I have a deep love for Zhenjun

Zhaohua looked at me for a moment, and said: "It's been a long time since I saw you, but you have opened up your senses, and you know how to please me."

He said so, but his expression couldn't be hooked with the word joy, and he lightly tapped the hand I held on his wrist with his fingertips.

I didn't intend to offend, so I immediately let go of my grip.

Zhaohua stood up on his own lap, smoothed the folds of the hem of his clothes, and moved slowly.

Seeing his posture, I felt uneasy, and asked, "Are you... are you leaving?"

Zhaohua paused slightly: "If you don't go, why don't you stay here and see you having fun and having fun?"

"When did I..." have fun and have fun?

I stared at him, feeling really speechless, and saw that Zhaohua had already half-stepped down the jade steps, and hurriedly grabbed his sleeve: "Wait a minute."

Carefully consider the sentence: "Yin Caifu, a Hanxiu people in Yifeng, has top-notch food and clothing, and it is definitely not worse than Linlang Tianque. If you don't want to see me, I will give you the red Polygonum ferry. Think Whether you want it to be clean or lively, whatever you wish is possible. Zhaohua, you might as well think about it again."

His tone was light: "Thinking about what?"

"Consider... staying in Yifeng Hanxiu."

Zhaohua remained silent, raised his elbow slightly, as if to pull back his sleeve.

Seeing this, I didn't care about my face, and lost my voice: "Consider staying with me!"

The air fell into dead silence.

After a while, Zhaohua asked, "In what name?"

I asked in a daze, "What title do you want?"

"The Xianyin tribe in the Eastern Pole has a saying that the people of the tribe turn to the sky, the earth, and all things, and not to people alone. Therefore, I can't stay easily." Zhaohua said, "Unless that person tells me personally that he has moved on me." Heart."

I pondered for a long time, and before Zhaohua ran out of patience, I tested his bottom line: "Can you give that person some more time?"

"Naturally." To my surprise, Zhaohua deserved it very simply.He turned around, with a pretty face, and sat back on my lap as if nothing had happened, and continued, "But three chapters are required."

"for example?"

"For example——" Zhaohua lifted her phoenix eyes, her eyes were clear and lingling, and she looked straight into my eyes, "you are only allowed to look at me from now on."

This may be difficult.

I hesitated and said: "I can't always keep a blindfold on. I put it on when I see other monsters, and take it off when I see you. Besides, when I go to court, I can't tell which monster is admonishing me just by listening to the voice."

Zhaohua coughed lightly: "Then let's change the chapter."

I asked again, "For example?"

"From today onwards, you can only think about me." Zhao Hua stretched out his index finger and touched my lower lip, his tone became colder, "The past is ridiculous... I don't blame the past. But let me see you entangled with those male pets again, I will never forgive you easily."

The tip of the nose is lingering with a faint and cold plum fragrance, and there is also a faint wave of vinegar.

"Okay." My heart trembled slightly, and I couldn't help pecking the jade knuckles lightly, "I will let you deal with it at that time, and you can punish it however you want."

It was probably too offensive, Zhaohua suddenly withdrew his hand, his eyes blushing with annoyance, and he didn't say anything from "you" for a long time.

"I overstepped the rules." I admitted my mistake with a good attitude, "Since there are three chapters in the agreement, there are still two chapters left, how do you treat it?"

Zhaohua avoided my gaze, her hair was flowing like a cloud of ink and scattered all over her shoulders, her delicate side face was hidden in her hair, with an unpredictable expression: "We will discuss it another day."

From then on, I don't have to do the stealthy behavior of the gentleman on Liangshang again, I will be very happy.Thinking of the gold, silver, jewels, magic weapons and sharp weapons offered for offerings from various places on weekdays, I kept them as useless, and in order to please Zhaohua, I kept sending them to Hongliaodu.

It's a pity that Zhaohua has been used to these things for a long time, and they return them to me intact every time, and sometimes they get angry for no reason, asking me with a frown if I used the same way to deal with other male favorites to deal with him?

I couldn't argue, but there was nothing I could do, so I had no choice but to ask Ming Liao for advice.

