You can't afford to hurt a man who puts a marriage notice in a pirated text

"Follow the teacher well!" My mother waved enthusiastically from behind.

"Got it—" Mao Qiuqiu reluctantly closed the door.

The unreliable mother still jumped up and shouted: "Take the teacher for a stroll around the city! You have to listen to the teacher—"

"I know, I'm not a child..." He went downstairs muttering with a full face - but when he turned his head, he met a pair of eyes that didn't mean anything.

"What...what's the matter..." Looking at such eyes, Mao Qiuqiu suddenly felt a little weak--although it has been so close for several days!But still, I can't help but feel my legs go weak...

Bai Luyuan glanced at him, turned his head with disdain, and walked down on his own.

"Ah, that... wait a minute..." Mao Qiuqiu hurriedly followed up with her bag on her back, "Well, where do you want to go..."

"..."

"Where are you going..."

"..."

"If you want to go, tell me, I will take you there..."

Bai Luyuan continued to walk forward with a cold face, looking extremely dull.

Mao Qiuqiu muttered in his heart: I'll go... Did I do something to offend him again... Forget it, it's better not to talk...

So they walked on the great road to the north.The houses on both sides are of brick-concrete structure, and the wind blows from Siberia, whistling loudly.Bai Luyuan walked in front, and Mao Qiuqiu followed behind him carefully dragging his backpack, keeping a distance of one meter...

——Ah, the lines on his shoulders are so pretty...

——But this idea is so nympho and shameful...

Bai Luyuan suddenly turned his head and said blankly: "Aren't you going to take me away? Why are you asking me so much?"

Maoqiuqiu was stunned again.

——I'll go... dare to love him, he doesn't know the way at all!

—Fuck... If you don't know, just say it's okay... Don't put on that dead face!

He rushed in front of him with a full face, waved his hands hard and said, "Well, let me take you to Nanhu Park, okay? The Nanhu Park here is very nice and big... There are also Hongtai Park and the Revolutionary Memorial Hall nearby. of……"

"..."

"Ah, maybe the Normal University and the Academy of Fine Arts are also good, they are next to each other..."

"..."

"That's it..." Mao Qiuqiu said sullenly, "Our city is very small... and there is no place to play... Wait," he said suddenly, "Aren't you going to visit the grave?" If you sweep the grave..."

Bai Luyuan suddenly said impatiently: "Did I ask you to follow?"

Mao Qiuqiu stood straight in place as if he had been punched hard.

He was dumbfounded in an instant—yes, even though Bailuyuan behaved strangely all the way from the south by train, and even forcibly moved into his own house, but that was all a coincidence and dropped in, right...

Even living in his own home is because his parents insisted on keeping him... He must be embarrassed to refuse the request of the older people...

Since last night, the state of Bailuyuan has been revealed.It was already late at that time, and both parents closed the door and fell asleep—he was anxious at first, thinking that the other party would toss him on a whim again at night...but there was nothing.

Bai Luyuan just kept leaning against the side of the bed in silence, driving his light and small laptop, with a silent expression.

He thought he was writing—but, he didn't touch the keyboard much from the beginning to the end.Just beside me, staring at the screen expressionlessly, as if looking at something...

It was too late, he fell asleep without even daring to ask.

——Thinking about it now, in fact, he must really hate himself...

——That's how it should be...

——I typed back his text or something...

As soon as Bai Luyuan said this sentence, he felt that something was wrong.Sure enough, the boy in the hoodie in front of him didn't hide his expression at all—even though he was still trying to keep calm, he still bit his lips and drooped his head: "I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry..." Mao Qiuqiu said in a low voice, "My mother wanted me to take... well, if you think I'm annoying... forget it... I'm really sorry."

With that he turned and left—don't look back!Do not look back!

The voice of a thousand kittens Qiuqiu shouted in his heart.

——If you can follow him, it doesn't matter even if you are treated harshly...

——It’s okay to be bullied in any way, even if you hate me, don’t hate me for following you...

——It is only now that I know that I have such a feeling.

Don't cry!

He strode forward, trying to raise his eyes high, trying not to turn his head to look at the face that he couldn't take away once he saw it—the sun was not as big as in the south, but it still shone straight down, See everything at a glance.

It seems that in the whole life, there is nothing more hopeless than this.

however--

He had just taken two steps—less than two steps, when he felt a pain in his arm, and within three seconds, he was quickly pulled into a roadside taxi, staggering.

