Overwhelm the gangster

It was raining mistyly, and all the people who came to see me off had left, only I was still standing there, my mother pulled me back and asked me to go back, I asked her to go back first, and stay by myself for a while, my mother looked at me and cried red Eyes, finally said something sinful, and left with my father. When the cemetery was silent, I still silently looked at the name on the tombstone: Yang Chen.

Looking at Yang Chen's tomb, I can't tell what I feel at this moment. My brother and my fiancée Liu Ying are buried here. The two eloped, but the car got into an accident halfway, and the result was died together.

If they hadn't died together, I wouldn't have known about the relationship between the two of them. I really didn't know, and I really didn't see it.

"If you like her, why didn't you tell me?" I looked at the tombstone and asked in a low voice. There was also a photo of Yang Chen on it, with a delicate face and a shy smile on the corner of her mouth. Very docile.

"Why don't you tell me, would you rather elope before I get married than tell me the truth?" I looked at his photo and asked softly, but unfortunately this man could no longer give me any answer.

I took a breath of cigarettes, leaned against the tombstone and didn't speak any more.

Yang Chen was a little autistic since he was a child, but his grandfather had no time to take care of him after his uncle's plane crash, and his cousin was raised as an heir and had no time to take care of him. He was probably scared by the premature death of his uncle and aunt.

It’s just that no one noticed it at the beginning. When it was discovered, the doctor said that he was autistic, timid, small in stature, and prone to crying. He was unwilling to say anything when he was wronged. Sent to my home, I hope mother can love him, let him feel maternal love.

My mother has always loved him very much, at least on the surface. I have also liked this cousin very much since I was a child. I often accompany him, help him fight, and study for homework. Therefore, he has the best relationship with me, and I always like to cling I.

We have been going to school together since junior high school, until high school I made girlfriend Liu Ying, he just bit his lip, but the market just avoided us, although I was a little strange in my heart, but I didn't know how to get along with each other.

I like Liu Ying. We were always together in college, but Yangchen was admitted to another school in college, and occasionally came to see me at school. At this time, he has grown into a handsome and elegant young man. Standing there, he can It caused a sensation, he often looked at me and said nothing, or he couldn't help but stop talking when he wanted to say something.

Thinking about it now, it probably has something to do with Liu Ying, maybe he didn't know how to speak.

I looked at Yang Chen's tomb and felt cramped in my heart. I couldn't tell what it was like. My younger brother who was with me since childhood is now dead. When he died, he was accompanied by my fiancée.Both my family and Liu Ying's family are well-known, and this incident caused a sensation, but it was settled by my grandfather in the end. He probably never thought that things would be like this. There were a lot of benefits there, and it was said to be compensation for me. I just sneered while watching, compensation, can he compensate my fiancée?Can you make up for my face?Can you make up for the humiliation Yang Chen brought me?Can?

"Yang Chen, I hate you." Looking at his tombstone, I said it softly word by word. It felt like many needles were stuck in my heart, with unspeakable pain and discomfort. In the end, I could only say one sentence here I hate him, but he can't hear it.

The only one who brought me all the discomfort and embarrassment was him, Yang Chen.

Later I went back, because of the rain, when I went back, I was seriously ill, and the whole person was sleepy. In fact, if Yang Chen likes Liu Ying, I don't hate him at all. The big deal is just a fair fight. If Liu Ying Ying chose him and I wouldn't be so ungracious, but why did the two choose to elope in the end?Why is this so?I don't think I've ever felt sorry for him in this life, but why such an embarrassing thing happened to me now, I really can't figure it out, and I don't want to figure it out, I just know that I hate Yang Chen.

That night I was in a daze with a fever, and then I seemed to hear someone talking to me. There were many words that I couldn’t remember what they were about, but there was one sentence that I remembered very clearly. I remember the person told me , people die like a lamp goes out, but everyone has a chance to reform, if I really have this chance, what will happen to me, will I forgive Yang Chen?

I said, I hate him.

Then I fell asleep, sleeping very restlessly and unsteadily.

When I woke up the next day, I found a surprising thing. I seemed to have shrunk, and my appearance had shrunk from 26 years old to eight or nine years old...

I looked at myself in the mirror in amazement, a little apprehensive, afraid that it was a dream, but when I walked out of the living room, looking at my parents who were busy and Yang Chen sitting quietly waiting for me at the table, I knew it was not a dream. It's true, the fate of Yang Chen and I have started all over again.

At this time, Yang Chen raised his head and showed me a very beautiful smile, but it was a timid and scared smile. I instinctively wanted to reach out and touch his forehead, but when I stretched out my hand, I suddenly thought of that disgusting scene. Betrayed, he immediately retracted his hand, Yang Chen showed a hurt look on his face, and I looked away in disgust.