Ming Liao was still angry with me because of what happened that day, hurting me by saying that he was begging for a lover, he was clearly inviting a great Buddha to be enshrined in the demon world.If I continue to be spoiled like this, Zhaohua will have to ride on my head sooner or later to do my best, then how will the demon king have any face?

I don't care.

The harem of the demon king should be full of beauty, but now I dote on only one person. I am devoted but not promiscuous, and deserve to be praised by all the demons. Why should I be ashamed?

Ming Liao rolled his eyes, but he couldn't hold back me in the end, he pointed out that giving gifts should not be expensive, but care about the heart, and we need to follow Zhaohua's preferences.

Zhaohua's preferences?I feel sad.I really know very little about his past.As for the only few pieces, they all learned about them from Empress Fuling.

Empress Fuling...

I really didn't expect that Qiongguan's farewell was the last time I saw her.

If I had known this earlier, I should have bid farewell to her.

I slowly closed my eyes, as if I could still see that woman with snowy clothes and gentle eyes.She held up a lantern to call me, her phoenix eyes reflected the warm and broken light.

——Should you not know?In fact, my son likes to wear red clothes.I thought at that time, this child is really exactly the same as me back then.

red dress...

I was enlightened, and ordered my subordinates to rush to the spring bank of Baling, and invited the best tailor among them, Que Niang, to make red clothes day and night.The most luxurious fabrics, the most complicated needlework are used, and twelve West Pole Fire Beads are embellished to express the heart.

I personally took this thing and stepped into the Red Polygonum Ferry.

Seeing this gorgeous red dress, Zhaohua's expression finally fluctuated, he stroked the silk with his palm, and said softly: "How do you know?"

I was afraid of exposing his wounds, so I quickly changed the subject: "Do you like it?"

Zhaohua slowly clenched the corner of the robe, his knuckles were faintly bluish, but he quickly let go: "Didn't you say that the red dress is gaudy and not more elegant than the white dress?"

"Why?" I said softly, "When you asked me if the red dress looked good, I thought in my heart, everyone said that the red dress is gaudy, but your dress is very different. I deliberately...deliberately belittled, just because I was afraid of being caught by you. Tempted, shaken."

Zhaohua raised his eyes: "Really?"

I smiled and nodded: "Zhaohua, you don't have to wrong yourself for accommodating me. The red dress is very good, and you can wear anything well."

Zhaohua's eyes sparkled slightly, and he asked again: "Really?"

"It's more real than real gold and silver." I pushed the red clothes into his arms and said sincerely, "I never lie."

Zhaohua did not refuse this time.After a long while of silence, she seemed to be quite sure: "It was the empress who told you."

Seeing that I couldn't hide it, I had to admit it.

"The queen mother also likes to wear red clothes." A faint smile appeared on Zhaohua's lips, "My master's imitation is not half as good as hers."

"Why did you change to white clothes later?"

"Because Father likes it."

Zhaohua stopped laughing and looked a little indifferent: "In order to please him, I saw my mother burn a chest of red clothes with my own eyes, leaving no room for regret."

"Miss Fuling... like Emperor Zhaolan very much?"

"That's right." Zhaohua nodded, "but he treated his mother very badly. He was obviously the wife of Ming Medium, but he insisted on living in two places. Only when he was drunk would he remember that there was a Langfeng Palace in Linlang Tianque. There is also Fu Ling."

"It's a pity that even the moment of tenderness stolen by drunkenness, what my good father is talking about is actually the romance with the old lover."

I covered the back of Zhaohua's hand and came to a conclusion: "You blame Zhaolan."

"Resentment to blame, I never thought of taking his life." Zhaohua closed his eyes, "If he dies, the queen mother will not live alone."

"..."

"Only by me, I can't keep my mother. I knew I couldn't keep her."

I felt stuck in my throat, and it took me a while to say something: "Ms. Fuling, she is a very good queen mother. Don't be sad. One day, I will definitely seek justice from Yun Mo for her and for you."

"Brother Yun." Zhaohua's eyelashes trembled slightly, revealing a spring-like gaze, "The first time I saw him, his appearance, I thought it was evil. When he called my brother, I thought it was a calamity. Meeting by fate... ...If avoiding his sharp edge can make him feel a little bit better, I can only atone for my father."

