Adoption relationship

Zhang Jian'an couldn't face Xiang Weiding.Turning his head to one side, he said contradictory words, and said: "Weiding, you are still young, maybe you don't know what can really make you happy, you still don't understand, you should see more What life is like, everyone should have a complete family."

"Should, always should, everything should be..." Xiang Weiding struggled with his expression, his tone was painful, and said: "I don't have extravagant expectations, even if I live like before, I just want to be by your side, two people, I don't need to beg for happiness from you, I just want to see you anytime, without pain...why not even this?"

"Weiding, no one can stay with anyone forever. We have depended on each other for so many years, and you have grown up now. You should have your own life." Zhang Jianan looked as if he was tormented by pain, and he was a little unsteady on his feet. Xiang Weiding forced himself to look away and harden his heart.

"Don't say it, don't say it anymore." Xiang Weiding growled, his eyes were red, and he murmured: "No one can be with anyone forever? But I want to be with you forever, I really want to... my own life? But, my life is you and only you..."

"It's not just me, you should get to know more people, you should get to know a gentle and beautiful girl, you can fall in love with her, you can get married in the future, form a complete family, and then there will be..." Zhang Jian'an slowly described the life he thought his son should live.

"I said I won't marry someone else, I said I don't want to leave you, I said I won't have another home." Xiang Weiding interrupted Zhang Jianan, unable to accept it, and hugged his head in extreme pain.

"Weiding, you are not young, don't be self-willed." Zhang Jianan didn't dare to look at Weiding, he was afraid that he would be speechless looking at his painful son.

"... Having said so much, you just want me to leave, you just don't want me anymore. Right?" Xiang Weiding looked at Zhang Jianan in a daze, and said with difficulty what Zhang Jianan wanted to achieve.

Zhang Jianan really wanted to say no, and really wanted to comfort the most important person in his life, but...he could only avoid Xiang Weiding's gaze, and said softly: "I didn't let you go, let alone want you, we are Family, all my life, I just want to say, you should not only have me in your life, you should also have some other important people in your life, such as wives, such as children..."

"Okay, stop talking."

Shouted to Weiding, tremblingly said: "You just hate me, don't you? You just want to push me away, right? It's very simple..." After speaking, Xiang Weiding suddenly rushed to the door, opened door, and ran out.

"Weding, Weiding. Where are you going?"

It happened too quickly, after Zhang Jianan realized it, he got up from the sofa and ran to the door, Xiang Weiding had already run into the elevator, and there was no one there.

Leaning weakly against the wall, Zhang Jian'an held his hand tightly to the door frame. He lowered his head. He knew that what he said today made Xiang Weiding too painful to accept. Seeing Xiang Weiding in pain and his son running away, Zhang Jian'an was also in pain and uncomfortable, but... what else could he do?

After waiting outside the door for a long time, Zhang Jianan entered the room, took his mobile phone and dialed Weiding's number, and dialed three times in a row, but no one answered. He sighed for a long time, Zhang Jianan put down his mobile phone, forget it, A 21-year-old adult should not need to worry too much.

Besides... what's the use of worrying?Once again soften your heart, let Xiang Weiding no longer feel sad?What a head!

Leaving home impulsively, leaving the community, Xiang Weiding didn't know where to go, to the school dormitory?It was close, but... because he had never lived in the school, even if there was a bed that belonged to him in the dormitory, there was no bedding to use.

Xiang Weiding also didn't want to go to Jiang Weitao.When he was sad or sad, he didn't want to expose his fragility to anyone, so he called a car, and Xiang Weiding was going to stay at the company for the night. When Zhang Jianan called, Xiang Weiding looked at his phone, but He didn't dare to answer, Zhang Jian'an tonight made him want to escape and scared him.

However, after he really escaped from the house and got in the car, Xiang Weiding regretted it again. If he ran out like this, would Zhang Jianan be worried or angry?These worries made Xiang Weiding seem to have done something wrong, and he dared not answer the phone, subconsciously evading and procrastinating.

Moreover, after coming out, I can only go home tomorrow. I am far away from Zhang Jianan tonight. The distance between the two is no longer separated by a wall, and I won’t be able to see Zhang Jianan tomorrow morning... So.Xiang Weiding regretted it even more, but if he was told to turn around and go home now, he dared not face Zhang Jianan.

Maybe... Maybe it's good to leave, and when I go home tomorrow, Ann won't insist on saying that?Looking forward to it from Weiding.

That night, neither of them fell asleep.

