May I ask who's calling?

"Go? Where are you going?" Zhao Xiaoyu looked at the person in front of him puzzled.

Li Sufeng tilted his head, under the moonlight, his white hair seemed to be covered with a layer of tulle, and it shone faintly.He looked at Zhao Xiaoyu, his eyes were full of obsession, but he felt relieved to let go of everything.

"Go back to Qingyunmen, find Wen Qing, find your mother, or wherever you want to go."

Zhao Xiaoyu laughed all of a sudden, and stretched out his hand to hold Li Sufeng's hand: "Okay, then let's go back together."

Li Sufeng raised his hand, and slowly pulled his hand away: "I won't go back."

Zhao Xiaoyu suddenly became sad: "Why?"

Li Sufeng looked up at the stars in the sky, thinking that it would be a blessing for him to die under this gorgeous sky.

"I used to be a selfish person. I thought I had paid a lot, and I wanted to get everything for granted, but I forgot my nature and original intention."

He looked at Zhao Xiaoyu's face that hadn't fully grown, and stretched out his hand to caress his face: "Xiaoyu, I love you. I hate myself for knowing too late, for wanting to escape, and even more for not being able to escape." Protect you. I thought I had changed the whole world, I thought I could have you again, but everything was just what I thought. I lost you forever."

Zhao Xiaoyu couldn't understand what he said, but for some reason, tears couldn't stop falling down one by one.He stretched out his hand to grab Li Sufeng's hand helplessly, with a childish innocence in his tone: "Vufeng, I'm right in front of you, why do you say you've lost me forever?"

Li Fu let out a long sigh, stretched out his hand to wipe away his tears, and smiled at him: "Promise me, from now on, you will live happily ever after. To you, I may be an important person in your life." However, I believe that even if I am no longer by your side, you will live a good life, right? "

"Are you going to live by yourself after leaving me?" Zhao Xiaoyu asked.

Li Sufeng replied yes.

Zhao Xiaoyu suddenly became emotional: "You are lying! You are lying! There is clearly a will to die in your eyes. You say you love me, but you want to leave me and seek death alone. Why? I don't believe you love is fake."

Li Sufeng's hand hadn't been fully retracted, it happened to be in mid-air at this time, and he wanted to touch the little fish, but he retracted his hand immediately.

He knew in his heart that he was a coward through and through, no matter what he chose, he would have lost Xiaoyu forever.Now, the only option is to choose the happiest ending for Xiaoyu.

Zhao Xiaoyu cried and grabbed his hand: "Actually, since a long time ago, I have always had a kind of confusion in my heart. I can feel your love for me, but I always feel that you seem to be passing through me. Look at the other person. You seem to be hiding a lot of things from me, but, this is not right, and that dream I often have, as if he is more than just a dream. Tell me. What are you hiding from me? "

As soon as Li Fufeng stretched out his hand, Xiaoyu felt that not only did he not want to say anything to him, but he was planning to send him back just like this, he immediately resisted: "If you leave me like this, I will immediately find a place to kill myself !"

He knew that Li Sufeng would never be willing to let something happen to him, so he was able to threaten him with such words.

Li Sufeng looked at him, and there were thousands of words in his heart, and finally came to his mouth, it became a sentence: "I hope you will live a carefree life forever, and don't worry about anything."

"Vufeng, tell me." Zhao Xiaoyu got his acquiescence, thinking that he had been concealed a lot of things, so he pestered Li Sufeng immediately, asking him to tell himself no matter what.

Li Sufeng looked at his pleading eyes, and knew in his heart that if he didn't say anything, he might miss it for the rest of his life.

"I once fell in love with you but didn't know it. I had many misunderstandings with you. In the end, I cruelly left you in the mortal world and caused you to suffer a lot. When I realized my mistake, it was too late. "

Zhao Xiaoyu held his breath, looked at Li Sufeng without blinking, thinking quickly in his heart what it meant, and even wondered if the current world was his dream.

"When I saw you again, it was a hundred years later. I have been trying my best to save you, but I don't know that you have cultivated the way of ruthlessness."

"Heartless way?"

Zhao Xiaoyu was surprised.He seemed to suddenly understand why the master strictly prohibited him from touching any books and texts related to the ruthless way. Every time he knew that he had been in contact with the ruthless way, the master would be in an abnormal mood for several months to half a year time.Also after knowing this, he no longer touches things related to the ruthless way.

Li Sufeng looked at the distant sky again: "Yes, in fact, you are very obvious, and I can see that you don't love me anymore, but I love you, and I want to save you. But if you practice the ruthless way , then there will be no turning back between us. I can’t accept all of this. Even though I haven’t seen you for a hundred years after I parted from you, your shadow is getting deeper and deeper in my heart. When I learned After you cultivated the way of ruthlessness, I probably have become a paranoid lunatic. I paid a little price to turn back the time." When he said the last sentence, he looked at Zhao Xiaoyu again.

