Cultivation of the Dragon Wu Feiya

With the fusion of spirit and soul, the memory of Yingling also flooded into Duanqing's mind.

Ying Ling when she was a child, Ying Ling who just entered the imperial school, and Ying Ling when she grew up.Those vague but clear memories.

His mother and concubine are not very favored concubines, but because their temperament is still virtuous and virtuous, so the father treats their mother and son pretty well.

However, all this has changed. After his talent test, everything has changed...

He is trash!

He remembered how those chattering court ladies and eunuchs talked about him behind his back.He remembered the hateful eyes of his concubine mother, she hated him for ruining her queen's dream, how could a woman who gave birth to a waste be a mother in the world.Only father, seems to have not changed, it seems, it is still the same as before.Be nice to him and smile at him.However, later on, he realized that it wasn't that his father liked him, but that his father was used to it. Whether he liked it or not, at least on the surface, he had to remain the same, but inside, he had also changed...

However, he is still young after all, and he still doesn't understand that although the palace is bright everywhere, it is blacker and more smelly than that cesspit!

For the only father who liked him, he became more and more clingy to him, more and more...

But as he grew up, he gradually discovered that he actually had shameful thoughts about his father.

When he was young, he always pestered his father, and when he saw that his father was kind to other brothers and sisters, he would cry and make trouble, and he would stop until his father came to coax him. Later, when he grew up, he could no longer be like As unreasonable as a child, he would lie in ambush every day where his father passed by. If he didn't look at his father for a day, he would be listless all day long. When he got older, he realized that it was love or love!He fell in love with the father who gave birth to him and raised him!He wanted to stop, but the poison was too deep.For a while, he even thought about death, but he couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear to see his father's smile when he was happy, and his frightening father when he was angry...he couldn't bear to see his father.

He began to change, he didn't like to laugh, he became sad, he was in a daze all day long, and he couldn't sleep all night.His already bad body became weaker.The little girl serving the marquis advised him to relax and be happier.But how can this make him feel relieved?

The royal father seemed to be aware of his thoughts and began to distance himself from him.This move made him even more distressed, he began to become unreasonable, and began to trouble his father, emperor and concubine.But that didn't work, and instead made him feel even more distressed.Father, father, what should he do with him?Father Huang also seemed to be gradually annoyed by his actions.

Finally that day came.The weather was not bad that day, and he was in a rare mood to enjoy the flowers in the imperial garden in a happy mood.

Just when he was falling asleep, Concubine Li, the eldest daughter of Prime Minister Li Li and the favorite concubine of his father Huang Gangna also came to the Imperial Garden.He didn't want to talk to her.Unexpectedly, she mocked him openly and secretly.

He knew that he had a crush on his father, and there were people in the harem who knew about it, but they were all afraid of his father and his status as a prince, so they only dared to discuss it in secret.Unexpectedly, Concubine Li scolded him for being shameless in front of him, calling him mean.

Her words pierced his heart like the sharpest knife.He clutched his chest tightly, why?Why?If he could, he didn't want to fall in love with his father either.He loved so hard, so desperately.

They, why did they treat him like this?Why can everyone in the world fall in love with the father, but he alone can't?Why why! ! ! ! !God, if he can, he really doesn't want to love.

His heart hurts so much.He felt that the whole sky was dark, and there were people laughing at him in all directions.No, no, he wants to leave this place and leave this place that suffocates him.

He pushed away the woman in front of him, but unexpectedly, the woman fell to the ground and let out a scream. He looked at the bright red blood flowing from the woman's body stupidly.There was a miscarriage, the woman had a miscarriage.He didn't mean it, really, he didn't know she was pregnant, if he knew, he...

Not long after, Father Huang rushed over with the imperial doctor.The imperial doctor immediately gave first aid to Concubine Li.When the father saw him standing aside, he strode up to him, and slapped him with his hands, "Yingling, you bastard! You are so mad that you won't even let your younger brother go! You... ...You have disappointed me so much!!"

Disappointed, disappointed...

"Father, do you have any expectations for your son?" He remembered that he seemed to say that at the time.The royal father's face turned livid in an instant, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Come here! Throw this unfilial son to the cold palace for me! I don't want to see him again in this life!!"

"I-in this-life-life-don't-want-to-see-see-to-" These few words remained in his mind, word by word shattered his broken heart.

Later, he was imprisoned in the Songzhu Hall of Lenggong.The cold palace was very quiet, except for the noise of the crazy concubines and the male pets laughing and crying.The maid serving the marquis was also replaced by Xiao Zhu, an ordinary-looking court lady, a confidant of the emperor's father.

He lived unexpectedly peacefully in the cold palace, but he felt a little guilty when he heard that Concubine Li’s child could not be kept, but later he heard that his father granted her the title of imperial concubine in order to comfort her. Rest assured, for a woman like her who loves glory, being pregnant with a dragon seed is just to climb higher.These fathers and he both understood that father was just using her hands to get rid of him.

The meals in Lenggong are not much worse than the original ones, and there is even a bowl of slightly over-sweet lotus seed soup at noon every day.He knew that it was specially rewarded by his father.But no matter if it was lotus seed soup or the poison in the soup, as long as it was given by his father, he would like it.Even if he has to pay the price with his life for it!

In less than ten days, his body became extremely weak, and finally on the evening of the tenth day, he still received the call of death.

Before he died, he seemed to see his father at the door of the cold palace.

He saw his father turned his back to the setting sun, he was as handsome as a god, but unfortunately...

It's a pity that this godlike man still doesn't belong to him after all.

In a trance, he seemed to have heard the Taifu's earnest teaching again: "If it's yours, you can't hide it; if it's not you, you can't ask for it."

The Taifu must have known it at that time.But after all, he still failed the teaching of the Taifu.After all, he still couldn't get rid of the fate of falling in love with his father in this life.

But... But, if there is another life left, he still doesn't want to let go.Because he has loved too deeply, deeply, so deeply that it is burned into the internal organs, and deeply engraved on the soul.Loving father is already an instinct like eating.No matter how bitter, how painful, how desperate, he couldn't let go, couldn't let go.

……

Maybe he didn't even know about the broken relationship. When he accepted the memory, his tears never stopped.