Emery

Autumn in Florence is very beautiful, especially in the Nickerson Manor where many flowers are planted. Those flowers are classified according to seasons, and the flowers that bloom in spring, summer, autumn and winter are divided into

Planted in a different area.

This morning, Lucy went to the garden to pick flowers, and she wanted to decorate those flowers in Rockcrest's room, because she believed that he would come back sooner or later.

Come.

Picking a large bouquet of dahlias, Lucy smiled as she looked at the purple bouquet, which she remembered Rockcrest liked very much.

Standing up, she held the flowers and wanted to go back, but the moment she turned around, she saw a handsome man standing not far away, looking at her against the sun.

Lucy felt her breathing stop at that moment, her eyes widened with joy, and her heart beat wildly.

The bouquet in her hand scattered all of a sudden and fell to the ground in a mess. Lucy lifted her skirt excitedly and rushed towards Rose.

Rose raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and hugged Lucy gently when she fell into his arms.

"Rockles, I knew you would come back." Lucy smiled happily, and she hugged Rose tightly.

Such a warm response is the most thorough and vivid expression of emotion. When Rose hugged her, he could clearly feel the girl's deep love for her.

love yourself.

But he couldn't feel Jamil's feelings, no matter how intimate they were, even when they were making love, he still couldn't feel Jamil's feelings.

Mir's heart.

Was Jamil hiding it too well?Or has he never experienced it carefully before?

"Lucy, can you listen to me tell a story?" Rose put his arms around Lucy's shoulder lightly, a wry smile appeared on the corner of Rose's mouth.

Lucy has never seen such a lost and lonely Rose. She opened her eyes wide in surprise, looked at Rose for a while, and smiled softly.

Come on, "Well, that's fine."

Rose was pulled by her to sit under a big tree, the lush canopy cast shade for them, he took a deep breath, and slowly said: "Yes

The story of Jamil and me begins 22 years ago. "

The surprise on Lucy's face became heavier. In addition to the surprise, a wry smile gradually climbed to the corner of her mouth. She lowered her head, not as excited as before.

"Rockes, you... have you recovered your memory?"

Ross smiled wryly and shook his head, "Actually, I have never lost my memory. I left everything that belongs to Ross Campbell in order to make peace with the past.

Make a break, make a deal with Jamie Hawke. "

"So... should I call you Ross?"

"Lucy, in front of you, I will always be Rockress Farman, but maybe I can't completely get rid of the identity of Ross Campbell, nor can I

Completely forget everything about the past. "

Hearing such an answer, Lucy frowned in confusion.

Rose lightly brushed the center of her brows, helped her smooth out the creases there, and said softly: "Lucy, I have a lot of knots in my heart, but no one can help you."

I untie it, are you willing to be the one who helps me untie my knot? "

Tears welled up in Lucy's eyes. She bit her lip, as if she didn't want to let those tears flow down easily. After a while, she pulled the corners of her mouth and said

: "If you untie it for you, you will leave?"

Ross smiled bitterly and scratched his head, "I am a very bad man, Jamil said, he said that I never disregarded his thoughts, but in fact

, maybe I don't care what everyone else thinks except me. "

Since childhood, he has always been domineering. For him, fists are power. In order to survive, he can do anything, even depriving others of their existence.

s right.

He never felt that he had done anything wrong, and he never wanted to change himself.

But Jamil, who has always been at the two extremes since he was a child, made him face up to whether his beliefs were completely correct for the first time.

Now that he has left the edge of life and death and no longer has to struggle to live, should he still only care about his own feelings?

Lucy sighed softly, she knew that if she still wanted to keep this man, she should act like a baby to him now and refuse to listen to his story.

But for some reason, she felt that she couldn't do it, and the image of that cold and beautiful Jamil appeared in her mind, that man who chased Luo

Si Shi's gaze was so intense that it even made her feel ashamed.

What happened between them, Lucy is very curious now.

She raised her head, wiped away her tears, and looked at Rose with a smile, "Tell me, if Jamil really loves you more than I do, then I'll let you go."

Rose was startled, and looked at her in surprise, "What did you say? Love?"

