Rebirth of the Uncrowned King

I didn't understand the meaning of Ren Min's words, so I laughed dryly and said, "I'm not ashamed, how can I cheat on you every day, I'm not someone like you."

After I finished speaking, I felt a little regretful, what did I say, the smell of vinegar is so strong!Let Ren Min misunderstand what to do!

Sure enough, when Ren Min heard the words, he suddenly laughed: "Who are you to me, have you forgotten?"

His eyes were piercing, looking straight into my face.His eyes are the same as in memory, powerful enough without staring at him, every time I am looked at by him like this, I can't help but panic, I always feel that everything in my heart has been seen through by him.After a long time, even the hands will tremble, and there is no power to cover up and disguise.

I turned my head away, without him in sight, and finally the pressure in my heart was less.I looked at the paintings on the wall, tried to calm my heartbeat, and said in a low voice, "Those are all things of the past."

I didn't dare to amplify my voice, I was afraid he would hear my lack of confidence.How can it be possible to not care about the past because it has passed.Every experience in the past determines what kind of person I will become in the future. Just like in the previous life, I stood opposite to him, but still remembered the old relationship and was soft-hearted. Just like in this life, he obviously did not hurt me, but I Be very vigilant and fearful of him.

"I never regarded you as someone who only existed in the past." The back of my hand became hot, and when I turned my head to look, it was actually Ren Min's hand covering it.I tried to pull it out, but he held it tighter instead.

"Ren Min, what are you doing?" I glared at him, but he looked calm and composed, which made me look too restless.The hand being held went numb for a while, and a feeling of disgust came from my stomach. I tried my best to break it with the other hand, and my kneeling body also straightened up.

Suddenly, there was a light knock on the door, Ren Min said "Come in", and then let go of my hand.

The door was opened, and two young girls in kimonos walked in with trays, and put down large and small plates in front of Ren Min and me.

I wiped my forehead and breathed a sigh of relief. I really hoped that the two waitresses would stay in the room longer. If Ren Min still behaves like this later, I really don't know if I will run away.

After the food was served, the waiter poured sake for us and left.As the door was gently pulled shut, my heart sank to the bottom.Thinking of the way Ren Min looked at me just now, I subconsciously moved back and put my hands under the table.

"Let's start, the things here are not bad, very fresh." Ren Min said to me with a smile, and then picked up the chopsticks.He ate very elegantly. The silver-clad ebony chopsticks picked up the bright red and plump salmon slices. While putting them in his mouth, he still kept his hand in front of his mouth, and then he chewed carefully with his mouth closed.

"Why don't you take it?" Ren Min suddenly looked up at me: "Don't worry, you didn't take the medicine, or have you changed your taste now?"

I shook my head in embarrassment, immediately picked up the chopsticks, picked up a small piece of tofu and put it in my mouth.The tofu is tender and fragrant, dipped in Japanese soy sauce, with a slight sweetness, it is really extraordinary.

The meal was silent, only Ren Min occasionally said a few words.I kept my head down the whole time, at most I answered Ren Min's question twice.Now I have only one thought in my head, finish this meal early, and then make it clear to Ren Min that I will never have any contact with each other in the future.

After finishing the cooking, I have already returned to my heart.But Ren Min still poured wine for me leisurely, without any intention of ending the show.

"Ah Zhen, are you still working as a reporter? Are you happy doing it? Have you realized your dream?" Ren Min asked me.

I forced a smile: "That's it, it's not good, and it's not too bad."

"I still remember your internship in college. The first press release you wrote was completely shot, and you didn't speak for a day after you came back." Ren Min's expression seemed to be nostalgic: "Later, you still took this path."

I lowered my head and looked at my twisted fingers: "These are all processes that must be experienced. At that time, I was too young and thought I had some talent. Now that I think about it, I am very grateful to the teacher who taught me at that time."

Ren Min drank a glass of wine, took out a book from behind, and handed it to me: "A gift for you."

I was slightly stunned, and took it after a while. I opened the book and flipped through it. It was full of newspaper clippings. The first page was the first article I published when I was an intern, a small piece no bigger than a palm.

I still remember how I felt at the time. I went to the newspaper office and bought several newspapers. One was pasted on the wall, the other was cut out for collection, and the other was given to the teacher who taught news writing. In the end, I was called to the office by the teacher a few days later. Point out the various problems in my small manuscript.

Going forward, page by page, article by article, the manuscript is getting longer and longer, and many things in it have been lost in my memory, and now I see it again, I am really moved.Especially those slightly naive manuscripts written in college.

"Maybe you would blame me for hating me at the time. Why did you suddenly break up with you, and then leave without looking back. I have no intention of defending, but what I want to say is that I have never forgotten you over the years, and I have never forgotten you. I've been watching you silently."

Ren Min's voice rang in my ears, his words were like a knife, engraved on my heart word by word.I don't want to remember, but I remember so clearly, even after he finished speaking, those words were still playing in my mind repeatedly: "I have never forgotten you... I have been silently paying attention to you... always... always... "

I thought that I was already invulnerable to all poisons, but it turns out that he is still my biggest weakness.