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For a moment, Su Wan's face felt a little burning pain.

But in his eyes, there was an unconcealable surprise.

He couldn't believe that Shen Qiu could say the word "derailment" so bluntly.

No shame at all.

Frankly speaking, Su Wan can accept the end of a relationship because there is no love between the two parties. The ideal way to separate in this way is to get together and break up.But obviously the relationship between him and Shen Qiu can't do this.

When he suspected Shen Qiu's cheating, he had also introspected many times, what was the problem?How did this happen.

Except that Shen Qiu's ex was good enough, so good that Shen Qiu could never forget it.Does it also mean that he, Su Wan, is not good enough to take the place of his predecessor in Shen Qiu's heart, and maybe he doesn't even have the qualifications to compete with him.

Su Wan was nailed to the spot by the phrase "derailed". It was as if the last layer of self-esteem had been mercilessly removed, and he began to struggle violently, no longer caring about any face.

He could tell Huo Li about this, but he never told Shen Qiu openly: We broke up because I suspected you were cheating

Even though he knew that his handling method was unfair to Shen Qiu, and he might not be responsible enough for this relationship, but he was too afraid, afraid that this suspicion would become a reality.

Shen Qiu pulled him firmly, Su Wan struggled vigorously, in order to restrain him, Shen Qiu exerted even more force, Su Wan's wrist seemed to be crushed.

"Let me go." Su Wan bit her lip firmly.

Shen Qiu was afraid that if he loosened his strength, Su Wan would run away, so he made up his mind. He was worried that Su Wan's lips would be bitten by himself, so he sighed: "Listen to me first."

Su Wan was in severe pain and didn't struggle anymore.

Shen Qiu put another arm around his shoulder and clasped him.He clearly noticed that Su Wan's body was shaking, probably from anger.

After doing this action, Shen Qiu slowly released his wrist.Su Wan's wrist was red, which was very conspicuous.

Shen Qiu took a look, then stretched out his hand to hold it, and gently rubbed it for him.

It was even more difficult for Su Wan to break free from this shoulder clasping movement.Shen Qiu pinched his wrist for a long time before letting go, and said slowly: "I heard that you saw me chatting with someone. Who?"

Su Wan didn't speak.

Shen Qiu waited for a while: "Huh?"

Su Wan still ignored him, and only moved the wrist hanging by her side.

Shen Qiu noticed his movements and felt distressed, but in a hurry to solve the matter, he forced him, "Su Wan, tell me."

Su Wan finally raised her head and asked, "You don't know yourself?"

Shen Qiu saw that his eyes were red and his expression was more aggrieved than anyone else.He stopped talking nonsense, took out the phone from his pocket, and handed it to Su Wan: "You know the password. I haven't deleted the chat records with everyone recently, and I still keep them. You can find them."

Su Wan didn't answer.Shen Qiu forced it into his hand, "Look for it. Find it out and show me. I really found it. If you want to break up or take revenge, it's up to you. I won't resist."

Su Wan was forced to plug her phone and refused to move.

Shen Qiu reached out to unlock the password for him, urging: "Look for it."

Shen Qiu's mobile phone is of the same brand and model as his, and Su Wan is no stranger to it.

His eyes fell on WeChat, but he didn't click on it.

Shen Qiu said above his head: "Su Wan, I don't have the hobby of stalking, but I'm really not reconciled. What you want to prove is in your hands right now. You want a result, and I'm stronger than you." I want proof."

Su Wan clicked on WeChat, skipped all the chat records, swipe down, and stopped after a while.

Shen Qiu looked over, Su Wan's fingers didn't slide any more, he pursed his lips tightly, as if he had found the evidence.

Shen Qiu opened his lips and read out those two words: "Xu Zhe?"

"You mean him?"

Su Wan didn't say anything, she didn't deny it.

Shen Qiu understood, and said, "Since you saw me chatting with him, why didn't you read the whole chat?"

Shen Qiu pointed on the screen and poked into the chat page for him, "Look, all the chat records."

It doesn't take too long to check, there are not many chat records between Shen Qiu and Xu Zhe.

In the past year, there are only holiday greetings, and half a month ago, there was something different.

Su Wan quickly finished reading these.

He lowered his head, unable to make out the expression on his face.

Shen Qiu said indifferently: "I graduated from the same school as Xu Zhe, you know that. Our tutor and college classmates are the same. He came to me because I had less contact with my classmates. After graduation, I also changed my contact information. I lost contact. It happened that a classmate found him and asked him to ask about my work. We chatted with our mentor by the way. He is not in good health. He had an operation before. I will come back every month and invite me to visit with him and a few other classmates."

