Taste

Diary of a Crush (Part [-])

Overcast April 2018, 10

I have been in the school for nearly two months, and my life is very comfortable. I am very adaptable, and I am familiar with the campus easily.

During the Mid-Autumn Festival, my parents gave me mooncakes and came to see me.But why are they all flavored with five kernels?I can't laugh or cry and I can only accept it.The older generation thinks that this is a specialty of their hometown, and it is good to share it with everyone.

Playing with my parents during the Mid-Autumn Festival, and taking my roommates to the city center for an adventure without any arrangements for the National Day.

There are not as many National Day tourists in City S as the well-known tourist attractions, but it still feels a little crowded. When I go to the restaurant for lunch at noon, I have to wait in line for nine tables, and I have to wait until one o'clock to taste the delicious food.

"Don't you know, Senior Sister Nosy and her boyfriend broke up a few days ago. Her boyfriend is her senior brother. Later, he graduated and went to study for a Ph. D., and they had a long-distance relationship. They broke up after a while."

——Little sister, the person opposite you was also in a long-distance relationship before!

"You said that someone in a long-distance relationship suddenly proposed to break up, isn't it a bit scumbag?"

——Am I scumbag?Feeling good about yourself should be the beauty of distance...

"The only senior sister told me that the senior brother had been chasing the senior sister for a long time and suddenly broke up, so the love will disappear, right?"

——Are you acting out the distance between us and evil?

He didn't express any clear opinions, pretending that he didn't know how to prevaricate.

I chatted with my roommate until I finished lunch, which made me sure that my little sister is really a little white rabbit. What if I say that her roommate is gay and she is a scum in her mouth.I really don't want to scare me with this rare white paper among graduate students.

After watching "Shadow" by the great director Zhang Yimou in the afternoon, I really feel that although the work of the great director is a fictional history, in terms of conception, it is really a touch of gold, and the scenes are beautiful.

When leaving the theater, the lights were dim, and suddenly I caught a glimpse of a vague profile face that was very familiar, but the crowd crowded with each other, disappeared after a while, and flowed out along the flow of people.

Several people met their eyes and smiled at the same time.I pointed to the outside, and everyone agreed to go out together to a place with less traffic.

This movie was mentioned again during the dinner chat, and I realized that Brother Song liked Guan Xiaotong very much, and he came here specially for the scene of her carrying an umbrella in the rain.I don't follow stars very much, and I don't feel much, but in the movie, in the cyan drizzle, she was sitting leaning in the sedan chair and slowly lifting the umbrella, which really surprised me for a moment.For me, the first moment of liking is visually stunning, and then I slowly move my gaze inside, like an ex-girlfriend.But as time went by, because of the differences that were gradually excavated, there were many differences, and they gradually drifted further and further apart.Sometimes, I wish someone would slowly suck me in, boil me like a frog, and sink me completely.Could it be that you want to fall in love?

Sure enough, I thought too much, and a phone call from my senior sister said: "Come to the lab tomorrow and help me start the first round of experiments for my graduation thesis." It brought me back to reality, I should rest early, I will be busy all day tomorrow.

Little White Rabbit Diary September 2018

After taking the postgraduate entrance examination and stepping on the score line to enter S University, I am about to start a new chapter in my life!

Let me see how many of the same kind are in the new school, it's exciting to think about it.As a former girl, but also the kind who likes to play real CP, both men and women are not rejected.I'm going to a new school!

On the first day of school, what should I do? I feel like I offended my roommate.I accidentally let her hit the door on the first day, and when I helped her put on the quilt, it seemed that the length and length were reversed, but she didn't feel it, so should I secretly wait for her to change it when she's not there? ? ?

It's been a few days since school started, and she is quite busy, not sure when she will come back, so she has been unable to find a chance to correct the quilt.Until this morning, I ran to the cafeteria with her, watched her point at the soup dumpling and called it a bun, and then watched her bite it down. I didn't even have time to make a suggestion when I saw the soup sprayed all over her body.Should I pay more attention when watching her eat in the future? ? ?

Before class, I heard her muttering that I couldn't go to the laboratory in the morning, so I had to go in the afternoon.I took the opportunity to find out that she was in a hurry, but now I can only solve it in the afternoon, and then we will have dinner together in the evening, so I am relieved, and I can correct the problem of the quilt cover in the afternoon.