"Yeah, although I think you should be in love, but before I hear your story, I don't want to admit that you love him too."

Ross frowned, and Lucy said...they were in love?He never seemed to think about it, he didn't even think about it, what did he think of Jamil?

What kind of feelings do you have.

I used to do those things for him, as if I wanted him to forgive himself, because he is not the person who will apologize, so he can only do his best for Jamil

Some things, besides, he said he never regretted doing them.

But Jamil didn't want to forgive him, that kind of frustration made him feel very angry and disappointed, so he left Jamil, he wanted to make Jamil regret

.

Even when he chose to leave, he had already guessed the ending after that, Jamil would definitely come to him, he knew it very well.

Pretending to lose his memory is to avenge Jamil's cruelty to him.

He wanted Jamil to experience the pain of constant rejection and blows.

Does he love Jamil?He never thought about it.

Lucy was already urging him impatiently, "Hey, do you want to say it? You have aroused my curiosity, if you say no now

I will definitely be angry if I say it! "

Seeing Lucy's staring eyes deliberately pretending, Ross was slightly taken aback, then shook his head with a broken smile, and slowly began to say that he and Jamil knew each other

Bit by bit since then.

He hadn't thought about it carefully before, he never knew that he could remember everything with Jamil so clearly.

He didn't even forget the details like fighting for bread or medicinal materials. It turned out that the little angel had already given him a gift at such an early age.

left an indelible impression.

Ross didn't speak quickly. Although he had very clear memories, it was the first time that he said everything like this.

a feeling of.

Lucy had thought that it might be a thrilling story before, but she still didn't expect that the story would shock her so much

move.

She was surprised to hear them fight, she blushed when she heard them making love violently, she wanted to cry when she heard them torture each other,

She also felt aggrieved when she heard that they were separated like this.

Lucy couldn't imagine why Rose didn't realize such an obvious love?

Is it true that, as the world says, men are rational animals, and are they so clumsy and hopelessly emotional?

"I think Jamil should have understood his intentions." After Ross finished speaking, Lucy sighed softly.

Although I really don't want to admit it, but the fact is so clear in front of my eyes, not only are they in love, but their fate has long been deeply intertwined

The.

Maybe they were destined to be entangled forever since the battlefield of Emerai.

These two extreme people obviously hate each other, but they refuse to let go of each other. Even if they use hatred, they must remember each other deeply.

Such deep and intense feelings were beyond her imagination.

If she hadn't heard Rose say this with her own ears, she probably wouldn't have believed that the relationship between them was so deep.

Rose leaned his back against the tree trunk, frowned and asked, "Really?"

"Well, just because he knew he was in love with you, he was so proud and stubborn, so he didn't want to continue entangled with you who didn't seem to love him at all. Luo

Si, you are really too much of a man. "

"Am I going too far?"

"Yeah, you were the one who tied your lives together in the first place, but you gave up everything just talking to yourself; the first to hurt

He is also you, but you never apologized to him; and after he put aside his dignity to keep you, you asked him why he did this

! "

Lucy felt that she was going to go crazy, was such a vicious man really the Rockcrest she loved?Is it because she doesn't know Rockress yet,

Will he be deceived by his appearance?

Just thinking about what Ross did to Jamil if it happened to her, Lucy felt the hairs all over her body stand on end.

Ross scratched his head, a trace of suspicion appeared on his face, was Jamil angry at him for not apologizing?Are you mad that he didn't realize the fact that they were in love?

?

Is this kind of feeling really love?

Seeing his bewilderment and suspicion, Lucy sighed heavily, squinted at him and asked: "If there is another person, after you have done so many things for him

If you repeatedly disobey and defy you, what will you do? "

"Kill him." Rose replied without hesitation.

With an expression of being defeated by him, Yuxi said helplessly, "So, you are special to Jamil."

Ross still frowned, of course he knew that he was special to Jamil, but is this special love?

"If you love someone, you will pay so much for the other person, you will care about whether your efforts are rewarded, and you will feel that when the other person does not respond to you

Gotta be angry. "

After Lucy said this, she suddenly felt that she was doing the stupidest thing in the world. What the hell was she doing?Secretly helping her rival put Rose

snatch it?

