions in front of them. The moment they entered the door, an invisible pressure pressed up, and Chi Zhao's nervousness reached its peak at this moment.

Fu Nan'an asked the staff next to him to plug in the USB flash drive and open the ppt. The staff handed over a whiteboard marker, and he gestured for Chi Zhao to pick it up. When his skin wanted to be touched, Chi Zhao paused and subconsciously called out : "Professor Fu."

Fu Nan'an raised his eyebrows, hearing the tension in his tone: "What? Are you nervous?"

Chi Zhao pursed his lower lips, and replied honestly: "A little bit."

Chi Zhao is really nervous. This defense is related to the development of their entire experimental group for a long time to come. The meeting room is very quiet, so quiet that only the sound of the computer fan can be heard. Fu Nan'an's fingertips are in Chi Zhao's palm Draw a circle: "What are you afraid of?"

Fu Nan'an's voice was steady, with a little smile: "What's there to be afraid of?"

After Fu Nan'an finished speaking, he began to talk. Chi Zhao stood beside him, his palm still felt the touch from just now, itchy and numb, and a tiny electric current spread along the skin, so Chi Zhao's whole heart stabilized. He took a deep breath, and concentrated on helping Fu Nan'an flip through the PPT, following his rhythm, going on page after page.

Yes, with Professor Fu here, what is there to be afraid of?