purple double bed

Not long after Rong Zi left, Yan Shu fell ill. Yan Jing and Yan Ru sent his father to a private hospital in the suburbs, where the environment was good and there were not many acquaintances, so that his father could recuperate with peace of mind.

The root causes of illnesses accumulated over the years of overwork are surging out like a flood. In addition to Parkinson's, uncontrollable high blood pressure, my father actually has a serious heart disease.The operation to put the stent is too difficult and the risk is high. He has been using drugs to control it all these years, but he actually insisted on not letting anyone know.

Looking at his father's white hair on his temples, and seeing him silently holding his chest and enduring the pain on the hospital bed, Yan Jing felt as if a thorn was stuck in his throat, unable to speak.

He remembered that afternoon, in the hospital ward, Yan Shu gently patted the back of his hand and said, "It's okay, you're fine."

The Yan family has hereditary heart disease. Father, cousin, Yan Xu, and even Yan Ru all have heart problems to varying degrees, but Yan Jing is fine. Listening to his father's words, Yan Jing doesn't know what to do. What kind of expression do you make?

He wished he had a heart attack and died, and it would be better than trying to put on a smile every day, pretending to be okay.

Time flies.

Yan Jing returned to the life of a person when he was alone in Australia. He got up early and went to work every day, and left work on time. After returning home, he would cook dinner alone in the kitchen. Young people listened to the music on roller skates and looked cheerful.

This kind of life is very regular, but very lonely.

Ever since Rong Zi left, he always felt empty in his heart as if something had been taken away. Sometimes when he talked to Diandian at home, Diandian could only meow if he couldn't understand, but in Yan Jing's heart, he could Hear your own echo.

Yan Ru married suddenly not long after.

The target is a colleague from their company, who looks ordinary but has a gentle temper. The key is to treat Yan Ru very well.It is not easy for a 40-year-old woman like her to find such a partner.Maybe Yan Ru didn't have love for him, but she was tired after being alone for too long, and always needed a shoulder to support her, so she let go of the burden of the past and accepted the man's marriage proposal.

The wedding was very simple. I found a restaurant and booked a few tables. Besides her company colleagues, I also invited many friends of my father. Ouyang Shuo and Bai Shaobo came to congratulate me personally. Liu Zhigang said they were too busy to come. He only asked someone to send a congratulatory gift, and as for Rong Zi... it is even more impossible to attend this kind of wedding banquet.

Knowing this, Yan Jing still involuntarily glanced around the crowd, did not see the young man he was looking forward to, and was not too disappointed, but felt that he was quite funny.

I heard that he left here after graduation and went to work in other places, working in an Internet company.He is enthusiastic, down-to-earth and talented, and is appreciated by his boss. He was promoted in just one year.

That's all I've heard about him.

On the day of the wedding, Yan Jing was the best man for her sister. She put on a white suit and looked very chic with a smile. Yan Shu sat in the first place and watched Yan Jing accompany her sister on the red carpet. His wrinkled face was also rare. Put on a smile.

Halfway through the red carpet, Yan Jing handed her sister to the man who was waiting there, and said with a smile, "From now on, treat her well." The man nodded solemnly: "I will." Then he pulled Yan away. Ru's hand, went to the godfather to swear an oath.

Listening to the godfather began to say "Whether poor or rich, regardless of health or disease, I will always be by his side and never leave..."

The scene from many years ago suddenly came back to my mind.

Many years ago, it was such a lively wedding. The 26-year-old Yan Ru was in the best years of a woman's life. On the day she got married, she wore a snow-white wedding dress, with a dazzling happy smile on her face. She held Rong Yucheng's arm, It's like holding the whole world.

Today, the 40-year-old Yan Ru put on a white wedding dress for the second time, and walked across the red carpet to recite the oath for the second time, but her face no longer had the bright and moving smile that she had back then.

A lot of things are missed and never have a chance to make up.

At the beginning of the banquet, Yan Jing sat at the same table with his parents. Yan Ru and her husband came over to toast. Yan Shu's condition became more and more difficult to control. There was a big red envelope on the plate, and he said with a smile: "Your marriage is hard-won, you must know how to cherish it." Then, he took a glass of wine and drank it down, "I wish you a harmonious husband and wife, and grow old together."

Yan Ru leaned down and hugged her father, choked up and said, "Thank you, Dad."

