prince don't want to drag

Life is so peaceful, it is peaceful, it is not peaceful, and it is indeed not so peaceful.In a blink of an eye, more than a month has passed, and in two days, the first monthly exam since the beginning of school will be ushered in.So during this time, as long as students who are a little bit motivated are preparing for the exam in a hurry.

After all, even if it has nothing to do with self-motivation, you must know that the first parent meeting will be held three times a school year immediately after the first monthly exam.Therefore, the learning atmosphere in the entire campus is quite strong now, which can be seen from the teachers on duty who walk past the doors of each class time and time again, with gratifying smiles on their faces.

As for me, what makes me more fortunate is that I no longer have to be at the same table with troubles, so the troubles around me have also begun to decrease.But there is still a long way to go from the kind of "completely invisible" that I want.Because that rhetoric is not only wrong, but also likes to provoke me from time to time.

Although most of it was the result of me ignoring him or submissively, but because of his provocation, I was not very popular among boys, and from time to time I would get some supercilious glances, or be secretly tripped up.Girls, of course, let alone.It made me wonder how Yan Ruo was able to subdue so many men and women.

But because of my low-key behavior and fairly self-abiding behavior, they can't catch me with any big handles, and those secret stumbling blocks are harmless to me anyway, and they haven't caused any substantial harm to me. What am I, so I just smiled and let him go.As long as it doesn't really piss me off, I've always been a good talker.

It's night, in the dormitory...

"Hey, Yang Feng. The lights will be turned off in 2 minutes, do you want to use the flashlight today?" Li Qianfeng from the lower berth asked bluntly.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"I want to read history again today. The old witch will smoke tomorrow. And my flashlight is broken, so I don't have time to buy it now."

"Oh...well, take it." I handed down my flashlight, although I actually planned to read a novel and sleep.But since people are using the righteous way, it doesn't matter if I give up my love.It's just that I hate the quiet at night, so I always have to read a small book before going to bed to fall asleep.Although every novel always makes me feel boring at the end, the romance in it always makes me feel ridiculous.But I still insist on the romantic romance in the novel that only looks at the ending.It's not that I don't want to read other things, but that only this kind of book is sold on the opposite side of the campus, and I don't bother to go any further away.In addition, the most important reason is that my only cousin likes this kind of book very much, so I followed suit... Although I think it seems to be something that girls like...

And even if I don't need to turn the book at the end, I can guess the ending, but the prince and princess are happy together.Every now and then I'd raise a corner of my mouth in the dark... an ironic one.There are a lot of rich people in this world, at least in this school, there are actually a lot of them. Except for Yan Ruo and Ran Ye, most of the students in this school can be called wealthy.However, in contrast to their usual!In fact, it is no different from ordinary people.And this is the gap between fantasy and reality.A world of difference.But, even so, I would rather choose to read those worthless novels than read those boring textbooks, right?One day can be said to be buried in those boring literature, if the night continues to be like this, it would be too sad, at least I can't do it.

After that, I just messed around day and night every day, not knowing what I was doing.So... Life will seem so long... No, no, no, I can't think about it anymore.Whenever I think about it like this, I will always be driven by the impulsive devil, and then do something irreparable...

The first time I had this idea was probably when I was just in the first year of junior high school. What was it for at that time?Oh, it seems that my father had an affair, and there was a revolution at home. I remember that when I came home every day, I heard nothing but quarrels or quarrels. Later, the quarrels were gradually replaced by my mother's crying.Later, they began to ask me, who would I like to marry when they divorced.

Remember what I said then?It seems to be casual... Later, my mother grabbed my hair and called me a pervert, saying that other people's children of this age are the first to come out to persuade their parents to quarrel, and I can't do anything. Saying that I am inhumane, saying that raising me so big is a waste of raising me, saying that I... so many, so many that I have forgotten those voices except in dreams at night... and then what?Oh, it seems to be the day, the day when I first really knew that I had world-weary thoughts.

I remember it was a rainy day. When I got home from school, it was almost dark. Because it was winter, it got dark very early.After returning home, all I heard were the same quarrels, beatings and cursing, and I suddenly felt very annoying and tired.So, I silently withdrew from that house, turned and turned, and for some reason, I turned to the grandpa’s graveyard, and then I stared blankly at the photo with a bright smile on the grandpa’s grave and followed it silly. I smiled silly... It was cold, and the rain was also very cold... And then, I didn't know anything...

When I woke up, I found that I was already lying on my big soft bed at home.And the people sitting by the bed were also very neat, almost all the big family arrived, including father, mother, uncle, aunt, grandma, brother, and... my favorite grandma... just, no I don’t know why, their eyes are red, I want grandma not to cry, but I find that I don’t even have the strength to speak, and I feel hot all over my body, like a fire, and then I didn't even have the energy to open my eyes.Before I close my eyes, I seem to hear a lot of people crying. I don’t know why everyone is crying, but I feel so tired. It’s like something is pulling me in my sleep. I want to open my eyes. However, no matter how hard I tried, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get what I wanted... Then I had no choice but to give up struggling, and just fell asleep in a drowsy sleep...

Then, after my body was no longer hot and I was awake, I found that my parents had reconciled and stopped arguing.It's like I've used up all my energy...

Afterwards, my grandma told me in secret that my parents reconciled because of me. When I asked my grandma what I did to reconcile them, my grandma just shed tears silently and said nothing. Having said that, after that, I dare not ask anything...

"Yang Feng...Yang Feng...Yang Feng..."

In a trance, I seem to hear someone calling me, like grandma's voice, but obviously grandma is no longer there, because of me, grandma is no longer there, how could I hear grandma's voice?Listen carefully, someone is indeed calling me, but it’s not grandma, because the voice is coming from the lower bunk, I laughed at myself, yes, how could I hear grandma’s voice, from after grandma’s death to now , She never entered my dream even once, she hates me so much, how could she let me hear her voice again...

"Yang Feng!" The voice became louder.

"what happened?"

"You finally heard it, how many times have I called you!" The voice was very dissatisfied.

"Is something wrong?" I asked lightly.

"Your flashlight is out of power, do you still have batteries?" the voice asked naturally.

"No." My tone became even colder.

Then there were bursts of complaints from the lower berth.I sneered twice and ignored it.But I would like to thank him for bringing me back from the dark memories!Heh... night, night, how many nights will there be in a person's life...