Heartburn

The soft touch is fleeting, but the tingling sensation stays on the lips for a long time, and Chi Zhao's heart beats fast.

"Are you okay?" Fu Nan'an pressed his shoulders to help him up, and quickly let go of one hand. They were still very close, so close that Chi Zhao could almost feel the heat blowing from his ears. He jumped out of Fu Nan'an's embrace like an electric shock, and hurriedly said, "No, it's all right!"

Everything happened too quickly, and it took only three to five seconds until Chi Zhao jumped out of Fu Nan'an's arms before the people around him realized it.In desperation, Fu Nan'an threw the blind stick on the ground just now. Chen Kaiji bent down and helped Fu Nan'an pick up the blind stick: "Professor Fu's things."

"Thank you." Fu Nan'an took the blind stick from him and held it in his hand again, then turned his head to look at Chi Zhao again, "Did you fall?"

The touch on the lips was still so clear, Chi Zhao felt his heart was about to jump out, like a bunny, but Fu Nan'an's expression was very calm, as if nothing had happened, Chi Zhao cleared his throat, Try to suppress your emotions: "No, no, I stumbled suddenly just now, thanks to you, Professor Fu."

"It's nothing." Fu Nan'an smiled slightly.

"Professor Fu's reaction speed is too fast," Chen Kaiji sighed beside him, "I just took Brother Chi over, and I haven't reacted yet."

Fu Nan'an smiled gently, and said, "Instinctively, I didn't expect to be able to just hold him."

The small episode passed by in a flash, and everyone continued to walk forward. Everyone was still admiring Fu Nan'an's reaction speed. Fu Nan'an said with a smile: "I practiced boxing for a while when I was in school. If you are interested, I will teach you later." .”

Too calm.

Chi Zhao turned his head to look at Fu Nan'an's profile, his heart beating quietly.

Under the dim light, Fu Nan'an's eyes drooped slightly, and the smile on his lips was gentle and indifferent. He was talking and laughing with the students around him, and he walked steadily step by step with one hand on his blind stick. He was too calm, as if he had just Nothing happened, as if the fleeting kiss was just Chi Zhao's illusion.

The touch on the lips was still clear. Chi Zhao wiped his lower lip with the back of his hand. The skin on the back of his hand was a bit rough, which can be regarded as a doctor’s occupational disease. Hand cream didn't work.

It's different, and the touch is different. Chi Zhao is very sure that what he touched was indeed Fu Nan'an's lips.

The distance from the gate of the courtyard to the dormitory building was not long, and it ended in the blink of an eye. Several interns said goodbye to the professors and went upstairs, and Chi Zhao followed them.

"Go up." Fu Nan'an gently told them, "Go to bed early."

It was not too late at this time, students came in and out from time to time at the door of the dormitory building, and Chi Zhao saw Fu Nan'an turned around in a hurry, walking away without the slightest nostalgia, Chi Zhao's lips opened and closed, and Chen Kaiji bumped into him. Touched his shoulder.

"What's the matter, brother Chi?" Chen Kaiji asked him with a smile, "Are you unhappy?"

Chi Zhao shook his head and was about to say no, when Chen Kaiji enthusiastically stopped him by the shoulder: "You are leaving tomorrow, let's talk for a while."

Chen Kaiji repeatedly invited Chi Zhao to be more respectful than obedient. In fact, he himself was quite reluctant. It was always like this when he went from the old place to the new place. The two went to the canteen at the door to buy a few cans of beer, and carried the wine to the bedroom upstairs. top floor.

The roof is a large platform, and occasionally students come up to dry clothes, but it is already night, the surrounding is very quiet, the evening wind blows on the face, and the sheets and clothes hanging on the top floor are blown by the wind. Chen Kaiji Spread your arms and feel the wind blowing on your face: "The scenery up here is pretty good."

Chi Zhao nodded. He didn't come to this kind of place often in the past. When he came here, he hurriedly dried his clothes and left. Now that the moon and stars are sparse, he is about to say goodbye, so it's appropriate to talk here.

Downstairs is the downtown area next to the hospital. The dormitory building is not high, and you can hear the sound of traffic rushing to the bottom. Chen Kaiji lifted the beer ring and clinked glasses with Chi Zhao. so fast."

"Yeah," Chi Zhao smiled, and suddenly remembered something, "I didn't expect to be friends with you before."