Thinking of this, she stood up, stomped her feet, frowned and said, "Okay, I'm leaving, Rose, come and tell me after you think it over.

decide. "

The moment he ran away, Lucy saw a separate flower field in the distance. He remembered that Ross had been taking care of it himself before, but

Before he had time to sow, Rose went to the battlefield.

Lucy stopped in her tracks, pointed at the flower field and turned to Ross, "Hey, what kind of flowers did you plan to grow there?"

Rose glanced in the direction of her finger, then shook his head seemingly helplessly.

"Grow calamus." He replied.

The brilliance in Lucy's eyes dimmed, she looked at Rose, and said with some displeasure: "You idiot, shouldn't you say something casually at this time?

Flowers to lie to me? "

How could she not know the answer?Isn't it obvious that Rose would grow calamus?

That is the belief that Jamil gave him, and it is a relationship that he has insisted on so many that he cannot give up.

Ross just didn't realize that Jamil's influence on him had already penetrated into the depths of his soul, and his feelings for Jamil had long been out of control.

forgotten.

"Sorry, Lucy."

"Fool."

After Lucy left, Ross sat in the shade for a long time. He was lost in thought as he gazed at the flower field that was still empty.

Jamil said he wanted to look like calamus in the flower beds.

It turned out that he had fallen in love with Jamil a long time ago, so he was angry at him for always helping those incompetent refugees, so he thought about how to frustrate him all day long, so

After grabbing the bread, he still raped him, so when Emelai became a dead city, he insisted on forcing him to live with him.

It's just that the ignorant love in his youth has been hidden deep in his subconscious, and he never thought about going to the bottom of it. When he saw Jamil again, the person who tied him by his side

Thoughts are a way of expressing love.

He's just too domineering, and even love is full of possessiveness.

It turns out that they tortured each other for so many years because they didn't recognize their own feelings, and they just wanted to chase each other blindly, but they didn't expect that they just took each other

Fang and himself were covered in bruises.

Ross hugged his head with his hands. They were all too stubborn. They were so stubborn that they would not lose to their opponents. They were so stubborn that they wanted to force the other party to bow their heads first.

I can't see my true heart because of anger.

However, even when he recognized his feelings, he didn't think he could express them in a normal way.

Just like Jamil would rather kick him away, drive him away, and treat all the grievances as a kind of repayment, and never say he loves him.

Don't compromise even if you die, you will only use strength and anger to show your concern, even if you do anything, you must let the other party compromise first.

They are two such people.

Obviously they seem to be two extremes, but in their bones they are two very similar people.

But in such a love, it seems that one person is destined to give in first. Rose patted his head with some headaches, tilted his body,

Fell under the big tree.

He really didn't want to be the one who gave in. Although he hurt Jamil first, he has been tortured by Jamil all these years, just like Jamil.

According to Mill, they settled the matter.

But he also knew very well that this time, Jamil would not take the initiative to come to him again.

They were stuck in a dead end, and if he didn't turn around and walk out, Jamil would never walk in again, and the result of each other's holding on to each other was that they

It's really over between us.

He couldn't accept that result.

Those tortures and entanglements before can't just be treated as if they didn't happen, and the sincerity forced out by cheating death can't just be given up like this.

Rose suddenly understood, no matter how angry or unhappy, he never thought of ending with Jamil completely, even if he didn't understand that this is love, at least

At least he knew very well that he would not let go of that person again.

The winter of that year seems to have been very long. Everyone has been busy helping Admiral Greif to run for the president. They have been busy all winter.

In the end, Huangtian paid off, and the general was successfully elected.

After that, he was busy attending various celebrations. As Greif's favorite general, Jamil naturally had to show up everywhere.

After participating in such a series of activities, by the time he returned to Aymelai again, spring was almost over.

In the courtyard behind the city hall, the calamus has formed buds again, and it seems that it will bloom again in less than a month.

Jamil sat down on the wicker chair in the courtyard, raised his head and closed his eyes tiredly, the calamus was about to bloom again, but he didn't know where his faith had gone

where.

Maybe it was really too tired, he closed his eyes and fell asleep without knowing it.