"Zhaolan's sin, why do you need to redeem it?" I was short of breath for a while, "Brother Yun, you still call him Brother Yun! Before he acted, did he ever think about you as his elder brother?"

"Who is right and who is wrong, there is no need to fight anymore." Zhaohua shook his head, "Actually, why do we need to fight again? The dust has settled."

I suddenly remembered the shallow sword mark on the stone table, and I had a faint understanding, and my eyes were inevitably painful: "Hate is hate, pain is pain. Why do you have to endure it?"

"When I was young, I used to pretend to be free and easy, thinking that even if I was repeatedly oppressed and did what I had to do, I could still keep my integrity." Zhaohua paused for a long time, and continued, "However, there are many things in the world. There is nothing you can do. Just like a lie repeated Ten thousand times is the truth. Endurance repeats ten thousand times, and the sex is determined."

I opened my lips to persuade, but was speechless for a long time.

I don't know much about Zhaohua's past, and it's hard to get a glimpse of the tip of the iceberg with just a few words.If we switch our identities and situations, I am not sure that I can beat him.

That being the case, how can we talk about persuasion?

In the end, I just moved the corners of my mouth and showed a smile that was uglier than crying: "This is not decay, but new life."

Zhaohua looked at me quietly, and suddenly smiled, with a bit of familiar misery.

"Freedom is a luxury, so I am used to patience."

"There is no need to be patient now, but I no longer look forward to freedom."

After saying that, he held my hand instead, like extremely cold ice, but also like scalding fire.

"I failed to protect the queen mother, at least...to protect you."

Although I promised Zhaohua not to embarrass the fairy world, but after all, I will never let it go.In addition, the matter of Yunzhou City has also made me quite anxious in recent days.

It is said in the world that I committed the crimes of killing people, seizing treasures, and setting fire to the city because of my greed to reflect mirages. I have killed a town that is in good shape, and now there are no more than [-] people alive.

……joke.

I believe that nearly a hundred innocent lives were lost due to the out-of-control exercises. I do not wish to refute this crime.In the future, if the human world wants to go to war with the demon world because of this, I will also bear it with my own strength.

You can set fire to the city and start a massacre, but it's a nonsense fabrication, blood spewing monsters!

Ming Liao persuaded me that monsters are vicious in nature, and it is inevitable to fall into the wrong tongue.Instead of sticking to the false name, it is better to think about how to deal with this situation next.

I thought, Yunzhou City is directly under the jurisdiction of Kyoto, and once the report of the destruction of the city is reported, it will definitely cause a shock.What's more...Luo Hanye's wife and daughter both lost their lives. As the city lord, he will definitely not be able to swallow this breath.

If there is no return to the world, it will end in war.Fighting against the human world is by no means an easy task.

Although mortals are limited by their talents, it is difficult to compare with monsters, but they are the most tenacious and have left behind endless successors.Moreover, the human world has always been on good terms with the fairy world, and our demon world is one against two, and the decline is obvious.

Huagai proposed to expand the territory of the demon world and bring the neutral forces within a hundred miles into his command.I deeply felt that this plan was feasible, so I ordered Mingliao to lobby the various clans for me.

Ming Liao lived up to the entrustment, without any effort, he won over Ji Xingqiao for me.

Gexingqiao is a wolf tribe.

The owner of the bridge, Ji Wuyue, is the snow wolf king who is hard to find in thousands of miles. He is brave and good at fighting.Whether it is going out to crusade, or defending the city and stationing at the pass, there is no defeat.Later, he resigned and went back to seclusion because he was in harmony with the philosophy of his predecessor, Yin Yu, the former demon king.

This is very strange.

Since you have decided to go back to hiding, why are you willing to go out again?

Ming Liao evasively said that he was an old friend with the master of Gexing Bridge.If he continued to ask, he refused to say more, and just slipped away with oil on the soles of his feet.

I thought that the relationship between the two demons was probably not as simple as old friends.Perhaps it was an old lover whom he hadn't seen for a long time, who had a lingering past that was unforgettable and life-or-death.

What, you ask me how did I know?

Ever since Ji Wuyue followed Ming Liao into Yifeng Hanxiu, his two eyeballs were stuck to Ming Liao's body, and he was not willing to move it away.