Chen Kaiji choked, and touched the tip of his nose embarrassingly: "Don't mention the black history bro, I was ignorant at that time."

"That's not what I meant," Chi Zhao didn't want Chen Kaiji to be misunderstood, and explained with a smile, "I just think that fate is a wonderful thing."

Fate is a wonderful thing, both friendship and love, the two clinked glasses tacitly, Chen Kaiji raised his head and took a sip of beer: "That's true."

The friendship between boys is not complicated, if they can chat, they are friends. The topics of the two of them range from Tiannan to Haibei. They have never talked like this before, but now they feel like friends at first sight.

In fact, there are only a few topics between friends, study, work, and finally fell on Zhou Ruoyao, the senior sister Chen Kaiji likes. Chen Kaiji said that he liked that girl for a long time, and said that he misunderstood Chi Zhao at the beginning and asked Chi Zhao to say goodbye. mind.

A good friend wouldn't mind this. Chi Zhao patted him on the shoulder and said it was okay. Chen Kaiji drank the rest of the wine and said, "Brother Chi, I want to chase her."

Those who dare to chase after love are brave. Friends who want to chase after Chi Zhao must have a hundred supporters. He bumped Chen Kaiji's shoulder: "If you want to chase, chase after him. Brother supports you."

After thinking about it, he added, "If you need help, just say it."

Chen Kaiji smiled: "Don't worry, Brother Chi, I'm not polite to you."

The topic went down again, and they talked about how to chase someone. It was the first time for both of them, and they had no experience. The thing, the feeling is still sincere.

Chen Kaiji crushed the aluminum can, quite determined: "I'm not in a hurry for Brother Chi, the internship time is still long, I'll chase her slowly."

Chi Zhao opened a bottle of beer and handed it to him, drank a glass with him: "Come on."

It is said that the person who is tempted first loses. In fact, there is no winner or loser in emotional matters. The process of giving love and pursuing love is bittersweet and self-knowledge. There may be disappointment and fear of the unknown, but towards The process of my lover's constant approaching is also accompanied by unspeakable luck.

After Chen Kaiji's emotional story was finished, it was naturally Chi Zhao's turn. Chi Zhao shook his head. He didn't want to mention this at first, but Chen Kaiji tilted his head and smiled, and said without doubt: "Brother Chi, do you like Professor Fu?"

With questionable sentence patterns and affirmative tone, Chi Zhao didn't even have room to refute.Love cannot be hidden, even if you close your mouth and look away, love will be revealed unconsciously from a glimpse, maybe it is because of the stimulation of parting, or maybe the feeling has been held in your heart for too long, Chi Zhao nodded, and slowly spit out a word: "Yes."

From being a little interested at the beginning to being deeply involved in it now, Fu Nan'an's gentleness is like a net that wraps his heart tightly around it.Professor Fu is so kind, Chi Zhao couldn't deny his heartbeat to him, he closed his eyes slightly and said, "I like Professor Fu."

"I've seen it a long time ago," Chen Kaiji sighed, then suddenly remembered something, and quickly assured him, "Don't worry, Brother Chi, I won't tell anyone."

The liking for the same sex is secret and unspeakable. Although the society is constantly progressing and developing, this is not something that can be used to talk nonsense. Liking is a very personal feeling, and Chi Zhao doesn’t like to hang this on lips.Chi Zhao had lived with his roommates for four years before he confessed his sexuality, but since Chi Zhao confessed, he naturally believed in Chen Kaiji, he knew what he was like: "I know."

Emotional topics can always resonate. The two lovers stand on the same front at this moment. Chi Zhao asked Chen Kaiji when he realized his liking for Fu Nan'an. Chen Kaiji smiled and said: "Look at it earlier." Come out, look at Professor Fu's eyes differently."

Chi Zhao said "ah": "Is it obvious?"

"It's not obvious, but those who are interested should be able to pay attention," Chen Kaiji said, "I used to tease you two a lot, but I didn't really think about it too much. I just figured it out when I saw you getting out of Professor Fu's arms. Yes, your eyes were really glued to him at that time."

As Chen Kaiji said, Chi Zhao touched his face subconsciously.He drank on his face, and his cheeks were slightly hot after a glass of beer, and he knew it must be red without thinking about it. A small amount of alcohol flowed in the blood, and Chi Zhao thought of that flashing kiss again.

"You see..." Chi Zhao opened his mouth to ask, and then suddenly fell silent.

Chen Kaiji was taken aback: "What did you see?"

