early morning.

Shao Yuan stood at the door of Lu Dan's house.

The hand was raised and lowered, then raised again, hovering in the air.

Should be... already asleep?

Just go in and have a look at him.

One last look.

Then, leave his life completely.

After hesitating again and again, Shao Yuan opened the door softly.

The room was dark and silent.

Walking in, I almost tripped over something——

Empty wine bottle?

Only then did he realize that there were almost empty wine bottles all over the floor!

how come……

Has Lu Dan been drinking?

"what--"

Suddenly, someone hugged her from behind.

Before he could react, he felt a sudden push, and his back hit the wall hard.

"it hurts--"

Then the lips were kissed hard, deep and rough.

Don't give him any chance to breathe.

Shao Yuan's hand rested on Lu Dan's chest, trying to push it away but there was no way.

Full of booze.

"Hmm...you let go...are you crazy?"

His wrist was about to be crushed.

"I'm crazy! You forced me!" Lu Dan finally let go of his mouth a little, and looked at Shao Yuan angrily, his eyes were bloodshot, "Break up with me? Why do you decide? "

His voice stabbed Shao Yuan's heart like a sharp knife.

"Lu Dan..."

"What do you mean by coming today? Have pity on me?"

"I do not have……"

"When something happened to me, I left and threw myself into Jing Huai's arms. Why, you think I can't sing anymore, and I'm useless. Throw me away like garbage, right?"

"Lu Dan, I really didn't..."

"It turns out that you are the same as those people."

Shao Yuan shook his head desperately and couldn't stop crying.

No, never thought of it that way...

I just thought he would hate me...

"You let me go...it really hurts..."

pain?Don't you know how much his heart hurts?

Just abandon him when you need him most.

How heartless.

Funny and sad.

"I'll let you know what pain is today!" Lu Dan firmly grabbed Shao Yuan's arm, no matter how much he struggled, he didn't let go, and angrily pulled him upstairs.

The door of the music room was shut tightly with a "bang", and Shao Yuan was slammed onto the bed.

Without any explanation, Lu Dan quickly held his hands and pressed them to his sides, and continued to bow his head to kiss his lips.

"Um...you..."

Shao Yuan had never seen Lu Dan so angry.

Like a raging beast.

The corner of his lips was easily broken by his kiss, and thin blood flowed out.

After a long time, Lu Dan finally raised his body and stared into Shao Yuan's eyes, "It's you...you broke into my life without authorization, gave me hope, gave me warmth, but took it all away. It's you, It made me take out my sincerity and step on it under my feet! It was you... who made me a mess."

"Lu Dan..."

Yes, it's all because of him.

"Unless you tell me that you don't love me anymore. Otherwise, you can never break up!"

He couldn't speak.

He can't.

Because of deep love to the bone.

Can't say that.

Sobbing, Shao Yuan raised his head slowly and hard, and put his lips on his own.

The kiss was so serious, gentle, and delicate, as if he wanted to kiss away all his anxiety, anger, and pain.

Tears dripped from the corners of his eyes onto the sheets.

Lu Dan's body was startled.

Then she rested the back of Shao Yuan's head with her palm, hugged him, and sank into the mattress bit by bit.

Oh, it's really useless.

Say something to let him know what pain is.

As soon as he took the initiative, he immediately removed all defenses.

Leave all the pain behind you.

He only wanted to kiss the person in front of him wholeheartedly.

The last layer of fabric has faded.

The body burns like a fire.

Shao Yuan supported his elbow and looked at Lu Dan's sleeping face.

I haven't seen you for a few days, and I have become so haggard.

Can't put it down at all.

Can't put it down at all.

He couldn't bear a minute without seeing Lu Dan these days.

In the end how to do……

He stretched his neck and kissed Lu Dan's forehead lightly.

"You ruined his most important thing."

This sentence lingered in my ears like a mantra.

Would staying by his side only bring him misfortune?

Maybe leaving now, he just couldn't accept it for a while.Wait for time to dilute everything... Maybe you will gradually forget yourself...

Lu Dan was right.

He's the one who messed up his life.

Can't hurt him anymore.

Last night... Let's just go crazy for the last time.

Shao Yuan picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on, buttoning them to the top to prevent the traces from being exposed.

After taking the mobile phone beside the bed, he realized that Jing Huai had sent him many WeChat messages.

[Uncle Jing]: Xiao Yuan, I've booked the plane ticket, and I'm leaving tonight.

[Uncle Jing]: I called you last night and didn't answer many calls. Are you not at home?

[Uncle Jing]: I'm worried that something will happen to you.

He looked at the phone screen and paused with his fingers in the air.

[Shao Dacongming]: I'm fine, Uncle Jing, don't worry about me.

[Shao Dacongming]: Last night...well, the phone was accidentally muted, sorry.

[Shao Dacongming]: I'll go back and pack my luggage right away.

All movements were quiet, for fear of waking Lu Dan up.

Before leaving, Shao Yuan pulled up the quilt for him, closed the windows for him, and disposed of all the empty wine bottles in the living room.

This farewell may... be a farewell forever.

Wait a few years, when you come back from England, I hope you have...forgot about me.

