brightest star in the sky

Gu Ran thought that it was because Chen Feiyue lived in his house that Lu Chenxing didn't come over because of Chen Feiyue's quarrel, and he didn't even have dinner with them.

On the one hand, he sent a message to coax the other party, and on the other hand, he urged Chen Feiyue to go back quickly. Who knows that Jiang Ling came for real this time, insisting that he write a [-]-word self-criticism, send the electronic version first, and pass it to her for approval In the future, I will make a copy by hand, sign and stamp my handprint, and then I can open the door for him to go home.

On Monday morning, Lu Chenxing didn't send him a message. Looking back, he felt that the other party was really unhappy, but he always felt that something was weird.Logically speaking, he is not someone who would get angry because of such things. On Friday night, he even said that he would bring Chen Feiyue breakfast the next day!Why is something wrong after a day?

So, he naturally remembered the matter of Ling Jie contacting Lu Chenxing before.To be honest, this matter has not actually passed, it's just that neither of them mentioned it.

Lu Chenxing didn't mention it because he thought it was unnecessary, and it was impossible for him to have anything to do with Ling Jie anymore. As long as he was with Gu Ran properly, he would naturally feel relieved after a while.

And Gu Ran didn't mention it because he didn't dare to mention it.Not to mention that the two of them would quarrel, I was afraid that something would happen between the other party and Ling Jie.

But now that Lu Chenxing's attitude is suddenly cold, could it have something to do with her?Have they been in touch again in private?I wasn't with myself yesterday, and I didn't reply to many messages. Could it be that I went to meet her?

At noon, Lu Chenxing still ignored him, Gu Ran couldn't bear it anymore, and dialed the phone.No one answered.Dial again, still no answer.

Tried the voice call again, but no one answered.

At this time, I was a little panicked, thinking that the other party seemed to have called me from the company landline before, so I went to search for the previous records.

Originally, I could have asked Ma Jikang, but now he and Zou Yue are still in a cold war, and it is not easy to get in touch, and Lu Chenxing has no other good friends, so he can only find a way by himself.

After finally finding the landline number in the old mobile phone, I dialed it. It seemed that after waiting for a century, someone finally answered.

"Hello? Chenxing, did you forget to bring your phone?"

The anxious tone stunned the person on the other end of the phone.

"Sorry, I'm not Lu Chenxing, I'm his colleague. He's on vacation today and isn't in the company. Who are you? Do you need me to contact you?"

. . .

Gu Ran didn't expect that Lu Chenxing was on vacation today, he didn't tell himself.

"No, I'll contact him again, thank you!"

After hanging up the phone, I couldn't tell whether I was angry or disappointed, and my mood fell to the bottom.Gu Ran sat blankly for a few minutes, then suddenly started frantically calling Lu Chenxing's phone again.

We must find him and ask him what is going on?Why is this, inexplicable.

All rationality turned into deep anxiety and worry at this time, until the phone was finally connected!

The phone was connected, but he couldn't say a word. Gu Ran wiped his face, but found that he had exhausted all his strength, and he seemed to have to take a few breaths before speaking.

The person on the other end of the phone spoke first.

"Gu Ran?"

The voice is dumb.

"you caught a cold?"

The concern for the other party surpassed the anxiety in his heart, Gu Ran almost blurted out his name as soon as he heard him call him.

"I... have a little."

It can be heard that he is very listless.

"Why didn't you tell me? I couldn't find you. I was so anxious. Are you okay?"

"fine."

How can it be all right!Gu Ran was very anxious, but Lu Chenxing's tone made him unable to worry about him, so he endured the violent heartbeat that would jump out of his throat, and continued to ask him.

"Is it because you don't have your phone with you?"

"um, yes."

"Where are you?"

"I am home."

Another moment of silence.

Is it really sick?Or what happened at home?Just as I was about to ask again, I heard his name being called on the other end of the phone.

"Gu Ran."

This time, I heard it, it wasn't that the other party's throat was hoarse, it was clearly crying!

"Chen Xing, what's the matter? You're trying to kill me like this!"

"today is winter Solstice."

Ah!

Gu Ran reacted immediately.

Today is the winter solstice, offering sacrifices to heaven and ancestors.For ordinary people, it is to burn paper money.Burned to the dead relatives.

When I was young, I remembered that my own house was burned, and then I went abroad with my parents, but they still prepared some traditional winter solstice etiquette. I have never bothered about this, and of course I don’t remember the solar terms of the lunar calendar.But a few years ago, I also knew that Lu Chenxing would burn paper money to his deceased grandma on this day.

But after being separated for a few years, I have already forgotten, and I never thought that today is the winter solstice!

No wonder he has to take a vacation today. The winter solstice is not a statutory holiday. If there is something to do at home, he can only ask for leave.

"I'm sorry, Chen Xing, I... I forgot... I forgot that you have something to do at home today. I'm sorry, it's my fault, don't be sad!"

Gu Ran blamed himself in his heart, and felt so guilty about what he was thinking about just now, that he almost slapped himself on the head.

"No, don't say that, because I was busy when I got up early, so I didn't put my mobile phone on me, which made you worry."

Lu Chenxing sniffed, he didn't blame Gu Ran at all, he didn't tell him, he wanted to say it, but because Chen Feiyue happened to be here, he didn't have a chance to say it.