Then when I went to school, I didn't want Yang Chen to follow me. He was short and couldn't walk as fast as me. I used to lead him by the hand, but now I'm so disgusted that I would rather not see him.

On the way, I ran into my boy, Xiao Liu. Xiao Liu looks very gentle, but I know that he will hook up with those people on the road in the future, but this person is a lifelong friendship for me. Compared with that wolf-hearted Yang Chen To make people feel more pleasing to the eye.

Xiao Liu and I were talking and laughing as we walked, glanced at Yang Chen from the corner of the eye, he followed behind us with his head hanging down, looking indescribably lonely, my heart twitched, and I wanted to go back and be with him , but in the end there was no turning back.

Facing the current Yang Chen, I felt an indescribable disgust in my heart. This made my mother aware of it. She pulled me aside and said, "What's the matter with you child? Yang Chen is your grandpa's precious grandson, you Why don't you take it easy? He doesn't like to talk in the first place, but when you return to my home, your grandfather will not be angry when he sees it."

"Never mind my business." I rolled my eyes at my mother and went back to the room to sleep, Yang Chen followed me and looked at me eagerly, while I slammed the door shut in front of him.

But even though I don't like Yang Chen, I still can't see him being bullied. Once when I saw a few tall people beating him, I stepped forward to help. I tried my best to convince myself that it was for the sake of my grandfather's face. none of my business.

That day Yang Chen was crying, his nose was full of tears, I watched from the sidelines and couldn't tell what it was like, maybe he had everything, maybe he didn't have anything.

The days passed slowly like this, my friends and I played wildly, Yang Chen became more and more silent, less and less talking, but every time grandpa called back, he would be more cheerful and say that he had a good life very good.

I looked at the side and sneered, I always asked him why he didn't go back directly and stayed at my house when he obviously had a bad life, then Yang Chen would look at me silently, with indescribable complexity in his eyes .

When I looked into his eyes, I would feel unspeakably uncomfortable and sad, and then I was overwhelmed by the hatred in my heart, so I hated seeing Yang Chen more and more, and wanted to break up with him more and more, but he kept stay with me...

The days went on like this, until high school, I met Liu Ying again, Liu Ying was still cheerful and lively, at this time I looked serious, Yang Chen also became refined, because of the relationship of silence, others are Call him Melancholy Prince.

Liu Ying walked very close to me, thinking of her past life, I am very disgusted, after a life and death, I can naturally see that she wants to get close to Yang Chen by getting close to me, but Yang Chen keeps hanging his head and refuses to talk to her That's all.

When I was in high school, I had a bad stomach, but I always liked to eat hot and sour food. Yang Chen habitually refused to let me eat those things. Sometimes I would say some nasty things. Those crystal clear eyes looked at me without saying a word, which made me flustered.

Later, Xiao Liu celebrated his birthday and invited a large number of people. Yang Chen and Liu Ying also went. Yang Chen looked at me and refused to let me drink. She's a big beauty and wants to make do with us.

That night, Liu Ying kept talking to Yang Chen with excuses, and Yang Chen kept avoiding her. I thought of the picture of them dying together in a few years, and couldn't help but sip my wine and cursed in a low voice. .

Hearing this, Xiao Liu looked at me and said, "Brother, why do you sound wrong? Is it possible that sister-in-law is sorry for you?"

"Who is your sister-in-law." I cast a glance at him and said, "Don't mention that flirtatious woman to me, it sounds disgusting."

After hearing this, Xiao Liu's expression changed, and finally he leaned into my ear and said, "Man, how about I help you clean up your brother, of course, if you don't want to, forget about it. "

Looking at the picture of Liu Ying and Yang Chen next to each other, after thinking about it for a few minutes, I took another sip of wine and agreed to his request as soon as my mind went blank.

Afterwards, I have been thinking many times, if I hadn't agreed to this matter at the beginning, would things have been different, would the result between me and Yang Chen have been different.

But this can only be possible, it can only be possible, under this thought, the relationship between me and Yang Chen is far away.

Not long after this incident, I forgot what Xiao Liu said, maybe I forgot it on purpose, until one day Xiao Liu pulled me and said, "Go, I'll fix that Yangchen for you."

I froze for a long time before I followed him to the path that Yang Chen and I used to walk. Yang Chen fell there, and in the drizzle, the blood slowly fainted from his head...he died.

The thought made me shudder, how could he die at this time, no.

I paused for a long time and suddenly stepped forward to hold him in my arms, and ran to the nearest clinic. The doctor glanced at me and said, "Head is bleeding, he may die, it's best to be mentally prepared."