Bai Luyuan put one hand on his forehead and said with a blurry expression, "I really can't do anything with you—"

Mao Qiuqiu pursed his mouth, but unexpectedly became bright again.He turned his head to look at Bailuyuan, his face looked helpless and tired, his brows were deeply frowned—indeed, he vaguely remembered waking up suddenly at midnight last night, seeing Bailuyuan still in the faint light of the bedside lamp. Looking at the computer next to it.

He said in a daze, "Bai Dada, go to bed early..." and he didn't remember it anymore.

He didn't remember, but of course Bailuyuan did.At midnight, melancholy, old joys are like dreams, righteous thoughts reach the corners of the world, friends are half-scattered, life is rarely a happy gathering, and there are always many partings... The faint light hits, and the young man next to him seems to sense his thoughts, fascinated He opened his eyes in a daze, and said in a voice that hadn't woken up yet: "Well... haven't slept yet..."

The boy in the Teletubbies pajamas has clear and clear eyes—the eyes that must be nearsighted, or the happy eyes of someone who knows nothing about the truth.

Unconsciously, his heart softened, and just as he was about to stretch out his hand to coax him to sleep, he saw Mao Qiuqiu laughing foolishly: "Ah...Bai Dada, go to bed early..." Then he fell down and fell into a deep sleep. Only drool while sleeping - never wake up anyway.

Bai Luyuan suddenly felt that there were many loves in his heart, and they came to him one after another. The ancients said that the hero would die in the twilight, and the gentleness would not live in any place.

Before the death of a hero, it is probably time to find a gentle town.

The taxi turned east and west on the main road, and finally turned to a remote street corner and stopped.Mao Qiuqiu was already dizzy at the moment, and while getting out of the car, he muttered: "Where is this..."

However, as soon as he got out of the car, he felt a shock all over his body—the gate in front of him, the plaque erected on the gate, with a few large characters written——

[The First Detention Center of XX City——]!

--I go!

Mao Qiuqiu immediately felt overwhelmed.Sure enough, I said that I am a local and I don't know this place... I have never been here before!It would be too scary to come here!Wipe it!

He turned his head and glanced at Bailuyuan in horror, but the other party was unexpectedly calm, without looking at him, and said calmly, "Wait."

"...Wait...what are you waiting for..." Mao Qiuqiu thought weakly, maybe waiting for the police to catch us in... But we didn't do anything...

——Why, why did Bai Dahui come to this kind of place...

——What's even more frightening is that Bai Dada actually started smoking!

Mao Qiuqiu looked at Bailuyuan in horror. He seemed to have returned to the bad mood that he had in the morning, frowning all the time, making people want to stretch out his hand to help him straighten out his frown—then he just pulled out like that. Out of a pack of cigarettes, in front of him, for the first time, he lighted up and smoked.

The smell of smoke is very strong, which makes people feel a little uncomfortable...

However, compared to this, he still hoped that Bailuyuan would be in a better mood.

They all stood in a daze until exactly nine o'clock—then with a bang, the gate of the detention center opened.

A man with a bald head walked out... This is normal, people who are imprisoned in this kind of place are forced to shave their heads... But, what's the point...?Is it because he doesn't look like someone who has been imprisoned for a long time?It was he who actually wore a very tragic and harsh smile, as if the corners of his mouth were mocking...

——No...it's this person, I must have seen it somewhere...

Bai Luyuan kept frowning as he watched him walking towards him, then frowned and handed over the things in his hand, and said directly: "Here are the things for you."

The man smiled, and said mockingly, "Thank you."

It was a key, shining brightly in the sun.

"Okay." Bai Luyuan exhaled and said impatiently, "I won't care about you from now on."

"I can't, brother." The man reached out his hand naturally, brought over the cigarette that Bailuyuan had smoked, took a puff by himself, squinted his eyes and said, "We are still brothers who smoked together..."

Mao Qiuqiu was dumbfounded - this, that, I said, that... that is the cigarette butt that Bai Luyuan smoked himself...

"Okay, are you disgusting?" Bai Luyuan said disgustedly, "I've given you something, hurry up and go."

"Okay." The man sighed, and said calmly, "I won't be here anymore—"

"Do you think anyone will remember you?" Bai Luyuan stared at him and said.

"Then I'm leaving..." The man turned his head, squinted his eyes and looked at Mao Qiuqiu from the beginning to the end - the squinted eyes were exactly the same as Bai Luyuan - he suddenly laughed and looked at Bai Luyuan and said: "Little friend? good."

After speaking, he turned his head and left.

