happy night

Nian Ting was in a good mood when he came home, but as soon as he walked into his bedroom, he felt something was wrong. If he really said what was wrong, he couldn't tell, but he just vaguely felt that the room today was different from usual.

"Chenfei, Chenfei?" He tentatively called twice, and then took a few steps forward. There was no one in the room, but the window was open, and the curtains were blown up by the wind. There is an apple core and circles of peels. Chen Fei obviously ate apples here, but Nianting felt that something was missing.

"Did you go back to the study to play with the computer again?" Nian Ting asked secretly, and started to go up to the third floor to have a look, but when he reached the door, his steps suddenly stopped, and he was stunned for a few seconds. Afterwards, he turned his head back again, his eyes turned to the table, and his pupils dilated instantly. He thought he finally knew what was missing.

It is obviously illogical to have the peel of the apple but not the paring knife.When his thoughts came to this point, Nian Ting realized what was causing the abnormal aura in the room today.

Quickly ran to the bathroom, the door was locked from the inside, Nian Ting knocked hard twice, and shouted loudly: "Chenfei! Chenfei, please open the door!" Why didn't he notice it earlier?The room clearly smelled of blood. Although it was very faint, a person like him who has been dealing with guns all year round should be sensitive to the smell of blood, but until this moment, he had just reacted.

Chen Fei was lying in the bathtub, it was only 10 minutes since he cut his wrist, but he couldn't exert any strength at all, there were countless red threads floating in the water in the bathtub, his consciousness was wandering, he vaguely heard the words Ting's voice, so far away yet so near.

Then there was a loud noise, as if the glass was smashed with a hammer, Chen Fei wanted to open his eyes to see what was going on, but his eyelids were as heavy as lead, even though he tried hard, But still can't open it.

"Chenfei, Chenfei!" Suddenly there was an urgent call in his ear, Chenfei felt his body leave the water a little bit, he fantasized that he was a fish, leaving the water probably meant that he was about to die, right?

Bitterly touched the corner of his lower lip, a tear slipped down the corner of his eye, Nian Ting's voice was still in his ear, calling his name over and over again hastily.

"Call an ambulance, hurry up!" Nian Ting hugged Chen Fei in his arms, Chen Fei's face was so pale, it made people subconsciously feel a little fear, as if this person was really dying.

Leaning on Nian Ting's chest, Chen Fei felt the other party's tension, and he suddenly smiled contentedly.Enough is enough, if Rong Nianting can be so nervous about him once before he dies, he will have no regrets in this life.

At this moment, Chen Fei really knew that Nian Ting's love for him was true, but even if it was true, he couldn't bear it.

Stretching out his hand with all his strength, he grabbed Nian Ting's arm. Chen Fei opened his mouth slightly, and his lips could not stop moving. Nian Ting knew that he wanted to speak, so he put his ear close to him, and only then heard Chen Fei's weak breath. He said intermittently: "I understand, what you did, but it's still...unable, forgive me." The words fell, and the hands dropped heavily.

"Chen Fei—" Accompanied by a miserable cry, Nian Ting rushed downstairs with Chen Fei in his arms.The honking of the ambulance was endless, and the doctors and nurses in the car were doing emergency bandages for him. Nian Ting saw that Chen Fei was wet all over, and his wrists were even more horrible. At that moment, he was used to seeing life and death, and he felt unbearable. Read on.

According to the doctor in the ambulance, Chen Fei's condition doesn't seem to be good.As soon as he arrived at the hospital, Chen Fei was pushed into the operating room by the emergency lathe.

Looking at the red light outside the operating room, at that moment, Nian Ting felt his hands trembling, and his heart felt as if he had been stabbed thousands of times.

Taking a deep breath, he took out his mobile phone and finally dialed Yin Muyang's number.The other party seemed to be very surprised why he would call himself at this time, but Nian Ting was silent for a long time, and then he mustered up the courage to say: "Come to Ruijin Hospital, Chen Fei..." bit hard Biting his lower lip, he continued, "He committed suicide by cutting his wrist just now."

There was a "bang" sound, it should be that the phone fell to the ground, Nian Ting's hand holding the phone trembled again, but he still didn't hang up the phone, the line is still connected, presumably there is nothing wrong with the phone.He waited quietly, and it didn't take long before Mu Yang's voice came from the phone again.