When he fell asleep, he had a dream. In the dream, he returned to the Emerai battlefield a long time ago. Both he and Rose were still young.

He saw Rose standing in front of the abandoned flower bed, with his back to him, watering a watering can in his hand, he walked over curiously, and then looked

Arrived full of calamus flowers.

Purple flowers covered the entire flower bed, and if you look closely, the flower bed is gone, Emery is gone, and the kettle in Rose's hand is gone.

They stood in the sea of ​​calamus flowers all over the sky, his eyes widened in surprise.

Rose turned his head at this moment, and looked at him with his eyes narrowed with a smile. There was a deep tenderness in that smile, which was softer than the Rose he was familiar with.

too much.

"Jamil, I planted these calamus for you, do you like it?" Rose asked in the dream, with a charming smile on his mouth.

force.

In the dream, he was still shocked and forgot to answer.

"Jamil, you know what, I..."

Rose seemed to be still talking, but his hearing suddenly became very blurred, and he couldn't hear Rose's words clearly, not only that, but his vision also began to blur

Fuzzy, large drops of raindrops fell from the sky, but in a blink of an eye it turned into a downpour.

The sea of ​​calamus flowers was washed away by the heavy rain, and immediately disappeared, leaving only a vague shadow of Rose in front of him. That shadow struggled in the rain, and seemed to want to be with him.

what to say.

But he couldn't hear clearly, Rose became more and more blurred, he was very anxious, he reached out to grab Rose, but the hand he stretched out was in vain.

The raindrops on his face woke him up suddenly, his hands were still in the air, and the palpitations in his chest made him feel a little difficult to breathe.

The smiling Rose disappeared, and the sea of ​​irises in full bloom disappeared, leaving only the budding irises in front of my eyes, and the bigger and bigger ones, Emery's real

rain.

Jamil leaned down, put his arms on his knees and supported his forehead, closed his eyes but still couldn't help frowning, feeling a burning feeling in his heart

The pain kept coming, a constant pain that even the cold rain couldn't quench.

It has been half a year, and this kind of pain always haunts him when he is quiet, just like every time he accidentally falls asleep, Rose always

to harass him.

He thought it would not hurt him to drive that person away, but it turned out that he underestimated the influence that person had on him, and also overestimated his own endurance.

I don't know how long this kind of pain will last. The only thing that is clear is that time may not be able to dilute this pain of loss, just like before, time rushed

Don't lighten his hatred and regret the same.

At the same time, in the city government building, by the window of the office overlooking the courtyard, a hand on the window was tightly clenched into a fist.

"Uh, major general, are you still not going down? Since you left, the governor has been like this from time to time, I can't bear to watch it anymore."

Sherlock wiped the corners of his eyes with a handkerchief, and made an exaggerated look of pity.

Cliff sighed softly. Although he didn't speak, he looked at Rose with condemnation.

Natasha had already prepared the umbrella and waited for Rose to take it from her, then rushed downstairs.

"Do you all think that I am the one who is wrong?" Ross suddenly turned his head, frowning and asked in displeasure.

Since he came back here two hours ago, these three people in front of him kept whispering in his ears about his cruelty, and kept saying that he hurt Jamil

.

Shit!Why is everyone blaming him?Is it because he looks stronger than Jamil?

Sitting on the reception sofa and drinking tea leisurely, Gao Xiu who came with Rose said coolly at this moment: "If it was Jamil before

If you come out of the basement holding you unconscious, maybe everyone's attitude will change. "

"Could it be because I fucked him that I'm going to..."

"That's right." Gao Xiu decisively interrupted what he hadn't finished speaking. This guy really doesn't change his domineering and bad personality, and he eats him up.

Oh, but you still refuse to bow your head and admit your mistake?

How can there be such a hateful man in the world?He really felt sorry for Jamil...

Rose was suffocated by Gao Xiu's words, walked up to Natasha angrily, grabbed the umbrella, turned around and rushed out.

Sherlock looked at his back worriedly, and murmured, "Governor Gao Xiu, is the major general really okay? I'm really worried..."