This coquettish fox must be greedy for the comfort of bedtime, hooking people up to collapse, eating and wiping them all, and then refusing to take responsibility.

Oh, what a debt.

After Ji Xingqiao surrendered, there were four or five tribes who voluntarily surrendered one after another. They were all birds and beasts, and there was still room for them to fight.

Helpless, I had no choice but to put the thread in a tribe three hundred miles away.

It is rumored that the bronze Jinjing Mi family is so powerful that it may move mountains and shake seas.If they are willing to surrender to me, my chances of winning will be better.

Unexpectedly, everyone in Mi's family is stubborn, ignorant and reckless. They are so proud and arrogant that they regard me as nothing.

The negotiations were fruitless, and the only option was to use force to suppress them.

I am well versed in the principle of catching the thief before the king. I subdued Mijiu, who was in charge of Jinjing, and served him day and night with the death penalty. The original intention was to kill chickens and monkeys.

Unexpectedly, this monster is so proud that it cannot be broken, even if it is severely punished by the staff, it still purses its lips without humming, vowing to stick to its position to the end.

With Mijiu taking the lead, those idiots straightened their backs even more.

Over time, my patience was almost worn out.

At this time, Hua Gai offered me a good strategy: "If you don't coerce your dearest relatives and beloved wives, you will definitely get twice the result with half the effort."

I firmly do not allow.

Misfortunes shouldn't hurt the family.What's more, Mijiu's beloved wife is a foreigner, a carp demon who couldn't be more weak, and she is still pregnant in her belly.

How can I... let it go?

The faint kindness hidden in the bottom of my heart is like a firefly in the night, getting brighter and brighter, intending to break free from the shackles.

I moved my lips, almost wanting to let the Mi clan leave.

As soon as the thought came up, my mind was shocked.

The Spiritual Fragrance of Rising to the Heavens quietly ignited.Wisps of light smoke penetrated into my mouth and nose, as if turning into invisible threads, bound to my limbs, spreading across the sea of ​​consciousness, manipulating my actions and thinking.

I turned cold, lightly lifted my robe, and walked slowly into the execution ground.

Cha Mingliao escorted the carp demon for me, picked up a long whip from the execution platform, and said slowly: "Mijiu, since you don't want to surrender, why not guess whether the baby in your wife's womb can survive?" How many whips do I have?"

It worked.

I just whipped the whip a few times, and Mijiu's eyes were tearing apart and she looked crazy, screaming at me to stop, and she couldn't find the proud posture of preferring death to submission before.

You see, love in this world is really gut-scratching poison, even cunning monsters cannot escape the sea of ​​suffering and sink.

If the mind has false thoughts, it will do evil karma; if the heart has hatred thoughts, it will be ugly;

Therefore, love is born with weakness, like a snake controlled by seven inches, if handled properly, it will be slaughtered by the king, and it is difficult to turn over.

I don't want to be like Mijiu.

Love is instinctive, but not necessary.

If it is really time to make a decision, you will have your own scale in your heart, and it will be clear at a glance which is more important.

If you should give up, then give up.

I didn't show mercy, every stroke of the whip was worth a thousand pounds.After the sound of piercing the air, it landed on the woman's back solidly, and bloodstains bloomed.

The carp demon was protecting her belly, her beautiful eyes were tightly closed, and she was already half fainted.

My hand holding the whip froze, and I struggled for a long time between putting it down and executing it, but I was finally defeated.Fu raised his hand again, and when the whip was about to fall, Mijiu finally couldn't bear it, and kowtowed to give in.

I seemed to be relieved, but it didn't show on my face.

Handing the punishment whip to the little demon who was waiting beside me, I smiled slightly: "You thought about it earlier, why should she suffer so much?"

After finishing speaking, he waved his hand and ordered the demon to clean up the mess, and then stopped to appreciate how Mijiu dragged his broken body to wake up the carp demon, and told each other their hearts for the rest of their lives after the catastrophe.

Just at this moment, Ming Liao stopped by my side and said softly, "Zhaohua came here just now."

"What?" I was still in my head, fiddling with my knuckles carelessly, "Who is Zhaohua?"

Ming Liao clamped my shoulders and forced me to turn my head to look at him, his tone was heartbroken: "Xiao Zhuluo, wake up! Don't be swayed by Shengxiao Lingxiang again!"