Gritting his teeth, as if he wanted to cut him into pieces, Mu Yang said: "Rong Nianting, you bastard!" Then he hung up the phone.

Nian Ting looked at the screensaver that suddenly lit up on the phone screen, knowing that Mu Yang had rushed over.

When he looked up again, he found that the red light was extremely dazzling, but Ke Nianting kept staring at the red warning light with a bit of masochism, and then his eyes were all red, as if the whole world was stained with blood.

Mu Yang arrived about half an hour later, and Lan Yiling was still following behind him.At that time, Chen Fei was still in the operating room, and Nian Ting saw Mu Yang running over, so he stood up and took two steps forward.

Mu Yang's left leg was injured, and his running posture was a bit awkward, but he was so impatient that he couldn't care less about his minor injuries and pains.

When he came to stand in front of Rong Nianting, Mu Yang's eyes were full of unconcealable anger. Nian Ting looked at him quietly, only then did he realize that a man with a feminine appearance like Yin Muyang can also show such a charming look. fearful eyes.

"Chen Fei, he..." Nian Ting just wanted to speak, and Mu Yang's fist quickly swung over. Under such circumstances, if he wanted to hide, there was still time, but Nian Ting didn't, he just stood motionless in the original place On the ground, Ren Muyang's fist greeted his cheek.

Mu Yang's strike was extremely ruthless, that punch knocked Nian Ting to the ground, half of his face was swollen.Standing up with one hand, Nian Ting wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand, and then whispered, "I really should be hit."

"What did you promise me?" Looking down at Nian Ting, Mu Yang stepped on Nian Ting's abdomen and raised his voice: "When I handed Chen Fei over to you, I hoped that you could help him save him, but What have you done now? You can force him to commit suicide! If a person like Chen Fei was not really desperate for life, how could he choose to commit suicide? "

He yelled so loudly that he attracted other nurses. Seeing the two of them raised their hands, the nurses were too frightened to come forward to persuade them. At that time, a male doctor passed by. Seeing the situation, they came over Said: "This is a hospital. Loud noises are not allowed, let alone fighting. If you don't stop fighting, then I will have to call someone to drive you away."

With a long sigh, Mu Yang slowly stabilized his emotions, and took away the foot that was on Nian Ting's stomach. He still looked at the person on the ground indifferently, and finally said in a cold tone: "Come out with me , I have something to ask you."

Afterwards, Yi Ling stayed in front of the operating room and waited, while Nian Ting followed Mu Yang out of the hospital.

Restraining his emotions as much as possible, Mu Yang advised himself countless times not to be impulsive. He didn't want to draw a gun and kill Rong Nianting because of losing control of his emotions in such a public place. He knew very well that if he did that, the consequences would be serious.

Deliberately lowering his voice, Mu Yang asked Nian Ting with a cold face, "Why did Chen Fei cut his wrist?"

Nian Ting pursed his lips and didn't answer immediately. In fact, he could probably guess the reason why Chen Fei committed suicide. It should be to pay off the debt, right?It's just that he still has a lot of things he hasn't figured out.

Looking back now, Nian Ting realizes that Chen Fei seems to have been planning this suicide long ago, but they have gotten along very well recently, why on earth did Chen Fei choose such an extreme method so resolutely to commit suicide? Settle the grievances between them?

Mu Yang waited for a while, but when he didn't hear Nian Ting's utterance, he became a little impatient, "I ask you why Chen Fei cut his wrist and committed suicide?"

As soon as his voice raised, Nian Ting finally came back to his senses, "I think the reason why he committed suicide was because he wanted to pay back what he owed me."

"What on earth did you tell him to make him have such thoughts? I promised to pay you my life, isn't it enough?" At this point, Mu Yang's attitude changed, and his eyes became more sinister, " Now I won’t give you anything, you can kill me if you want, just rely on your own ability to take my life, but before that, you should pray that Chen Fei is okay, otherwise I promise you will die before me .”

He turned around, not intending to say anything to Rong Nianting.But just as he walked up the stairs, he suddenly heard Nian Ting's voice from behind him, "You may not believe me, but I really love him." He paused, and met Mu Yang's gaze, Then he followed up with another sentence, "If Chen Fei is dead, you don't need to kill me, I will give my life to you." After saying that, he turned his back and left without looking back.

After returning home, Nian Ting locked himself in the room, the bathroom floor was horrible, not to mention many pieces of broken glass, and there was blood dripping everywhere.

