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After confirming that he was on the right track, Luo Mai scratched his wet hair and asked them, "What are you doing?"

Haiyan raised her head and yelled at him, "I can't see... ouch!"

As soon as Haiyan yelled, Hao Chen let go nervously. Haiyan looked at the saliva and blood mixed on her fingers and gave a groan in disgust, and rushed to the bathroom to wash her hands. After she finished washing, the floor of the ward had been tidied up. Hao Chen Chen mourned, standing aside and looking at Dr. Chen with a dejected face.

Seeing her coming out, Luo Mai waved to her and asked her a few words. Haiyan only said that Dr. Chen suspected that Hao Chen had drugged her, and refused to say anything else.

Hearing this, Li Yijie took the porridge and vegetables and smelled them, and then he took a mouthful of them with a spoon under Luo Mai's puzzled eyes. Luo Mai was a little worried at first, but seeing his calm face, he also took the spoon and took it. Put a mouthful of pickles into his mouth, and waited for them to chew and chew them into their stomachs, Luo Mai said: "There is nothing in it."

Doctor Chen had some complaints about their reckless behavior, but before she could say it, Hao Chen spoke.

"I really didn't add anything to it," Hao Chen's voice was small but clear, "I know murder is illegal, but I dare not."

Dr. Chen breathed a sigh of relief when she said that, and she asked, "Did you bring the paraquat?"

Hao Chen nodded: "A patient asked me to buy it for me. I don't think it's safe, so I put it in your office."

After hearing this, Dr. Chen was completely at ease. She patted Hao Chen's shoulder angrily, and asked casually, "You didn't tell me in advance, who did you buy it for?"

"Wang Quan in the ward downstairs."

"Wang Quan?" Dr. Chen raised her throat again after letting go of her heart just now. Before she had time to say more, she turned around and rushed to the office. When I went to Quan's ward, I found that Luo Mai and Li Yijie had already arrived, and the bottle of Baikucao that had disappeared was falling by the side of Wang Quan's ward with the mouth wide open.

Seeing her coming, Luo Mai said: "I came in time, I didn't drink in."

Dr. Chen froze for half a minute before remembering to call for someone. He dared not tell about Wang Quan until she came back with the medical staff to make sure she was all right.

Wang Quan's nurse is not Hao Chen, he found his own nurse. Last month, this nurse took advantage of Wang Quan's trust and stole his bank card, jewelry and watch and escaped. Wang Quan's leg is disabled and he can't move. As soon as he has mental problems, he can't think about it. He said several times in front of his patients that he wanted to die, and he also asked Hao Chen for fruit knives and other items, but Hao Chen was very organized. Whenever Wang Quan asked her to do something she I had to seek Dr. Chen's advice first. I haven't had any problems for so many days, and I don't know what happened to Hao Chen in the past few days. This time, she didn't ask anything and bought the paraquat directly because of this. The bottle thing Hao Chen almost caused a catastrophe.

Dr. Chen's eyes turned red when he said this, and both Luo Mai and Li Yijie could see that she was really scared. Just as Luo Mai wanted to comfort her, he heard Li Yijie beside him ask.

"You said Hao Chen is not normal recently?"

Dr. Chen was taken aback, thinking that they were going to hold Hao Chen responsible for helping him buy the persimmons, she hurriedly explained: "Just a little bit, Hao Chen is very serious about things, you see she has been busy from morning to night to save money for plastic surgery, she is a good person Children, don't..."

"No, no, no," Li Yijie interrupted her nonsense, and explained, "I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask whether the reason for Hao Chen's abnormality is related to Haiyan. I heard from my colleague that Hao Chen once asked you about it. Haiyan was among the people who disfigured her at that time."

Dr. Chen was a little stuck by his question, she thought for a while and took the two of them back upstairs to Haiyan's ward.At this time, Haiyan was bandaging her fingers. She and Dr. Chen stuffed her fingers into Hao Chen's mouth just now. It was a disaster. Her hand was bitten by Hao Chen. Luo Mai and the others saw it just now. The blood at the corner of Hao Chen's mouth is actually Haiyan's blood.

"Fortunately, I don't have AIDS." Haiyan took the band-aid from Hao Chen and couldn't help but say to her, "If I had AIDS, you would be dead. Saving money for surgery can only appear in dreams."

Hao Chen stood next to her without a temper and nodded and smiled. Haiyan said a few words and lost her mind to continue. She waved her hand and said that I was going to sleep, and then sent Hao Chen away.

Hao Chen happened to see Li Yijie and the three of them when she went out, she tilted her head to look at them, and hurried forward when Dr. Chen beckoned her to go.

"Sister Chen, how is Wang Quan?"

Dr. Chen shook his head: "I don't know, I don't know much about psychotherapy."

Hao Chen frowned, then nodded to show that he understood.

Doctor Chen felt both pity and hatred for her appearance, pity because she had experienced so much at such a young age, and hate that she never planned for herself, even the goal of saving money for plastic surgery was set by her for Hao Chenli.

Hao Chen didn't know what Dr. Chen was thinking. She was the tallest among the four, so she waited for their next words in a posture overlooking everyone.