"Unintelligible." I said indifferently.

Ming Liao's eyes dimmed slightly, and the wind gathered in his palm, extinguishing the long-burning and inextinguishable spiritual fragrance.I felt deeply offended, and felt displeased, and just as I was about to be scolded, I was slapped backhand by him again, which hurt unbearably.

"...How dare you?" I stroked my cheek lightly, and murderous intent welled up in my blood-spitting eyes.

"Still awake?" Ming Liao raised his hand again.This time I was prepared, my two fingers were slightly bent, and I took the lead in restraining his wrist, tightening my strength inch by inch.

Ming Liao endured the pain, his eyes were compassionate: "Just now, Zhaohua came here."

"Who is Zhaohua?" I almost gritted my teeth, "I don't remember...I don't understand!"

It was as if a sharp knife was rampaging in the body, and the flesh and blood were gouged into pieces, which was extremely difficult to bear.

With cold sweat dripping from my temples, I had no choice but to remove the shackles on Ming Liao, slowly bent down, and murmured: "Zhaohua..."

Even though half of my body is in the dust, I still try my best to catch a ray of clarity in my heart.

Just now, Zhaohua came.

So what did he see?

I couldn't restrain myself from trembling, and suddenly felt that the snow and ice may be nothing more than mediocre.

"Xiao Zhuluo." Ming Liao called me softly.

I froze and didn't move for a long time.After a long while, I raised my eyes, with one last bit of hope in my heart: "When did you come?"

"Before execution." Ming Liao responded, "I can't stop him."

"So..." I looked blank, "He has seen it all."

Ming Liao closed his eyes and nodded imperceptibly.

At this time, the scorching sun is like fire, and I am covered with rays of light, but I feel that the majestic vitality is slowly stripped from my body, leaving only a shriveled skin bag, covering the withered and decayed flesh and blood.

It took a long time before I straightened my hunched back, crossed Mingliao, and walked forward without saying a word—it was the road to Hongliaodu, where Zhaohua lived.It has only been a few months, but I have walked no less than a thousand times.

Zhaohua didn't know, and I never mentioned it to him.

Hundreds of thousands of years from now, I want to hide him in the Red Liaodu.He will stay away from the dirty killing and plundering, and live a peaceful, peaceful and prosperous life.

I will not force him to abide by etiquette like Zhao Lan did.He can live as he pleases, as wantonly or as self-sustaining as he wants.I will also do my best to hide everything and be the clean and pure Zhuluo in front of him.

If he likes it, it's okay to keep it a secret for the rest of his life.

It's a pity that the way of heaven will never take pity on the lowly species.

Red Polygonum crossing.

The door of Zhaohua's room was closed, and I stood in front of him hesitantly, and asked softly, "Zhaohua, are you there?"

There was no sound in the house, but I knew he was there.

"Just now..." I chose my words cautiously, "You know, I am now a demon king, and I need to be majestic to convince everyone. Besides, I gave Mijiu a chance. If he surrendered earlier, How could I harm Chiyu? Zhaohua, your lord has a lot, so don't be angry with me, okay?"

After a combination of soft and hard, Zhao Hua finally spoke, his tone could not distinguish between joy and anger: "Do you know why I am angry?"

I squeezed out a smile: "Your bodhisattva heart must be angry with me for being violent. I know I was wrong, please forgive me this time. Next time, I, I will try my best to restrain myself."

Zhaohua was silent for a long time, and said: "At that time in the Shanren's Mansion, you insisted that other people's life and death had nothing to do with you, but you still followed me into the mansion. After the snake demon died, you scolded him for his own suffering, and you would not feel sad for him. Even so , in fact, the one who wants to protect his life the most is you."

"..."

"You are not hard-hearted, nor violent, why force yourself to be evil?"

Does he think he knows me well?

I said coldly: "I am a half-demon. What does it have to do with good and evil when a demon saves the same kind? Besides, the demon energy invaded my body that day. When you heard what I said, you should understand that my insides have already been completely rotten. What's so strange about doing something like this?"

"... Bamboo Luo."