Xiao Liu exclaimed beside me: "I will die? How is it possible? How can I die?"

I was on the side, but I was terrified, how could he die, he won't die at this time, he hasn't been retaliated by me, and Yang Chen won't die until the time of that betrayal.

"It's a miracle, life is great." When I was waiting in a daze, the doctor came out and looked at me and said, "It's a miracle that I didn't die with such a head injury."

After hearing a harsh word, my mind cleared up a little, Yang Chen didn't die, it's fine if he didn't die.

When my mother heard that Yang Chen was lying in the hospital, she was shocked, and hurried over. Seeing me in a panic, she didn't ask any more questions, but looked flustered. I knew he was afraid that my grandfather might misunderstand me, so I was in a hurry.

I leaned against the window and felt at ease.

But my current peace of mind has been exchanged for my future peace of mind, because Yang Chen has changed, Yang Chen has become a stranger, his eyes are very cold, although he tried his best to hide it, but for me who is familiar with him, I am still the first Time will tell, he has changed.

I wonder if this incident made him stupid?

I treat him as always, but, but he no longer looks at me, not even at me, he, he no longer has me in his eyes, looking at me like looking at a stranger.

stranger.

I find it strange, this feeling.

During the few days when I went to school alone, my mother told me that Yang Chen got out of the car and chased a man for two blocks on the street. I was even more confused and at a loss.

Yang Chen is chasing someone... who is he chasing?

But I have no way of knowing these things, because the former Yang Chen was unwilling to tell me about him, and the current Yang Chen is even more so, he is not even willing to give me a look.

I don't know anything about what I want to know.

Then Yang Chen was kidnapped in front of me, indeed it should be called kidnapping, he was taken away, and when he was taken away, his eyes were very strange, he seemed very happy and seemed to have indescribable expectations.

I looked at him from the side, feeling indescribably weird and unbelievable, Yang Chen... what happened to him?

Because there was really no way to hide this matter, so my mother called the United States. Grandpa was stunned when he heard this, and then asked his mother to call his little uncle Ou Fengming.

Ou Fengming is a secret of the grandfather's family, a secret that can't be told. My mother hates him because there are a lot of gossip about him, and he likes men. My mother has always refused me to talk to him, for fear that he will spoil me.But at this moment there was no other way, so the mother had to invite him.

"Sister, what do you want from me?" Ou Fengming came and shouted to his mother very respectfully. His mother turned blue and wanted to say something, but Ou Fengming interrupted her: "Sister, please remember clearly that you invited me this time." Come here, otherwise I wouldn't want to come to your house... Don't join forces with grandpa to cut off my source of income, I can't afford it. Well, since you don't welcome me as a younger brother, then I'll leave Alright." After speaking, Ou Fengming swaggered up and left.

The mother looked at him with an ugly face, and then hurriedly said: "Feng Ming, I didn't mean that, I..."

"Don't call me so affectionate." Ou Fengming waved his hand and said, "Sister, we don't know each other well."

After he finished speaking, his mother's expression turned ugly, and his father looked beside him as if he didn't know what to say. I think it was probably because of what the two of them did to Ou Fengming.

But after Ou Fengming finished talking, he asked what was the matter. I told the matter again, and Ou Fengming was stunned and said, "A scar on your face? Driving a car without a license plate?"

I nodded, and Ou Fengming frowned and said, "How is it possible, such an honest person like Yang Chen, how could he mess with him..."

"Who did you mess with? Do you know?" After hearing this, the mother quickly pulled Ou Fengming and asked anxiously, "Who is it? I'll call the police and arrest him."

Ou Fengming sneered and said, "You call the police and arrest him? See if the police can touch the corner of his clothes."

"Who took Yang Chen away?" I stepped forward and asked.

Ou Fengming glanced at me and said, "I'm going to find out, you guys should think about what you've provoked and who you shouldn't have provoked at home."

Ou Fengming finished speaking and left. After he left, I sat on the sofa without saying a word, while my father and mother were discussing who they had offended...

But Yang Chen came back that night, and when he came back, his expression was very strange and complicated, as if he was very happy.

Yang Chen... Yang Chen has changed.

Then he left my house, without hesitation, without looking back, he was gone.

In my memory, he never left my house at this time. Could it be that something happened?What happened?He actually left.

Then I soon found out that Yang Chen actually fell in love with someone, a man.

When my mother found out, she screamed, saying that she was sad for a man, but I was shocked mixed with anger and indescribably complicated.

Yang Chen fell in love with a man... a man.

Then while I was waiting, I saw that man, Fang Qian, with a handsome face and unspeakable nobleness in his gestures. He was very beautiful, a man who was so beautiful but without a trace of femininity, he just sat there. Can compare everyone.