One month after school started, I went out with her for the first time.I deliberately pretended not to understand feelings, especially the feelings of minority groups. I started with the familiar people around me, and talked about long-distance relationships between opposite sexes to explore the tall roommate.I am very, very sorry for my troublesome senior sister. I made a boyfriend for you after hearing some rumors. If you see this diary one day, ask me and I will introduce you to one.However, it doesn't matter if you check it out, the truth that was found out shocked me, how can this roommate be a little white rabbit? ? ?

Here I swear that the Little White Rabbit of Runyun is covered by my big bad wolf, Yanxin. Under reasonable circumstances, I must give her popular science, and I can't let the school's big dye tank lead her astray.

crush diary

September 2018, 9 (Mid-Autumn Festival) cloudy to light rain

After finishing the experiment in the morning, I arranged tasks for the little assistant, and went to pick up my parents in the afternoon.

Every year on this day in the laboratory, moon cakes will be given to each other. This year, I also received many, um, many lotus paste egg yolks, but this year there is a special one.

I don’t know how to tell you that I really don’t like lotus seed paste and egg yolk mooncakes. They are sweet and greasy, and the egg yolks are not so attractive.Only my parents know that I prefer the flavor of "five kernels", but unfortunately everyone looks down on the "five kernels" flavor, so I didn't say it to spoil everyone's interest in giving mooncakes.

But how did my little assistant know that I like five kernels? Among the eight mooncakes I received, only one was handmade five kernels wrapped in oil-absorbing paper.On the way to pick up my parents at noon, I tore open the package and took a tentative bite. It was really soft and crispy, less seasoning than the usual gift box, and more crispy that is unique to Wuren.I deliberately checked the production location of this mooncake, and it turned out to be a century-old shop in other places.No wonder, it's so delicious, I want another one, I think she sent one to everyone else, there must be some people who don't want to eat it, so I'll use lotus seed paste tomorrow for a change!

In the evening, it was a reunion dinner with my family, and sure enough, that old and difficult topic was brought up again. The first topic of every meeting can never be avoided.Now I am not stable, the job is still in the interview process, and I am not even sure which city I will live in in the future, so I am not interested in starting.I couldn't bear to continue to watch the stiff atmosphere of eating, so I forcibly shifted to the topic of job hunting, but I obviously felt that my parents were not interested.

After checking out from the store, I walked to the door and saw that the front desk was trying to drive away a stray dog.The dog is not big, and its supposedly yellow fur is covered with dust and other dirt, making it look very dim, but those eyes... By the way, I finally remembered what the little assistant's eyes looked like when he mentioned physics!

When I was very young, I raised a puppy, which was brought home suddenly by my father one day. At first glance, I thought it would look better with a pair of glasses, so I named it glasses.Wasn't the little assistant's eyes at that time the same as the eyes it looked at me when I snatched the glasses rice bowl from before?

Thinking of this, I laughed so hard that I didn't pay attention to the steps. I staggered and almost fell. It's really not suitable for wearing high heels these days.

It's only [-] o'clock in the evening when I get home. I'm a little tired today. Let's watch Korean dramas to relieve my boredom.I only watched the eighth episode of "My Uncle", which was popular a while ago, and I don't have much feeling for the male lead, but I feel distressed for the female lead.Healing each other is the warmest feeling in my opinion.

Although I didn't experience any particularly heartbreaking grief, there were many moments when I suddenly thought: Do I need to heal?Need it.

From the enthusiasm in the first year of entering the university, to the calmness in the second and third years, and the disgust of the university for some reasons in the fourth year.It wasn't until the first year of graduate school that there was a slight recovery. Unfortunately, that little bit also faded to calm in the experimental papers.The more I grow up, I find that there are fewer and fewer things that can stir up waves in the silent lake in my heart, and life becomes boring unconsciously.It's been a long time since I felt like a child. I can act like a baby for a few dollars, play a rogue for my beloved doll, and think about how to tease my friends without thinking about the future.

I want to have a relationship that heals both ways, either to heal the pain or to become a child.

Are you in love?Or in a few more years, I'm not stable yet.

Unknowingly, it was eleven o'clock again, good night, there are still nine months before graduate graduation.