The couple went to another table to toast, Yan Jing put food in his father's bowl, and said with a smile: "Sister and wife are very nice, I think my sister's arrogant temper can only be controlled by a gentle man like brother-in-law." live."

Yan Shu nodded and said, "What about you?"

Yan Jing was stunned for a moment, "What am I?" He quickly realized what he meant, hurriedly avoided his gaze, lowered his head and pretended to be gnawing on the ribs as if nothing had happened, "I, I'm not in a hurry, I haven't met a suitable one. "

Yan Shu didn't ask too much, just said lightly: "Whenever you meet the right one, bring it to me to see."

"Well, let's talk about it later." Yan Jing prevaricated vaguely.

Perhaps it was because Yan Jing looked so charming in a white suit at the wedding that day. After his sister’s wedding, suddenly many relatives and friends introduced Yan Jing’s girlfriend around the bush, and many unmarried women asked about his preferences. Maybe they thought Yan Jingnian After thirty, I finally became sensible, calmed down, and realized that marrying a woman is the right way.

Yan Jing was annoyed by all kinds of harassing text messages, and many of them were elders, so it was hard to refuse directly, so he could only greet them with a smile and play Tai Chi with them.Dealing with these people every day is really tiring.

This afternoon, when I went to school for class, I happened to meet Zhu Sha walking down from the building of the Academic Affairs Office. Yan Jing stopped and heard her frowning on the phone: "Okay, okay, don't rush me?! I I know my own business well!"

Seeing that Zhu Sha's high-heeled shoes were about to step on the ground when Zhu Sha was walking angrily, Yan Jing couldn't help but asked with a smile: "What's wrong, Mr. Zhu? You're so angry." Zhu Sha rolled her eyelids: "My mother forced me to marry."

Miejue Shitai was also forced to marry?Yan Jing found it incredible.

The two went to the school cafeteria to eat and talk, and it was only then that Yan Jing found out that Zhu Sha had a boyfriend before, who was her classmate in college, and later that man went abroad for further studies, and they agreed to get married after returning to China, but the two gradually lost contact. The family thought that the man was treacherous, so they didn't let Zhu Sha wait any longer, and tried every means to force her to marry, but Zhu Sha insisted stubbornly.

Yan Jing thought she was stupid.Just like the young man who once stubbornly said "I will wait for you", knowing that there is a dead end in front of him, he still tries his best to drill into it.

Looking at the tired but still proud woman in front of him, Yan Jing suddenly felt bitter, turned his head to look out the window, and said flatly, "Why don't we cooperate."

The two had a common purpose, and an agreement was quickly reached.

The parents who deceived both parties are actually very simple, just introduce "this is my boyfriend and girlfriend", and then take them home to meet. Yan Jing accompanied Zhu Sha to her hometown, and Zhu Sha accompanied Yan Jing again. When I went to the hospital and met Yan Shu, both families suddenly settled down. Those who forced marriages and those who introduced girlfriends were easily suppressed.

The elders on both sides happily thought that they were really a couple, but they didn't know that the two rarely called each other, and only sent text messages to discuss countermeasures when their parents summoned them.Sometimes looking at the smile in his father's eyes, and really treating Zhu Sha as the daughter-in-law of the Yan family, Yan Jing felt a chill in his heart.However, his father didn't have much time, so he could feel at ease before he died. As a son, he had done a little bit of filial piety.

That afternoon, I went to the hospital to visit Yan Shu. On the way back, Zhu Sha suddenly said, "He called me the day before yesterday and said he would be back by the end of next year, and I will trouble you to deal with my parents for a while this year." Yan Jing nodded, "no problem."

Zhu Sha looked at Yan Jing sideways and asked, "I wonder if you have any suitors who would be jealous of me? I don't want to be treated as cannon fodder." Yan Jing smiled slightly and said, "No, I'm alone."

Zhu Sha looked at his smile for a long time, finally turned her head away and sighed softly.Yan Jing didn't know what she was sighing, but felt that this woman's temperament was so unpredictable.

A year passed quickly, Yan Ru was pregnant with twins, and the whole family was overjoyed, especially Yan Shu, who smiled and squinted his eyes when he saw the report on the B-ultrasound examination sheet that the two fetuses were developing normally.The brother-in-law really loves Yan Ru, so he suggested that his son should be named after him, and his daughter should be named after Yan Ru. Yan Ru asked Yan Jing to help him think of names. of.

Opened QQ and found that Zha Wu among netizens happened to be online, so Yan Jing couldn't help knocking him.