The light red water in the bathtub had already cooled down, and now it was exuding a very faint smell of blood.Nian Ting walked to the bathtub, bent down to pick up the fruit knife that fell on the ground, the blade was stained with blood that had already solidified, he stroked it with his fingertips, feeling unspeakably sore in his heart.

That noon, he was sitting on the edge of the bathtub like that, holding a fruit knife in one hand, and soaking in the blood-stained water with the other, alone in a daze, his mind was full of Chen Fei's face and his last words .

Unknowingly, his eyes were red, and he put the fruit knife on his wrist, and he gestured, thinking that Chen Fei should have done it like this at that time.

About two hours later, he finally walked out of the room. Yuan Hai was waiting outside the door. Seeing Nian Ting's tired expression, he asked worriedly, "Master, are you alright?"

Nian Ting shook his head and ordered: "Have someone clean my room." After saying that, he walked past Yuan Hai and went to the third floor by himself.

The study is where Chen Fei stayed before his death, Nian Ting thought: If Chen Fei really committed suicide premeditatedly, then at least he would leave something behind.

But when he found the electronic version of the suicide note that was maximized on the computer that was not turned off, he realized how scared he was.

Chen Fei wrote a long paragraph, which explained a lot of his thoughts, some of which Nian Ting knew long ago, and some of which he had never heard Chen Fei mention. He read it line by line, and every word he read He felt his heart twitch violently, and he could even imagine Chen Fei's mood when he wrote this suicide note.

"Nian Ting, when you read this suicide note, I must have died, right? I am very sad to write this letter to you, but I feel that before I leave, I should leave you something , sorry, there is no precious farewell gift, only a little heartfelt words belonging to Yin Chenfei.

I don't think you can understand why I committed suicide. Actually, the reason is not that complicated. It's just that I accidentally overheard your call with someone else. I know that you have never forgiven me in your heart. It's a very simple reason. So I also decided to use the most direct way to atone for my sins. Unfortunately, I only have one life, but this is already all I have. If I pay you with my life, I will not owe you any more in the future. This is very good, isn't it?

It's just that there are some things that I still think I should tell you, otherwise I won't have the chance to say them again.Nian Ting, you are really amazing, you know that?You made me, who never believed in love, have real feelings for you. No one ever made me want to spend the rest of my life with him. Even when Ah Ce was still alive, I never thought about being with him forever. With you, I want to be serious about my relationship.

I fell in love with you before you gave me heroin, don't you know?I struggled at that time, but I have to admit that I missed you very much when you were not around, but the incident of forced injection of drugs hit me too hard, and I fell into a state of hatred for a while. I couldn't extricate myself from it, the hatred was greater than the love at that time, but when I wrote this text, I suddenly discovered that if there is no such deep love, how can there be such deep hatred?So at the end of the day, I still love you, right?

I have never dared to face and admit my feelings for you, but at this moment, I suddenly let go of it. It turns out that when a person is on the verge of death, I don't think too much about it, I just want to leave without regret.

So I tell you all my thoughts, I love you, but because I love you, I feel hurt even more, and I can't forgive you.I don’t know how much you listened to what I said to you that night. You are not the only one who was hurt. You have also done many things that hurt me. I don’t think I was wrong when I said this sentence.

That's about all I want to say. In the future, there will be no more Yin Chenfei in this world. I have given my life to you. I hope you will not hurt my family again. This is my last Require. "

The inscription is "Chenfei".

Nian Ting stretched out his fingers and gently touched the last name on the screen, tears kept rolling in his eyes, he didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment.Chen Fei's frowns and smiles appeared in front of his eyes, and he quickly covered his mouth to prevent himself from crying.

Slowly moving the mouse to the fork in the upper right corner, Nian Ting pressed the left button vigorously. He originally thought that maybe only by not facing the suicide note can he calm down.But he never expected that when he closed the word document, the desktop he saw was no longer the one he used before.

The desktop at this moment is a lovely beige grid pattern, with shortcut icons neatly arranged on the left half, and on the blank area on the right, there are two lines of words written in pink fonts: "Heaven opened The biggest joke I made was to make Yin Chenfei fall in love with Rong Nianting."

Finally, tears fell, and the salty liquid slid down his face, expressing the pain and regret in Nian Ting's heart.