I don't want to bend you

He Nai hastily ran into the house, and Sun Hui was on the phone at the window with his back turned to him.He Nai remembered what Xu Xin said just now, blushed and rushed into the bedroom first.

'He, he just... hugged me every day and didn't do anything. '

'Xiao Nai, let me teach you a way.When you are on your own, you secretly take off your underwear and only wear outer pants.Then you know it, right? '

'Then?Difficult, should I go, uh... take it off in front of him? '

'No, let him take it off for you. '

'Ah, ah?How, how...'

'Oh, you are so stupid.You rub your body on him first, and then pick the right moment to tell him that you are not wearing underwear~ Hey, if he doesn't pounce on you and eat you, then there must be something wrong with him! '

'Oh, oh, this, this way.Um!I remember! '

'Well, by the way, don't tell anyone that I gave you a trick!Don't tell Sun Hui, or I will die if Su Xue finds out! ! '

'OK!I won't tell anyone! ! '

He Nai put on his pants, the fabric of the jeans was too hard, which made him feel very uncomfortable.And when he stood in front of Sun Hui, his heart was pounding suddenly, and his face was burning badly, as if he was standing in front of him without any clothes on.

Sun Hui was leaning on the sofa, his face was full of sadness, he was startled when he saw He Nai suddenly come out of the bedroom, worried that He Nai heard him talking on the phone just now, and blurted out anxiously: "When did you come back?!"

"Just now, when you were on the phone..." He Nai clutched his chest, afraid that his heart would accidentally jump out.

Sun Hui stood up nervously: "What did you hear?!"

"No, I went into the house to put things..." He Nai became strange, why did Sun Hui call so afraid he would hear it?

"Oh." Only then did Sun Hui heave a sigh of relief, and sat back on the sofa. He was too anxious just now and touched the wound.Sun Hui moved to the edge of the sofa, and said to He Nai, "Come and sit."

He Nai didn't even suspect Sun Hui's weird behavior because he was too embarrassed. He looked at the sofa, then at Sun Hui, took a deep breath, gritted his teeth, and made up his mind before walking over and sitting on Sun Hui. At this moment, his heart was beating wildly like exploding firecrackers, and his face was flushed.

Sun Hui was also taken aback by He Nai's sudden astonishing move, and even wondered if he had been drinking, and his face turned red abnormally, but after a careful sniff, there was no smell of alcohol, so Sun Hui asked tentatively: "Have you been drinking?" ? The face is so red."

"No, it's because..." The real reason He Nai was suddenly embarrassed to say, and could only say, "Because I'm happy today!"

Sun Hui suddenly felt a pain in his heart, He Nai really still has Xu Meisha in his heart, Sun Hui suddenly pressed He Nai tightly in his arms, he didn't want to let him go, he didn't want him to go...

But the harder you hug He Nai, the more painful the wound on his chest is, reminding Sun Hui like a warning, if you still put him in danger, then you have no right to keep him.

He Nai was still secretly delighted that Xu Xin's move had such an amazing effect. He pressed against Sun Hui's chest, listening to Sun Hui's heartbeat, as if their heartbeats were gradually synchronized at this moment.He Nai was sweetly trying to pull his hand out of Sun Hui's arms to hug him back and forth, but he didn't expect that Sun Hui would let him go suddenly, and even pull him off his lap, letting him sit on the sofa.

Before He Nai could speak, Sun Hui said with a serious face, "Let's separate for a while."

In an instant, it was like a bolt from the blue struck He Nai's eyebrows, making his heart tremble: "Why, why? Did I do something wrong?"

"No! It's not your fault, it's me..." Sun Hui said sadly: "I have contacted your mother, and you will move back to live for a while tomorrow. You can sleep in the bedroom tonight, I, in The living room. After packing up tomorrow, I'll take you to your mother's house..."

"I'm not going!" He Nai frowned tightly, and his hands were clenched into fists because of extreme depression, "I'm not going anywhere! Everything in the past was my fault, I'll change it today! Don't drive me away, okay? Don't want me..."

"No, it's not to drive you away, it's not..." Sun Hui was suddenly speechless.The way He Nai tried so hard to hold back his tears made Sun Hui's heart seem to be bleeding, and he desperately resisted the urge to hug him.He Nai is just used to them being together, maybe He Xiao is right, if He Nai can marry a woman as his wife like everyone else, life will be better.You don't need to be looked down upon by others, you can walk hand in hand with your wife generously, you can have children...

Sun Hui almost exhausted all his strength to hold down his hands. At least now he has no right to let He Nai take risks with him. If he doesn't forget about the past, he has no right to own He Nai. .

Sun Hui held his knee with both hands, almost pulling out his patella.He said word by word: "Recently, I have been thinking about what kind of relationship you have with me... no, it is between us. Maybe... there is a better choice, then... then I will never become Your hindrance...we each calm down for a while, if we can still be together..."

Sun Hui spoke with difficulty, but these words sounded like a heartless breakup to He Nai, as if Sun Hui had finally discovered that he actually didn't like him.

Maybe he finally found out that he still likes Fang Lun...