Zhang Jian'an lay on the bed with his eyes open and tossed and turned, a little worried about Xiang Weiding, but knowing that there was nothing to worry about, he tried his best to comfort himself, telling himself not to worry, and worrying enough for today.Can't worry about tomorrow, alas, Xiang Weiding can't sleep even more, he is lying on the sofa in the office, it is inconvenient to turn sideways, after a while, he thinks of what Zhang Jianan said, and then feels sad, not knowing what to do, just looking forward to going home tomorrow, Zhang He couldn't bear Jian An's ability to stop mentioning those words. After a while, he remembered that he ran out so rashly tonight, and worried that Zhang Jian An would be angry. The two of them were separated by half a city. At dawn, Xiang Weiding had classes at school in the morning and something at the company in the afternoon. He wanted to go home at noon, but he was a little timid, so he thought he might as well go home at night. In this case, Zhang Jianan would not be so pushy again after a day. with him.

I couldn’t sleep all night, my eyes were a little dry and uncomfortable, and I haven’t stayed up late for a long time. After Zhang Jianan got up, he sat and stared for a while, and then dally made breakfast for himself. He simply ate something and slowly started Clean up the house.

In fact, there was nothing to tidy up in the house, and it was done in a few clicks, and then Zhang Jianan began to be in a daze again, sitting on the sofa in a daze.

I want to call Xiang Weiding, but hesitate while holding the phone, I don't know what to say on the phone, and... maybe the child is in class!Thinking about it, let's not bother, Zhang Jianan sighed.

Go into the room to pack some clothes and put them in a small bag.There is still a lot of space for other things, such as mobile phone chargers, mouthwash cups and other small daily necessities are also packed and packed in small bags.

I didn’t want to make a phone call, so Zhang Jian’an took a pen and paper and wrote down a few words, to the effect that he told Xiang Weiding to go out to relax and come back in about three or four days, and told Xiang Weiding not to worry, take good care of himself at home alone, and call if he had something to do. , I brought my mobile phone, etc., I didn't mention anything about the incident that was not considered a quarrel between the two last night.

After writing it, Zhang Jianan read it again and again, and put it on the coffee table in the living room, so that he can see it when he enters the door, which is conspicuous enough.

Standing in the middle of the living room, looking around the entire space, his eyes stayed on the room belonging to Xiang Weiding, walked over, opened the door and entered, there was a desk by the window, there was a lamp on the desk, and a bookshelf stood beside it, and there was also a desk on it. It is full of all kinds of professional books, the computer is placed on the left, and the sheets on the bed are well folded. Last night, my son ran out of the room before he got home.

Ugh

Zhang Jian'an looked at it and sighed. For so many years, this was the first time that Xiang Weiding resisted because he didn't agree with his opinion, and the first time he did this kind of behavior similar to running away from home. Of course... Xiang Weiding has already He is an adult, so his behavior is different from that of a child's rebellion. The content of the rebellion is not such trivial things as children care about, such as eating, drinking and having fun, but is too serious about life choices.

After closing the door, Zhang Jianan went to the station alone. After the unpleasant dispute last night, Zhang Jianan was really afraid that he would soften his heart when facing Xiang Weiding again, so he finally decided to separate for a few days. What's more... Tell Xiang Weiding with this attitude that his attitude this time is very serious.

Decided to separate from Xiang Weiding for a few days, Zhang Jian'an really couldn't find anywhere to go, he couldn't go back to Hwaseong, it was too far away, and the Zhang family in Hwaseong was a bit complicated, so he didn't want to get involved, except to go back to Hwaseong, Zhang Jianan thought about it left and right, so he might as well find a place to play for a few days, relax, and find a quiet place far away from the city, and think carefully about what to do with Xiang Weiding, and himself who has been resting at home for more than half a year , what to do later.

Not wanting to go too far, Zhang Jian'an chose a scenic tourist town around Bingqing City, and took a short-distance bus from the station. close.

It is a small town with beautiful scenery, full of tourists, tourists from Stone Festival, and tourists from farther provinces. After getting off the bus, the first thing Zhang Jianan did was to choose a hotel and book a room. There should be no shortage of places to stay, but it's always good to be prepared first.

After the room was booked, Zhang Jian'an put down his small bag and wandered around the town alone. The town is very small, with only two short streets.

However, since the main purpose of coming here is to travel, it is naturally impossible to watch the cars coming and going on the street, and all of them go to the surrounding villas or farmhouses, or go to the scenic spots introduced in the town's leaflets. Taking a closer look, Zhang Jian'an was also walking around with the crowd.

The air in a small town with a beautiful environment is much better than that in the city. Most of the people who come here to play casually go around and stay in places like farmhouses, using vines or grape trellises Put a tea table below, drink tea and chat or play cards in a circle, and the green leaves are shaded, which is very pleasant.

Zhang Jianan came out of the small town, wandered around for a while, walked far away, and could see fields with crops. At this time, two women were weeding and fertilizing the fields. Zhang Jianan walked slowly and passed them. When they were around, they would look up at him strangely, then lower their heads and continue to work.

(It's not a repost, it's an overhaul, starting from chapter 77, the previous content is not completely deleted, but a part of it is selectively retained)