Shocked by the information revealed in his words, Zhao Xiaoyu took a half step back: "Time goes backwards? How is it possible?"

"You came to Qingyunmen at the age of 15. After you and I met, you once told me that you suffered a lot when you were young, so I went back to when you were five years old and changed your life in advance. The things I regret and the things I long for are all delivered to your hands. Xiaoyu, seeing you so well now is enough to prove how narrow-minded I was when I looked at you with prejudice. I am very happy to see how you are living now So happy. If you don't want me to die, then I live. But, I know, if you miss it, you miss it."

Zhao Xiaoyu felt that he was definitely not lying, so he wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve and said, "The price you said is your hair and eyes?"

Are those dreams, those despairs and pains all things that really happened to me?

Li Sufeng nodded: "It's just the eyes. The hair was an accident."

"So, you say you love me, but you want to separate from me, is it because I'm not the one in your heart after all?"

It's strange to use the word "he" to refer to himself, but Zhao Xiaoyu obviously couldn't find a more appropriate way to describe it.

"Yes. Even if I really changed the past, the corresponding future will no longer exist. But I found that no matter what, I can't forget that little fish. I know he has cultivated the way of ruthlessness, and there will be no more relationship between me and him." It's also impossible, but in my heart...he loves me so much, but in the end he chose to cultivate the path of ruthlessness, I think he must have hated me so much at that time."

Zhao Xiaoyu reached out to support his face, and touched the corner of his white pupil with his fingertips: "I don't think he hates you."

Li Sufeng showed him a smile: "Whether it's true or not, I thank you. The story between me and you, let's stop here. If you respect me and have loved me, I hope, you I can accept my decision. The person I love has disappeared forever in the long river of history, and I have to pay him back."

"Actually, you still have a choice, Su Feng. Since you let time go back, you can definitely make time go back to the past. In that case..."

Before he finished speaking, Li Sufeng shook his head and refused: "Finally I can eliminate all regrets for you and let you live a happy life. Even if I can't be with you, I don't want you to go back to that place full of regrets." The painful past. You deserve the best, and I hope you will be happy forever."

Zhao Xiaoyu looked at him and said soberly: "I have indeed lived a happy life without regrets. I have family, friends, wealth, and even love. I have everything, but another me. If my dreams are all Really, then I can feel that he loves you so much, and wants to be with you desperately, even if he sacrifices his own life. He will choose to give up and continue to love you, so I believe, He must have something more important than love waiting for him to accomplish."

Li Xufeng was suddenly awakened by these words.He thought of Weng Ji, who was resurrected by the little fish, and the Nirvana grass that he was always looking for, looking forward to resurrecting his mother.Even though he can't feel family affection and friendship, he still wants to revive the person he once loved.

He still has his mother who has not been resurrected.

Zhao Xiaoyu showed a relieved smile: "Master Su Feng, from the moment you appeared in front of me and saved me, I really thank you very, very much, and later you gave me such a perfect life. I can still vividly remember the time when I was bullied in the village when I was a child. Since I was picked up by you, I have always felt that something was wrong. I always felt that this is not my life. Now I know that this is indeed not my life. Although it is a stolen time, I have no regrets. Even if I die today, I can accept it calmly. Besides, this is not death, is it? Tell Master Feng, go back, even... that I have I have cultivated the path of ruthlessness. But, I think, if I love someone, even if he doesn't love me, it won't prevent me from continuing to love him."

Li Sufeng looked at him and closed his eyes in pain, then opened them again and said: "But if you know that the you who used to be, you were taken back to Qingyunmen because of Wen Qing's death, and you were not loved by anyone. Your mother dies, your best friend dies, the person you love the most leaves you, your father wants your life, and you become the puppet head of the Qingyun Sect. People. A puppet that only works hard to revive your best friend and mother, wouldn’t you be afraid of such a life?”

"I'm afraid." Zhao Xiaoyu said, "But since I have suffered so much, you should go back, shouldn't you?"

Looking at Zhao Xiaoyu's burning eyes, Li Sufeng suddenly felt ashamed.

His eyelashes trembled slightly, his fists were clenched tightly, and then he lifted them up with difficulty, his palms facing the little fish, his chest heaving heavily.

"I'm sorry."

Zhao Xiaoyu put his hands behind his back, tilted his head and smiled, "It's okay."

The sun, the moon, and the stars were trembling, and the scenery in this world began to undergo subtle changes.

The moment before the world began to flow, Zhao Xiaoyu stepped forward two steps, wrapped his neck around his neck and kissed his cheek.

A gentle farewell disappeared in the gap of time.

--goodbye.

The author has something to say: finally going home!

也快要大结局了呜呜呜感谢在2021-02-0923：48：41~2021-02-1523：12：06期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo:. 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Weiwuwujiu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!