"I see." He Nai could no longer listen to Sun Hui's words, he interrupted him abruptly, lowered his head and turned away his face, not daring to look at Sun Hui, his voice trembling, "I'd better leave now, I won't bother you anymore."

As soon as Sun Hui heard this, his complexion changed, he was so pale that even his lips lost color, and he was speechless for a long time.It wasn't until He Nai stood up that Sun Hui called out weakly: "He Nai..."

"Goodbye." After He Nai finished speaking, he turned around and ran towards the door.He didn't want anything, and he felt suffocated in this room for a second.

Sun Hui was so uncomfortable that he didn't know what other feelings he had. He didn't feel pain when he kicked the table leg, and he didn't feel any pain when he knocked over the flower stand. He stumbled and finally stopped He Nai at the door, holding him tightly. He held his arm, but he didn't dare to hug him, he was afraid that if he hugged him, he would no longer have the remaining determination to let him go.

He Nai lowered his head, struggled for a long time but couldn't get away, but kept struggling if he couldn't, but kept biting his lip and didn't speak, he was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would say something that would embarrass Sun Hui.

"Don't go...it's too late now, tomorrow, tomorrow...I'll see you off."

After a while, He Nai uttered three words gloomyly: "Let me go."

"Don't let go, unless you promise me to leave tomorrow." Sun Hui resolutely said, "I beg you..."

"What else do you want!" Suddenly, He Nai exerted a lot of force and broke free with one hand, but because of too much force, he slammed it against the wall, and there was a heavy muffled sound as if it hit Sun Hui's heart.

"I……"

"Sun Hui, let go..." He Nai's voice suddenly sounded like weeping.

Sun Hui was so frightened that he really let go, He Nai lowered his head and still didn't look at him, walked around him slowly towards the door.Sun Hui felt a feeling of being bitten by thousands of ants from the depths of his heart, the pain and numbness went all the way to his fingertips.He begged helplessly, "Please..."

With just such a sentence, He Nai suddenly stopped in his tracks, his eyes blurred.

Sun Hui, Sun Hui, since you don't want me, why do you still pretend to worry about me, since you don't love me, why should you be gentle to me.You are so cruel and gentle, why am I still reluctant to leave; such cold warmth, why am I still willing...

"it is good……"

Seeing He Nai stop, Sun Hui heaved a sigh of relief, tried to force a calm tone and said: "...the water is already hot, take a bath and rest early."

He Nai turned his head to run away and walked quickly to the bedroom. When he reached the door, he suddenly stopped and asked softly, "I have a day shift tomorrow, can I leave after get off work?"

"Yes, yes, of course!" Sun Hui hurriedly replied, "I'll send you..."

"No need." He Nai said resolutely, entered the room and closed the door heavily.The door had just closed, and the tears he had endured for a long time finally fell. He had never cried since he vowed never to cry again. There is nothing that cannot be overcome. Crying is meaningless and useless, but... The tears were like a flood that could not be suppressed.

Sun regrets not wanting him anymore...

When he was young, he hid in the old workshop because he was hungry, because he was afraid, because he didn’t know how to live, but now he was crying because of pain, not physical pain, but heart pain, which was hundreds of times more painful than the body, And it hurts more and more, it hurts so much that he almost wants to dig out his heart and throw it away, as long as it doesn't hurt so much...

Sun Hui stood outside the bedroom for a long time, He Nai never came out after entering, his whole body seemed to be turned into a stone, he stood still without moving.He Nai hates him, right?Now he and she haven't reached that point, he should have helped him, but he let him have no way out.He couldn't protect him, he didn't have the confidence to make him happy for the rest of his life, he wanted to let him go, but instead he hurt him...

I don't know how long it took, but there were no pedestrians on the road outside the window for so long, even the moon in the sky had fallen asleep.Sun Hui heard that there was no sound in the room for a long time, so he dared to go in quietly.

He Nai shrank into a ball again, not only the pillow towel, but even the sheet next to his face was wet from his crying, he frowned uncomfortably, and changed his position again, but still hugged his legs and shrunk into a ball.Sun Hui's heart, which he thought had been numb from the pain, pulled again. He stretched out his arms and hugged He Nai gently, trying to help him move a place to work, but He Nai suddenly hugged him tightly and began to cry again. Sun Hui Looking down, he found that He Nai hadn't woken up.

"Sun Hui..." He Nai cried out.

"I'm here, be good, go to sleep." Sun Hui gently lay down on the bed, holding He Nai in his arms.

He Nai heard Sun Hui's voice in his sleep, as if he finally felt relieved, leaning on his chest, his breathing gradually became steady.But his arms were still tightly hugged, as if he was afraid that Sun Hui would abandon him.

During the car accident, Sun Hui broke a rib. Although he was discharged from the hospital today, the wound has not healed yet. Now He Nai is pressing on his wound, but he is unwilling to move He Nai. It feels as if He Nai is really reluctant to part with him, maybe he is also tempted by him...

Because of the injury, Sun Hui endured and endured but still couldn't suppress a series of low-pitched coughs, He Nai frowned as if telepathically, and moved a little to the side, out of the way of Sun Hui's wound.

Sun Hui's eyes suddenly got wet, He Nai, can you wait for me?Don't like others more, okay?I'll pick you up after I've dealt with the trouble, okay...