When rebirth encounters crossing [showbiz]

"You, like me, are people who act out life as a drama." Chen Lu said, and the deep voice continued to enter An Chen's mind.

Hearing this voice for the first time, An Chen's heart was shocked, and then his good mental quality made his expression not reveal the slightest clue. He lowered his head and said softly: "Life is like a play, and play is like life. Do you think there is something wrong with it?" How many people can see through it, and living with a mask has become an instinct."

An Chen said these words lightly, Chen Lu shook his head, and then sat back on his seat. He took An Chen's hand and carefully looked at every trace of texture on An Chen's hand.

"I'm a very fake person, so I don't think I will be able to tell you all the secrets one day."

An Chen shook his head, his face was very calm, but he was smiling wryly in his heart, why wasn't he like this?Can he tell Chen Lu all the secrets in his heart?Even if he knew that Chen Lu seemed to really like him and wanted to spend his life with him, he would not tell him everything about himself.

"Some people say that marriage is maintained by lies. Some people lie well and lie for a lifetime. Some people's lies are exposed, so the marriage breaks down."

"I think that's a good statement."

An Chen held Chen Lu's hand instead.

"I don't want to talk about it." Chen Lu withdrew his hand a little impatiently, and he scratched his hair with a distressed expression on his face.

"I asked you, you said, you and I can go to the end." There was a faint smile on An Chen's mouth, he took his hand back, and the residual temperature on it began to dissipate, making his heart feel a little cold.

He didn't understand what Chen Lu meant.

At first, he only thought that Chen Lu took him for a walk outside, hoping that he would feel that life was still beautiful, and hoped that he could regain his spirit.But now their conversation began to develop in other directions, and Chen Lu began to talk about the relationship between the two of them.

It has to be said that since the eye problem, An Chen began to worry about gains and losses.Originally, he didn't care where Chen Lu slept at night, but now he began to find that without Chen Lu's warm bed, he could hardly fall asleep.

After losing his eyesight and losing his career, he feared losing everything else as well.

Chen Lu leaned back on the chair and looked up at the sky for a while, his pupils reflected the shadow of white clouds, empty.

After An Chen became blind, it was not only An Chen himself who was under pressure, but also Chen Lu.He thinks he is not a heartless person, and he will never leave An Chen because of blindness, but as a person who stays with An Chen every day, he begins to feel An Chen's uneasiness and fear.

These made Chen Lu uncomfortable, although he has been supporting and helping An Chen on his career path.But this doesn't mean that he wants An Chen to rely on him wholeheartedly, or that An Chen's own stubborn personality is also the main reason why Chen Lu will be with An Chen.

In this world, people are all individuals. Chen Lu doesn't like the word attachment, because he doesn't think what happened to Yang Anchen.It's just that he can't stand An Chen's current negative attitude.

Now An Chen doesn't call Vanessa to inquire about the situation of movies and TV shows, and doesn't do various physical exercises. He just sits quietly for an afternoon every day, waiting for himself to come back.

Chen Lu had never loved anyone before, or in other words, he never treated other people the same way he wanted to treat An Chen.Before, he never doubted whether he could spend a long time with An Chen, but now he began to doubt, if An Chen was in such a downturn, even his heart was half dead, would they still be together for a lifetime?

So Chen Lu decided to help An Chen, let him regain his enthusiasm for life and positive attitude towards life.

In the morning, Chen Lu pulled An Chen up and walked with him all the way. He could feel that An Chen understood what he meant, and the smile on his face increased.But due to a lover's intuition, Chen Lu thought that An Chen was smirking.

He knew what he meant, maybe he was really moved, but these things still couldn't really make An Chen regain his enthusiasm for life, and eliminate a series of reactions in his heart caused by the darkness.

So Chen Lu's accumulated emotions during this period of time exploded, but he still held back, except for pulling out his hand and scratching his hair to worry himself, he didn't do anything else.

"Sorry." Chen Lu, who was scratching his head, heard An Chen's voice. He raised his head and saw An Chen lowered his head and spoke softly.

"I know you are helping me, and I don't want to give up." An Chen stretched out his hand to explore, and then his hand was held by a hand with a familiar temperature.

"You and I are both afraid of the same thing." An Chen whispered.

They were all afraid of the other party's departure, An Chen began to be attached to Chen Lu, but this attachment caused by blindness pushed Chen Lu further away.

Chen Lu wanted to be with An Chen, but An Chen's behavior recently made him feel that his sense of security was also lacking, because he couldn't tell whether An Chen was with him because of love or something else.

"An Chen, live as before! I still want to see your performance." Chen Lu gently held An Chen's hand, and said what he really wanted to say at this moment, go back to the past!I hope you are still the An Chen who refused to admit defeat in front of me and re-shot thousands of times.

"I hope you can think of being reborn and start your life again. No one said that blind people can't act. As long as you still act, I will continue to shoot. No one asks you to perform. I will find you to make movies starring you. Let you The dream continues, I always remember you said, you want to be an excellent actor. If you want to do other things, we can work together, I didn't give up on you, I hope you don't give up on yourself either."

Chen Lu's hand began to clenched, An Chen could feel his strength, and it hurt a little bit from holding his hand.

As long as you are still acting, I will continue to shoot, no one is looking for you to act, I am looking for you, to shoot movies starring you...

If it was very plain, even Chen Lu spoke in the same tone, but An Chen's heart was trembling slightly, not because Chen Lu was the best director and could make popular actors.It's the emotion in his words.

An Chen has lived for more than 20 years, perhaps because of his personality, he has never experienced any kind of love, if the youthful and frivolous love between him and Fang Chen is also included.

He knows what kind of person Chen Lu is. Although he will arrange a small role for himself in the movie, he is still a very dedicated director. An Chen understands his pursuit of dreams, so he also understands Chen Lu director's dream.

Although Chen Lu never said how much he likes making movies, his usual words and deeds, as well as his extremely serious performance during the shooting, tell An Chen how much he loves movies.

Shooting for yourself?

If you can do this, then I will continue to act for you. Since you don't care whether your movie is a hit, why should I care what other people think of a blind actor like me?

"I'm afraid that you will lose everything and have no money to support me. Maybe I, an actor, will support you in the future!" There was a faint smile on An Chen's mouth.

The author has something to say: I suddenly felt that if An Chen had some changes because of his blindness first.Chen Lu's feelings will not change, but his feelings towards An Chen will change. I don't like An Chen's wholehearted attachment to Chen Lu and losing himself.When Chen Lu discovered this problem, he would of course find a way to bring An Chen back to the past, but although the touch in life did not touch An Chen, it did not let An Chen out of the shadows. Beginning to habitually use acting skills to cover up everything, Chen Lu saw it, so the showdown began.