"I want to ask about you and Haiyan," Li Yijie said, "Is it convenient?"

Hao Chen glanced at Dr. Chen when he heard the words, and nodded when he saw that Dr. Chen nodded: "Go to the lounge, don't disturb the patient's rest."

The three agreed, and they followed Hao Chen to the rest room shared by all the nurses.There was a small bed in the lounge, Hao Chen poured water for them and asked them to sit on the bed, Luo Mai was a little anxious to see her tossing back and forth, and kept telling her not to be busy.

Hao Chen was very nervous, especially after Dr. Chen introduced Li Yijie and Li Yijie as policemen. She pulled the nurse's brown coat and asked shyly, "When did I start?"

"From the beginning," Dr. Chen encouraged her, "Officer Li and the others are not bad people, you can say it boldly."

Hao Chen's eyes wandered for a moment, and then he spoke slowly.

Like all transgender people, Hao Chen began to loathe her physical characteristics at a very young age.Her parents were both elementary school teachers, and she grew up under the control of her parents from the moment she was born. This control lasted until elementary school. At that time, Hao Chen, who was exposed to her parents' noses for almost 24 hours, developed a cowardly and timid personality until she was born. She was admitted to junior high school and started to develop, and this depression got better.

Junior high school is the time when teenagers develop most violently. At that time, Hao Chen was already 1.7 meters tall. She often sat in the last row in class. Because of her size, she was forced to participate in the school basketball game. Experience, after losing the competition, Hao Chen was despised and disgusted by everyone in the class. After this incident, Hao Chen's temperament began to change. She became moody, unwilling to socialize and go to class, and her grades declined. It was the school where her parents came together. The teacher analyzed and examined Hao Chen's whole body with his own eyes. Her parents were furious about each other's incident. After returning home, they scolded Hao Chen and used cold violence to wake her up. It was also at this time that Hao Chen felt that her parents didn't really love her. She learned to self-mutilate, and the first thing she did was the extra thing on her lower body.

That self-injury caused serious bleeding. Her parents almost fainted when they returned home, and sent her to the hospital. After learning what she had done, they felt that Hao Chen's behavior had made them feel ashamed. They thought Hao Chen Already "polluted", they didn't even want her to go home, so they arranged for her to live in school after Hao Chen was discharged from the hospital.

Hao Chen's follow-up pain due to self-injury made her accept their arrangement with lingering fear. She finished her second year of junior high school safely, and when she came home again, she found that her mother was eight months pregnant. With a face full of vigilance, he sent her to grandma's house the next day.

"I stole grandma's money and went to Beigang," Hao Chen said, "I'm sorry grandma, but I don't want to be there anymore."

Li Yijie: "How old were you then?"

"15 years old, soon to be 16 years old," Dr. Chen said, "Not long after she arrived in Beigang, she had her testicles removed privately. Operated on her at all risks."

"I am very grateful to Sister Chen." Hao Chen's eyes brightened, "She gave me a second life."

Dr. Chen pursed her lips and smiled at her, and then she said to Li Yijie and Luo Mai: "After the operation, I contacted her parents. It was her father who came that day. Seeing Hao Chen's appearance, he signed the agreement for the sex change operation." A sum of money was left behind the book."

Hao Chen added: "He only stayed for three hours before leaving, and he didn't speak to me during that time."

Luo Mai took a deep breath. He could understand the psychology of Hao Chen's parents, but he didn't quite understand why someone could abandon his own flesh and blood so easily.

But he quickly figured it out, there are so many strange things in this vast world, there are actually quite a few cases of murdering fathers, mothers, sons and daughters that he has seen and investigated. The behavior of Hao Chen's parents is considered good in these cases , after all, they just gave up, not obliterated.

"Afterwards, I stayed in Beigang for half a year. At that time, I was recovering well from the operation. I also met several people like me. They took good care of me. They also said that after I was discharged from the hospital, they would partner with me to open a medical aid. The author's studio..."

Li Yijie listened quietly from the beginning to the end. When Hao Chen paused, he looked at her suspiciously and asked, "What happened next? Did you go home?"

"Later, later they died, four of them, all of them."

Luo Mai stared at her expression, and asked cautiously, "A car accident?"

Hao Chen frowned and shook his head: "There was an arson case on the No. 19 bus in Beigang more than a year ago, and they were among the eight people who died."

As soon as she said this, the air suddenly turned into a paste. Both Luo Mai and Li Yijie knew about this case. The case caused a sensation all over the country. The suspect in the arson case was also executed at the end of 2017.

Hao Chen knew that her words made others uncomfortable, so she showed a shallow smile, and then said: "Beigang gives me the feeling that it is about to catch up with my hometown, so I want to go back and be with my grandma." Hao Chen paused, The smile on her face was very sincere, "I returned the money I stole to my grandma. Grandma said she didn't blame me, and said she was very happy that I could come back. She was over 70, and I couldn't help telling her at that time Changed gender, I don’t know if she understood or didn’t understand when I said it at the beginning, anyway, she took out the little foreign dress she wore when she was young the next day for me to wear.”

"She said that I have been cowardly since I was a child, but when I take it apart, it's 'congxin'. Since I'm from the heart, it's okay to be cowardly."