Because I am alone at home, I have to prepare everything by myself.In addition to burning paper during the winter solstice, we also need to prepare a table of dishes, snacks and fruits for worship. In addition, paper ingots have to be folded out one by one, so we started to get busy yesterday.Get up early this morning and cook two meat and two vegetables. Among them, the fish and tofu must be bought fresh that day, and the cakes are the same. I am busy until noon and set up the table. I burn the paper money outside the door and clean it before entering the house. Picked up the phone.

The phone itself is used to adjust the vibration, so Gu Ran made several calls without knowing it.I am really dizzy from work, this year is better, and I have the experience of previous years.

For some reason, Gu Ran, who was holding the phone and listening to Lu Chenxing, still felt a little weird. Although he found him, he knew that he had no problems, and nothing happened to him, but he still Feel flustered.

When did I become so sensitive?Maybe it's because I'm too afraid of losing the other party!

"Gu Ran, why don't you talk anymore? I miss you, miss you so much! Has Chen Feiyue gone back? Shall we meet at night?"

Now that everything was done, Lu Chenxing felt relieved. He didn't plan to go back to the company in the afternoon. He took a day off and wanted to take a good rest at home.

But, something is really wrong!

A terrible thought flashed through Gu Ran's mind, but he didn't dare to think about it after a flash.However, having already thought about it, we have to rule out this possibility.

"Chen Xing, are you home?"

"Well, I'm at home, and I won't go to the company in the afternoon."

Gu Ran paused, and then asked with some difficulty:

"one person?"

This time it was the turn of the person on the other end of the phone to be silent.

for a long time……

"one person."

Gu Ran was right. Why did he suddenly feel something was wrong just now? It was because he knew that Chen Xing's father was against them being together. At that time, Chen Xing didn't dare to make phone calls at home and even sent messages. Why can I call myself like this at home now?Today is the winter solstice, Chen Xing's father can't get out of the car!

Lu Chenxing is not a fool, of course he sensed what Gu Ran thought of.

Also holding the mobile phone, the two people at the two ends of the communication each calmed down their hearts.

The secret that had been hidden for many years was revealed in this way, but it was not what he told him, but the other party noticed it.Lu Chenxing didn't expect this to happen, maybe he had vaguely hoped that the other party would guess, because it's really not easy to say it by himself!I made too many statements and assumptions, none of which did not embarrass and fluster me.

It would be great if Gu Ran could find out by himself.This is indeed what I hoped for when I had no other choice.But now, when this kind of situation really happened, he suddenly realized that he had never thought about how to deal with Gu Ran's reaction when he found out.

How will he react?

Such silence scares me.

Why didn't Gu Ran speak?What's up with him?

Angry?Angry?Disappointed with me?Sad or can't believe it?Will he forgive me?

Lu Chenxing suffered while waiting, and shed silent tears.

Gu Ran's hands were shaking.

"It's been one person all these years," he said.

"I'm the only one left at home," he said.

I never thought that there would be such a hidden plot!

When did this happen?It seems that there is no need to ask.The "years" he said said it all.But I still have to ask him for the final confirmation.

"When?" he asked.

"In the second semester of my senior year, I haven't graduated yet." He replied.

really!

The appearance of Chen Xing's father at that time appeared in his mind. The last time he saw him was in the supermarket near his home, on National Day, and the day before his birthday.

The first time I saw him, I felt that the other party had lost a lot of weight.He said that Chen Xing's girlfriend came to eat at home, that girl named Ling Jie.

Before that, Lu Chenxing told himself that his father found out that they were together and wanted them to break up.Later, it was Chen Feiyue who told himself that he saw Lu Chenxing hugging a girl at the subway station, and that girl should be Ling Jie.After that, the other party became more and more alienated and indifferent to me, met less and less, and even told myself that he didn't like the same sex in the first place.

Could it be that Chen Xing's father was already sick at that time and asked him to leave him?

Why didn't he tell himself?

Why are you with Ling Jie?Did his dad ask for it, or did he do it voluntarily?Or did he really fall in love with each other later?

In addition to concealing, or concealing, concealing again and again!

I didn't tell myself until the end, and I haven't told myself until now.

If he hadn't been discovered by himself this time, how long would he have kept it a secret? !

I used to think that they are the closest people and have no secrets at all, but now I realize that there is such a big secret about the life and death of their family members hidden between them!

Recalling what Lu Tianbin said back then, Lu Chenxing would go out in Ling Jie's car almost every night.Now guess it's because of his father?

Does she know everything, but I don't know anything?

What did he think of me? ?

If he doesn't tell me such things, what am I in his heart? !

Yes, he is determined to break up with me, why would he talk to me so much?

He doesn't need me to share with him at all!In his most difficult time, he doesn't need me, what he needs is another person.

Why are you still looking for me?If you want to be with me and not tell me everything, treat me like a fool!And that Ling Jie appeared again now, what the hell are they trying to do!

I can't go on!How can this continue to be together?

Can't! !

At this time, Gu Ran seemed to have become an irritated leopard, his anger had gone to his head, and it was impossible to end.Those beautiful eyes were red, holding the phone in one hand and fisting in the other, trying not to get angry in the office with the blinds closed.

"Lu Chenxing! You're cruel! I can't beat you."

Author's gossip: Thank you for your support, okay!