purple double bed

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Yan Jing arrived at the inpatient department of cardiothoracic surgery on time. Compared with the deserted psychology department, this place is obviously much busier.Because Bai Jiansheng and Yan Shu are both cardiovascular experts, Shixin Hospital's cardiovascular-related departments are the most famous and have the most patients, and even many patients from other places come here especially.

A group of nurses in the corridor were checking the doctor's order, Yan Jing bypassed them and went directly to the doctor's office.In the office, several doctors are writing medical records on the computer.Yan Jing knocked on the door with his fingers and said, "Is Dr. Chen in?"

A young man turned his head and saw the other party wearing a white coat, he couldn't help but froze for a moment, "Who are you?"

Yan Jing said lightly: "The doctor who came to consult with the psychology department is named Yan."

The young man suddenly realized, stood up immediately, and shook hands with Yan Jing enthusiastically: "Hello, Dr. Yan, the patient has gone for a checkup and hasn't come back yet. Let me tell you about his condition first."

Yan Jingting nodded, and followed him to the office next door.Dr. Chen took the medical records and handed them to Yan Jing, and said in a low voice: "Yan Xu, a 28-year-old male, has a history of heart disease for more than ten years. His father died of a heart attack ten years ago. He has been living in City A all these years. The People’s Hospital of the People’s Republic of China is carrying out regular drug treatment, and this time I came to City B on a business trip, just happened to encounter a typhoon the day before yesterday, fainted on the side of the street, and was sent to our hospital by ambulance.”

Yan Jing looked through the medical records, turned to the most recent angiography, looked up and asked, "Are you planning to perform heart artery bypass surgery on him?"

"Yes, the surgical plan has been drawn up, and Professor Bai Jiansheng will be the chief surgeon. But the patient refused to accept the surgical treatment, so his family members hope that the doctors in the psychology department can help."

Yan Jing nodded, "I understand."

At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door, and a nurse's voice came from outside: "Dr. Chen, the patient in bed 5 is back."

"Understood." Doctor Chen smiled and said to Yan Jing, "He's back, let's go and have a look together, or should you go alone?"

Yan Jing stood up, "I'll go alone, it's not convenient for many people to be present because of psychological problems."

"Okay, then trouble you."

"You're welcome."

Yan Jing found 5 beds, opened the door and entered, this is a single VIP ward, as clean and tidy as a hotel, there is a TV on the TV cabinet against the wall, and a large bouquet of flowers and fruit baskets beside the TV, it should be his Sent by family members when visiting patients.

The back view of the man bent over to make the bed looks very tall, wearing a slim shirt and trousers, he has a good figure.When he heard the door knock, he turned around. The combination of deep eyes and high nose bridge made his facial features look very delicate.

After seeing Yan Jing, he was obviously a little surprised.

The man in the white coat in front of him didn't have any expression on his face. Under the refraction of the light, the outline was slightly soft, but at this moment, because of the tense lines of the face, he looked cold and thin.He pursed his lips tightly and didn't say a word.

The awkward silence lasted for a long time before the man tentatively asked, "Ah Jing?"

The simple two words made Yan Jing's back instantly stiff, and the fingertips holding the medical record trembled. If he hadn't had great self-control, he might have made the embarrassing gesture of dropping the medical record in front of the other party. .

Not seen for many years, he has matured a lot.

The young and warm boy in memory is now a calm and capable man.

But it also seemed very strange.

Yan Jing never thought that he would meet Rong Yuming in such a situation, took a few deep breaths, and then Yan Jing tried to maintain a calm look, and said slowly: "Hello, I am a doctor from the psychology department. Tell me why you don't want to have surgery?"

Rong Yuming ignored his introduction and asked stubbornly, "Ah Jing, when did you return to China? Do you work here?"

Yan Jing said with no expression on his face: "Please call me Dr. Yan, and please cooperate and answer my questions."

Rong Yuming fell silent, but kept looking at Yan Jing with complicated eyes.

At this time, the door of the bathroom suddenly opened, and a thin man came out, wearing a plaid hospital gown, his face was a little pale, he looked very gentle, although he was not handsome, his facial features gave off a comfortable and gentle feeling .When Rong Yuming saw him, he hurriedly stepped forward to hold his hand, took him to sit on the hospital bed, and said softly, "How is it? Do you feel better? Still have diarrhea?"