Mao Qiuqiu suddenly remembered, and shouted in shock: "You...you are Murong Xiaoxiaosheng——!"

Murong Xiaoxiaosheng, a name that must never be mentioned.

Once one of the four gods who used to be framed, with a vertical and horizontal brushwork, Mr. Octopus called him "the only man who can be regarded as the only man who can be regarded as the mast and scull disappearing in smoke within ten years". At that time around 2007, Murong Xiaoxiaosheng was the most popular person, and even the most prestigious "Star Author Reception Room" was interviewed by him for the first time... At that time, Tangchaolizi and Aotian had not yet broken up. At that time, Gherkin hadn't debuted yet, and everyone in the frame thought that he was the center of the entire network, proud of the world, and omnipotent.

Until Murong Xiaoxiaosheng was outrageously banned for his copy of "Heaven and Earth", and the ice age of the Internet literature circle came. Huang Ziqiang, the then CEO of Frame, tried his best to turn the tide, and personally went to the police station to sign the punishment sheet—but Murong Xiaoxiaosheng, who had once The great god, but he can never come back.

Everyone thought he just disappeared...in fact, he did.There are so many people who have disappeared in this era, how can you mention them one by one, but just like all living beings, blindly remember not to mention them, and keep silent like a cicada.

Bai Luyuan's eyes flashed, and he stretched out his hand to cover his mouth.

The person in front stopped and didn't look back, but smiled bleakly again: "Hehe...does anyone remember me? It's useless to remember, there will be no one like me in this world from now on."

Mao Qiuqiu didn't know where the strength came from, and desperately threw away Bai Luyuan, rushed forward and shouted: "Murong Xiaoxiaosheng... Senior! We...we all remember you! I...my literary theory class The teacher's favorite author is you! We all thought you disappeared... Wait! Me! I like you too! Before I liked Bai Dada, my favorite was..."

Suddenly he couldn't speak anymore.As if the person in front had never heard of it, he just walked like that without looking back until he disappeared into the shadow of the sun.

Bai Luyuan tugged at him, and said darkly, "Stop shouting."

"Why..." Mao Qiuqiu was still in shock, "It turns out that Murong Xiaoxiaosheng...was really sentenced...that...you know him? You..."

"Stop talking." He didn't even look at him, but his tone was suddenly a little heavy: "This man is already dead."

They remained silent and depressed until night fell.The lamp in the corner was on weakly, beating twice from time to time, like a heart that refused to calm down.

This time, Bai Luyuan sat on the desk opposite him—to be precise, it was Mao Qiuqiu's previous desk.Small, short, the kind of desk suitable for middle school students.He put his laptop on it and kept typing with no expression on his face.

He knew that he was writing, and after tonight, Shenzhou Shen Lu would be able to update again, and the group of friends in the book review area would call Fan Tian what it would be like... But at this time, his heart was heavy, a little bit of joy or excitement I'm not in the mood.

The idol in the dream is right in front of him.Focused, typing seriously in a white shirt—some people always say that a serious man is the sexiest. I didn’t understand it before, but now I really understand it... Bai Luyuan is sitting in front of the computer, typing with his back straight, so beautiful People want to cry.

But he wasn't happy at all.I have never felt so heavy in my life...even when I knew that Bai Dada had...deceived me like that.

——When he knew that Bai Luyuan was just teasing him, his first reaction was that he already knew the truth about his handwriting...

——If he knows, he will be very angry and hate me very much...

Everything is for him.

Same now.

Bai Luyuan typed for a while, then suddenly raised his head, met a pair of kitten-like rabbit-like gazes, suddenly felt a pain in his chest, and said in a hoarse voice, "What's wrong."

Mao Qiuqiu was still wearing that ridiculous Teletubbies pajamas, sitting on the opposite bed with the quilt in his arms, barefoot, looked at him unconsciously and said, "You and Murong Xiaoxiaosheng are good friends, right? Very good Very good friend...but he's never going to appear again, is he? He's never coming back..."

Bailuyuan remained silent.

"You must have known each other for a long, long time... when he had an accident... he..." Mao Qiuqiu felt that he was starting to speak incoherently: "I should have understood...your writing styles are so similar...but You are different from him... you are completely different..."

"Hmm..." Bai Luyuan looked at him slowly, and said casually, "Do you like him more or me?"

"No!" Mao Qiuqiu looked at him suddenly as if he had collapsed and said loudly, "Don't compare like this...don't compare like this...! I'm afraid you say that..."

"What's wrong with you..." Bai Luyuan looked at the little boy sitting in front of him in shock—no, he looks like a child now.