"Don't worry, he just needs someone to kick his ass in the back." Gao Xiu shrugged, with a sly smile on his face.

Natasha sighed softly, turned her head to look at him, and said helplessly, "Governor Gao Xiu, don't you really need to go back to Verona now?

You have seen enough theaters here, I am worried that once the major general and the governor reconcile, you will be too hungry to walk around. "

Gao Xiu put on an innocent look, blinked his eyes, "Go back? Ross begged me to accompany him, if I leave him now and go back

, isn't that too unkind? "

Natasha looked at him looking determined, and shook her head helplessly, well, anyway, it's not her who will be unlucky in the end, she doesn't care.

"Ah, the Major General has appeared!" Sherlock, who was leaning on the window, suddenly let out a cry of surprise.

In an instant, the four people in the room all turned into postures leaning against the window.

In the courtyard, Jamil, who was holding his head, was feeling the masochistic cold comfort of rainwater on his body, surrounded by the rustling sound of rainwater, melting into

The noise created a different kind of silence.

Then suddenly, the rain stopped falling on me, but the sound of the rain did not stop.

Jamil opened his eyes in surprise, and what he saw was a pair of well-polished black military boots. The knee height made those calves look unusually slender.

long.

The line of sight moved up unconsciously, and the dark black military uniform gradually appeared in front of his eyes, and the body wrapped in the military uniform could feel the force from the outside.

The man wore a badge representing military merit on his chest, and the epaulets on his shoulders showed that he was a major general.

Jamil's eyes stopped on the man's neck, and he didn't want to move up.

This all-too-familiar attire made him feel like he had accidentally entered a dream again.

But now he doesn't want to see that person, not even in his dream.

Jamil stood up, bowed his head and tried to go around the other party, but was grabbed by the arm. He was surprised that the contact in the dream could be so real.

"Jamil, I..." A familiar voice sounded very close, with a hint of hesitation and struggle, and the voice that always seemed gentle in the dream

not the same.

"I'm back." After a while, the voice finally uttered the words, and the hand that grabbed his arm exerted a lot of strength, which made his arm a little bit tight.

pain.

Jamil didn't move, it was the first time he had such a dream, he came back?What is he still doing?

Thinking dully in his mind, his body was suddenly pulled over, his broad and warm chest took him in the next second, and the umbrella fell to the ground.

Emery's rain fell on them again.

Jamil opened his eyes a little bit. In his field of vision, a lot of gray hair tails fluttered gently in the wind and rain, gently brushing his cheeks from time to time.

.

"Jamil, I'm back." Rose's voice sounded again, with many complex emotions, emotion, distress, relief, and many more

else.

His hug was tight, and their bodies were tightly pressed together. The hands imprisoned behind his back seemed to be made of iron, almost rubbing him into his body.

, fully integrated with each other.

Jamil felt his head hurt a little, he thought he must be too tired recently to have such absurd dream, he pushed Ross away hard, this time,

Finally saw the other person's face clearly.

That was indeed Rose, unchanged at all except that his hair was a little longer than before, and those pale gray eyes were now looking at him in surprise.

His handsome face was slightly stiff, and his arms were still in the posture of being pushed away by him.

"Bastard Rose, why are you here again, get the hell out of here." With a sullen face, Jamil finished cursing angrily, turned around and brushed Rose's shoulder, and walked away

.

He needs to wake up quickly, he doesn't want to see Rose in his dream, that real feeling makes him feel like going crazy every time.

Ross gritted his teeth and turned his head. Damn it, this bastard is like this every time we meet, can't he just listen to himself quietly!

Damn it, thanks to his hard thinking, he didn't think of how to tell him, and now his feelings of confession have been completely ruined by his words!damn it

Why are you so humble!

After thinking angrily, Ross grabbed Jamil's shoulders and was about to yell at him, when the man in his hand's legs went limp and fell straight down

.

"Hey! Jamil!" Rose's eyes widened, and he hugged the limp man on the ground, and then he was shocked to find that he had lost consciousness.

Not only did he lose consciousness, his skin was actually hot when it touched Ross!

"Shit! Jamil, you are the real bastard!" Rose roared, picked up the man and rushed into the city hall building.