As for Yang Chen, Yang Chen looked at him with unprecedented tenderness, while I was beside him with indescribable jealousy, Yang Chen and Fang Qian?

At that time, I didn't know who Fang Qian was. I knew that by chance when his name was mentioned at school, Xiao Liu screamed from the side, Fang Qian, he was the boss of the underworld, the gang leader of the West City, as long as he was on the ground a little, no one would know.

I was shocked when I heard it, Fang Qian, I have heard of this name before, after all, doing business is a bit dirty, I heard it from my father, but how could Yang Chen be with him?how could be?

This idea has been lingering in my mind, but I have no chance to ask Yang Chen, because he has been paying attention to Fang Qian, and he no longer has me in his eyes.

That time when Fang Qian came to school, the smile on Yang Chen's face instantly became gentle. I knew he really liked that Fang Qian, and it could even be said that he loved Fang Qian, but why?I have an idea in my heart but I can't believe it, or I can't believe it all the time.

Yang Chen was getting farther and farther away from me, I kept watching him from a distance, but he never looked back at me.

He came back that day, I looked at him as a stranger, and suddenly leaned forward and kissed his lips, his lips were cold...

Yang Chen was stunned for a long time and pushed me away, while I stood in front of his door in a daze, Yang Chen was not that Yang Chen, he was not the same Yang Chen before, his eyes were slowly full of me before, but just now Even if I'm so close to him, what he sees in his eyes is not me...

I don't know what it feels like.

Afterwards, many things happened. My father cooperated with a man named Li Li. I got to know Fang Qian better and understood the relationship between him and a man named Fang Tong.

But why did he fall in love with Yang Chen?Could it be... Because of my deep understanding of Fang Tong and Fang Qian, I naturally knew that the place where Fang Tong died was in the path we took for a long time.

I can live again, so is it possible for Yang Chen... This thought makes me shudder.

But I can't find a more reasonable explanation.

Until later on the bed, Fang Qian was kidnapped, where I saw Fang Tong, the same Fang Tong who had been dissected five years after his death, Fang Qian and Yang Chen went mad at the same time, I looked at him carefully, Yang Chen's eyes It became a little cold. It was the first time I saw Yang Chen with a cold face. He picked up the gun and shot at Fang Wen without hesitation, forcing Mr. Fang, with that stern look, that indescribably weird look , The ruthlessness in the eyes is really scary.

I never thought that Yang Chen would be so ruthless.

But in the end I still won Fang Qian's move, I saved Yang Chen's life, but I knew he wouldn't appreciate it.

It turned out that I was right. He never came to him once during my hospitalization. I asked about Yang Chen's news, but there was no news.

I know it's not Fang Qian who doesn't want him to see me, but Yang Chen doesn't want to give me a chance to see me, but I know Yang Chen owes me an explanation, he will see me.

Later, I actually saw him, and it was Fang Qian who called me. He just said that they would go to the cemetery to see Fang Tong, and then hung up.

I dressed plainly that day and went to the cemetery.

I saw Yang Chen in the cemetery, he exudes a coldness all over his body, he is not at all the Yang Chen of the past.

I accepted this idea very calmly.Fang Qian gave us 10 minutes, and Yang Chen and I talked there. I thought he would tell me that he wasn't about Yang Chen, but in the end he didn't say anything.

I tried it, but he just smiled and perfunctory. After he left, I thought it was probably his forgiveness for saving his life. He left me with a little miss.

After he left, I looked at the tombstone and remained silent. In fact, I am familiar with this tombstone. I remember that it was also at this place in my previous life, and it was also at this location. The one buried here was Yang Chen...but at this moment, Fang Tong was buried here. .

To this day, I don't know why Yang Chen chose to elope with Liu Ying, but I know that he is looking at me in his eyes, and he likes me.

It's just that hatred blinded my eyes at the beginning, I couldn't see his affection, I couldn't see what he wanted to say in his eyes, maybe he eloped with Liu Ying at the beginning because he couldn't bear my marriage, but these are all Maybe.

I remembered what I heard when I was sick, I said I chose to hate him, did God give Yang Chen a choice?Or maybe it was given to me and then cut off, but I don’t know these things, and Yang Chen won’t tell me anymore, everything is gone, only I still remember the one who is a bit cowardly but will always follow The person behind me, he followed me with his head down until he could no longer be seen.

Yang Chen, whom I like, can never come back, he is gone.

That night when I got home I caught a cold again, in my dream I saw Yang Chen standing there handsomely with clear eyes, he kept calling me, Huang Zhao, Huang Zhao.

Yang Chen, when can I see you?