Because he actually cried.

He always thought that Mao Qiuqiu would always be made to cry by him many times—but in fact, this was the first time Mao Qiuqiu really cried in front of him.Even when he was not in front of him, it was rare for him to actually cry.

The so-called men do not flick their tears lightly.It's cute to be cute, and posting a set of crying emojis online is just a matter of effort—so it doesn't make people feel very sincere.But crying in reality is quite different.

Mao Qiuqiu covered her face, but she was still looking at Bailuyuan.He didn't make a sound at all, he was just breathing in a very depressed way—his shoulders trembled slightly, and he couldn't even see the ups and downs; but you knew he was crying, and he was even afraid of being seen— —But he just couldn't help it, and he really cried out.

"You..." Looking at the little shadow under his lamp, Bai Luyuan suddenly felt in a trance... The little beast in his chest was about to jump out, this time it jumped more fiercely than anyone else, rolling desperately, biting His own flesh stepped hard on the ice in his chest...

Did you know that there is a layer of blue ice floating in a man's heart?

do you know?

Don't cry like that in front of them, the ice will melt—

"I know..." Mao Qiuqiu said slowly and desperately, looking up at the face that had wiped away the tears but the tears were still streaming out: "I know! I know... "

"what do you know--"

"I know the answer!" He stared at him with red eyes, "I know...fans like me...or fans like other people in the book review section...you are the most despised...even I You don't even count as fans, you still go to type your text or something... You must hate me to death... It doesn't matter if you hate me... But I... I really like you... I really—”

"I now know the answer you asked me—you asked me why I like you just by reading the text, right? In your heart, you look down on the kind of people who fall in love with the author just by reading the work...It's superficial People... yes... I'm just superficial..." He wiped the corners of his eyes fiercely, "I'm so shallow that I've failed my exams—like an idiot, the kind of groupies out there, like Yang Lijuan... "

"What nonsense are you talking about—" Bai Luyuan wanted to stop him.

"Because I'm afraid you'll disappear!!!" Mao Qiuqiu suddenly yelled loudly—almost like crying hoarsely: "I'm afraid you'll disappear like Murong Xiaoxiaosheng!!! We ...People like me, why do we work so hard to get closer to you...Because I really like you! Do you know! I really like you..."

His voice gradually decreased, and he said while crying: "I'm really afraid that you will disappear!!! For us, you don't care at all... Even if it's not for that kind of thing, maybe you won't like it one day , then suddenly stopped writing and then disappeared...What should I do at that time...What should we do...I have been waiting in the book review area, and then I will never wait for you to come back...Because I really like you! I like you! I really like you! I am afraid that you will disappear! I am afraid that you will disappear like Murong Xiaoxiaosheng! So I like you...Forget it, you must not understand..."

"Don't compare yourself to Murong Xiaoxiao...I'm afraid of this..." He sniffled and said, "Forget it...you don't understand anything... just treat me as an idiot...forget it I'm a fool in your heart...but I like you! I really like you...what's the difference between my liking your book and my liking your person!!!"

He pushed incoherently, the lights flicked again, and everything was silent outside.

As for Bai Luyuan, the corners of his eyes twitched slightly, he suddenly closed the computer cover, stood up, and walked straight over.

Mao Qiuqiu cried so hard that his mind was blinded—but that’s okay, he thought in a daze, maybe it’s okay to cry out all the grievances during this period of time, let’s just be a fool for a while... until Bailuyuan sat straight to In front of him, he raised his face and kissed him straight down, before he could react.

There is such tenderness between the lips and teeth, as if they have been in love for several generations, and they will never let go.

Maoqiuqiu was completely stunned.After being let go, he panted slowly, his lips were red, and he stared blankly at the magnified face in front of him, the most beautiful and sexy face in the world——

Bai Luyuan wiped the corners of his eyes gently and unexpectedly, and said, "Don't cry."

He kissed again and again.One kiss to confirm love, second kiss to reassure, from then on, the flowers are thick and the moon is just right, never leave or leave.

At that time, Bai Luyuan only felt that the little beast in his heart had completely run out, running all over the mountains and plains, stepping over every inch of frozen lake, when the spring breeze blew, the blue ice in those men's hearts sank to the ground, their bodies were broken into pieces, and then I can't see it either;—this is sinking, he thought, then smiled, and fell down while holding the other party.

Imagine that the hero is dying, and the gentleness can't live in Hexiang—it is true, even if he is not in his old age, he should have lived in the gentleness.