"Nothing." Chi Zhao shook his head.

He wanted to ask Chen Kaiji if he saw him kissing Fu Nan'an, but when he got to the point of speaking, he realized that it was inappropriate, no matter whether he saw it or not, he asked again. The relationship between the two is here, whether they met or not It should be treated as if it didn't happen, it was just an accident.

The evening wind blew into the clothes, Chi Zhao raised his head to let his cheeks fully feel the wind, the coolness brushed across his cheeks, Chi Zhao's face was still hot.

The temperature of those lips was too hot, but Fu Nan'an's reaction was very cold. Chi Zhao knew that maybe he shouldn't have fantasies, but liking something was out of control, and he was also fantasizing about Fu Nan'an's response.

Does Professor Fu know it was a kiss?

Chi Zhao poked his hot dimples with his fingers, thinking slowly.

When Chen Kaiji said that he could see that he liked Professor Fu, Chi Zhao was actually stunned for two seconds. He couldn't hide his liking. So, does Professor Fu know that he likes him?

When he doesn't like it, he is frank and frank, but if he really cares about it, he will worry about gains and losses. Chi Zhao dare not continue to think about it.

The next night, Chi Zhao came to Fu Nan'an's office as before. He couldn't figure out what Fu Nan'an was thinking, but Chi Zhao couldn't go against his own thoughts. He liked Professor Fu and wanted to see him.

The work of the emergency department is very busy, which is very different from the psychology department, but Chi Zhao still came to Fu Nan'an's place during the meal break.

Fu Nan'an was reading a book at the table, Chi Zhao called out in a low voice, "Professor Fu."

"Chi Zhao?" Fu Nan'an paused, as if a little surprised by his arrival, the expression on his face flashed, and he quickly said softly: "Here we are."

This has almost become a kind of tacit understanding. Chi Zhao helped Fu Nan'an iron a towel and put it on his eyes as usual, and the two talked with each other.

Fu Nan'an asked Chi Zhao how the work in the emergency department was, and Chi Zhao smiled and said, "It's okay."

When you are new to a department, you will feel a little uncomfortable, and the fast-paced style of the emergency department also makes Chi Zhao a little tired, but Fu Nan'an is like the habitat of his heart, and he can feel the peace of mind born from the bottom of his heart by his side , this is a sincere thought.

It's a pity that the happy time always passes by in a flash, half an hour passed in a flash, and it was time for Chi Zhao to be on duty.

The emergency department is very busy, and the interns are no exception. Chi Zhao has to work the night shift at night, and he can stay at Fu Nan'an's place for at most half an hour.

Half an hour is too short, in the blink of an eye, Chi Zhao couldn't resist staying a little longer, and it was a bit late when he really wanted to leave. He hurriedly lifted the cool towel off Fu Nan'an's eyes, even He didn't even notice that the back of his hand rubbed the corner of Fu Nan'an's lips.

A wonderful touch passed over her lips, and Fu Nan'an paused for a moment.

"Professor Fu, I'll go first." Chi Zhao hurriedly glanced at the time on the phone, a little anxious, "The shift is about to start over there."

Fu Nan'an nodded slightly and said, "Go."

There was a rustling sound, and Chi Zhao left in a hurry after packing up his things. There was a "click" sound on the door lock, and the word "goodbye" quickly dissipated in the air. The small office fell silent instantly. All I could hear was the sound of hurried footsteps echoing in the corridor.

The footsteps were getting farther and farther away, and Fu Nan'an still maintained the movement when Chi Zhao left. He didn't lower his eyes slightly until the sound disappeared completely.

It was dark in front of his eyes, as always, quiet around his ears, and there was no sound. Fu Nan'an raised his finger slightly, and slowly placed it on his lips, where Chi Zhao's back of his hand had just brushed.

His fingertips are rough, which is different from the back of Chi Zhao's hand. It is rougher, with a thin layer of calluses on it, which is the trace left by reading Braille.The rough calluses rubbed against the lips, and Fu Nan'an's fingers slid from the corners of the lips to the inside, inch by inch, and finally brushed against the place touched by Chi Zhao's lips last night.

It was a very clear feeling, but I couldn't describe what it was like. Time went back to last night in a trance. The evening wind blew on my body and it was slightly cool, but the body I held in my arms was very hot. Fu Nan'an wiped his lips with his fingertips. , and let go of his hand like waking up from a dream.