"Don't call me that again!" I took a deep breath and tried my best to calm my emotions, "Well, I'll tell you everything. From now on, you don't have to have unnecessary extravagant hopes for me. I'm no longer the bamboo of Wushan Xuandan , but the candlelight of Yifeng Hanxiu. This candle is not the other bamboo, which means the end light of the firefly candle, not the autumn frost of the strong festival."

I stared at the door, unwilling to move away even though my eyes were staring sorely: "So, do you still want to stay now?"

There was a slight sound in the house, and footsteps stopped in front of the door.

"I've always wanted to ask." Zhaohua said in a low tone, "What were you doing the day I woke up from the jade mat ice coffin?"

My heart was beating violently, and my hands and feet were even colder. I struggled for a long time between concealment and honesty, and finally said in a trembling voice: "A few days ago, I caught the remnants of the Zhuhe faction. There is no mercy for party disputes. I will punish you." I pressed him about his stronghold and the whereabouts of his accomplices, but he refused to bow his head and even spit on my face. I, I got angry and wanted to cut off his tongue."

At the end of the speech, I felt a little self-defeating and relaxed: "When you knocked on the door, I was covered in blood. I knew I couldn't see you, so I let you go."

"But you didn't."

"It's a good thing you didn't."

"..."

I was afraid that the urgency and desire in my bones would disturb Zhaohua, so I lowered my tone: "So, do you still want to stay now?"

Zhaohua was silent.

I know that he has been in the coffin for more than a few years, and his memory is blank.As soon as he wakes up, he has to bear a lot, and it is inevitable to suffer in his heart at this time.So retreat and compromise: "You don't have to respond to me now. I'll wait for you... how about five days?"

Seeing that he had no objection, I made a final decision: "Then it will be five days."

These five days felt like years to me, and I couldn't sleep at night, and I didn't know what to eat.After finishing the court affairs early, he walked to Zhaohua Xingyuan, but he didn't dare to move forward, so he had to stand and wait for a night before turning around and leaving.

Seeing that I was out of my mind, Ming Liao probably guessed the whole story. He took out something from his waist and gave it to me. He said it was a drunken night, and he only needed to take half a bottle to have sex all night long.

He said earnestly: "No matter how much showing weakness to persuade you to stay, it is not as simple and effective as the spring breeze once came."

In the past, I would look down on such low-level methods and would definitely refuse without thinking.But today is different.I stared at the green wreath porcelain vase for a long time, but unexpectedly put my fingers together to accept it.

If it is not a last resort...

I closed my eyes, suddenly feeling sad.

During the period, Hua Gai brought news.The dignitaries in Kyoto have allotted funds to build monasteries and temples, and invited Buddhas to serve immortals. It should be to please the immortal world and form an alliance with them.

Really tricky.

Blame me for not thinking well that day, for turning back against the exercises, and making a big mistake.Up to now, there is no remedy, only tricks and tricks.

If the human world really forms an alliance with the fairy world, I can't sit still. It's hard to do anything by expanding the territory of the demon world. I need to think about the other four worlds and see if there are any reliable allies.

"King, there is one more thing." Hua Gai interrupted my thoughts.

I lazily lowered my eyes: "Speak."

"I received the letter bird from the other side of the fairy world." Hua Gai said, "Mr. Cui Wei will visit the demon world soon."

My tone was slightly cold: "What's the matter?"

"I came here for Yunzhou City. At the end of the letter, I said..."

"What is it called?"

"You can't refuse to call this covenant."

It seems that Yun Min really doesn't take me seriously!

I wanted to bite my silver teeth to pieces, so I held the corner of the table in my hand and kneaded it vigorously to make powder.Since he delivered it to the door himself, don't blame me for being "considerate".

After counting, the fifth day has arrived.

I changed out of my heavy court attire and put on a light blue shirt I was used to wearing. After confirming that it was the same as the one I wore in Xuandan before, I set out on the road.

Unexpectedly, in the middle of the walk, the sky was covered with dark clouds, strong winds, and raindrops like broken jade beads, which instantly drenched me completely.

I lightly stroked the wet hair on my forehead, and I could call out an umbrella, and then use my spiritual power to force the water dry on my clothes.

Though he was thinking a lot, he didn't use any spiritual power. As if the weather was fine, he walked slowly under the pouring rain, pushed open the gate of the courtyard, and stopped in front of Zhaohua's house.

