Who says blind date is not fate

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Is this a breakup?It doesn't seem to count, because there is no love to talk about breaking up.Is that a confession failure?It doesn't seem to be all, because I didn't wait for him to say the exact word of rejection.But this relationship seems to have been marked with a rest, neither up nor down, good or bad, maybe it will become an ellipsis after a long time.

I have just started to adapt to my biological clock, I no longer get up early to catch the bus to go downstairs to his house and wait for him to have breakfast with him, I no longer rush to the police station to deliver supper to him, and I no longer circle around him at irregular times every day Chattering, no more harassing him by sending text messages, no longer going to his house as a slave once you are on vacation, no longer studying gourmet books and cooking, no longer reading detective novels to improve your questioning level, no more endless Going to the supermarket to add daily necessities for him, he doesn't even pay much attention to the NBA, it seems that the habits he has developed in the past six months have to be changed one by one, and now he has a lot of time left, and he is in a panic.

Xiaoyu and the others knew that I was shot, so they specially arranged various itineraries, but I was always unable to cheer up.Another night, everyone invited me to sing in KTV. I am not a Maiba myself, but I felt that my friends were actually busy for me, so I went with the courage and forced a smile during the meeting.Everything was under control at first, but when the song ordered by A Ran arrived, as soon as the prelude sounded, I felt that my tear glands were about to be stimulated.It's an old song, Zhang Yuhua's "Forgiveness". I only know that Aran often sang this song in the past, but she never felt like today. I thought it was a peaceful song, but now It seems that I couldn't understand Aran's state of mind back then.Accompanied by A Ranzi's soft voice, the lyrics flowed out sentence by sentence.

Forgive the rainy day that took you away

waking up in the dark night

I found that I finally didn't cry anymore

Forgive the eternity that was taken away by you

The clock is going to tomorrow

Pain will get better with time

Would you be reluctant to part with those days

Missing is like a door that cannot be closed tightly

There is happiness dust in the air

Otherwise why when you close your eyes

so painful

don't tell anyone

let me hide alone

Your promise

I never doubted

repeatedly

If it weren't for the tenderness at the beginning

After all, it's the one I love

what can i blame you

Forgive the rainy day that took you away

in front of the blurred window

everyone has to say goodbye at the end

Forgive the eternity that was taken away by you

smile easy day

maybe i'm getting old

Would you be reluctant to part with those days

Missing is like a door that cannot be closed tightly

There is happiness dust in the air

Otherwise why when you close your eyes

I remembered it all again

don't tell anyone

let me hide alone

Your promise

I never doubted

repeatedly

If I hadn't loved deeply

i try to hate you

but remember your smile

Forgive the rainy day that took you away

waking up in the dark night

I found that I finally didn't cry anymore

Forgive the eternity that was taken away by you

The clock is going to tomorrow

Pain will get better with time

Forgive the rainy day that took you away

in front of the blurred window

everyone has to say goodbye at the end

Forgive the eternity that was taken away by you

smile easy day

maybe i'm getting old

As soon as the song was over, my tears had burst into tears, and everyone in the box was frightened by me. Aran came over and hugged me and said softly: "Xiaoxi, cry, forget about him after crying, don't hold yourself back .”

Ever since I cut off contact with Tianyi, except for the night I confessed, I have never cried since I went home. Every day is like a walking dead, going to and from work, eating and sleeping step by step, as regular as a wind-up alarm clock set on my body, Do whatever you want.The urge to cry seems to be suppressed like this, but it can't go back to half a year ago, maybe it's just like Aran said, don't worry, wait and wait, you will forget what you were waiting to forget in the first place.

When I walked out of the KTV late at night, Sui Yi insisted on seeing me off, but the kindness was too great to let her see me off. Just as I got in the car, the phone rang, probably it was my mother's urging call.She didn't even look at it and immediately picked it up to prevent her from being naughty again. A man's voice came from the other end of the phone, "Xiaoxi, I'm Guo Zi, something serious happened to our team leader who was injured by a suspect, and he's in the hospital for emergency treatment now. "

As soon as I heard that sound in my head, I felt that my eyes were dark, Sui Yi grabbed me and asked: "What's wrong? Didn't I faint from crying?"

I calmed down and asked which hospital Guo Zi was in, and told Sui Yi: "I don't want to die now, use your fastest speed to drive me to S Hospital."

Sui Yi saw the panic on my face, thinking that something happened to my family, and I drove at full speed on the street late at night, rumbling heavy locomotives all the way.When I arrived at the hospital, I almost burst into tears and rushed to the consultation desk, grabbed the nurse and asked, because I was too nervous, I just kept saying his name, and the nurse was at a loss when I caught him. At this time, Guo Zi came out and held me down and said: "Xiaoxi, calm down, the captain is fine, rest in the ward after the blood transfusion."

I calmed down a little when I heard that Tianyi was fine. I hurried to the ward but didn't know whether I should open the door to go in. I told myself that I must never have anything to do with him, otherwise I would be entangled forever.Gathering his mind, looking in through the glass on the door, he could only roughly see his outline, as if he was in a deep sleep.I told myself, just take one look, just one look, make sure he is fine and leave immediately.

Gently opened the door and sat on the side of the bed, looked at Tianyi by the faint moonlight, the torment of more than a month turned into this look, I can't let go, I can't let go of this man, even if my reason tells me this is Masochistic, but I don't care, it doesn't make sense anymore to see what he does.Distressed brushed his face, I used to not believe in the legend that I could die for my lover, but now I feel that I am at least willing to be hurt for him, love really makes people incredible.

Looking at him obsessively, I silently made a decision in my heart, I want to guard him, no matter what kind of identity, what kind of relationship, as long as I am by his side, I don't care.Even... it's just friends.