Shen Qiu briefly finished the chat, and then said: "I don't know what you think about the relationship between me and Xu Zhe. Let me tell you objectively, we were together, and it was not a short time. But There was a peaceful breakup between us, and there was no entanglement or disagreement. The two parties reached a willingness to break up before Xu Zhe went to other cities for work development."

After Shen Qiu explained everything, Su Wan listened, everything was different from what he guessed, he seemed to have lost his language function, and stood there blankly.

But Shen Qiu didn't stop there. He also had resentment about this matter and needed to vent it. He continued: "Su Wan, when I heard that you thought I was cheating, I really thought it was ridiculous. Seriously, I even kind of hope you're just making excuses to break up, rather than really thinking so."

Su Wan grabbed the corner of her clothes with her fingers and pulled the piece of fabric.

Shen Qiu's words were a little disappointing: "I was thinking, how fragile is the relationship between us, that makes you doubt so without evidence."

Su Wan opened her mouth, dumbfounded.

Shen Qiu finally let go of his shoulders at this moment, no longer imprisoning him, Su Wan inexplicably felt a little flustered from his letting go.

He hurriedly raised his head, Shen Qiu also stared at him, and asked: "And I don't understand, Su Wan. Why are you unwilling to ask me, but directly sentenced your feelings to death." His question was genuine, "In Here, feelings are not worth fighting for but giving up, right?"

Su Wan couldn't remember how she finally got home.

He seemed to have stood at the food stall for a long time, the air was filled with the fragrance of cumin, and people around him kept passing by, smiling or complaining.

But everything has nothing to do with him, he is free.Shen Qiu had already abandoned him and left.The question kept looping and echoing in his mind.

He walks along this street, and everything seems to be normal. He will consciously stop at the intersection of traffic lights, and he will pay attention to the traffic when crossing the road. He knows which intersection to turn is the correct direction to go home.

But he asked in his heart over and over again: Why.

When Shen Qiu asked him the last question, his emotions didn't fluctuate much, but Su Wan just substituted in, and he pressed himself, his attitude was more harsh than Shen Qiu's.

He returned to his community, entered the elevator, and followed the elevator back to the floor where his apartment was located.

The elevator door opened, and he saw Huo Li standing at the door of his house, eager to see through.

Huo Li saw him and laughed.

He came to make an empty-handed apology, but his attitude was sincere, and he had been waiting outside the door for an hour.

Su Wan didn't want to settle accounts with him, and said, "Why didn't you call me when you came?"

As soon as the words came out, I realized that my voice was a little hoarse.

Huo Li was startled, impatient but cautious: "What's wrong with you?"

He didn't dare to ask about the result of the conversation between Su Wan and Shen Qiu tonight.If Su Wan was sad because of this, then he was an accomplice.

"It's okay." Su Wan cleared her throat, passed him and took the key to open the door, "Come in."

Huo Li followed behind him and entered the door. After thinking about it, he couldn't help but apologize first and then explain.

He said that Shen Qiu seemed to be really concerned about this, and felt that the two of them didn't seem to be in a dead end, and everything was still possible, so he agreed to help.

He also said that it was his fault that he didn't deserve to be a friend and that he didn't firmly stand on Su Wan's side.

Huo Li seemed to have been preparing for a long time. He had the posture of reading a self-criticism on the platform of a junior high school. Before he finished reading, Su Wan suddenly interrupted him: "What about now? Is it still possible? Has it reached a dead end?"

"Huh?" Huo Li was dumbfounded.

Then he realized that Su Wan seemed to be talking to herself.

He was a little worried and asked, "Is there any possibility? What happened tonight?"

Su Wan pursed her lower lip, subconsciously asked for help and confided, and said everything.

Talk about this misunderstanding, talk about his escape.

Huo Li knew everything about him, and after thinking about it carefully, he felt that it was justifiable.

He comforted: "It's a good thing, at least the misunderstanding has been resolved."

But what followed was the exposure of more problems between them.

"This can all be solved." Huo Li said, "As long as you want."

"Shen Qiu has been waiting for you downstairs in your company for the past few days. If it's not to solve the problem and rebuild the old relationship, but simply unwilling to break up, there is no need to spend so much trouble." These Su Wan may not know, Huo Li told He analyzed, and encouraged him, "I think you can stick your head out of the shell and take two tentative steps outside. Just like what Shen Qiu said, feelings are earned by yourself."

Huo Li was very satisfied with his speech.

Su Wan was at a loss, he had never done this before, and was not good at it.

When he was a child, he longed for Su Hongyuan's company, but he never took the initiative to ask Su Hongyuan to stay when he went out to work.

How to fight for it is not easy for him.

Huo Li didn't think it was difficult: "In love, all success in catching up is not because of how good you are, but because the person being chased quietly slowed down."

He gave Su Wan confidence: "I think Shen Qiu will wait for you."

The author has something to say: near the end