[Yan]: Where is Xiaocha?

[No such person found]: Well, is there something wrong?

[Yan]: My sister is going to have a baby. I've been thinking hard these days, and I've thought of a few names. Please give me some advice.

[No such person found]: What names, show me?

[Yan]: Yan An, Yan Su, Yan Ningning, Yan Tingting, uh, which one do you think is better?

[No such person found]: ...

[Yan]: What, do you think I'm vulgar?

[No such person found]: Nothing new.

[Yan]: But girls' names are almost taken out, and there are duplicate names everywhere, and I can't think of any good ones.How about you give me an idea?

[There is no such person]: How about calling it Xiao Nian? Nian can be interpreted as commemoration, and Xiao Nian can read it easily. What do you think?

Yan Jing tilted his head and thought for a while, sister and brother-in-law's happiness is hard-won, Xiao Nian, commemorating their hard-won happiness is very interesting.After his explanation, he really felt that the name "Xiao Nian" became easier to pronounce the more he pronounced it.

So I sent a big hug

[Yan]: Thank you.

[No such person found]: You're welcome.

He didn't talk anymore, Yan Jing was idle and bored, so he opened the chat history to see, in the past two years, he has been in contact with this netizen named Cha Wuren almost all the time, and he is used to talking to him when he has any concerns.

In the past, I was used to being alone, and I would post on the blog when I had something on my mind, but since I met this netizen, Yan Jing chatted with him for a long time, and for no reason, I developed a strange sense of intimacy, as if this young man in his early twenties People are like his closest friends.

In addition, across the Internet, I don't know the identity of the other party, and I only use QQ to contact, so I don't have to worry about the other party knowing my real background, and I feel a little less stressed.Many things that I don't want to say to the people around me can be easily typed in front of the computer.

"Xiaocha, my sister got married today. My dad suddenly asked me when I was getting married. I didn't know how to answer. Hey, why do elders always worry about their children's marriage?"

"Xiaocha, a lot of people have introduced me to girlfriends these days. It's so annoying that I want to change my phone number."

"Xiao Zha, I found a fake girlfriend and successfully tricked my dad."

"Little Cha..."

In almost every conversation, I knocked on him first, and Xiaocha Xiaocha called him very kindly, like a good friend I had known for a long time, but in fact, it was just a netizen I met by chance.

Before, she hadn't realized that she would be so dependent on a stranger. Now when she looked through the chat records, Yan Jing was shocked suddenly, and the hairs on her back were covered with shivers.If I chat with someone all day like this, the other party may think that this uncle's nagging is very annoying.

[Yan]: By the way, are you busy with work?

Will this bother him?

Yan Jing sent this message, anxiously waiting for the other party's reply.

After waiting for a long time, there was no response of a single word.

His avatar is clearly on... Are you really annoyed?

Yan Jing pulled a smile from the corner of his mouth, and closed the chat window. He felt that it was a little too much. He harassed a strange netizen like this all day, nagging him endlessly. Maybe he didn't want to hear your messy thoughts at all.

However, it is too lonely.A person stays in an empty room, except for the sound of his own footsteps, it is the meowing of a kitten.When I am bored, I want to chat with someone. On QQ, besides the acquaintances around me, he is the only netizen who can chat.

I come back here after get off work every day, and when I see the double bed covered with purple sheets in the bedroom, I can't help but think of that person.

I once hugged myself presumptuously on this bed, and once stayed by the bed all night.The room seemed to be full of his breath, ever since he left, Yan Jing even had a feeling of suffocation when he entered the bedroom.

Purple always reminded him of the young man with the word "purple" in his name.

Later, I couldn't sleep, so I changed all the sheets and curtains to white, and even replaced the carpet with new ones. I thought it would be better, but I still couldn't fall asleep on time. No matter how hard I tried to forget, I still couldn't ignore the memory. Rong Zi felt a sharp pain in his heart when he was being pulled.

When I wake up in the middle of the night, I always recall the scenes of getting along with each other back then.Rong Zi who walked with a smile on his back, Rong Zi who came to repair his computer panting in hot weather, Rong Zi who stayed by his side all night when he had a fever, Rong Zi who studied cooking hard for him, stubbornly said I Rong Zi who will wait for you...

When Rong Zi was young, his intention to protect him and wait for him with weak strength was so pure and sincere.

In this life, no one will love him like Rong Zi did back then.