"It's okay, maybe it's because I ate badly in the morning. Don't worry about it." The man smiled at Rong Yuming, then turned around and looked at Yan Jing suspiciously, "Who is this doctor?"

"Hello, I'm Dr. Yan from the Department of Psychology." Yan Jing said lightly.

He is so stupid, how could he think that Rong Yuming was that patient?Rong Yuming's heart is very good, and he won the championship in running 50 meters in high school. Moreover, the patient's name is Yan Xu.

When I saw Rong Yuming just now, I was so confused that I thought he was a patient, and even asked him to cooperate and tell the reason why he refused to undergo the operation. It was ridiculous to think about it.In fact, he is just Yan Xu's "family member", and he is just helping Yan Xu make the bed thoughtfully.

There is no need to ask about the relationship between them, the tacit understanding when the two looked at each other told Yan Jing everything.There are also roses on the table, his gentle look when he hugged Yan Xu's shoulders, his worried eyes, his distressed tone...

Yan Jing suddenly felt that he was staying in this ward as a big light bulb, watching them flirt with each other, and his chest felt so stuffy that he couldn't breathe.

Yan Xu shook Rong Yuming's hand with a smile, and said in a low voice, "Go out, I'll talk to the doctor alone."

Rong Yuming stood up, gave him a worried look, turned and went out, and said softly when passing by Yan Jing, "Please."

please what?

Please let me convince your lover to undergo surgery?

Yan Jing suddenly wanted to laugh, but found that the muscles on his face were so stiff that he could hardly smile.

After he left, Yan Xu looked at Yan Jing and said in a flat tone: "Since you are a doctor in the psychology department, I won't hide it from you. I don't want to have surgery because of him."

"You should be able to see that he and I are lovers. We have been together for seven years and we have a very good relationship. The risk of surgery is too high. I don't want to die in the operating room like my father. I'd rather drag on and live for a few more days. .”

"I love him very much. Being able to spend one more day with him makes me feel like I've earned it."

The man sitting on the hospital bed was thin and pale, but his eyes were undeniably firm.

Yan Jing was silent for a long time before he said: "If you don't have an operation, you may die suddenly at any time. Sudden death... Do you understand? It is a sudden death within 24 hours, and there is no time to rescue him, or even say goodbye to him."

"So what?" Yan Xu smiled slightly, lowered his head and looked at his pale fingertips, "At least I know that he will love me until I die."

Yan Jing frowned, "You are too selfish, you walked very simply, but all the pain was borne by him alone, he will be sad for you for many years, have you ever thought about it?"

Yan Xu fell silent.

"After you leave, he will suffer from insomnia for a long time, and you will appear repeatedly in front of his eyes. He even needs to rely on sleeping pills to get a good night's sleep."

"It is always used to put two sets of tableware on the table, and I always like to buy a pair when I buy towels. I go to sleep with memories every day, imagining that I have you by my side, and my dreams are repeated happy fragments of your past. When I wake up, But I found that I was the only one left to live alone."

"He has always kept your photo in his wallet, and your group photo is always on his desk. He used this method to deceive himself that you never left, but every night when he woke up in the middle of the night, there was still only the cold bed."

"That kind of repeated torture will last for a long time, so long that it will make people collapse."

When Yan Xu heard this, his face was already very ugly.Yan Jing knew that he was talking about what the other party was most worried about, and these words hit the soft part of the other party's heart.

"Of course, your life is up to you. You can die quickly and leave everything else to him. You are not even willing to seize the opportunity to work hard..."

"You say you love him, but in fact, you love yourself the most."

Yan Xu was scolded until his face turned pale. After a long silence, he raised his head and gave Yan Jing a bleak smile, "You are indeed a psychiatrist, every word you say seems to slap me in the face."

Yan Jing shrugged, "Thank you for the compliment."

"Have you ever had the experience of your lover leaving? Listening to your description, it seems very real."

Yan Jing said lightly: "This is not what you should care about."

"Sorry, it's overstepped." Yan Xu was silent for a while, and then asked, "Will he really suffer for a long time after I leave? I always thought that after the lover left, people would recover quickly. After all, human beings adapt The ability is very strong."

"It depends on how deep your relationship is. If the relationship is deep enough, the healing process may take many years. Some people even become depressed because of this, and it is not impossible to die alone."

Yan Xu lowered his head and thought for a while, resting his chin thoughtfully: "Oh, you look like a love expert."