Raindrops trickled down the wet corners of his clothes and onto the ground, leaving dark traces.

"Zhaohua." I gritted my teeth, "It's raining, I'm so cold."

There seems to be a noise in the door.

The corners of my mouth raised slightly, and I continued: "Didn't you say that when I am sad, you will empathize with me; when I am hurt, you will want to replace me. I feel sad now. Zhaohua, do you know?"

"Are you willing to?"

The door that had been closed for many days was finally pushed open.

Zhaohua stood in front of me, his gaze passed over my drenched clothes, and fell on my face dripping with water.

After seeing the smile on the corner of his lips that he hadn't had time to take back, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he didn't know whether it was anger or anger: "Cunning."

The heart that was raised finally fell to the ground smoothly.

"You don't want to."

Zhaohua frowned, looked at me silently for a while, then raised his hand to lightly touch my eyelashes, took the clear raindrops, and condensed them on his clear fingertips tremblingly.

I saw that his tight lip line was loosening, and I struck while the iron was hot: "You didn't treat me differently back then. Now, I'm just acting according to the law. Are you going to give up on me?"

Zhaohua's slightly warmer eyes suddenly turned cold: "Five days have passed. You still don't know why I am angry."

Seeing that the situation was not going well, I was flustered, and I was filled with grievances: "I don't know... I clearly promised you that I would restrain myself, what else do you want me to do? What else do I do? Do you know that I became the Demon King with the help of a party faction?" The east wind of the dispute. The backers behind me, without exception, are all the forces of the main war faction. If I were like Feng You, who put peace first in everything, how could I still come to where I am today?"

"..."

"I'm no better than you and Yun Mo. I'm not talented enough, and I don't have thousands of years to waste, grind, and pray for the illusory mercy of the heaven! Therefore, I can only seek shortcuts, to walk the path that my ancestors have never gone through. Lu, to practice the insidious exercises that the people despise. It is inevitable to hurt others and yourself."

"..."

"Zhaohua, I have no choice."

There seemed to be warmth flowing from the eye sockets, but it was unclear whether it was tears or rain.I closed my eyes, stretched out my hand hesitantly, and took Zhaohua's hand tentatively.

He froze for a moment, then avoided it calmly, took a paper umbrella and handed it to me: "It's late at night, let's go back first."

Like a criminal who is pushed to the rack, knowing that his death is certain, I am devastated and hang my head down.When he looked up again, his face was expressionless.

I knocked down the umbrella and retreated into the rain. Without the eaves to cover me, my vision was blurred by the rain.

Opening my eyelids with difficulty, I stared at the hazy shadow in front of me, and said dumbly, "Are you going?"

"Zhuluo." Zhaohua's voice passed through the rain curtain and fell into my ear, as if he was struggling with unknown pain, "You have to, give me time."

struggle?Ha, maybe it is.

I thought he was different . . . but he couldn't help thinking I was a loathsome monster.At that time, he didn't know my true face just by hearing, but now seeing is believing, finally disappointed in me?

I laughed silently, and the raindrops moistened my lips and invaded the cavity of my tongue.

It is the coldness like snow and sand in the north wind, which melts into the remaining temperature and turns into the most common water, but in the plainness, it gives birth to the pain of gouge out the bone.

"Hypocrisy." I said, "At the beginning I avoided you like a snake and scorpion, but you provoked me relentlessly. Now you regret it and want to abandon me? Okay, you go. Don't you think I will keep you ? Don't you think I have to do it for you?"

Perhaps that insignificant self-esteem was secretly causing trouble again.I speak loudly, and I will not allow myself to show the slightest weakness.

"I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you..."

Is it really not necessary for him?

Although I claim to like beauty, there are countless beautiful monsters in Yifeng Hanxiu, but I have never treated each other directly, and I have never thought of keeping anyone by my side.

He is the first and will be the last.

But now, I have lowered my figure so much, looking at the entire demon world, who can be lucky enough to receive such treatment?He's still not satisfied... he still dares to take Joe with me on airs!

Regretted, afraid, tired, and want to break with me?Does he know who I am?How can there be such a good thing in the world.

The rainy night is too cold, so is the demon world.

He can't leave me here alone.