Adoption relationship

At that time, Xiang Weiding was only nine years old. He didn't know why people lived, but everyone's instinct was to fear death, and he was the same.

He didn't know why he lived, but he didn't know why he had to die, so—he wanted to live.

This is the middle-aged man's room. Xiang Weiding hit a hard object with his hand while struggling, and the pain briefly attracted his attention. He saw that it was an ashtray made of thick glass. Xiang Weiding couldn't think of anything more, he just instinctively grabbed it with all his strength, and then slammed it on the middle-aged man's head.

Blood gushed out from the middle-aged man's head, the middle-aged man stopped his body movements, and dazedly reached out to touch the warm liquid dripping down his hair, with an expression of disbelief on his face, and then his eyes revealed Looking at Xiang Weiding fiercely, when he wanted to make a move, his eyes shook for a while, he passed out, and his body fell to the ground.

Xiang Weiding put down the ashtray in his hand, his body hurt badly, he touched the violated place with trembling hands, blood, a lot of blood came out from the injured place, and then he stared blankly and fell to the ground middle-aged man.

What to do now?

Are you going to be sent back to the orphanage again?

Xiang Weiding felt uncomfortable, physically and mentally. He didn't want to go back to the orphanage, but he was in pain, and he really couldn't bear it... So, between the orphanage and continuing to stay with the middle-aged man, Xiang Weiding was still willing to go back to the orphanage. Going back to the orphanage, he really can't bear it...

Xiang Weiding, who had a rough background, vaguely knew what the middle-aged man did to him, and the middle-aged man mentioned his mother. Xiang Weiding was very confused. Just because his mother is a prostitute, is he going to be treated like this?

Is sex a matter of exchanging the body for something you need?

Xiang Weiding remembered the shameless expression when others mentioned his mother, and knew that such things were dirty.However, Xiang Weiding is also puzzled, sex is so painful and uncomfortable, why would anyone want to do it?

At this time, looking at Zhang Jian'an's face in the dark, Xiang Weiding was even more puzzled, why did Zhang Jian'an say such things are normal?

Why didn't Zhang Jian'an feel ashamed and disgusted when he discovered his physical changes?

Why when Zhang Jianan did this kind of thing for him, he didn't feel any pain or discomfort, but instead felt as comfortable as floating on the clouds?

Xiang Weiding's mind was in a mess and he had a lot of questions, but he didn't ask these questions, and no one answered him. He didn't understand a lot, and what he didn't understand at this moment was—why did Zhang Jianan bring him the feeling? All so comfortable!

Before meeting Zhang Jianan, Xiang Weiding often felt pain from other people's hands, but what Zhang Jianan's hands brought him was comfort, just like someone stroked his heart lightly with a feather, tickling and warming. warm...

Before meeting Zhang Jian'an, others would always beat and scold him from time to time, even other people's children would exclude and bully him, but after meeting Zhang Jian'an, no one beat and scolded him anymore, even being bullied by other children After a few collisions, Zhang Jian'an would get angry and teach him a lesson, but Zhang Jian'an's anger was towards others, and Zhang Jian'an's lesson was to let him protect himself...

When I was a child, everyone said that Xiang Weiding's mother was a prostitute, a woman who used her body for dirty sex, so Xiang Weiding knew that sex was a bad thing.Then the third adoptive father let Xiang Weiding know how uncomfortable and painful sex is...

But why did Zhang Jianan say that this is a normal thing?

Why did Zhang Jianan give him such a different feeling from his previous cognition?

No pain, only comfort.

why?

Why did Zhang Jianan bring him all the things he had never felt before, all such comfortable feelings?

Xiang Weiding looked at Zhang Jianan's sleeping face in confusion, why is this person so different from everyone he has ever met?

"...Why is it so good?" Xiang Weiding asked to himself, resting his head lightly on Zhang Jianan's chest, his body trembling slightly.

For a long, long time, Xiang Weiding murmured to the sleeping Zhang Jianan with a strong nasal voice: "It doesn't have to be so good, a little bit is enough... just don't ask me to leave forever..."

"Please...don't ever ask me to leave..."

In the dark, Xiang Weiding repeated these words over and over again in a very soft voice.

The next day, when Zhang Jianan woke up, there was no one around him. He lay quietly on the bed for a while before getting up. When he walked out of the room, the little girl was sitting at the dining table struggling with breakfast. Seeing Zhang Jianan, the little girl giggled, Said: "Papa Lazy, Jiaojiao has eaten since she woke up, so you got up."

"Okay, do you dare to say that it's my father's fault?" Zhang Jian'an walked up to the little girl, ready to fight.

"Daddy's not lazy, Daddy's good..." The little girl giggled while dodging. This was a little game between her and her father.

Seeing that he made the little girl amused, Zhang Jianan shaved her little nose, and then let her go to wash up. When the personal hygiene was finished, he hadn't seen Xiang Weiding. Zhang Jianan walked into the kitchen curiously, but saw The breakfast was ready, but the boy looked at them in a daze. Zhang Jianan asked, "Weiding, what's wrong?"

"Ah...uh..." Xiang Weiding's face was a little flustered, he lowered his head slightly, as if he didn't dare to look at Zhang Jianan, and said, "No... nothing..."

Originally, Zhang Jianan was still a little annoyed and uncomfortable about what happened last night, but now seeing the young man was even more uncomfortable than him, blushing, Zhang Jianan felt relieved, anyway, he is still an adult, isn't he?

"Hehe... Are you still shy, kid? That's okay, next time when that happens again, you... just touch it yourself..." Zhang Jianan smiled, then picked up the breakfast for the two of them, Said: "Okay, don't feel uncomfortable, let's go out and have breakfast."

Xiang Weiding has been a little out of his mind all day long. Occasionally, Zhang Jianan pats him on the back like usual. He obviously likes it in his heart, but his body subconsciously wants to avoid it, which makes the little girl start to use strange movements. look at him.

Xiang Weiding didn't know what was wrong with him, he was stupefied with Zhang Jian'an all night last night, Zhang Jian'an was so kind to him that it scared him...

If you don't like it, you don't have to care about it, but Xiang Weiding likes everything that Zhang Jian'an brought him, so much that his heart hurts.

Zhang Jianan said that in the future he will meet someone who likes him, meet someone he likes, get married, and separate from him.Zhang Jianan said it with certainty, as if it was a matter of course, but Xiang Weiding was at a loss and at a loss. Will the situation Zhang Jianan said happen?Will it happen?And why did those things happen?

Xiang Weiding was terrified of Zhang Jian'an's words, deeply terrified, Zhang Jian'an was the only one in his life, why should there be others?Why separate?

Xiang Weiding used to be afraid of being separated from Zhang Jianan. After last night, he was even more afraid. Zhang Jianan gave him a new life, a new home, and a family who would love him. Zhang Jianan firmly controlled his entire life. And life, even his body was controlled by Zhang Jianan last night...

Zhang Jianan can give him everything...

Xiang Weiding was afraid, afraid that Zhang Jianan would withdraw his kindness to him one day, afraid that he would never be able to bring Zhang Jianan anything, so Zhang Jianan decided not to want him...

Everything he had was given by Zhang Jianan, but...Xiang Weiding found out in a panic that he could never give Zhang Jianan anything, nor could he do anything for Zhang Jianan. He couldn't lift his back, he couldn't do anything... Now Xiang Weiding can only rely on Zhang Jianan to survive.

Xiang Weiding was flustered and even more frightened. He looked at Zhang Jianan with a hint of deep fear in his eyes...