"Don't put a high hat on me, I just studied psychology for a few years."

Yan Xu smiled and said: "Well, I will think about the operation. You are right, if I don't even seize the opportunity to work hard, I'm sorry for not talking about it, and I'm sorry for the lover who has been with me all the time. After a pause, he added, "Actually, I've been hesitating for the past few days. Thank you for letting me make up my mind."

"You can figure it out the best."

"Thank you." The man sitting on the hospital bed had a nice smile and sincere eyes.

Yan Jing didn't want to meet his pure gaze again, so he nodded and quickly turned around and opened the door to go out.

Rong Yuming was sitting on a chair in the corridor waiting, when he saw Yan Jing, he stood up immediately, and asked worriedly: "How is it, is he willing to undergo surgery?"

Yan nodded.

Rong Yuming breathed a sigh of relief, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Thank you, Ah Jing."

"No need." Yan Jing turned to leave, but he held his arm, turned his head expressionlessly, and asked coldly, "Is there anything else, Mr. Rong?"

Rong Yuming paused, "There is one more thing I want to ask for your help..."

"Say."

"Yan Xu has type AB RH negative blood. Dr. Chen told me just now that the blood bank is in urgent need of this kind of blood. If he has an operation this week, he will not be able to apply for cross matching. If the operation is delayed, it will be very bad for him. It is best Can find someone with the same blood type to donate blood..."

"I'm type AB and RH negative." Yan Jing smiled slightly, thanks to the fact that he still remembered his rare blood type.

Rong Yuming was silent for a while, "Sorry, this request may be too much, if you don't want to..."

"I didn't say I didn't want to. My body's hematopoietic function is not bad. Contributing a few hundred milliliters of blood is nothing to me. I will go to the blood center to donate blood later." After a pause, "Mr. Any other requests?"

"Let's have a meal together, long time no see, I want to have a good chat with you..."

"No need." Yan Jing interrupted him with a smile, "It's more important that you go back and accompany him."

"Ajing..."

"I still have work to do, bye."

It was dusk when I came out of the blood center, and the light of the setting sun sprinkled softly, coating the whole hospital with a layer of light gold. Patients in hospital gowns, nurses pushing the beds, and all kinds of The medical staff are in a hurry, busy and fulfilling.

Yan Jing suddenly felt dizzy.

I don't know if it was because too much blood was drawn just now, but under the golden sunset, the building not far away became blurred in sight, as if in a dream, not real at all.

The cotton swab in his arm fell to the ground, and the needle hole began to ooze blood, and bursts of sharp pain spread from his arm to the bottom of his heart.

Rong Yuming seemed to have completely forgotten the past between the two of them, and was able to face him with a calm face, his eyes were very calm, and he even made a request to "donate blood to his lover".

For Yan Xu, he really can do anything.

He really loves that person named Yan Xu.

The name Yan Jing may just be a past tense for him.To be precise, it should be "past perfect tense".

He has completely let go of that period of youthful love back then.

But Yan Jing couldn't be as calm and open-minded as he was. Seeing the two of them look at each other intimately, seeing Rong Yuming wrap his arms around Yan Xu's shoulders tenderly and greet him... unexpectedly, there was a sharp pain in his heart.

For Rong Yuming, he almost went crazy when he was in Australia.

What Yan Xu said was right, he did have the experience of his lover leaving, that's why he described it so realistically.At first when he was in Australia, he dreamed of those sweet scenes repeatedly every day, tossing and turning day and night, he used to put two sets of tableware on the table, used to buy two towels in the bathroom, and used to sleep Imagine him still there.Suffering from insomnia for many days in a row, the whole person lost weight, and could only fall asleep by relying on sleeping pills.

Later, with the help of my seniors, I found a psychiatrist for treatment, and gradually recovered.

He has endured so much torture for Rong Yuming, and now Rong Yuming stands in front of him, still as indifferent as when he left.

At this moment, although I was very sad in my heart, I pretended that I didn't care about anything, and even agreed to the request of donating blood for his lover, but I just didn't want to look pitiful in his eyes.

Sure enough, what my sister said was right, Yan Jing was the stupidest person.

The author has something to say: Poor Uncle Yan, give me a big hug!

Yan Jing: Get out!

Rong Zi: Cough, heal, just leave it to me

Yan Jing: Get out too!

Rong Zi: I don't.