It seemed that because of the excessive drinking last night, Lu Dan lay on the bed until evening before opening his eyes.

He rubbed his temples, lifted the quilt, stood up from the bed unsteadily, almost lost his balance and fell down.

He shook his head vigorously, finally regaining consciousness.

As if suddenly realizing something, he suddenly turned his head and looked at the bed.

Shao Yuan is not there.

Quickly turn on the phone.

[Wife]: Eggy, when you wake up, I should have gone to England.

During this time, I thought about it for a long time.I shouldn't always ask you to accommodate me.

If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be on that shit show, and your voice wouldn't be like this.

Qin Haoyang is right, I am really hateful for ruining your most important thing.

What right do I have to intrude into your life inexplicably, what right do I have to change you?

I am too selfish.I shouldn't have kissed you at the New Year's Eve concert indiscriminately, I shouldn't have forced you to act with me, I shouldn't have forced you to appear on variety shows with me, I shouldn't have pestered you.

Eggy, I know, you must hate me very much.

I will spend my whole life praying for you and atone for myself.

Sorry, really, sorry.

Forget me and live again.

forget me.

My hands couldn't help shaking.

forgot about him?

How to forget?

She had already planned in her heart that she would only remember Shao Yuan in this life.

Obviously, his mind has been completely occupied by him, there is not even a single bit of space left.

Now tell him to forget him.

It's ridiculous.

Can't do it.

impossible.

How does a heartbroken person start a new life?

Just keep drinking like this, drink yourself into a dumb, drink into a cripple, drink until you lose your memory, lose your consciousness and consciousness, lose everything!

So be it!

He doesn't deserve any love at all!

It is suitable to live like a walking dead.

Lu Dan smashed his phone, went downstairs with blank eyes, and opened the door in a daze.

Just ran into that group of people.

"Hehe, the surname is Lu! Do you still remember your grandfather?"

"Get out of here..."

The bearded man straightened his back and picked his teeth with his nails, "Hahaha, what are you pretending to be? You thought you were a fucking superstar? Now who doesn't know that your voice is ruined? Listen to your voice yourself! I guess I can sing better than you now! Hahaha..."

The group had a good laugh.

"Without a voice, you can't make any money. You're just a good-looking trash! Hahahaha!"

He clenched his fists secretly, "I've said it all, get the hell out of here..."

"Get out? Let me tell you, your father owes us a lot of money! You want me to get out? Bring the money!"

"As I said, I won't give you a penny. Also, he's not my dad."

The bearded man led people in and formed a circle around him.

The bearded man got closer again, and sneered, "You kid, you are so hard-headed at the end of your life, are you really desperate? Although, you can't make money now, but you must have accumulated a lot in the past Let’s go! In this way, uncle doesn’t feel sorry for you. You take the money and pay back all your father’s debts, and our brothers will never come to trouble you again! Do what you say!”

airport.

Jing Huai: "Have you brought everything?"

Shao Yuan took out his ticket and passport, and smiled at Jing Huai.

Jing Huai made a gesture to help him with his luggage, but Shao Yuan waved his hand and politely refused, "It's okay, Uncle Jing, I'm not a child either."

"It's not because you are skinny and skinny. You haven't eaten well these days and your complexion is bad. I'm afraid you will be tired."

"No matter how poor my body is, I am still a man, and I can be independent."

"When you come to the UK, you may not be able to adapt to many aspects of life. Just tell me if you need anything, and I will do my best to help you." Jing Huai shook his head with a smile and rubbed Shao Yuan's hair, "I will, always be with you Around."

"Uncle Jing."

Just as Jing Huai was about to turn around, Shao Yuan called him to stop.

"Huh? Is there any problem?"

Shao Yuan hesitated to speak, and after deliberating for a while, he finally said: "I... can you stop liking me?"

He was always afraid that Jing Huai would feel that he had a chance when he saw that he and Lu Dan had broken up.

I want to make it clear to him beforehand.

Jing Huai froze for a moment, then nodded with his lips pursed, "I understand, Xiao Yuan. Even you and Lu Dan...don't shift your eyes to me. Then...I want to help you through this period as a friend time, isn't that okay?"

"..."

"I'm sorry if I put pressure on you. But I really want to help you."

"Well, I see. Thank you. I'm sorry, I'm afraid it will be more troublesome if I don't explain it now..."

Even if he can't be a lover, he still wants to stay by Shao Yuan's side and take care of him.

Jing Huai is satisfied with this level alone.

The atmosphere was awkward for a while.

Jing Huai moved away from his face and looked towards the security checkpoint, "I'm leaving soon, remember to take everything."

"……Um."

Shao Yuan followed Jing Huai, queuing up to check luggage.

Jing Huai quickly passed the security check.

The security personnel were waiting for Shao Yuan to go up.

But he stayed where he was, unable to move forward.

"Sir? Sir?"

Jing Huai frowned at him, "Xiao Yuan? What's wrong?"

"Sir, please hurry up. There are people waiting behind."

"Xiao Yuan?"

"gentlemen?"

what happened to him?

Why does it seem like someone is holding him back and not letting him go?

Who is it?

That man was tearing at his consciousness!

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